Authors: Katherine Howell
âWe're going to need to search your house,' she said.
âDo whatever you need to do. I just want her found.'
*
Rowan watched the detectives talking to James. He knew this was how it worked, that they'd all be interviewed and it was the beginning of a long process of investigation, but it felt wrong to be just sitting like this, in a chair in the sun. Something had happened to Stacey and here they all were practically killing time.
He looked at Simon, blowing raspberries on the back of giggling Emelia's neck, and asked, âDid James say what he thought might've happened when you were driving here?'
âNo conversation, thanks,' the uniformed constable behind them said.
Simon raised his eyebrows at Rowan, then looked back down at Emelia. Rowan stared across the car park. The female detective gave James a card and he kept it in his hand as he walked towards the chairs, his face so full of emotion that Rowan had to look away.
The detectives conferred, then motioned for Rowan and Simon to join them. The woman took Rowan in one direction while Simon
followed the male detective in
the other, bouncing Emelia on his hip. The woman was around forty, with dark hair blowing across her face in the breeze. Her navy pantsuit and white shirt fitted her well.
âI'm Detective Ella Marconi,' she said.
âRowan John Wylie.' He recited his address and date of birth without being prompted.
âYou've done this before,' she said.
âParamedics get to be witnesses a lot.'
She nodded. âHow did you come to notice Stacey's car?'
âI glanced across the car park and saw it,' he said. âI see it parked at work. With the numberplate and the sticker on the back window, it's familiar.'
âWhat did you do when you saw it?'
He told her about looking in the window, calling Stacey's mobile, checking inside Playland, calling James.
âWhy did you look in her window?'
âI've never seen her car here before,' he said. It sounded weak. âIt seemed out of place.'
She studied him, then she said, âWhen you called James, how did he respond?'
âThe first time he said she was probably around here somewhere. The second time he was worried and came straight over.'
âWhen did you last see or speak to Stacey?'
âLast Thursday, at eight o'clock in the morning. I was going off duty and she was starting an overtime shift.'
âYou're certain?'
He nodded, but Marconi watched him as if she expected more. Unnerved, he glanced away to where Simon was saying something to the male detective about James calling the bank.
âMr Wylie,' Marconi said, but before she could go on, cars pulled up on the street and people who he guessed were plainclothes police got out. She excused herself and went to speak to them, leaving him glad of the respite from her stare, but the police rapidly fanned out along the street and through the car park, and too quickly she came back.
He steadied himself.
You know nothing about this, you have nothing to hide.
âMr Wylie,' she said again. âHave you ever been to Bicentennial Park?'
âWe took Emelia there last summer.'
âWhat about recently?'
He felt uncomfortable under her gaze. âNo.'
She made an abrupt note. âHow long have you known Stacey?'
âEight or nine years,' he said. âWe met on the job. I played soccer with James back then and when my wife turned forty, seven years ago, we had this big party and invited them both. Turns out James and Stacey knew each other as kids â James went out with her sister Marie a couple of times apparently â but they hadn't seen each other for years. They got together, then a couple of years later got married.'
Marconi raised her eyebrows. âHappily ever after, huh?'
âFrom what I've seen, yes,' Rowan said.
âSo how long have you known James?'
âTen years, thereabouts.'
âAnd your son works for him?'
Rowan nodded. âFor the last ten months or so.'
âAnd Stacey's niece works with you?'
âShe's my current trainee, yes.'
âIt's quite a little circle, isn't it,' Marconi said.
He couldn't read her tone. âI guess so.'
She went on without pause. âHas Stacey ever told you about problems she's been having?'
âWe've talked about annoying patients, or issues at work with rosters and so on, but that's it.'
âNothing personal?'
âNothing that stands out in my mind.'
That gaze again. âWould you say you and Stacey are close?'
âNot close exactly. Good friends.'
âGood friends aren't close?'
âTo me close means something more.' He felt sweaty. âGood friends are . . . friendly.'
Marconi nodded. âHas she seemed normal lately? Happy? Sad? Angry?'
âShe's been her normal self,' he said. âShe's cheerful. She's got a black sense of humour, and she's smart and she's funny.' He felt he was babbling, but couldn't stop. âSo when I saw her car I was hoping she was here because she's good to be around. She's one of those people others just like to be with.'
âIncluding you,' Marconi said.
âWell, yes.'
âYou said you were married?'
âI was. My wife, Jennifer, died two years ago. Breast cancer.'
Marconi said, âI'm sorry.' She glanced at Simon and the other detective.
âHe and his girlfriend and Emelia live with me,' Rowan found himself saying. âMegan's parents threw her out when she got pregnant. We all looked after Jennifer at home. Emelia was six weeks old when she died.' He closed his mouth.
âI'm sorry,' Marconi said again.
âStacey and I are good friends. That's all.' He could feel the sweat run down his sides.
She looked at him for a long moment. âUnderstood.'
âHi, Pa.' Emelia was waving at him. He waved back, a feeling like a cramp in his chest.
Marconi said, âDo you know Stacey's sister, Marie?'
âNot well, but we've met a few times.'
âHow about Stacey's friends?'
He nodded. âShe's got three that she hangs about with. Claire Comber, Vicky something and Aimee Russell. Claire's a paramedic based at Rockdale. Vicky and Aimee are nurses at Westmead. Surgical ward, I think.'
Marconi wrote in her notebook, then looked directly into his eyes. âWhat did you think, deep down, when you saw the stain in the car?'
âAbout how I've seen less blood in cars when I've pulled out stabbing victims too late to save their lives.'
Saying the words aloud made the skin go tight on his scalp.
*
Murray was still talking to Simon, so Ella took the spare moment to type Stacey's mobile number into her phone then call it.
â
Stacey here. Leave your deets and I'll bell you back.
'
âThis is Detective Ella Marconi of the New South Wales Police,' Ella said after the beep. âStacey, we need to know where you are and that you're okay. If you need urgent assistance call triple zero. Otherwise please call me back on this number.'
When she hung up, Murray was waiting for her by the boot of the car.
âI think there's something between Stacey and her work pal Rowan,' she said. âBetween the way that James looked over at him when we asked if Stacey ever met anyone at Bicentennial Park, and Rowan himself saying that he just “noticed” the car here, I get the feeling there's something deeper going on.'
âA relationship?' Murray asked.
âI don't think so. But something. He did say he hadn't been to the park recently, though. What'd you get?'
âSimon said that James called his bank on the drive here and asked about any withdrawals by his wife from their accounts,' Murray said. âHe also asked about putting a stop on them.'
âDid he now.' Ella beckoned James Durham back over. âYou phoned your bank?'
He nodded. âI thought that if she'd been abducted or something she might've been made to give up her cards and PINs, and if the bank could tell me where a withdrawal was made we could start to find her. But the accounts haven't been touched.'
âYou wanted to put a stop on them too,' Murray said.
âAnd an alert, for the same reason. I want to make life hard for some scumbag kidnapper, not easy.'
âYou were already thinking that she'd been abducted?' Ella said.
âRowan said there was blood in the car. What else was I going to think?'
His voice was hard. Ella assessed his face again. He looked furious. Either he really was, or anger was an easier expression for him to fake than concern.
âOkay,' she said. âAnd you were once in a relationship with Stacey's sister, Marie?'
âIf you call going to the movies a couple of times at the age of sixteen a relationship. People've sometimes made a big deal about it, like it's a huge joke that once I was with Marie but ended up with Stacey, but it was nothing.'
They let him go.
âThat was interesting,' Murray said.
âFishy's the word I'd use,' Ella said. âHe doesn't ring true to me at all.'
âYou always think it's the husband.'
âYeah, because most of the time it is.' She looked at him. âI hope the wedding hasn't fried your brain, made you go all pro-husband just because you're going to be one.'
âI refuse to give that statement the dignity of a reply,' he said. âBesides, you were just saying how something's weird about Rowan.'
âSo? The two things aren't mutually exclusive.'
âYou're exhausting,' Murray said. âI'll call Dennis and update him, then how about we do the home visit?'
Before Ella could answer, Detective Sid Lawson came up at a trot. He was new to the team, bright-eyed and keen, with razor burn on his cheeks every morning as if he wasn't yet skilled at shaving and a grin like a schoolboy let out early. He and Detective Marion Pilsiger had been checking CCTV in the businesses across the street.
Breathless with excitement he said, âWe got something.'
THREE
E
lla and Murray followed Lawson across the road to a small office-supply company. Inside, a woman in a tight red skirt and blouse hurried to shake Ella's and Murray's hands.
âMargo Grace, proprietor.' Her palm was damp, her eyes bright. âThat poor woman. I'm so glad to be able to help.'
âMargo's brother works for a security firm,' Sid Lawson said. âHe got her a top-of-the-line system and installed it himself.'
âFantastic,' Ella said, her eyes on the monitor in front of Detective Marion Pilsiger. It showed a paused image of the front of the store, the street and some of Playland's car park.
Pilsiger pressed buttons and the screen jumped to life. It was evening, six forty-two according to the timer in the corner, and Ella watched as Stacey's car slowed and turned into the empty car park.
âSunday evening, so everything was closed,' Margo Grace said.
Ella nodded. There looked to be only the driver onboard. The car parked in the position in which they'd seen it, the headlights went off, then there was a two-minute delay before the driver got out.
âWiping off prints?' Murray murmured.
Ella didn't answer.
The driver was thin, dressed in dark jeans and a dark shirt with long sleeves and a collar, and a dark cap pulled down low. The clothes were loose and Ella couldn't tell if the person was male or female. They opened the boot and lifted out something that Ella didn't initially recognise, then after a moment's struggle by the driver she saw it was a folding bicycle. Once it was set up, the driver shut the boot, glanced around while clipping a dark helmet on over the cap, got on the bike and rode a little unsteadily towards the street. The cyclist looked both ways, then turned left, the direction they'd driven from. There was one false start when they wobbled into the gutter, then they seemed to get the hang of it and pedalled out of view.
Maybe not a good bike rider, Ella thought. Not their bike? Or a new bike bought for the occasion? They needed to find out about sales of those things.
âRewind,' she said.
Pilsiger was already doing it. She slowed the footage and they watched once more from when the person got out of the car to the moment they disappeared off screen. The face wasn't clear enough to see detail except to be sure there was no moustache or beard. The hair was either short or tucked up under the cap and helmet. Ella studied the arms, the build, the way the person moved.
âIt's either a woman or a small slim man,' Sid Lawson said happily.
Hey, state the obvious, Ella thought, but she didn't want to discuss it in front of Margo Grace. âBring James Durham over here for a look,' she said to Murray.
When Durham arrived, Pilsiger pressed play. He stared at the screen intently. Ella watched his face.
âI have no idea who that is,' he said after the person had ridden out of view.
âWatch it again,' Ella said.
âI don't need to. If I thought that person was at all familiar I'd say so, but I've never seen them before.'
She studied his face, thinking about accomplices. Things could've been arranged so he could truthfully say he didn't know the person. Didn't mean he was innocent.
Murray took Durham back across to Playland, while Ella turned to Margo Grace. âMay we take this footage?'
She beamed. âOf course.'
When they had it, and Pilsiger had handed her card to Margo with thanks, the three detectives went outside.
âWe'll check what we can see at these other places.' Pilsiger motioned along the street to the neighbouring businesses. âEven if we can't spot the car itself, we might see where the cyclist went.'
âTraffic cameras might show something too,' Lawson said.
Ella nodded. âWe need anything that shows their gender, gives us more of their face, any tattoos, hair colour, whatever, and any encounters with anyone â pedestrians, drivers, other cyclists. When you get back, make copies so we can show other witnesses too. Talk to Dennis, see about putting it out to the media as well.'
Lawson and Pilsiger departed to the next business, a pool supplies shop, and Ella crossed the road back to Playland. Stacey's car was still being examined by the techs. Later it'd be taken on a flatbed truck to the lab where they'd search it in even more detail and try to work out if it'd been the scene of the incident or only used to transport a body. She felt determined, driven. These first few hours were so important, and as Murray came to meet her she nodded in the direction of James Durham.
âLet's go to the house.'
*
Rowan watched the detectives put James in the back of their car. They were going to search his and Stacey's house. It was procedure, Rowan knew, but he still felt sick.
âI'll follow so he's not alone,' Simon said beside him. âYou'll take Em home?'
Emelia didn't want to go, and was still yelling when Rowan fastened her car-seat harness. âWant Daddy!'
âHe has to work.' Rowan kept seeing Stacey's face the last time they'd talked, the tears in her eyes. Em's screams didn't usually bother him too much but he wished she'd shut up now. âListen, I'm putting The Wiggles on. Just be quiet and listen.'
It took a while for the shouts to stop, but by the time they reached home she was singing along, though Rowan couldn't muster his usual accompaniment.
Megan's faded Hyundai was in the driveway when he pulled in, and she came out the front door before he'd turned off the engine.
âSimon rang,' she said. âAre you okay?'
âMummy!' Emelia called, bouncing in her harness.
Megan opened the back door and lifted her out but kept her eyes on Rowan. âSimon said James is shattered.'
âHe looked it too.' Rowan got out. The sun was warm on his shoulders, the house appeared the same as ever. He'd left here so recently; how could the world have turned upside-down so quickly?
He followed Megan into the house. She put Emelia down and she ran off to get her dinosaurs.
âTea?' Megan said. âYou sit. I'll get it.'
He sat at the kitchen table and watched her move about, getting out milk and sugar and pouring the water, stepping over Emelia who was roaring T-rexes across the tiles.
Megan glanced at him over her cup. âSimon said it was bad.'
He nodded.
âIt was.'
He'd told plenty of stories before in this kitchen, stories about people who'd lived or died, stories about injuries that made everyone cringe and Jennifer punch his shoulder and tell him to stop. This was different.
Megan looked away, brushed hair out of her eyes. Emelia lay on her stomach and set up dino battle lines.
âHow was college?' Rowan asked.
âGreat. I got ninety per cent on my assignment.'
âThat's fantastic. Congratulations.'
Her smile was broad. âThanks.'
âI'm really proud of you,' Rowan said. âYou and Simon both.' It felt important to tell them what they meant to him. âYou're doing a remarkable job with Em, and I'm really glad you all live here.'
âThanks,' she said again, but a cloud crossed her face.
âWhat?' he said.
âDid Simon talk to you yet?'
âAbout what?'
She brushed her hair back again. âWe've been talking about moving out.'
âBut you can stay here for as long as you want.'
âIt's not that we don't want to be here with you, but we just want to do it on our own,' she said. âA place of our very own. Simon was going to bring it up. He explains it better than me.'
âI understand the feeling,' Rowan said. âIt's perfectly natural. But rents being so high, and places so hard to get, it'll â'
âNo, because James told Simon a few weeks ago he knows someone who has an apartment that'll be empty soon. He said he can put in a good word and he can't see any reason why we wouldn't get it. We didn't want to say anything to you until we worked out the money, but it looks like we'll be able to do it. Simon told James on the weekend.' Her face was bright, her eyes shining. Rowan remembered the first flat he and Jennifer lived in, the tiny rooms, the torn flyscreens, their excitement.
âIt sounds great,' he said, but was glad to look down when Emelia stomped a stegosaur over his foot.
âDoesn't it?' Megan took their empty cups to the sink. âWe thought we'd go round the second-hand stores for furniture. I said to Simon it doesn't matter what nick they're in, because we can just paint them and they'll be like new for us, as well as in the exact colours we want.'
The idea of them moving out made him sadder than he'd thought it would.
Because you'd never imagined it happening so soon.
But that wasn't entirely it. For one thing, he'd never lived alone in this house. He and Jennifer had bought it when Angus was four and Simon one, and they'd painted, and done up the garden, and later renovated, putting in an ensuite and a bigger kitchen. They'd often talked about selling it when they retired, buying a unit on the beach and walking there every day at dawn and dusk. But privately he wouldn't have been surprised if they'd stayed here in this house the rest of their lives.
Well, Jennifer achieved that
, he thought wryly.
For another thing, there was Angus.
âBut hey,' Megan faced him, âyou're still going on your coffee date this arvo, right?'
That.
He shook his head. âI don't think so.'
âBut unless you know where to look for Stacey, there's really nothing you can do.'
âIt just doesn't feel right.'
âBut Imogen's been looking forward to it so much. At college this morning she looked awesome, she's had her hair like straightened or coloured or something.'
âPlus I'd be terrible company.'
âShe was all like sparkly in the eyes when we said goodbye.' Megan squeezed his arm. âPlease go. It'll help take your mind off things. And Stacey would want you to, wouldn't she?'
âWell,' he said, knowing he was giving in just to get her off his case. âIf she was sparkly in the eyes, I guess â'
âYay!' Megan said.
âYay!' Emelia echoed under the table.
Megan's phone started ringing and she dashed out of the room to get it, leaving Rowan wondering if the set-up was part of their plan to move.
Dad won't be lonely if he's not alone.
âI'm not lonely,' he said to Emelia, but Emelia was absorbed in her plastic menagerie and didn't answer.
*
The Durhams' two-storey house stood on the curve of a street in Haberfield, shaded by a massive gum that scattered flowers and leaves as the wind blew through it. Ella and Murray had tried to get conversation going with James Durham on the drive here, but he'd been silent, wiping his eyes now and then â Ella could never see if there were actual tears or not
â
and answering, monosyllabically, only when he had to.
She opened the car door and he climbed out, gripping the handle as if he felt shaky, then the three of them crossed the lawn to the porch. As they did so a marked car pulled up, the officers there to wait with James while Ella and Murray searched; then a white Camry, out of which stepped Simon Wylie.
âWe'll get you to unlock the door then wait out here, thanks,' Ella said to James.
âI have to disarm the alarm,' he said. âAssuming Stacey set it. It's just inside the door.'
âIn then out,' Ella said.
He unlocked the security screen and the solid timber door and a small wire-haired dog leapt barking into his arms. He carried the dog inside, where he pressed buttons on an alarm
panel on the wall, then he came back out, the dog licking
his neck.
âIt was on?' Ella asked him.
He nodded.
Ella and Murray went inside, Murray easing the screen shut behind them. The house was quiet and felt calm. They checked the living room, dining room, the attached and empty garage, the toilet under the stairs. Nothing looked disturbed. No area of flooring looked like it'd been recently replaced, or lifted, or scrubbed to remove a bloodstain. There was sufficient dust that it looked lived in, not cleaned to pass police inspection.
Ella noticed motion detectors high up in the corners of the rooms and alarm stickers on the windows. In the kitchen, Murray tested the back door while Ella looked into the dishwasher.
âLocked,' he said. Another alarm panel on the wall flashed green lights.
âOne plate, one knife, one coffee cup,' she said.
Simon tapped on the front door. âAny chance we can come in? James isn't feeling well.'
Ella could see him sitting on the step behind Simon, his face in the dog's fur. Beyond him the uniforms stood talking together.
âWon't be long,' she said.
Murray gave her a look.
She pushed him up the stairs ahead of her, and on the landing she said, âJust because he was in Melbourne when it happened doesn't mean he's not involved.'
âYou could've let him get a glass of water.'
âI'm sure there's a tap out there somewhere.'
The master bedroom was on the left. Ella stood in the doorway and looked at the neatly made bed, the quilt and pillows in smart shades of grey. A dog-hair-covered folded blanket lay at the foot of the left side. Matching fringed lamps stood on the bedside tables, framed photos of James and the woman she assumed was Stacey lined the lace runner on the chest of drawers, and an open doorway led into the big walk-in robe and the bathroom beyond.
Murray slid back the wardrobe door and looked in.
Ella knelt by the left-hand bedside table. People tended to keep their most personal and private possessions close to where they slept; in the past she'd opened bedside drawers to find diaries, nasal spray, photos of lovers hidden inside books, haemorrhoid cream, lubricant, folded wads of cash, sex toys. People never thought the day would be their last, never imagined a cop looking through their stuff. It was poignant proof of people's similarities.