Tempted Tigress (16 page)

"Eat! Eat!" Mrs. Sui urged.

Anna did. It was the only way to the opium. A teahouse owner would know everything that went on in the entire province, so Anna chewed and swallowed, then declared it the best dumpling in all of China. And then she began to cry. Tiny little drops at first, but growing steadily larger until fat streams slid down her face.

In truth, she hadn't intended to sob. Ladies were supposed to have tiny tears that misted their faces and subtly revealed the deep ache inside. Ladies were not supposed to have great big, gulping sobs that tore through them like a hurricane. Anna's body shook, her stomach cramped, and the only reason she didn't scream was because she hadn't the breath. Mrs. Sui looked horrified. Even the guard backed up a step. Anna had to stop. She could not frighten these people with a fit. But the heaving gasps would not end, and the tears kept coming.

She buried her face in her skirt, mortified by her actions but more ashamed that she had such little control of herself. But then, that had always been her problem, hadn't it? No control.

Madame Sui hovered uncertainly. "Honored lady... Honored lady..."

Anna fought for breath, struggling to regain calm. She had none. None at all as she looked up with desperation, her heart and her soul revealed for all to see. "Opium," she whispered. "Please..."

Madame Sui slumped, her eyes softened and her entire stance filled with understanding. Anna straightened slightly, hope growing with every breath. She clutched the woman's arms.

"Do you have any? Can you get—"

"Well, that's better!" a hearty voice interrupted. It was
him
—the Enforcer—stepping through the back door to find her. Her thoughts had been growing warmer toward him, especially when he had carried her here. When he had stopped that other man. When... But that brought the other memories—the warm gush, the smell—and she suddenly wished him to Hell for eternity.

She didn't look at him. She kept her eyes on Mrs. Sui, who was going to say something, who was going to offer her opium. But Mrs. Sui immediately dropped her gaze and shuffled backward, deferring to the mandarin.

Hell. Yes, she wished him to Hell. She shot him a malevolent glare that drew him up short for a moment.

His eyes widened and his steps faltered, but he quickly recovered, moving to stand before her. Maybe he would stare down at her, curl his lip in disdain at the filth she'd been unable to remove, then spin on his heel and leave. Then she could try again with Mrs. Sui.

But he didn't. He dropped down into a squat before her—just like any coolie—with knees in the air, bottom dropped almost to the ground between his legs. He and she were nearly eye to eye. If anything, his head was lower than hers as he touched her chin and lifted.

"This has been very difficult for you," he said softly, staring into her eyes.

To her horror, tears came. She almost said it—she was so desperate she almost begged the Enforcer for opium, but at the last moment she shifted her words to something more prudent. "Are we returning to the boat then?" she asked in a small voice. Her stash was there. She didn't care that it was her only means to buy her way out of this godforsaken country. If it were at hand, she'd smoke it.

But he shook his head as his thumb stroked her cheek. "Not yet. We wait to speak with the governor."

Mrs. Sui stepped forward, her eyes alight. "The governor! Here?" Then she spun and spoke over her shoulder in rapid Chinese that was too fast and too accented for Anna to understand. Something about more dumplings, more wine. Anna looked away, uninterested.

But that brought her eyes back to the Enforcer, whose thumb continued to scrub at her cheek. He looked at the bucket of water and grimaced. "Mrs. Sui!" he snapped. "Fresh water. This is disgusting!"

"Yes, yes, your honor. Of course!" She bustled forward, squatting to grab the bucket. Anna thought she was merely responding to orders, but at the last second the woman caught her gaze. "You wait for the governor, honored lady. He will help you." She waited a moment, obviously trying to deliver a message.

Anna frowned, trying to understand. Would the governor give her opium? She straightened, her thoughts whirling. Of course. How stupid she was! The supply lines
always
went through the local government. How else could an illegal trade thrive but by buying off the authorities?

Hope sparked within her, but questions came equally fast. Did this governor know that the mandarin was really the Emperor's Enforcer? Would the governor be as righteous as the Enforcer? Or would he be corrupt enough to be grateful for the forewarning? She returned her gaze to the mandarin and tried to probe for answers.

"Is he a friend of yours, this governor?"

Anna knew that China was ruled in a strange combination of feudal and democratic principles. The Emperor ruled the land, but he administered it through governors who managed huge provinces. It was all very feudal, with taxes flowing up the line from villager to mayor to governor to Emperor.

Except, each governor was appointed by the Emperor from the list of scholars who had passed the Civil Service Exam. Therefore, anyone who could pass the exam could become a governor. Which was very democratic. Except, in reality only the wealthy could afford the education and the price of the exam. Which meant that most governors came from the same set of rich elite, and most knew one another.

The question was: Did the governor belong to the Enforcer's moral, lawful sect? Or to the larger, opium-addicted, corrupt group of rulers?

The mandarin shook his head, and she caught a glitter of something in his expression. Cunning? "No, the governor is not my friend," he answered. "But wouldn't you come to see me if I suddenly showed up in your village?"

She took a breath, clearing her thoughts. She focused on his face, using him as an anchor to ground herself. It was an unusual moment for her. Usually she wished to escape, to flee. But at this moment, with him squatting before her, she wanted nothing more than to look at him, to focus on the long thin angles of his face. His eyebrows were like elegant dark strokes of an ink brush, his eyes the bright accent beneath. Long nose, curving mouth, he was like a subtle work of Chinese ink brush: elegant, understated and...

What was she missing? Something hovered beneath his expression. Something in his eyes, his stance, his... what?

"You ran from me," he murmured, his voice low enough for only her to hear.

She blinked and forced herself to follow his words and not the mystery of his face. "I have done nothing wrong," she lied. "You had no cause to hold me."

"You are my wife. I can do whatever I wish with you."

She narrowed her eyes. She squinted them to slits so that all she saw of his face were the dark wings of his eyebrows and the bright pupils beneath. "You would never marry a white woman. You are a Chinese official, a mandarin and an advisor to the Dragon Throne. You would be chased out of the Forbidden City by eunuchs with very big swords."

He flinched and, when his body steadied, the mysterious "something" was gone. In its stead she saw hardness, perhaps even anger. "Long ago I loved a woman. She was to be the first wife of my heart, but she was an opium addict and died. She was also the Empress Dowager's niece." His voice remained clipped and hard as he spoke, but his touch stayed gentle on her face. "Since that moment, I have had one goal, one purpose in life: to end the opium traffic in my country. I have been so charged by both the Son of Heaven and his mother, the Dowager. As long as I remain faithful to my task, as along as I find and destroy that evil commerce, then I can do whatever I wish. I can kill whomever I wish." He paused as his hand dropped away and he regarded her with dark intent. "I can even take a white wife."

She swallowed, seeing the absolute purpose in his eyes: an unswerving faith to this task and his freedom to act without consequence. She had no response except false bravado. "I don't believe you," she lied. "No one in the Forbidden City would accept a man with a white wife."

"We are not in the Forbidden City," he said.

He straightened, his long black queue whipping around in the air behind him. "Make yourself presentable, wife. We meet a governor."

Then he left, and the reality of her situation came crashing down on her. She was completely dependent on this man. Her life, her safety and her future lay in the hands of the Enforcer. In the wilds of China, this man was the law—whether for good or ill.

Odd, how the thought was not as terrifying as before. He was a killer, but with a purpose: to end the drug trade. She could not fault him for that. She knew first-hand the evils of this unholy trade that bartered not only drugs but little girls, too.

Very well, she decided, feeling herself grow stronger now that she had accepted her situation. She was dependent on the Enforcer to live. Therefore, she would do what she could to aid his goals while waiting for an opportunity of her own. So she put all her effort into cleaning herself as much as possible, to tying and pinning and adjusting Mrs. Sui's poor cotton tunic into something that would garner the attention of a governor. And then, when she was done, she allowed the guard to escort her to the upper floor and her pretend mandarin husband. He was talking to his friend/servant as she approached. Jing-Li looked tired, his normally haughty stance now drooping with fatigue.

"Both gone," Jing-Li reported to the Enforcer. "And with the slaver dead..." He shook his head.

Anna's steps slowed. A slaver? The man who had attacked her, whose blood still stained her skin was a slaver. She would have been beaten, raped, then sold to the brothels for more of the same. Her gaze went immediately to the Enforcer. It unsettled her to realize that her jailor was the man who rescued her from that horrible fate. It bothered her even more that when she thought of that awful moment, her mind skipped over the worst to focus on the best—the way he had held her. His arms had surrounded her, cradling her in warmth and comfort. He had said things to her too, things she did not recall exactly, but the memory comforted her nonetheless.

It was all so confusing. She just wanted to leave, wanted to be in England where things made sense. That's what everyone at the mission said. That in England people acted like people and life made sense. She had no idea what that meant, but she wanted to find out. She wanted to know what was so different, so perfect, in England. And failing that, she wanted an opium pipe. What she had instead was an enigmatic husband who was growing more... intriguing by the second.

Meanwhile, Jing-Li continued to drone on. "There is no point in remaining. No one will talk to us. We should leave now for Shanghai."

The Enforcer rolled his eyes, then gestured vaguely at his friend. "Wait over there. Have some
congee."

Jing-Li's horror was palpable, and Anna might have laughed. The mandarin certainly did. But then his gaze caught hers and her breath stopped. The flow of her air ended, her mouth went dry, and even the beat of her heart seemed to still. She had no explanation for her body's bizarre reaction, but the way his eyes touched her made her insides still as if frozen.

He abruptly laughed even harder. "You look like a drowned crane trapped in a sack!" he chortled.

She stiffened, feeling the insult even though she completely agreed with him. Her hair was wet and flat as it clung in dirty brown strands to her head. She'd done what she could with the coarse tunic, using a rope as a belt to give her body some shape. But looking down, yes, perhaps it did look like a sack tied about her body. But she had tried to look pretty. She had...

"And yet, your beauty shines through," he continued. "I have never met a white woman who could rob me of breath so well as you."

She forcibly exhaled. She had no understanding of how to react to this man. He laughed at the oddest moments and said exactly what was on his mind. He appeared to be shallow and mercurial, with no subtlety at all. And yet, there was something beneath his surface, something clever and cunning and dark. Very dark. It drew her.
He
drew her, and she found herself gliding forward without conscious thought.

"I did my humble best," she demurred.

His laughter faded into a warm smile. "How are you feeling?" he asked.

She swallowed, her mind lost in the storms of conflicting thoughts. "I want to leave China," she answered honestly. Then she clapped her mouth shut, stunned that she had revealed herself so totally. What was wrong with her? Why could she not think?

The humor faded from his eyes and his entire body sagged. "China holds many dangers. Stay with me a little while, and I will see what I can do."

She smiled, her lips trembling with the effort. He was lying. They both knew it, and yet gazing into his eyes she could almost believe. "You are a very good businessman," she murmured. The actual word was "conman," but she only knew that word in English. Besides, her adopted father had always called himself a businessman whenever he lied to the officials.

The mandarin reeled back as if struck. "Do you purposely insult one who offers you assistance?"

She blinked, genuinely startled. In her father's world, she would have given the highest compliment possible. But clearly to the Enforcer, she had not. "But... but..." she stammered.

"I am a scholar, white woman! I have studied Huang Di Jing and Xun Zi. I have debated morality with the Emperor himself! I am a Confucian disciple and a follower of..." He continued on for quite a while, his voice growing louder and more passionate as he listed names she did not know and ideas she could not follow. All she could do was stare at him in shock, forgetting even to dip her head in apology.