Tempted (11 page)

The memory of the very emotional experience I’d shared with A-ya while she’d trapped Kalona had my stomach tightening at Darius’s explanation. “Go on,” I said.

“A Warrior can absorb his Priestess’s emotions. He can also absorb spirit from her, especially if his Priestess has a strong affinity. Often he can tap into that affinity.”

“What in the hell does that mean, Darius?”

“It means he can literally absorb energy through your blood.”

“Are you saying it’s me Stark needs to bite?” Okay, I’ll admit that my heart started to speed up at the thought. Seriously—I was already mega-attracted to Stark and I knew sharing blood with him would be a very hot experience.

It would also break Heath’s heart, and what if drinking from me let Stark into my mind and he saw what was going on with my memories of A-ya? Hell! Hell! Hell! Hell! Hell! Hell! Then a new thought hit me. “Hey, wait. You said Stark couldn’t bite Aphrodite because she’s Imprinted with someone else and other vamps don’t want her blood. I’m Imprinted with Heath. Does that mess up my blood for Stark?”

Darius shook his head. “No, the Imprint only changes a human’s blood.”

“So mine will work for Stark?”

“Yes, your blood would definitely help him to heal, and he knows
it, which is why I’m taking the time to explain all of this to you.” Darius continued as if I wasn’t having a mini emotional breakdown right in front of him. “And you should also know he is refusing to drink from you.”

“
What?
He’s
refusing
to drink from me?” Okay, sure, a second before I’d been worried about what would happen if Stark bit me, but that didn’t mean I wanted to be rejected by him!

“He knows you’ve recently healed from the Raven Mocker’s attack. The creature almost killed you, Zoey. Stark doesn’t want to take anything from you that might weaken you. If he drank from you he wouldn’t just be absorbing your blood; he would be taking energy and spirit from you. Factor in that none of us knows where Kalona and Neferet have gone, and that means we don’t know when you might have to face them again. I agree with his decision to refuse to drink. You need to be at full strength.”

“So does my Warrior,” I countered.

Darius sighed and nodded his head slowly. “Agreed, but he can be replaced. You cannot.”

“He can’t be replaced!” I blurted.

“I do not mean to sound unfeeling, but you must be wise—in
all
of your decisions.”

“Stark can’t be replaced,” I repeated stubbornly.

“As you will, Priestess.” He bowed his head slightly, and then suddenly changed the subject. “Now that you understand the ramifications of a Warrior’s Oath, I would like to ask your permission for me to pledge myself formally.”

I swallowed hard. “Well, Darius, I really like you and you’ve taken seriously good care of me, but I think I’d feel kinda awkward having two guys pledged to me.” As if I didn’t have enough guy issues?

Darius’s smile was quick. He shook his head and I got the distinct impression he was trying not to laugh at me. “You misunderstand. I will stay with you and lead those who guard you, but I would like to pledge my Warrior’s Oath to Aphrodite—that is what I’m asking your permission to do.”

“You want to be bound to Aphrodite?”

“I do. I know it is irregular for a vampyre Warrior to pledge to a human, but Aphrodite is not a normal human.”

“You’re telling me,” I mumbled. He went on as if I hadn’t spoken.

“She is truly a prophetess, which puts her in the same category as a High Priestess of Nyx.”

“It won’t mess up your Warrior’s bond to have her Imprinted with Stevie Rae?”

Darius shrugged. “We shall see. I am willing to take the chance.”

“You love her, don’t you?”

He met my gaze steadily and his smile warmed. “I do.”

“She’s seriously a pain in the butt.”

“She’s unique,” he countered. “And she needs my protection, especially in the days to come.”

“Well, you have a point there.” I shrugged. “Okay, you have my permission. Don’t say I didn’t warn you about the pain-in-the-butt part, though.”

“I wouldn’t think of it. Thank you, Priestess. Please, do not say anything to Aphrodite. I would like to make my offer privately to her.”

“My lips are totally sealed.” I made a little pantomime of zipping up my lips and throwing away the key.

“Then I bid you good night.” He fisted his hand over his heart, bowed, and he was gone.

I stayed out in the hall, trying to sift through the mess of thoughts in my head.

Wow! Darius was going to ask Aphrodite to accept his Warrior’s Oath. Jeesh. A vampyre warrior and a human prophet of the Goddess. Huh. Who knew?

On an equally freaky note: Stark could feel my emotions if they were strong enough. Well, I had a
strong
feeling that was going to be inconvenient. And then I realized I was feeling strong about feeling strongly, and I tried to clamp down on everything, which just stressed me out, which he could probably sense. Undoubtedly, I was going to drive my own self crazy.

Stifling a sigh, I opened the door quietly. The only light was coming from one of those tall prayer candles—the kind you can find in the grocery store that have really weird religious pictures on them. This one wasn’t so weird. It was pink, had a pretty picture of Mary on it, and it smelled like roses.

I tiptoed over to Stark’s bedside.

He didn’t look good, but he also wasn’t as pale and awful as he had been not long before. He seemed to be asleep—or at least his eyes were closed—his breathing was regular, and he looked relaxed. He didn’t have a shirt on, and the hospital sheet was pulled up under his arms so that I could just see the white top of what must have been a huge bandage covering his chest. I remembered how terrible the burn had been and wondered if, even considering the possible ramifications, I should make a cut in my arm like Heath had done for me, and then shove it
against his mouth. He’d probably latch on to it automatically and, without thinking, drink what he needed to heal. But would he be pissed when he’d realized what I’d done? Probably. I knew Heath and Erik certainly would be.

Crap. Erik. I hadn’t even begun to deal with him yet.

“Stop stressing.”

I jumped and my gaze instantly went to Stark’s face. His eyes weren’t closed any longer. He was watching me with an expression that was somewhere between amused and sarcastic.

“Stop psychically eavesdropping.”

“I wasn’t. I could tell by watching you gnaw your lip that you were stressing yourself out. So, I guess Darius talked to you.”

“Yeah, he has. Did you know about all that went along with giving me your Warrior’s Oath before you did it?”

“Yeah, mostly. I mean I’d read about it at school, and we talked about it in Vamp Soc Class this past year. It’s different to actually experience it, though.”

“Can you really feel what I feel?” I asked hesitantly, almost as afraid to know the truth as to not know it.

“I’m starting to, only it’s not like I can hear your thoughts or anything crazy like that. I just feel things sometimes, and I know they’re not coming from me. I mostly ignored it when it first happened, but then I realized what was going on and paid more attention to it.” He started to smile.

“Stark, I have to tell you that kinda makes me feel spied on.”

His expression went totally serious. “I’m not spying on you. This isn’t about me following you around with my mind. I’m not going to invade your privacy; I’m going to keep you safe. I thought you—” He broke off, looking away from me. “Never mind. It’s not important. You should just know I’m not going to use this thing between us to be like a creeper and mentally stalk you.”

“You thought I what? Finish what you started to say.”

He let out a long, exasperated breath and met my eyes again. “What I started to say is that I thought you trusted me more than that. That’s one of the reasons I decided to give you my oath, because you trusted me when no one else did.”

“I do trust you,” I said quickly.

“But you think I’d spy on you? Trust and spying don’t go together.”

When he put it that way, I could see his point, and some of my initial freak-out started to fade. “I don’t think you’d do it on purpose, but if my emotions are blabbing at you, or whatever they do, then it would be easy for you to, well . . .” I trailed off and fidgeted, not comfortable with the whole conversation.

“
Spy
?” he finished for me. “No. I won’t. How’s this: I’ll pay attention to the psychic stuff I get from you if you’re scared. Other than that I’ll ignore how you’re feeling.” He met my eyes and I could see his hurt there. Crap! I hadn’t meant to hurt him.

“You’ll ignore
everything
I’m feeling?” I asked softly.

He nodded and the movement made him grimace in pain, but his voice was steady when he answered. “Everything except what I need to know to protect you.”

Without speaking, I reached out slowly and took his hand.

He didn’t pull away from me, but he also didn’t say anything.

“Look, I started this whole conversation wrong. I do trust you. I was just surprised when Darius told me about the psychic thing.”

“Surprised?” Stark’s lips tilted up.

“Okay, maybe completely freaked is a better word. It’s just that I have a bunch of stuff going on and I guess I’m stressing.”

“You’re stressing for sure,” he said. “And by
bunch of stuff
do you mean those two guys, Heath and Erik?”

I sighed. “Sadly, I do.”

He laced his fingers through mine. “Those other guys don’t change anything. My Oath binds us.”

For a second he sounded too darn much like Heath, and I had to force myself not to fidget again.

“I really don’t want to talk about them with you right now.”
Or ever
I thought, but didn’t say.

“I got ya,” he said. “I don’t feel like talking about those punks right now either.” He tugged on my hand. “Why don’t you sit by me for a little while?”

I sat gingerly on the edge of the bed, not wanting to jostle him too much or hurt him.

“I’m not gonna break,” he said, giving me his cocky grin.

“You almost broke,” I said.

“Nah, you saved me. And I’m going to be okay.”

“So, does it hurt really bad?”

“I’ve felt better,” he said. “But the creamy stuff the nuns gave Darius to spread on the burn helps. Except for my chest being all tight, it’s mostly numb right now.” But even as he spoke he shifted restlessly, as if he couldn’t get comfortable. “How’s it going out there?” He abruptly changed the subject before I could ask him any more about how he was feeling. “Did all the Raven Mockers take off with Kalona?”

“I think so. Stevie Rae and the guys found three of them dead.” I paused, remembering Stevie Rae’s weird reaction to Dallas telling her that they’d put the bodies in the trash.

“What is it?” Stark asked.

“I don’t know exactly,” I answered him honestly. “There’re things going on with Stevie Rae that are worrying me.”

“Like?” he prompted.

I looked down at our joined hands. How much could I tell him? Could I really talk to him?

“I’m your Warrior. You can trust me with your life. That means you can also trust me with your secrets.” I met his eyes, and he continued, smiling sweetly at me. “We’re Oath-bound. That’s a stronger tie than what happens between an Imprint or even between mates. I’ll never betray you, Zoey. Ever. You can count on me.”

For an instant I wanted to tell him about my memory of A-ya, but instead I blurted, “I think Stevie Rae’s hiding red fledglings. Bad ones.”

His easy smile vanished and he started to sit up, then sucked in a sharp breath and went totally white.

“No! You can’t get up!” I pressed his shoulders gently back.

“You have to tell Darius,” Stark said through clenched teeth.

“I have to talk to Stevie Rae first.”

“I don’t think that’s—”

“Seriously! I have to talk to Stevie Rae first.” I took his hand again, trying to will him through my touch to understand. “She’s my best friend.”

“You trust her?”

“I want to trust her. I have trusted her.” My shoulders slumped in defeat. “But if she doesn’t come clean with the truth when I talk to her, I will go to Darius.”

“I need to get out of this damn bed so I can make sure you’re not surrounded by enemies!”

“I’m
not
surrounded by enemies! Stevie Rae isn’t my enemy.” I sent up a silent prayer to Nyx that I was right about that. “Look, I’ve kept things from my friends before—bad things.” I raised a brow and shot him a Look. “I kept
you
from my friends.”

He grinned. “Well, that’s different.”

I didn’t let him tease me out of being serious. “No, it’s really not.”

“Okay, I hear what you’re saying, but I’m still not okay with it. I don’t suppose I can get you to bring Stevie Rae here when you talk to her?”