Authors: Tami Hoag
Tags: #Romance, #Contemporary
I’m often asked how I got started as a writer. People are sometimes surprised to find out that I began my career writing romances for Bantam’s Loveswept line. Romantic comedy may seem like a far cry from the hard-boiled suspense novels I write now, but they’re really not that far apart.
For me, there are two essential components at the core of every good story: characters that a reader can fall in love with and root for, and a mystery—whether it’s the mystery of an unsolved crime or the mystery of that most complex and complicated of human emotions, love. Even the most intricate murder plot pales in comparison to the labyrinthine maze of the human heart.
In this special edition, you’ll read two of my early romance novels. In
, Alexandra Gianni is trying to start over with her infant daughter by rebuilding her life and the ramshackle farm she’s purchased with the last of her money. Alex’s goal of independence may be upset when she meets handsome, aristocratic Christian Atherton, who could lead her dangerously astray…. In
The Restless Heart
, you’ll meet Danielle Hamilton, a world-renowned, globe-trotting photographer who didn’t think she’d ever survive six weeks babysitting her sister’s five small children in New Orleans. But then she meets the nanny… tall, dark, and Cajun Remy Doucet, who doesn’t accept Danielle’s claim that true love isn’t in the cards for her.
I enjoyed writing these novels years ago, and I hope that you’ll be entertained by the journeys of these heroines and heroes.
All my best,
BANTAM BOOKS BY TAMI HOAG
THE ALIBI MAN
PRIOR BAD ACTS
KILL THE MESSENGER
DUST TO DUST
ASHES TO ASHES
A THIN DARK LINE
GUILTY AS SIN
THE LAST WHITE KNIGHT
STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART
To all the readers who wrote me
and asked for Christian’s story.
This one’s for you.
“GOOD LORD, SHE’S LOVELY!” CHRISTIAN
Atherton murmured, his accent carrying the undiluted, polished tones of a British public-school student. As he came to attention his shoulders pulled back beneath the fine wool of his navy jacket. His square chin came up a notch above his neatly knotted maroon tie, emphasizing the classic lines of his lean face. In response to the tensing of his muscles his horse shifted restively beneath him.
His attention was locked on the young woman riding into the show ring to collect a blue ribbon. He’d been a connoisseur of women for nearly twenty-two years, ever since the summer he’d turned thirteen and the gardener’s daughter had suddenly developed breasts. The lady he had his eye on now was well worth a long look.
“Who is she?”
“Where have you been? Living in a cave?” drawled Robert Braddock, his voice as rich and Southern as pecan pie. His wide mouth cut upward in a sharp, handsome smile. He leaned lazily against the pommel of his saddle, showing none of the form that had made him one of the top hunter-jumper trainers in Virginia at the tender age of twenty-seven.
“Close,” Christian said dryly. “I’ve just spent three weeks in England at the family mausoleum, better known as Westerleigh Manor. Uncle Richard passed away.”
Braddock’s manners asserted themselves, and he straightened in his saddle out of respect for the dead. “I’m sorry, Chris.”
“Don’t be.” Christian grinned at his friend and rival, a brilliant square white smile that made him look exactly what he was—handsome, aristocratic, and a bit of a rake. “Uncle Dicky was ninety-seven. He drank like a fish, drove like a maniac, and died—er—in the saddle, so to speak. He had a wonderful life and a pleasant passing. We should all be so lucky.”
His neon-blue eyes took on a slightly wistful expression, and the glittering good humor that usually resided there faded momentarily as he sighed. Uncle Dicky was dead. The stuffy Athertons were down to one black sheep—him.
“Alexandra Gianni,” Braddock said, answering Christian’s original question. “Cold as a pump handle on a January morning,” he added in ill-disguised disgust.
“Turned you down, did she?” Christian said dryly, arching a brow.
“She’s been here three weeks and has managed to say one word to every fella who’s asked her out—no.”
“Well, that just shows she has good taste and sound judgment.”
“I suppose you think you can do better?”
“Please,” Christian drawled disdainfully. “Of course I could do better. Admit it, Braddock, you’ve won your share of dim-witted stable girls, but you’re simply not in my league.”
“You pompous ass,” Braddock said with a good-natured grin. “I’ll bet you don’t get anywhere with her either. You might be the Casanova of the show-jumping world, but this lady would give the iceberg that sank the
a run for its money.”
Christian’s speculative gaze settled again on Alexandra Gianni. She didn’t look the ice-maiden type to him. With her olive complexion and dark eyes, her unruly short black hair and lush mouth, she looked more like the hot, feisty type. Tempestuous. The type to stand toe-to-toe with a man in a fight and rake her nails down his back in bed.
Braddock turned and grinned at him suddenly. “How much do you want to bet?”
“I beg your pardon?”
“Put your money where your mouth is, Romeo,” he challenged. “I’ll bet you a hundred dollars you can’t get her to go with you to Hayden Hill’s big bash before the Green Hills Jumper Classic.”
Christian barked a laugh of surprise that startled his horse. The thoroughbred danced beneath him, and he quieted the gelding with a hand on the horse’s neck, never taking his eyes off Braddock. “That’s more than a month away! Have you developed a sudden yearning for poverty?”
“You forget, my friend,” Braddock said slyly. “I’ve spoken with the lady. I have firsthand experience and the frostbite to prove it. A hundred says she won’t go with you.”
Christian considered the outrageous wager for a moment. It appealed to the reckless rogue in him, the quality that made his stiff-necked family shake their heads in disappointment. He thought of what Uncle Dicky would have done, and grinned. “Make it a thousand and it’s a deal.”
Braddock’s dark eyes glowed with delight and greed. “You’ve got yourself a bet, my friend.”
“GOOD JOB, HONEY,” TULLY HASKELL SAID
Alex murmured a thank-you and turned toward the stalls she had rented for the day. She jumped and gasped when the man patted her fanny, but when she wheeled to glare at him, he was calmly walking away as if what he’d done hadn’t been the least bit out of line.
Alex stood in the aisle, fuming for a moment, then turned to stare pensively at the stalls of her two star performers, both owned by Haskell. A Touch of Dutch, the sweet-tempered mare she’d just won on, and Terminator, an arrogant, ill-mannered lout—not unlike his owner. That was the world in a nutshell. Females were meek and malleable, and males took what they wanted.
Everything inside Alex tightened against the memory that tried to surface. Squeezing her eyes shut, she fought it with every scrap of willpower she had, succeeding only in fighting back the images themselves, not the feelings they evoked. Her muscles tensed until she was trembling.
When a large male hand settled on her shoulder, she didn’t think, didn’t question, didn’t turn to confront. She simply reacted as she had been trained to react. A second later Christian Atherton lay sprawled on the cobbled floor at her feet.
Alex stared, wide-eyed, aghast at what she’d just done. She had just heaved the three-time American Grand Prix Association Rider of the Year over her shoulder. She had just slammed to the floor one of the most highly regarded people in her profession.
“Oh, no…” Her groan mingled with his. She slapped a hand to her forehead and cursed herself in rapid Italian.
Christian sat up gingerly, wincing at the stinging pain in his shoulders and back. He’d been thrown from horses with less force. Shaking his head to clear it, he looked up at Alexandra Gianni with a stunned expression. Petite, dainty Alexandra Gianni, who stood no more than five feet five.
“I say, are you a former commando or something?”
“I’m sorry,” Alex whispered, too mortified to speak any louder. She bit her lip and squeezed her eyes shut again, wishing the scene would disappear by the time she opened them.
This was no way to build a favorable reputation in Virginia, she scolded herself. Flinging influential people around was not going to win her friends or respect. She had learned to live without the first, but the second was essential.
She put a hand over her eyes and peeked cautiously through her fingers. Christian was still sitting on the stable floor. He had taken up a relaxed pose, with one knee drawn up and an arm draped across it. He stared down the corridor at the half-dozen people staring back at him, a look of annoyance drawing his brows together and twisting his handsome mouth. His champagne blond hair fell rakishly across his forehead. All in all, he looked damned sexy.
Alex imagined he looked that way regardless. Her heart was pounding, and she knew it had little to do with the exertion of throwing him over her shoulder. She could have told herself it was because he had startled her. She could have told herself it had nothing to do with the fact that Christian Atherton was even better looking in person than he was on the glossy pages of the horse magazines. She could have told herself those things, but they would have been lies.
“I’m really so sorry,” she mumbled in an agony of embarrassment.
“So you said. Do you always go about throwing chaps to the ground, or was I singled out?” he questioned, his cultured tone martini dry.
“You snuck up on me!” Alex said accusingly, tossing her hands up, then grabbing them back against her as if she were trying to recapture and subdue her emotional outburst. She looked more guilty for having openly reacted than for hurling Christian to the cobblestones. Taking a calming breath, she composed herself and said, “You shouldn’t have snuck up on me.”
“I see.” Christian’s brows rose and fell. There was a whole passel of odd mysteries to decipher just in her action and reaction. He shook his head again. “Well, I’ve always known better than to approach a horse from behind. I guess I should add women to that rule of thumb as well.”
“I’m really very sorry,” Alex said, contrite again, holding out a hand to help him up.
Christian eyed her hand dubiously. “I’m not sure I should accept that,” he said dryly. “Do you promise not to twist my arm behind my back and slam me face first into a post?”
Alex couldn’t help but laugh in both relief and humor. He was taking it better than most men would have. She had humiliated him in front of his peers, and he was looking up at her with twinkling blue eyes and a wry, self-deprecating smile.
Her own smile faded as she realized how easily he had breached her mental defenses with that infamous grin of his. Professionally, he would be a very good man to befriend. Personally, he would be a very dangerous man for her to be around.
“I’ll be on my best behavior,” she promised soberly.
“That may not be saying very much,” Christian teased, taking hold of her small hand. “But I guess I’ll have to trust you.”
He rose gracefully to his feet, somehow managing not to look rumpled in the least. Not even his maroon necktie was out of place, Alex marveled as she gazed up at him, unable to keep from admiring his appearance.
He wasn’t overly tall, perhaps an inch or so shy of six feet, but his physique was athletic and elegant. His shoulders filled his custom-tailored coat to perfection. His hips were narrow, his thighs the thighs of dancers and horsemen—powerful with long, solid muscles that were blatantly displayed by the tight knit of his expensive buff breeches. The black boots that rose to his knees were impeccably polished.
While Alex looked him over, Christian returned the favor, though his perusal was much slower, much more openly appreciative than her surreptitious glances. His gaze poured down over her with all the slow heat of sun-warmed honey, taking in her petite frame as if she were much taller, infinitely more voluptuous, and clad in something far sexier than riding togs.
Alex almost looked down to make certain her jacket and breeches hadn’t somehow been miraculously transformed into a diaphanous negligee. She felt stripped naked by his blue eyes, and as a flush spread under her skin, she hooked a finger beneath the choker of her blouse and tugged at it in an attempt to breathe easier.
Christian smiled to himself, well aware of her reaction to his slow assessment of her, and well aware of his own body’s response. He liked what he saw.
Her hair shone blue black under the soft light of the stable. It was cut severely short on the sides and in back, but was longer on top, thick and wild with a tendency to spill across her forehead. The boyishness of the cut did nothing to detract from the almost pixielike femininity of her features. In fact, the simplicity of the style drew the eye to appreciate the delicate lines of her oval face—the high, well-defined cheekbones, the slim straight nose, the lush pouty mouth. Christian groaned inwardly, desire stirring deep in his belly. Very kissable, that mouth.
Continuing on with the visual tour he realized there was a slightly defiant tilt to her chin. Sassy. And her eyes were not the dark brown he had thought them to be, but a dark translucent shade of amber set with flecks of gold: Beautiful, intense, and… what?… wary? How odd.
Alex shifted uncomfortably and tried to extricate her hand from his grasp. He held it firmly but gently. There was nothing punishing or aggressive in his grasp. He merely let her know with a slight tightening of his fingers that he wasn’t quite ready to let go of her. No wonder his horses were so good, she thought. With hands like his there would be no fighting the bit; he would simply guide, quietly insist, and get his way every time—just as he was getting his way now.
“Let’s pretend you didn’t try to permanently disable me, and we’ll begin this conversation again,” he suggested, his dazzling smile still in place.
“I suppose I can’t pass up an offer like that,” Alex said, doing her best to ignore the warm sliding sensation in her stomach. She couldn’t afford to let Christian Atherton affect her in that way. They were simply fellow professional riders. The fact that he was charmingly, deliciously male, and she was susceptibly female, couldn’t enter into it.
Christian resisted the urge to grind his teeth at her less-than-enthusiastic reply. She didn’t have to sound so bloody resigned about it. Didn’t she realize there were plenty of women who would have fought her tooth and nail for the chance to hold his hand? And she would likely knock them all flat, he thought, unable to suppress his amusement.
“Christian Atherton,” he said, giving her a smile.
Television didn’t do him justice, Alex thought. On television Christian Atherton was merely handsome. In person, he was dazzling. He had the air of a prince—self-assured, confident of his own brilliant qualities and the responses those qualities would elicit from the mere mortals around him.
It almost made Alex laugh to think he had introduced himself. As if there weren’t a girl or woman interested in horses who didn’t know him on sight! Christian Atherton was the golden boy of the show-jumping world. His career accomplishments included wins at every major show in America and abroad. He also had a notorious reputation for being a playboy. By all accounts he had garnered as many feminine hearts as he had blue ribbons over the years. It wasn’t difficult to imagine why.
No, Alex thought wryly, it wasn’t difficult to imagine why this man had women falling at his booted feet. The difficult thing was keeping her own feminine reaction to his aristocratic looks to herself. Fortunately—or unfortunately—she had had plenty of practice at hiding her emotions over the past couple of years. Her expression remained carefully blank, giving away none of her inner turmoil.
“I’m Alex Gianni. What can I do for you, Mr. Atherton?” Alex asked neutrally. This time when she pulled back her hand, he let her go.
“Call me Christian, for starters,” he said smoothly. “I’m afraid I had the frightfully bad manners to be abroad when you moved into the neighborhood. I haven’t had a chance to welcome you to Briarwood, Ms. Gianni. I insist on making it up to you. What do you say to lunch tomorrow and a little motor tour of the area?”
Oh, no, Alex thought, groaning inwardly as her heart jumped and sank. Another one. What was it about her that attracted so much male attention? She really couldn’t figure it out. She didn’t think herself particularly beautiful. She didn’t have the kind of figure to turn male heads. She wasn’t the least bit flirtatious or even encouraging. She had, in fact, done everything she could think of to
attracting attention of any kind. Still, in the three weeks since she and her baby daughter Isabella had settled on the little farm outside of Briarwood, she’d had no less than a half-dozen offers for dates.
And now Christian Atherton, the man whose poster adorned the bedrooms of every horse-crazy girl in the Western world, had set his sights on her. It was too ironic. At some point in her past she would have been flattered at having him merely speak to her, let alone ask her out. She would have been bubbling over with excitement. But those days were past. Now she was simply rattled and vaguely disappointed.
“I’m sorry, Mr. Atherton,” she said with deceptive calm. “I’m afraid I don’t have much time for that kind of thing. Thank you for offering, though.”
“Come now,” Christian insisted. “We should get to know each other, don’t you think?”
The glow in his laser blue eyes made his suggestion seem much more intimate than neighborly. He stood half a step closer than was strictly necessary—close enough to make Alex uncomfortably aware of him, and yet not so close that she had a good excuse to move away. The man was a master and he knew it. The teasing lights in his eyes told Alex he knew exactly what he was doing to her and that he knew she knew. It was all a marvelous game to him, charming women into joining the ranks of his conquests. Everyone was aware up front what the rules and the stakes were—fun, nothing serious; no harm, no foul.
Alex felt herself relaxing and realized it was dangerous. Christian Atherton may not have been threatening, but he was a threat—one she had to nip in the bud. She acknowledged the truth with a frighteningly strong sense of regret. It might have been fun….
“I know all about you,” she said, a wry smile lifting one corner of her wide mouth.
“My reputation has preceded me?” He quirked a brow and looked immensely pleased with himself. It was an expression that changed quickly to a comical scowl when she answered.
“Sure. My mother warned me about men like you when I turned thirteen.”
“Surely you didn’t listen,” Christian chided, his eyes sparkling with good humor.
No, Alex thought, glancing away, her own teasing expression melting into sudden pensiveness, she hadn’t listened. Maybe if she had listened, she would still have been married, would still have been in California, would still have the unqualified, untried support of her family. But she hadn’t listened, and now all of those things were lost to her.
“I prefer the smile,” Christian murmured gently, leaning closer. He didn’t know where she’d gone in those few seconds, but it wasn’t a happy place. She looked haunted and regretful, and he felt a strong desire to put his arms around her in a show of comfort, but he doubted she would have appreciated the gesture. Instead, he reached out and brushed her wild black curls back from her forehead, leaning closer so that when he spoke his voice was just above a whisper, smooth and velvety. “The gold flecks in your eyes light up when you smile.”