Tedd and Todd's secret (46 page)

On the kitchen table she found a pile of letters that her helper had left there after collecting the mail. Judith went through them quickly. Just junk mail. But she stopped flicking through them when she came to a black envelope with white edges that looked different from the rest. There was nothing written on it so she concluded that it wasn´t important. She tossed it into the fireplace with the others, put two logs on top and started a fire.

The smell of burning wood relaxed her, and as the fire built she became lost in thought, the concept of time receding.

She stayed like that for a while until the sound of her favorite song, John Lennon’s Imagine, vibrated out of her mobile phone.

“Yes?” She said picking the phone up off the table.

“Took your time!” Nestor said, on the other end of the line. “I just want to talk.”

Judith cursed herself for having taken the call without checking to see who was calling.

“Not now, Nestor. I don´t feel very well.”

“Then, when? I deserve an explanation.” He said without trying to cover his anger up. “You asked for time and I think I´ve been more than reasonable. I’ve been waiting four months!”

“I know and I thank you for that. But nothing´s going to happen if you wait a while longer.”

“This has finished.” Nestor yelled. “I can do anything for you but at least give me a reason. I haven´t swallowed the excuse you gave for leaving. You were happy with me, Judith. I could tell.”

She knew it as well and relaxed for a moment as an avalanche of happy memories invaded her mind. She could see herself with Nestor six months before, lying in bed under the sheets after they´d just made love.

Judith shook her head .It was a mistake to go back over all of that again. She had to concentrate on where she was now.

“I can´t tell you again, Nestor.” She said with a lump forming in her throat. “I need a little more time.”

Nestor took a while to answer. “I can´t go on like this, Judith. I´m sorry. I´ve been waiting too long, going round in circles, without any explanation from you. I´m going crazy. You have to make your mind up. Or tell me what´s going on. If not, this has to come to an end now.”

“Don´t put any pressure on me, Nestor. I only need a little more time. I´m doing it for you. Don´t force me to choose now.”

“I can´t take anymore.” He said his voice breaking. “Let me back into your life or you´ll lose me forever.”

“Very well then.”

Judith hung up and threw the telephone against the wall, smashing it to pieces. She stayed where she was sitting on the chair staring at the flames dancing in the fireplace for a long time until her anger slowly subsided.

She began to feel tired, the tension leaving her body. She lay down on the sofa and covered herself with a blanket and the world and its problems disappeared as she began to sleep.

She woke up with a start a while later. A strange feeling of alarm, racing through her body. Maybe she´d had a nightmare? She half sat up and rubbed her eyes. It was still day, so she couldn’t have slept too long. But the fire was all but out. Only a couple of embers still burning among the ashes. The logs had been consumed. There was nothing left. But was that possible? She rubbed her eyes again, thinking she should have stayed asleep, because what she was looking at now didn´t make any sense.

Judith kneeled down next to the fireplace and took the black envelope with the white borders out that was partially buried under the ashes. It shouldn’t still be there !

She opened the envelope quickly, excitedly, and extracted a simple sheet of paper and looked at its clear handwriting. Then read the letter carefully.

When she had finished, she dropped the letter on the floor, went to her bedroom and changed clothes then left the house.

The first thing Hector did was go to the bank to find out how much he could borrow. It was a pretty disappointing sum.

It didn´t surprise him to find out how little his life was worth. He had offered everything he had of value to ask for a loan for the largest amount possible.

“If you have a guarantee we could increase the amount.” The efficient bank employee that attended him in the bank said. “Perhaps some family member could help.”

“No! “ Hector yelled. “I want the maximum that I can borrow on my own, without involving anyone else."

His house was the only thing that the bank considered valuable. And that wasn´t worth that much either. The sad apartment in which he lived was barely forty square meters and was his thanks to an inheritance. That was all he´d managed to put together in forty-three years.

He took the relevant documentation to the bank and spent a week at home, waiting. He went out twice, once to buy some food, and on the other occasion to go to the doctor. His psychiatrist always asked him the same old questions. Hector answered them with his mind on something else, then went to the pharmacy with the prescriptions and bought tranquillizers and anti-depressants.

He got the loan in the end, ten days after delivering the documentation and formalizing the application. Hector transferred the whole amount to another bank account in a different bank and only left one euro in his account.

“It´s a big sum of money.” The cashier said raising her eyebrows. “The commission for this will be very high.”

“It doesn´t matter.” Hector replied.

Then he went to the other bank and asked if he could withdraw all the money in cash. Again eyebrows were raised. The teller asked him to wait while he spoke to another bank employee. Hector imagined he was speaking to the manager.

“The money will be ready in three days.” The cashier informed him.

Hector went home and waited patiently. Three days later he returned to the bank, dressed in the same clothes, and withdrew the money. It was all very simple. He had imagined that many papers would have had to be signed and that he would have had to answer questions. But that hadn´t happened. They gave him the money and asked him to count it.

“That’s not necessary. I trust you.” Hector said.

He signed the payment receipt and left the bank with the money in an orange backpack that looked like it belonged to a schoolboy.

He took a taxi that took him to his destination in twenty minutes, paid the taxi driver, and then sat down in front of the stairs to an office building, holding the backpack against his chest with both arms. On two occasions passers-by dropped coins on the footpath in front of him. But Hector didn´t bother to pick them up.

He stayed there for two hours until he saw his objective on the other side of the street. A very thin, blond woman, accompanied by a little boy with a limp. The boy appeared to be around ten years old and had a prosthesis that had replaced his right leg.

Hector stood up as soon as he saw them and crossed the street without looking. A car jammed its brakes on to avoid hitting him.

“Your mother was a slut!“ The driver yelled out the window. “Watch where you´re going, madman.”

The blond woman turned around attracted by the ruckus and saw Hector walking towards her.

“Don´t be afraid.” He said, trying to sound relaxed. “I´ve only come here to give you this.” He said, offering her the backpack.

The woman looked at it strangely. An indescribable mix of emotions drawn on her face. Hector was worried that she was going to run off. Maybe she would have, if her son hadn´t been with her.

“Who is this man, mummy?” The boy asked. “He´s very dirty and his clothes are torn.”

The mother didn´t answer. She was frozen with fear and anger, doing her best not to show it. But Hector could see through that.

“I could only put this amount together. That´s all I have in this bag.” He said seriously. “I couldn´t get anymore. There´s around seventy-two thousand Euros here.” He said pushing the backpack towards her.

The woman didn´t move.

“I don´t know why you´re doing this.” She managed to say with difficulty.

“It´s the right thing to do. Even if it´s only for your son you´ve got to accept it.” He left it on the ground and stepped back. The boy limped over to his mother and bent down to pick up the backpack. Hector looked at his false leg and added. “I wish I could have done more.”

He walked off without saying another word, returned to his house and waited. Two days later he received the letter. He found it in the morning when he woke up, on the floor, as if someone had slipped it under the door. It was a black envelope with white edges. Hector read it, then left the house.

He didn´t bother to close the door.

Dante´s neck was always covered by an impeccable shirt and a tie with a perfect Windsor knot. That was why it was so surprising to see him enter his office with the button of his shirt undone and the tie loose, without its usual pin, bouncing against his chest as he walked.

Dante took a thirteen page financial report out of a drawer and put it in an empty folder and left his office. He went down the corridor to the meeting unaware of the looks that his employees were giving him.

He hardly had a hair on his head and the few locks that still resisted the ravages of time were totally white. His face was furrowed by a sea of wrinkles. An enormous stomach, a wide back and two dark eyes were the first things one noticed about him. Dante was sixty-three years old and his retirement in two years was foremost in his thoughts.

In the meeting room his lawyer and only friend waited for him with his main financial assessor.

“Have you checked the information that I sent you?” The advisor asked.

“I´ve got it right here.” Dante said waving the folder in front of him. He sat down and then took the report out. “Is this the report you´re referring to?”

The financial advisor confirmed with a quick glance that it was the complex analysis that his team had put together during the last two weeks.

“That´s it. As you can see the numbers are correct and they reveal that . . .”

“Everything’s in order. I agree with everything I´ve read.”

“Then it would appear that we’re all of the same opinion.” The lawyer said.

The financial advisor could barely contain his happiness.

“It´s a safe property deal. In five years, when the land is revalued, the value will increase tenfold. You won´t regret it.”

“Definitely not.” Dante replied. “Because we´re not going to do this deal.”

An uncomfortable silence followed his words.

“I don´t understand.” The advisor said. “If you agree with the report, what´s the problem? We´ve bribed all the key people. There´s no risk.”

“Can´t you see it?” The lawyer asked confused. “It´s your type of operation. You´ve done thousands like this.”

“That´s true. I know that well enough.” Dante agreed. “But I´m not getting involved with this one. I want to sell.”

“What? That doesn´t make any sense.” The advisor said. “We´ve only got to wait five years and we´ll make a packet. You can´t pass that up.”

“Yes, I can.” Dante rebuked him. “I´m not interested in investing in this. I just want to sell.”

“But that’s absurd.”

The advisor said nothing more. He was aware that he´d just exploded in front of his boss. Even so it wasn´t easy to contain himself. The rejection of an opportunity like this was almost impossible for an ambitious man like him to accept.

The lawyer interrupted the two of them before things got any further out of hand, convincing the financial advisor to leave the room before it was too late.

“You have to admit he was right.” The lawyer said to Dante after the advisor had left. ”It was a great deal. Besides, thousands of families will be without a home if we pull out.”

“That´s not my problem,” Dante informed him. “Someone else will go ahead with the project. I´ve got other priorities.”

“I´ve seen a change in you in the last few months.” The lawyer reflected. “What´s happened here today doesn´t seem like you at all.”

“That´s my business.”

Dante picked the report up off the table and opened the folder to put the report back inside but didn’t get that far. His hand remained in the air.

“Is something wrong?” The lawyer asked, looking at Dante´s hand suspended in the air.