The Alchemy of Desire (2 page)

Diah jumped to his feet, towering over this brother. He might have been younger and a non-Wielder, but he could beat him into a pulp in a clean fight. “What the hell was that about?”

Cager looked up. His haunted expression sent chills down Diah’s spine. He always wore that look when someone reminded him of the war, but this time it was more intense than usual. It lingered for maybe ten seconds before the stony mask replaced it. “None of your business, little brother.”

When he tried to stand, Diah shoved him back down. “If you want my help, you’re gonna have to tell me how you got involved with that snake.”

Cager’s eyes never left his boots as he replied, “He’s a Wielder, like me. We knew each other from the war. You don’t need to know any more than that.”

“Bull. I don’t know what you did before I ran into you at Chickamauga, but I have a feeling it has something to do with this. Either you tell me now, Micajah, or I’m going back to Vicksburg.”

Cager raked his fingers through his hair. “Shit, now you sound like Mom. You nag like her too.” He leaned back into the chair. “Maybe it’s better that you stay home and take care of them. I trust Lamont like I would a well-worn two-bit whore.”

“You would know.”

His mouth twitched as if he was trying to hold back his laughter. “Nah, I try to avoid those.”

“I’m trying to be serious here, Cager.”

“I’m not an idiot, Diah. I have a pretty good idea what I’ve gotten myself into. But what choice do I have?”

“You could have let me burn his face off with a vial of black fire.”

“Yeah, and you would have had his whole family after you. Those Cajuns can be a nasty bunch. They love their gators and don’t mind feeding your fingers and toes to them before finishing you off. With you awake and watching, that is.”

And Diah thought the tales about Indian torture were brutal. “You know, if you’d just tell me what you did to piss him off, I’d help you.”

“Nah, I don’t want you helping me because you feel obligated to.” He rose slowly. “I could use a nice glass of bourbon.”

Anger flared inside him that could rival the boilers below the decks of any steamboat. He grabbed Cager’s shirt and shoved him against the wall. “Why are you avoiding my question? What did you do that was so bad you can’t tell me?”

“Be careful who you mess with, little brother.” Cager’s hand grazed the top of his disguised wand, reminding Diah that he wasn’t completely defenseless.

“I may be younger than you, but I’m bigger. Now tell me, or I’ll give some serious thought to dumping you into the river myself.”

Cager searched his face before laughing. “You don’t have it in you to hurt me. You’re too noble.”

Diah’s hands went slack. Cager was right. He could never consciously hurt his brother, not after all they’d been through during the war. He released him and stepped back. “You’re gonna have to tell me one day.”

“Or you’re going to what? Beat it out of me?” Cager smoothed out his shirt and jacket and ran his hand across his hair, patting it into place. “You really need to work on your temper.”

“I just want you to be honest with me.” His arms suddenly felt like they were made of lead, dragging him down as his anger drained out of him.

Cager lowered his eyes. “I spent the beginning of the war acquiring knowledge for the Confederacy. Sometimes it was just extracting some information that was needed. Other times, it was stealing things the Head Wielders found useful, like drawings of the Yankees’ machines. And then there were things I agreed to find for a price. I was very good at what I did, even ruthless. But if the end justified the means…” His voice drifted off, and he shook his head as if he wanted to erase an image that ran through it. “The Yankees had stolen an amulet from Lamont—a very powerful one—and he wanted it back. I told him I would get it for him. He hasn’t forgotten what happened.”

“And what happened?”

“Chickamauga.”

The air left Diah’s lungs as if he’d been punched in the gut. When he breathed in again, guilt rushed through his veins.

“I’m going to get that drink now.” Cager placed a hand on his shoulder as he passed him. “You’ve always been the one with common sense, not me. Do what you think is right, and I’ll do my best to respect your decision.”

Alone in the room, Diah closed his eyes and wished his shame would subside as the memories flooded his mind. The acidic smell of smoke. The blood-drenched battlefields. The screams of the dying.

On the third day of Chickamauga, the Rebel army had ambushed his artillery unit. One of the Wielders’ spells had hit the keg of powder, setting off a series of explosions around him. A large piece of shrapnel had impaled him in the gut. The blinding pain still haunted his dreams to this day, but he thanked his lucky stars he was alive to remember it.

Cager had helped him out then, removing the shrapnel and force-healing the wound with magic. He’d risked his own life to save him, even though they fought on opposite sides.

It had also caused him to fail to retrieve Lamont’s amulet.

Diah swallowed past the lump of guilt in this throat and lifted his chin. A few steps later, he caught up with Cager in the main room. “
The Natchez
leaves in the morning. If we’re lucky, we can be in St. Louis in a few days and go from there.”

Cager’s brows rose in unison. “We?”

“Yeah, someone needs to keep you out of trouble.”

Chapter Two

St. Joseph, Missouri
September, 1872

“Good evening, gentlemen. I’m Oni Matthews. I understand you’re looking for a guide into the Dakota Territories.”

Diah almost dropped his mug at the appearance of a lone Indian woman standing at their table. Strangely enough, though, her clothing appeared more civilized than the mud-crusted buckskins that covered most of the men inside the Golden Rose Saloon. Her long-sleeved burgundy shirt was belted around her small waist, and a long navy skirt flowed underneath it. It was an outfit that could have been worn by any respectable farmer’s wife back in Vicksburg. “You’re a guide? But you’re a woman.”

“And a half-breed,” Cager added with a hint of disgust in his voice.

She arched one dark brow. She was kind of pretty, in an odd way, with her coal black hair and high cheekbones. “I don’t know which of your comments offends me more. If you find something objectionable about me, then perhaps you can navigate your way through Dakota on your own.”

She turned to leave, but Diah stood and caught her hand. A shock traveled up his arm, making it difficult to breathe for a second. Surprise glowed in her amber eyes when they met his, as if she felt the same thing.

“I didn’t mean to offend you, Miss Matthews. Please have a seat.” He pulled out a chair for her.

Oni stared back at him with confusion on her face, but she sat and regained her composure. “So, you’ve decided to go buffalo hunting?”

Cager crossed his arms and studied her. “What makes you think you’re qualified to act as our guide?”

She laughed and leaned back in her chair with one arm draped over the back. “As you were so kind to point out, I’m half Lakota. I grew up in those hills and know them like the back of my hand. I know where to find food and water along the way, and if we run into some of my people, I can help you avoid what could turn into a nasty confrontation.”

“And the fact that you’re a woman?” Cager’s voice dripped in disdain.

“Lewis and Clark had no problems using Sacajawea as a guide.” She smirked. “Don’t tell me it’s a bruise to your pride to have a woman leading you?”

“No, it’s not that, it’s just…” Diah’s voice trailed off as he struggled to find the right words. He didn’t want to insult her by explaining his concerns over her being a member of the weaker sex, not to mention everything he’d heard about her people being little more than savages. But then, everything about her differed from most women he knew. She was blunt and direct, meeting their eyes instead of demurely glancing down. And, oddly enough, she was staring more at him than Cager. Usually women couldn’t keep their eyes off his brother.

Cager cleared his throat. “I think what my brother is trying to say is what would your husband or father think about you going out into the wilderness alone with us?”

She stiffened. “I don’t have a husband, and my father is no longer alive. If you’re worried about those trivial details, then perhaps you’re not as eager to go hunting as I was led to believe.”

“No, I’m just trying to make sure I don’t have to worry about any trouble from you while we’re out there.”

Oni threw back her head and laughed. “If you’re implying I’d try to seduce you, you’re dead wrong. And if either of you try anything on me, I can defend myself.” Her hand brushed the hilt of a small dagger that hung from her belt. “I’m a professional guide, Mr.…?”

“Reynolds,” Diah replied. “Jebediah Reynolds, and this is my brother, Micajah.”

“Cager.”

She nodded, her eyes lingering on Diah. “So, do you have any more questions?”

“I just want to make sure I find the perfect buffalo.” Cager flashed his most charming grin at her. “I’m rather particular about what I’m hunting for.”

A smile played on her full lips, and she leaned forward so her breasts hovered over the edge of the table. “I know what you want. The White Buffalo.”

Diah’s eyes widened, earning a disapproving glance from his brother.
How did she know?
What bothered him more was that she’d lead them to something considered scared to her people. It was like a Christian trying to sell the Crown of Thorns to the highest bidder.

“What’s the White Buffalo?” Cager asked, wearing his best poker face.

“Don’t play innocent with me, Mr. Reynolds. I’m well aware of the moon cycles and the ancient legends. There’s only one reason why someone like you would be so determined to go buffalo hunting this late in the year.”

Diah hid his amusement behind his mug. It was refreshing to have a woman who saw straight through Cager’s deceptions instead of giggling like a half-witted child. He was beginning to like Oni.

His brother scowled. “Fine. Yes, I want to find it. Do you know where it is?”

“I have a general idea. But it’s going to cost you.”

Cager leaned forward, his jaw tight. “How much?”

“Eight hundred dollars.”

Diah plunked his mug down on the table. “That’s outrageous.”

Cager shifted in his chair. “I think we’ll take our chances without a guide if a half-breed woman like you is all this town can muster up.”

Diah almost swore he heard her teeth grinding.

She stood, and this time neither of them stopped her. “Good luck, then, gentleman. You’re going to need it. Dakota winters have been known to cause men like you to lose fingers and toes.”

As soon as she passed the doors, he turned to Cager. “Why did you have to piss her off? We’ve been in this town for two days and she’s the only guide we’ve been able to muster up.”

Cager’s eyes remained focused on the doorway as if he was expecting her to return. “She’s playing head games with us. Trust me, I know.”

“And what if she’s right? What if we end up wandering around out there in the snow until we freeze to death?” Diah preferred his fingers and toes pink and intact, not black and rotting off. Or becoming gator fodder, which is exactly what Jean-Baptiste would do to them if they failed.

“Eight hundred dollars is still a ridiculous amount to pay for a guide.”

“Not if we’re getting paid ten thousand for it.” Diah studied him for a few seconds. “I’m wondering if you aren’t a little perturbed that she didn’t fling herself at you like every other woman you’ve met.”

“What makes you think I want to tangle with her?”

“She’s a challenge.”

Cager’s laugh sounded hollow, letting Diah know how close to the mark he really was. “Watch and learn, little brother.”

Diah grinned. “I think you’ve finally found a woman who wants nothing to do with you.”
But where does that leave me?
he asked himself as he remembered what he felt when their hands touched.

He pushed those thoughts from his mind. Family trumped pride. It was time for him to play nice and smooth things over with the one person who could ensure they completed the mission. He pushed away from table. “Let me see if I can change her mind.”

His brother snorted. “Have fun, and if you need to me heal you after she sinks that knife into your gut, you know where to find me.”

Diah stepped out of the saloon and scanned the street for Oni. She was easy to find with the moonlight shining off her glossy hair like polished silver. He ran toward her. “Miss Matthews, please wait.”

She paused and turned around. “Changed your mind?”

He caught up with her and pulled her aside between two buildings. “Eight hundred, but only if we find it.”

“There are no guarantees in life, Mr. Reynolds.”

“Perhaps, but we’re not going to pay you that much unless we get what we want.”

“And what if we don’t find it?”

Diah dug his boot into the dirt.
How would Cager handle this?
“We can negotiate based on how helpful you’ve been.”

She narrowed her eyes. “I would like a deposit to procure my services, then.”

Cager was the one financing this trip, and Diah doubted his brother would give Oni a penny until he got what he wanted from her. “We’ll pay for your passage on the river and provide your supplies for the hunt. That sounds fair enough to me.”

She looked like she was about to tell him what he could do with his offer, so Diah reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out the one thing of value he had left after the war. His father’s watch flashed in the dim light, still as shiny as the day it was made. A storm of emotions whirled inside him as he extended it to her. “Miss Matthews, would you consider this a suitable deposit?”

“Your watch?”

“My father’s, actually.” He opened her hand and laid it into her outstretched palm. Guilt nagged at him while he closed her fingers around it. “It’s pure gold. I’m sure you’ll be able to fetch a good price for it. In return, you’ll agree to meet us at the docks in the morning.”

She stared at him with her lips parted. “You’re willing to part with a family heirloom in order to hire me as a guide?” She cocked her head and knitted her brows together. “What’s really going on here?”

“I’d prefer not to go into the details.” He released her hand and took a step back.
Why am I so determined not to let her go?
“My brother and I are honest men. Our word is as good as any written contract, I promise you.”

The angle of her shoulders dropped, and her face relaxed. “Is that so?”

Diah nodded.

Oni studied his face as if she was trying to assess his credibility. Finally she shoved the watch back into his hand. “You sound like a decent man, Mr. Reynolds, unlike your brother, so let me give you a piece of friendly advice. Stay away from the White Buffalo.” Without another word, she slipped back into the crowds that clogged the sidewalks.

Diah watched her disappear and pondered the meaning behind her words. What kind of trouble had they gotten into?

The humid night air did little to cool Oni’s burning cheeks. She headed straight for the river and followed it downstream until she reached a grove of cottonwoods. By then, her confusion had lessened enough to allow her to think clearly.

She hadn’t expected Cager to be so stubborn. But when she learned he was after the White Buffalo, she realized she wasn’t dealing with the typical spoiled city boy out for a good time. Even though he did his best to disguise his wand, she recognized the gleam of orichalcum when she saw it. He was a Wielder.

Diah was a bit more difficult to figure out. Although he didn’t seem as aggressive as Cager, she definitely didn’t want to cross him in a fair fight. He was huge—six foot four, easily—and built like rock. His biceps had rippled under his shirt, straining against the material. Yet, for all his bulk, he’d been surprisingly gentle when he grabbed her hand. He’d treated her as though she were some fragile flower.

She looked at it to see if her hand had changed since before she entered the saloon. Nope, the same slightly calloused brown hand as before.

Why would he offer me his father’s watch?
She needed money, but not that badly. Taking his watch almost seemed like a crime. It was one thing to take a few dollars from them and not lead them anywhere, but it was something entirely different when she took something that had sentimental value. The pain in his eyes when he placed the watch in her hand…

A twig snapped behind her, and her muscles tensed. She reached for her dagger. “Who’s there?”

“Good evening, Oni,” a voice said behind her.

She cringed. Bradley.

“A little birdie told me you were planning on skipping town tomorrow with a couple of clients.”

She turned to see him standing about ten feet behind her. “I don’t know where you heard that.”

“Someone like you doesn’t walk into the Golden Rose without attracting attention.” He tiptoed around the puddles to avoid getting mud on his immaculate gray suit. “Please tell me they paid you up front so you can give me the money you owe me.”

“They didn’t, but they agreed to pay me eight hundred dollars when I get them to their destination.”

The moonlight glinted on the wand protruding from his hand like a long slender finger. Damn it, she didn’t need to fight a duel tonight, and particularly not with Bradley.

He clicked his tongue as if he was reprimanding a naughty child. “I thought you knew better than to agree to something like that, especially since most of the parties you guide seem to mysteriously disappear.”

She tightened her grip around the dagger. This game of blackmail was quickly growing old. “One party, and that was due to circumstances beyond my control. You’ll get your money, Bradley, don’t worry.”

“You know the rules, Oni.” His wand whipped through the air like a rattlesnake striking and pressed into the soft spot under her chin. “If you show your face in town, you need to pay me for my silence. All the sheriff needs is one word from me, and you’ll swing. If you don’t have the money, perhaps we can develop an arrangement where you work it off with me.” There was no mistaking the lustful gleam in his eyes.

“And what would your wife say about that, considering she’s the one who controls your wallet?” She kept the smiled plastered on her face to hide her fear, even as he increased the pressure of the wand against her windpipe. “It would be a pity if she left you without a penny.”

“I could make sure you kept your mouth shut. Tell me, how much do you like your impertinent little tongue?”

Her grin widened. “If you cut it out, then you’ve just deprived yourself of some of the other things I could do with it. I’ve heard about the stuff you like.”

He closed the distance between them, the ridge in his pants pressing against her thigh. “Why are you making this so difficult? I’m giving you an easy opportunity to pay off your debt and avoid the hangman’s noose at the same time.”

She wasn’t a blushing virgin by any means, but she refused to stoop to prostitution. The mere idea of sleeping with Bradley made her stomach lurch. “Easy?”

“Yes, very easy. You must know how much I want to break that willful spirit of yours. Why do you think I’ve let you go as long as I have without paying me?”

His wand moved to the back of her skull. He left it there as a warning while his mouth clamped over hers.

Oni pressed her hands against his chest and shoved him away. “I never agreed to that.” She wiped the taste of stale tobacco and whiskey off her lips with the back of her sleeve.