Authors: Kathy LaMee
“I agree. I think that someone here must know something. But, for what it’s worth, I think that we might be going about this the wrong way.” Callie’s face was crestfallen and she slumped into the passenger seat. “On a brighter note, I did get some really clear readings of some of auras.” She looked at me in confusion, so I explained. “Auras are a sort of extension of a personality, or soul. I guess that is the easiest way to explain it. When I concentrate on someone, I can read the colors around them. For instance, someone who is angry may have a lot of red in their aura; someone who is peaceful or spiritual may have a lot of white or leafy green, black and red usually indicate deception or someone who is evil. It’s really complex, but it is a good indicator for me when someone is upset about something or even hiding something, even if they are a really good actor.”
Callie nodded. “So, what did you see? Was anyone red or black?”
“Well, not exactly. I don’t think that anyone we met today was directly involved in Buster’s disappearance; it was more like they were nervous or worrying about something. It may or may not be connected to Buster, but we won’t really be able to find out by simply reading them.”
Letting out a sigh, Callie sunk even lower into the seat and closed her eyes. She was completely exhausted. I closed the door as gently as I could and then went around to get in the car. Buster was there waiting for me, hovering between me and the car. In order for me to get in, I would either have to get him to move or go through him. I got the chills thinking about the other option. Better figure out how to get him to move.
“I’ve only got a second before Callie wonders what I’m doing.” I glanced furtively in the car; she was still reclining with her eyes closed. I couldn’t tell if she was asleep or just really relaxed.
“You got a cell?”
“I do, why?” This ghost thing was still freaking me out. A ghost is asking me if I have a cell phone. I shook my head.
“Just pull it out and act like you’re talking on it. That way, nobody, including Callie, will think that you are off your marbles. I don’t need my only hope getting shipped off in the loony wagon.”
“Great idea ghost.” I dug around in my purse, located my phone and flipped it open. “Now, have you remembered anything else about the day that you died? Like, was it the same day that you disappeared? Were you killed here? Do you remember who did it?” The questions came rapid fire and he pretended to dodge them like they were bullets from a Gatling gun. I blushed. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to bombard you.”
“It’s okay. I’m so overjoyed that you can actually hear and see me that I could care less about the conversation style. You could stand here and yell at me and I’d still be smiling. The only other conversation that I’ve had was with this old hobo’s ghost. I remember him getting killed a few blocks over right after I started working here. He was crazy as a loon in life and he is no different in death. He talks in riddles and it is extremely frustrating.” He shook his head and put his hands in his pockets.
“So this other ghost is around here sometimes then?”
“Ya, from what I gather not everybody is tethered to a particular place. If I could just have a sane ghost wander through I might be able to get some answers as to why I am stuck here and what I can do about it.”
“I know it has got to be really frustrating. It’s like you’re stuck in limbo.” I tried to put my hand out on his should to give him a reassuring squeeze, but my hand went right through him. “Whoa, that was weird, sorry!”
Buster just looked at his shoulder. “No biggie. It doesn’t hurt or anything. If anything, it’s kind of the same sensation as when your foot falls asleep and you touch it; a sort of weird semi-sensation I guess. Oh well, I better let you get back to Callie.” His face softened as he peered through the window at her. “Just do me a favor and take care of her, okay?”
I started to reach out to comfort him again, but stopped my hand mid-air. “I will Buster, I promise. And, we are going to figure out what happened to you and why; and hopefully make whoever did this pay. I have a feeling that until we do you might be stuck here.”
Buster shuddered at the thought. “I didn’t like coming in to work that much, let alone spend the rest of eternity here. I guess I’ll see ya then.” He turned and walked back toward the wash bay.
I sighed and slapped my phone shut and then got in the car. Callie rustled next to me and opened her eyes when I turned the engine over.
“Did I fall asleep?” She stretched her arms out in front of herself, reminding me of a cat. “Sorry, it was nice though, I was dreaming of Buster and that he was watching me through the window. It was like he was happy I was here trying to find out what happened.” She smiled and hugged herself tightly. Interesting, I thought, it was like she must have been in twilight sleep and sensed him outside the car, looking in on her. I always said that most everyone had a bit of psychic ability in them, they just had to let go of their own self doubt and tune into the entire world around them.
“Ready to head home?” I asked, and then started old Bess up.
Callie nodded and yawned. “I am so tired. I feel really calm though, not as agitated as I did this morning. She turned, paused, and looked me straight in the eyes. “Thanks Tansy, for going with me Mr. Big’s to try and figure what happened to Buster.”
I reached over and gave her shoulder a squeeze; it was nice not to go right through it, I have to admit. “Anything you need. You shouldn’t have to go through this alone, and I’m sure we’ll figure this out. I have a definite feeling this all connects somehow to Mr.Big or someone working there.”
I dropped Callie off at Dixie’s so that she could get her car and then go get some sleep. The doctor had prescribed her some sleeping pills, which I encouraged her to go and fill, just and case.
I headed back to my house to find a bologna sandwich and some Fritos. I was craving them something bad. Today had been a psychically draining day.
I lived in a little part of Portland right on the edge of Laurelhurst, a distinctly old and stately part of the city. It was a diverse neighborhood, both ethnically and socioeconomically. From each block to the next there was an array of differences in houses styles and living arrangements. This was one of the things I loved about it. I pulled up to my home, a quaint old brownstone that had been turned into two side by side apartment townhomes. Jeni and I lived on the right side of the house. I parked in the sloped single car driveway that we got to use, being that it was located on our side of the house. It cost an extra two hundred a month in rent, but it was worth it. Parking was always at a premium to the point that when we entertained we had our friends’ park at the nearest grocery and we shuttled them to and from our house. I peered into the garage and saw that Jeni was home, her little pink Vespa parked neatly inside.
I ran up the side stairs and entered the kitchen; it was heavy with the scent of fresh baked cookies. Yum, those will go great with my sandwich and Fritos. My mouth began to water and I had to wipe a little bit of saliva away from the corner of my mouth.
“Eewh! Are you drooling?” Jeni chuckled and gave a little snort, which in turn, made me break into a fit of giggles of my own. Ever since we were little Jeni’s snort could make me dissolve into a complete fit. It was kryptonite to my straight face. There was no escape.
“Stop! You’re going to make me wet my pants! I drank an entire energy water on the way home and my bladder is about to burst!” I ran past her, forgetting the cookies, my mind set on only on finding relief.
Minutes later, feeling much better, I was back in the kitchen, ready to tame my cravings. I reached into the fridge, “Oh, Oscar Meyer, you are my hero.” I grabbed the bologna and my almost white bread (it is amazing what they can do to disguise whole wheat these days) and set to making my tasty sandwich. I slathered on the mustard and mayo, threw on a couple of pickles and sprinkled it with a few Fritos for that extra bit of crunch. I smashed my glorious sandwich together just as the oven timer dinged.
“Ah, cookies,” I cooed and took a deep breath of yummy cookie scented air.
“Keep your paws off! They’re for work.” Jeni ran her own custom fabric and design shop. And, although she couldn’t pay her help much, she was just a budding business, she kept her gals working hard by plying them with tasty baked treats. Last week she had made scones, and now, giant chocolate chip cookies.
“I need to come work for you I think. You could just pay me in cookies!” I closed my eyes and sniffed the air. “Hmm. Chocolate chip and pecan with a little dash of… cinnamon. Oh, I have died and gone to heaven.” I took a long deep breath. Calories be damned this afternoon!
“Well, if you’re good I will let you keep some here at home.” She smiled and dangled a warm cookie in front of my nose. I snatched it up and bit into it. Gooey chocolate melted in my mouth. Oh, sweet heaven, she was such an amazing baker.
“I’m thinking about doing a line of aprons at the store. What do you think?” She spun around, modeling one that she had created. It was retro fifties style in bright happy colorful flowered print with a contrasting stripe pattern on the ruffle and it was adorable. This is why I love to hate my best friend. She is so talented.
“Amazing, of course! I think you need to make me one as a prototype.”
“But, you don’t cook.” Jeni stopped mid twirl and raised one eyebrow at me. I shrugged back.
“Maybe this will inspire me to start. Besides, think of it this way, if you could inspire me, one of the kitchen challenged, how do you think shoppers who actually do cook will react?” It was my turn to raise my eyebrows at her, and give a little wiggle. Jeni smiled.
“That is totally what I though too. Okay, I’m going to put your cookies into this container.” She held up a nice sandwich sized piece of Tupperware. “And I am going to put my work cookies into this container.” She held up another, much larger piece of Tupperware. “Yours,” she said waving the small one. “Mine,” she said waving the large one. “Got it? No cookie thievery. I’ve got to get back to my work room. My muse is calling.” She kept me in her peripheral vision as she slid cookies in their temporary housing.
“Cross my heart, I will try as hard as is humanly possible to stay out of the work cookies and only eat my designated slice of heaven.” I smiled at her and made an imaginary ‘x’ across my heart. “However, that being said, I cannot promise that a cookie demon will not take over my body and ravage the work cookies.” I licked my lips and caught a crumb that had been hiding from me.
Jeni snatched up the work cookies. “I think I’ll just take these along with me.” She started out of the room and then turned, stopped and snapped her fingers. “Oh, your boss called to see if you wanted to come in and work overtime, I guess there’s a virus going around; and your strange work friend Becca called to see if you still wanted to meet up this weekend.” Having delivered the message she turned on her heel and resumed her protective cookie march to her studio.
I retired to the living room and flopped down onto my ancient overstuffed sofa. I flipped on the TV and channel surfed all over the local news stations to see if they mentioned anything about Buster’s disappearance. Nothing. Apparently missing wash bay boys were not a big story. I finished up the last couple bites of my tasty Frito-bologna sandwich and swished it down with a Coke and sat back on the couch. I had a nice full tummy and contentment slid over me. If I closed my eyes I would probably be asleep, but I at least needed to call in to work and decline the overtime. Hopefully I would get voicemail, Mr. Dunkan could be very persuasive when he wanted to be, and the last place I wanted to be on a Friday night was work.
Chapter Five
“Damn!” I yelled, jolted awake by the incessant sound of the ringing phone. Cookie crumbs flew off my chest as I jumped up and then immediately sat back down. I must have closed my eyes and drifted off. The angry phone was still ringing, yelling at me it seemed, from across the room. It was Mr. Dunkan I was sure. Everyone else but our mothers called Jeni and I on our cells, not the landline.
“I got it!” I heard a muffled yell from the back room. “Don’t worry! I’ll tell him you’re still out!” I slumped back into the couch. I love my best friend. For someone who claims to have no psychic ability whatsoever, she sure was intuitive in regard to my needs.
I picked up my cell and saw it was getting close to four o’clock. I must have been asleep for about an hour and a half. I realized that the little cat nap had done me good; I was feeling refreshed and rejuvenated. By the time I took a shower and changed I would be a new woman.
I texted Becca that I would meet her around six for dinner. I grabbed my shoes and headed upstairs to my room.
I loved my room. It was bright and airy. The high ceiling created the feeling of a large space and the soft green walls made it a soothing place to retire to after a long day. When the home had been renovated, the upstairs had been converted into two large bedrooms with one on each side of the landing. The rooms were mirror images, and each had a large walk in closet and full bathroom. I tossed my shoes in the general direction of the closet and they clattered on the cherry wood floor. I took a moment to scrunch my toes into my latest purchase, a soft wooly beige area rug. I sighed and then peeled my clothes off on the way to my bathroom. Today called for a little indulgence from Lush, my favorite shop for bath necessities. I opened my basket and a variety of scents rushed up to meet me. Hmm, maybe I would soak in the tub with a bath bomb instead of going for my usual shower gel. I dug around in the basket and pulled up a winner. When I had learned that they were discontinuing this little beauty I had stocked up. I opened the plastic bag that contained the last one and took a deep breath. The scent of chamomile, lavender and black current mingled to make me feel at once tranquil and indulgent. The infused sparkles were just what I needed to make me feel a little girly for our night on the town. I ran the hot water into the garden soaking tub, dropped the bomb, and watch it fizz into the water.
An hour later I was feeling refreshed and ready to go. I had tamed my overactive brown curls with a new de-frizz curl product. It appeared to be doing its job; we would have to see if it held up after hours out in hot sweaty clubs. I grabbed a scrunchie just in case.
I had donned a pair of my favorite black Levis and a cute cap sleeve magenta top that dipped just enough to tease at what lie beneath. Jeni told me that the color made the blue in my eyes pop, so I always felt a little bit prettier when I wore it out. I added a black onyx necklace and earrings set and my new black ankle boots to complete the look. Because it was the end of summer it was still slightly warm outside but the chill would be on when I came home, so I grabbed my favorite light-weight black cashmere sweater to throw over my shoulders. Portland weather could be tricky this time of year, and there were few things that I disliked as much as being cold. I checked my phone and found that Becca had texted me back; she would stop by to pick me up. I smiled; this was a welcome treat. It meant I didn’t have to worry about leaving my car downtown if I wasn’t in a state to drive home.
Literally minutes later Becca pulled up front and honked, double parked I was sure. I yelled out a farewell to Jeni and flew down the stairs and out the door.
I plopped myself in her front seat and buckled up. “So, I am totally craving a burger, but want to be downtown so that we can park and walk to some different bars. What would you suggest?” Going to dinner with Becca was fun because she knew a lot of out of the way places in Portland. Tonight though, she suggested one of my favorites.
“Hmmm. I think we should start with dinner at Ringlers. Tasty burgers and local brews; it can’t get much better than that!”
“Sounds perfect.” I checked my makeup in the visor mirror and patted my hair; the humidity hadn’t damaged it so far.
“Hey, are you sparkling?” Becca asked, giving me a sideways glance.
“I am!” I checked out my residual black pearl sparkle in the mirror and grinned. I felt the need to let my hair down a bit and tonight was looking up.
I was contemplating the social ramifications of licking the plate my Dungeon Burger had sat on when I glanced up and saw a familiar face. I grinned in recognition. The two stouts I’d put away must have hit me faster than usual - I realized too late that I should duck and cover-at the precise moment I made eye contact. It was Johnny from Mr. Big’s and I was supposed to be a grieving hippie-half sister.
He tilted his head in an inquisitive manner and started to head my direction. His earlier ball cap was absent and I noticed that he had all of his hair, and that it looked good. He also had a sexy five o’clock shadow going on. I sighed. With a black leather jacket and faded Levi’s he looked like a hunk out of an action movie sauntering toward us.
I turned to my friend. “Hey Becca, there’s a guy coming this way, and well, just play along, okay? I will totally explain later.”
She gave me a befuddled nod as she took a long drink off of her ale.
He came to a stop in front of me and all I could do was grin, darn alcohol. “Hi, Johnny, right?” I said, not taking my eyes off of his. I could smell his cologne and I felt my knees go weak.
He smiled. “Correct, and you are Sandra.” He looked from me to Becca, then back to me. “I’m surprised to see you here.”
I ignored his comment, unsure myself why I would be here. I needed a minute to think of something good. “Johnny, this is my friend Becca. We used to work together when I lived here, before. Callie took something to help her sleep so I decided to meet up with Becca so we could catch up and I could take my mind off of …things.” I silently gave myself kudos for the quick and plausible explanation.
Becca swallowed and looked Johnny’s direction. I could tell from her gaze that she was thinking the same thing I had when I’d come across him the first time. He was a damn fine specimen of the male species.
“Hi Johnny, very nice to meet ya.” She let the words slide off her tongue in a wannabe sexy way that I had experienced many times before. I knew right where she was heading-to ‘hopeful one-night-stand’ land.
“Nice to meet you, Becca.” Johnny responded politely, but then looked back over at me. Obviously Becca’s attempt to lure him had not connected.
“I’m gonna get another beer,” she said, getting up from the table, wobbling slightly. “You want anything?”
Johnny pulled a twenty out of his wallet and handed it over to Becca. “Here, let me buy you girls a round, if that’s okay.”
“Of course! I would never turn down a free drink,” said Becca.
“Bourbon and Coke for me, double, on the rocks.” He said this all without breaking eye contact with me.
I smiled at him, mesmerized by his darn sparkly blue eyes. There was no way I should be hooking up with him, being that he thought I was Sandra and all. If only I had met him under different circumstances, I thought. I was definitely smitten. Now, to try and cover that up, not an easy task when I had already had a couple of pints.
“You okay? You have a sort of funny look on your face.” He looked like he was trying to figure me out. I couldn’t blame him; first I was the hippie half sister of a missing guy, now I appeared to be a party girl out for a good time.
I waved my hand. “Oh, I’m fine. It was just a long day and I took a little nap this afternoon. I guess that I haven’t fully recovered.” I stifled an involuntary yawn at the mention of a nap.
“Yes, it must be hard, losing a relative. It sounds like the police really don’t have any leads yet either.”
I shook my head. “Nope. Callie’s convinced that Buster has been killed. I have to say I am starting to agree more and more with her, seeing as how there has been no contact from a kidnapper requesting a ransom of any sort.” Ya, I thought, and the fact that I’d met his ghost meant that he was unequivocally, most certainly, dead.
Johnny frowned. “I just can’t figure out why anyone would want to kidnap him, let alone kill him. Do you think that he was involved in something illegal?”
I shook my head again, swallowing the last little bit of beer in my glass. “No way was he into anything illegal. Callie assures me that he was the most honest and good natured person she had ever met.”
Johnny looked at me funny for a minute and I realized my mistake.
“He and I weren’t close, since our parents married when we were in high school. In fact, I stayed with my mother to finish school, so I never really lived with him. We’re more like cousins who see each other at family reunions. Not close. But I really like Callie and wanted to help her.” I was totally rambling, a byproduct of my ineptitude at lying. Johnny didn’t seem to notice however, or at least he was too nice to say anything.
Becca rejoined us with the drinks.
“Thanks Bec!” I said, hoping that now that there were three of us at the table the conversation would turn to some more mundane subjects, like the weather or how the Trailblazers were doing. I was in luck. The next couple hours and pints flew by. The next thing I knew it was eleven and I had a severe cramp in my derriere from sitting on the hard wooden chair.
“So, where to next?” I asked Becca. I stood up and stretched, trying to work the kinks out.
“Hmm, maybe we should go dancing to work off our burgers and brew?” She rubbed her tummy.
It dawned on me that Johnny was all alone. “Were you meeting someone here?” I asked.
“Oh, well, I was supposed to but she never showed up. Blind date,” he said by way of explanation. “Either she came in and took one look and decided I wasn’t her type or she found a better offer. She’s a friend of my sister in law’s, who is perpetually trying to set me up with someone.”
“Maybe she came in and saw you sitting with two gorgeous women and decided that she didn’t need the competition.” Oh, man! Did that just come out of my mouth? Alcohol made it so what was usually censored came freely floating out of my mouth without any provocation.
Johnny grinned. “You are probably exactly right!” Phew, I thought, at least he has a sense of humor!
“You wanna join us Johnny?” Becca said, slurring her words while draping her arm over his shoulder. She had sprinkled a few shots of Grey Goose in amongst her pints of ale and she was definitely on her way to completely plastered. Dancing would be good, as well as some fresh air.
“If you don’t mind?” He asked, looking at me. His eyes bore into mine, as if I was his target. I was flattered but knew I needed to be careful.
“Oh, by all means, you should join us.” I picked up the shot glass and what was left of a shot Becca had bought me and tossed it back. Then I gave Johnny what I hoped was a totally platonic smile, but it felt like it may have come across a little on the drunken slutty side.
Two clubs and who knows how many drinks later Johnny poured Becca and I into a cab. I could barely stand up between the alcohol and my sore leg muscles. Why I had decided to wear the cute boots and not something more dance-friendly was beyond me; this always seemed to happen! I knew I’d regret it even more in the morning when the alcohol had worn off.
“You girls sure you’re going to be okay?” Johnny asked, leaning in the door of the cab.
“You betcha.”
“Yup.” We answered simultaneously. Becca blew Johnny a drunken kiss and he smiled.
“It was fun hanging out with you guys; we should definitely do it again sometime.” He looked right at me when he said it.
My heart did a little flip flop and I gave a little sigh and a smile. He waved the cab off and headed back down the street. I watched his nicely toned backside walk away in the opposite direction.
“He is such a hottie!” Becca said. “But, why was he calling you Sandra? I was getting so confused.” Her face was still registering this confusion, but I couldn’t focus on her for long or I got the spins. I shook my head.
“So, you’re just going to spend the night at my place tonight? Right?” I asked.
“If you don’t mind. I’m not sure where we are, but I think that the cab ride from your place back over to my place would break the bank, ‘specially since I think my wallet is in my car.” She flung her arm at the back window, indicating the receding skyline of downtown.
“No problem.” I sat back and tried to focus on the world outside the cab in an attempt to suppress my nausea.
The next morning I woke up to the sound of a car alarm going off nearby. I pried my eye open and tried to focus.
“What time is it? I can’t see the clock.” I said to nobody and felt around in my pockets and found my cell. It told me that it was ten o’clock. “Oh, man, too early,” I said in reply. The only problem is once I was awake it was pretty much a done deal; besides, I didn’t think I’d be able to get back to sleep with the incessant beeping and ringing going on outside. An angry voice had joined in and soon I felt like I was in Jersey and not Portland with all the swearing and alarms going off.