Authors: Cathy Gillen Thacker
He shook his head in mute disagreement, denying it with all he was worth. “That bond ended when my father died.”
What bond? Hope wanted to say. He had never so much as given her the time of day. And that had hurt, knowing that he wouldn't give her a chance.
He wished she didn't look so hurt, dejected and crushed. Brushing her off wasn't something he
wanted
to do; it was a familial decency that was required of him.
To his chagrin, Hope's expression remained desolate, as if she were taking his rejection personally. He sighed regretfully. He felt a lot of things for Hope; he didn't want to add guilt for hurting her feelings to the list. And he didn't think his Dad would've wanted it, either. “But you're right,” Chase said, picking up the thread of the conversation uncomfortably. “I am anxious to be out of here.”
Away from the temptation of you.
“But as much as I want to get back to work I can't take your money, Hope.” Not knowing that despite all their best efforts, the store might fold
anyway. She would still have Joey to raise, and thus would need every cent she had.
Hope was silent, remembering, he expected, that he had never taken money from his father for his expeditions, either. Chase noticed with relief that her hurt expression was beginning to fade.
“I understand,” she empathized softly.
Good.
“Which leaves me only one choice,” Chase continued.
“For you to stay on at the house with me,” Hope guessed in a voice quavering with unspoken emotion.
Silence fell between them. For a moment, neither spoke. Neither needed to. They both knew how difficult it would be for the two of them to share space for even a short period of time, never mind the weeks or months he was proposing.
“I won't get in your way,” Chase promised gruffly. “Or Joey'sâ”
“I know.”
“And tell Carmelita not to worry about me, either. I don't want her trooping over to make my bed.”
Hope felt her cheeks warm. “All right,” she murmured in agreement. She didn't want to know what was going on or not going on in Chase's bedroom, either.
He shoved his suit coat back and put his hands on his hips. He assessed her bluntly. “It'll still be awkward for you, won't it?”
“A little,” she agreed, working to keep the heat out of her cheeks. Lamely, she added, “Joey and I aren't used to having anyone else around except Carmelita. But I'm sure we can cope,” she said hastily after a moment, embarrassed again.
He nodded his understanding, looking both grateful for the hospitality and wary of the probable complications to come and suddenly Hope knew. He's attracted to me, too, she thought, seeing it in the abrupt tenseness of his frame and the way he suddenly wouldn't look into her eyes. But because of Edmond he wouldn't do anything about it, either, she noted with equally strong feelings of relief and disappointment.
“Hope?” Leigh Olney, the new buyer for Children's Wear, interrupted them. Although she had only been hired recently, Leigh had quickly made herself indispensable. She was already the most flexible of the staff. “Sorry to interrupt but there'sâ” Leigh looked at Chase and faltered. “A
surprise
in your office thatâuhâneeds your attention right away.”
It was clear to Hope from the excited look on Leigh's face that the twenty-four-year old thought she was doing her a giant favor. And also that the surprise couldn't wait another moment. Glad for the reason to excuse herself from Chase, and from the unexpected realization that he was as uncomfortably aware of her as a woman as she was of him as a man, she said, “I'm sorry, Chase, I've got to go.”
Still puzzling over Leigh's excited expression, she walked to her office, wondering all the while what the surprise could be. It wasn't her birthday or her anniversary with the store, or even the date she had taken over as president of Barrister's. Yet the usually unflappable Leigh had acted as if she had an entire surprise party awaiting her. Shrugging it off, she stepped inside her office and closed the door behind her.
And it was then that she saw him, standing next to the polished oak sideboard Edmond had installed in the far corner. Although expertly cut, the jazzy teal blazer, white slacks and shirt, did little to disguise the fact he was now a good twenty pounds overweight. Above the knot of his silk tie, his deeply tanned face had the pinched look of recent plastic surgery. Years had passed and he had aged badly, but as long as she lived she would never forget Russell Morris's aristocratic face or his soulless deep blue eyes.
Her stomach churning with long suppressed memories, she drew on every ounce of gentility she had worked to possess and asked crisply, “How may I be of help to you?” She knew, from reading the
Wall Street Journal,
that his family-owned firm was in big trouble, too. It had been since the day he'd inherited it five years prior. Currently, if she guessed right, Russell Morris was probably close to losing everything, too.
Russell turned, a handful of the Godiva chocolates she kept just for Joey in his palm. “Is this any way to greet an old friend?” he asked. He voluptuously downed one of the expensive treats.
First off, we were never friends, she thought. A friend would never have done to me what you did. Her back stiffened in a way that let him know she wasn't about to be taken advantage of by him again. No longer an innocent young girl, she was stronger now, smarter. She gave him a warning look and said briskly, “I'm very busyâ”
“I imagine you are, Hope,” he interrupted smoothly. The cruel lines of his mouth flattened even more. “All these stores you in
herited from that rich husband of yours aren't doing very well.” He finished the last of the chocolates he'd pilfered, then dusted off his hands. The look he gave her was smug and insinuating. Remembering the past, it was all she could do to keep from flying at him and flailing him with both fists. She hated him that much.
“Is there a point to this?” she asked stiffly. She wanted nothing more than to get him out before there was a scene and before Chase discovered him there.
“If you'll let me get to it.” Briefly Russell's voice held the old autocratic edge she detested, then it dropped even lower, so it was slick and soft and totally insincere. “I can help you, Hope,” he said guilelessly, moving two steps nearer.
The smell of his cologne, even at a distance, made her ill, and it was all she could do to swallow the bile rising in her throat.
“I know you need it,” Russell continued. “That's why I've come.”
Even if the past hadn't stood between them, there was no way she would have ever let anyone as selfish and remorseless as he anywhere near her beloved Barrister's.
“I don't think so,” she corrected archly.
Her skin crawling because of his nearness, she turned and moved purposefully to the door. She had to get him out of her office before the loathing she felt inside got the better of her. What had happened in the past was horrible but it was over, she schooled herself firmly. She had to make sure it stayed that way, for all their sakes. She yanked open the door and waved him on his way.
He stayed where he was, as arrogant and presumptuous as ever. “That's it? You're going to dismiss me without even hearing me out?” he asked in disbelief, as if she were the one in the wrong. Straightening lazily, he moved toward her, one manicured hand held out beseechingly.
As the distance between them narrowed, her stomach lurched again. Working hard to hide the insistent trembling of her hands, she gave him a look that spoke volumes about the way she felt. And would always feel. “I see no reason to waste our time.”
“I run Morris Fabrics nowâ”
“I'm well aware of all you have inherited.” The sick feeling in the pit of her stomach increased. He'd inherited the power, the wealth, and the complete and utter lack of scruples.
“And?”
Her chin high, she said, “I have no desire to do business with your family firm, now or at any time in the future.” She wanted to make that very clear.
Russell's expression turned ugly. “You're making a mistake,” he warned, his eyes flashing in anger. “I could have cut you quite a deal.”
The only thing she wanted from him was to be left alone. Pasting an official smile on her face, she stalked out, and on her way, asked the nearest security guard to please escort Mr. Morris to his car and see that he got off all right. As always, Russell knew when to cut his losses and move on to greener pastures. He said nothing more, save a falsely cordial public farewell.
“So how was it?” an excited Leigh Olney asked when she saw Hope again an hour later. At Hope's blank look, Leigh elaborated, “Your reunion with your old high-school buddy? Russell Morris said the two of you hadn't seen one another in years.”
Hope wished fervently it had stayed that way.
Leigh continued with cheerful candor, “He figured you'd be really surprised, and I guess you were.”
Stunned and heartsick was more like it, Hope thought. Gathering her wits, Hope said, “To tell you the truth, Leigh, we weren't that close back then. He's just down on his luck right now. And I can't help him. That being the case, I'd prefer not to see him again.”
Leigh looked crushed. “I'm sorry, Hope. The guy led me to believeâI mean he's the heir to Morris Fabrics and all and you're running this placeâI just naturally thoughtâ”
“I know you did, and it's okay.” Hope knew how charming Russell could be when he put his mind to it. She sighed, “Mr. Morris has a way of implying closeness where none exists.”
Leigh nodded, understanding that much very well. It was clear from the look on her face that nothing more needed to be said. “Listen, about the meeting this morning. I want you to know I'm behind you all the way.”
“Thanks. I'm going to need every bit of help I can get,” Hope said. Especially since neither Chase nor Rosemary was in her corner, she thought.
Unfortunately Hope's day didn't get any better. One by one, buyers came in to express their concerns about the new direction she had charted for Barrister's and the security of their jobs. She
felt exhausted and depressed while she was driving home, but began to relax when she entered the house and caught a whiff of Carmelita's delicious lemon chicken.
After a long, hot soak in the tub and a glass of wine, she'd be able to forget all about her horrendous day and Russell Morris. By the time Joey arrived home from Little League practice, all would be back to normal. Or as close as it could be, with Chase living in the guest house out back, she amended wryly.
Unfortunately, Hope hadn't gotten any further than kicking off her heels and putting down her briefcase when the front door banged open and Joey came running in, his head ducked down in shame. Tears streamed down his face. “My God, what happened?” she cried, looking at the swelling bruise that seemed to cover most of his upper cheek and all of his left eye. Where were his glasses?
He tried to shrug it off and escape further maternal scrutiny. “It's nothing.”
“Nothing!” Hope cried. She stepped in front of him, latched on to his arm and gently but firmly prevented his escape to his bedroom.
Carmelita gasped as she joined them. In her mid-thirties, the slim housekeeper had lived with them since Joey was born. As emotional as she was kind, the devoted employee loved Joey almost as fiercely as Hope did. “Oh, no, Joey,” Carmelita said, wringing her hands.
“This looks wicked,” Hope said seriously. She started for the telephone. “I'm calling the doctor.”
“Mom, noâ” Joey dashed after her and grabbed her sleeve. “Don'tâ”
Looking more panic-stricken than ever, Carmelita said, “I'll get Mr. Chase. He's a doctor. He will know what to do.” Not waiting for Hope's permission, Carmelita took off at a run.
Realizing what a big deal was going to be made out of this, Joey swore, using language a flabbergasted Hope had never heard coming from his mouth. That mouth, now that she looked at it, seemed a little swollen, too. And there was a tear in the sleeve of his T-shirt. Slowly she put down the phone. She still intended to call the doctor if necessary, but later, when she had a bit more information. Hands on her hips, she faced her young son. “What happened to you?”
His lower lip shot out in mutiny. “I got in a fight, okay?” he said rebelliously.
This was a first and completely unlike Joey. She faced him incredulously, bending her knees slightly until she and Joey were at eye level. “Why?” It didn't take a genius to realize Joey didn't want to say, which made her all the more anxious.
“What's going on?” Chase asked breathlessly. He joined them, Carmelita fast on his heels. He'd obviously been dressing when Carmelita summoned him. Rather than finish, he'd merely grabbed his shirt and boots. Even now, the top two buttons on his jeans had been left undone. Hope, concerned only for her son, was not about to point out that omission to Chase as he pulled on a soft rumpled navy work shirt and began to button it over the broad expanse of his suntanned chest.
Hope turned her gaze up to Chase's face, wishing he weren't here to witness this. “Joey got in a fight,” she reported in a highly emotional voice.
Joey rolled his eyes. Too late Hope realized, as evidently did Chase, that smothering concern was not what her son needed or wanted at this moment. Looking as unperturbed as she was upset, Chase grinned at Joey, then shook his head in silent remonstration. Bracing a shoulder against the wall, he asked laconically, with the overt nonchalance only another man could feel at a time like this, “Well, did you lose or win?”
Surprised and pleased by Chase's more understanding reaction to his troubles, Joey had to think about that. “It was a tie, I guess, since one of the twins ended up with a split lip.”
Hope whirled on Chase, exasperated. She fixed him with a quelling look he just as deliberately ignored. She realized she had signed up for the misadventure of her life by permitting him to stay. She would have to really work to see he didn't get the upper hand with her or negatively influence her son into adapting his renegade ways. “Chase!” Hope scolded. That he would encourage this kind of macho behavior with her son incensed her. She had wanted him to do the exact opposite. Otherwise, she never would have let Carmelita run to get him.