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“T
ell me more about France.”

At the sound of Bailey's voice filtering though the predawn mist, Mateo lifted his head off the pillow and dropped a kiss on her silky crown.

They'd made love well into the night. The first time had been incredible. Incomparable. But over far too quickly. The second time they'd slowed down enough to thoroughly explore each other's bodies and share their most intimate needs. The third time they'd come apart in each other's arms might have been the best…the time when he'd truly begun to see that this joining meant more than simply great sex. The connection they shared, the amazing way they fit, was special.

That didn't mean he'd changed his mind about getting serious. About settling down. Invariably marriage meant children. Children of his own. But his practice was his life. He'd put all he had into doing his best and building a home
that was his. He had everything he needed. Everything and more. He felt secure, and that was life's most valuable gift.

If he were to become a husband…a father…well, he couldn't think of a more vulnerable place to be. There were concerns over the complications in the womb, worry about childhood disease, not to mention the fact that in this world he had no living family now, other than Mama. If fate stepped in and left his child without parents…

Mateo swallowed against the pit formed in his throat.

This is why he never let himself analyze relationships too deeply, particularly following the “after all she could get” Linda incident. He was a man of influence and means who could choose what course his life should take. Tonight he'd chosen to act on the undeniable chemistry he shared with Bailey. Given she'd asked about France a moment ago, he hoped they could continue to enjoy the attraction a while longer. For however long it might last.

Nestled in the crook of his arm, she twined to rest her chin on her thatched hands, which lay on one side of his chest.

“What's it like?” She asked, looking beautifully rumpled and sleep deprived but content. “Everyone seems to love Paris. Did you ever get into the city when you were young?”

“As a child?”

“Uh-huh.”

“I didn't know Paris existed.”

She sat up a little, bracing her weight on an elbow as she searched his eyes in the misty light. Outside, the morning sun peeked over the distant rise, painting a translucent halo around her head.

Her voice softened when she asked, “Were you very lonely there? At the orphanage, I mean.”

Mateo's jaw tensed. His first instinct was to push her question aside. If anyone, including Alex or Natalie, brought
up his childhood, he rarely gave away too much. The past was past…even if it was never forgotten.

But lying here with Bailey after the extraordinary night they'd shared, he felt closer to her this minute than anyone he'd known. That shouldn't be. He'd loved and respected Ernesto. He adored Mama. He had friends he would do anything for and, he was certain, vice versa.

And yet, he couldn't deny it. Whatever drew him to Bailey Ross was a force unto itself. He wanted to share more than his bed with her tonight. He wanted to open up…at least this once.

“I wasn't lonely,” he began. “I had many friends and adults I knew that cared for us all.” He thought more deeply and frowned. “I did feel
alone,
which is different, but I was too young to understand why. I never knew my parents. No one explained about the ‘who' or the ‘when.' I didn't realize a life outside the orphanage existed until my fifth birthday.”

Sitting up, she wrapped the sheet around her breasts, under her arms. “What happened on your birthday? I don't suppose you had a party.”

“From what I can recall, the day was pleasant enough. Everyone sang to me after lunch. I got a special dessert along with two friends I picked out.” He searched his memory and blinked then smiled. “I received a gift. People from town donated them. I tore open the paper and found a wooden train. Green chimney,” he recalled. “Red wheels. I thought I was made.” But his smile slipped. “Then my best friend said he was going away. That a mother and father were taking him home.”

Bailey tucked her knees up and hugged her sheet-clad legs. “It mustn't have made sense.”

He flinched at a familiar pang in his chest and for a moment he wanted to end that conversation and talk about the France people found in travel books. The “gay Paree”
with which Bailey would identify. But she wasn't listening to this story to snatch some voyeuristic thrill. He saw from her unguarded expression that she wanted to learn more about the man she'd made love with tonight. He wanted to learn more about her too. So, to be fair, he took a breath and went on.

“I knew some children were there with us, then, suddenly, they weren't. No one spoke about it, or if they did, I didn't have the maturity to latch on and work the steps out. But this time, with Henri, I began to see.”

“You realized something was missing.”

He nodded.

Yes, missing. Exactly.

“From a second-story window,” he said, “where the boys slept, I watched Henri slide into a shiny white car and drive away with two people, a man and woman. I shouted out and waved, but he didn't look up. Not until the last minute. Then he saw me. I think he called out my name, too.”

With her blue eyes glittering in the early dawn light, she tipped nearer and held his arm.

“Oh, Mateo…that must have been awful.”

Not
awful.
“Eye-opening. Unsettling. From then on I was more aware of others leaving. More aware that I was left behind. I tried to find him a few years back. It would be great to see him again. Hear if his memories match mine.”

Henri had been his first friend.

Mateo touched the scar on his upper lip—the one he'd received when Henri had thrown a ball too hard and he'd missed catching it—then, dismissing the pang in his chest, he swung his legs over the side of the bed and reached for the water decanter. After pouring two glasses, he offered her one.

She drank, watching him over the rim of her glass.

“How did Mama Celeca find you?” she asked, handing the empty glass back.

“Not Mama. Ernesto.” He took another mouthful and set both glasses down. “Years before, he'd been in love with a woman who'd carried his child. A friend, returning from France, let Ernesto know he'd heard that Antoinette had given birth in a town called Ville Laube and had offered her baby boy up for adoption there. Ernesto flew straight over. He found the orphanage his friend had described but not his boy.”

Clutching the sheet under her chin, Bailey sagged.

“I thought you'd say that
you
were Ernesto's child.”

“Not through blood. But apparently my parents were Italian, too. I was left there when I was three, but I don't remember any life before the orphanage.”

She shifted and he waited until she'd settled alongside of him.

“One day after Henri had gone,” he went on, “I saw this sad looking man sitting alone in the courtyard under a huge oak. His hands were clasped between his thighs. His eyes were downcast. When I edged closer, I saw they were bloodshot. He'd been crying. I knew because some times in the mornings I had bloodshot eyes too.”

His throat closed as the memory grew stronger and flooded his mind with a mix of emotions, sounds and smells from the past. The scent of lavender. The noise of children playing. The deepest feeling that, if only he knew this sad man, he would like him.

But, “I didn't know why the man was unhappy. I had no idea what to say. I only knew I felt for him. So I sat down and put my hand over his.”

Mateo looked across. In the growing light, he thought he saw a single tear speed down Bailey's cheek. Ironic, because after that day he couldn't remember ever crying again.

“And he took you home,” she said.

“Home to Italy, yes. And later here to Australia.”

“So Mama Celeca isn't your real grandmother?”

“She's always treated me as though she is. She accepted me from the moment Ernesto brought me back to Casa Buona. I helped Ernesto in his office during the day and hung out with Mama in the kitchen in the evenings.”

“Where she taught you to cook.”

Remembering the aromas and Mama's careful instructions, he smiled and nodded. “The old-fashioned way.”

“The
best
way.” She turned more toward him. “Did Ernesto find his boy?”

“No.” And that was the tragedy. “Although he never gave up hope.”

“Did he ever marry?”

“Never. He died two years ago.”

“I remember. Mama told me.”

“He wanted to be buried back home. Mama was heartbroken at her son's death, but that, at least, gave her a measure of comfort.” He voiced the words that were never far from his heart. “He was a good son. A good father. Last year I had a call from a woman, Ernesto's biological son's widow. After he'd been killed in a hit-and-run, she'd found papers from the orphanage that helped her track Ernesto down. She'd wanted him to know.”

She lowered her head and murmured, so softly, he barely heard. “Is all this why Natalie thinks you might bring home a child from France one day?”

“Adoption rules were more flexible in the country back then.”

“You'd have no trouble proving you could care for a child. I haven't known you long but I know you'd make a good father…like Ernesto.”

A knot twisted in his chest. Sharp. Uncomfortable. He'd already explained.

“I'm too busy for a child.” He looked inside and, flinching, admitted, “Too selfish.”

When his temple throbbed, he turned to plump up his pillow. They ought to get some sleep, Bailey especially.

They lay down again, front to front, curled up tight. Mateo was drifting when she murmured against his chest.

“When are you expected in France?”

“Next week.”

“I told Natalie I'd start work for her in two days' time.” She lifted her head to glance out the window at the ever-rising sun. “Make that tomorrow.”

Mateo was suddenly wide awake. If Bailey was thinking about changing her mind and coming with him…

“Natalie won't hold anything against you for taking a week off.”

In fact, he was sure she'd be happy at the news. Natalie made no secret of the fact that she would love to see her husband's best friend settled with someone nice. Not that that was in the cards.

She snuggled into him more. “I'd feel as if I were copping out.”

“Visiting the Eiffel Tower, the Louvre, perhaps. But the orphanage?” He skimmed a hand down her smooth warm arm. “It's not a cop-out.”

After several minutes, her breathing grew deeper and he thought she was finally asleep. He was letting oblivion overtake him too when she spoke again.

“Mama's right.”

He forced his heavy lids open. “About what?”

She rubbed her cheek against his chest and murmured in a groggy voice, “You are a good man.”

A
s Mateo predicted, Natalie wasn't the least bit upset when the following day, Bailey rang to explain.

“I know I'm only starting,” she began, sitting behind Mateo's desk in his home office. “I'm so grateful for the chance, but I was wondering if I could possibly ask for the week after next off?”

“Are you all right?”

“I feel great.” In fact, better than great. “Mateo asked whether I might like to fly with him to France.”

Bailey jerked the receiver from her ear as Natalie squealed down the line.

“Sorry,” Natalie said. “I'm just excited for you. For you both. And I'll need to go through my wardrobe with a fine-tooth comb. In late October, you're going to need some warm clothes over there.”

The following day Bailey dived into the first of her cleaning jobs. The work was constant and anything but glamorous,
but she rolled up her sleeves and took pride in making sure the floors were spotless and that the kitchens and bathrooms sparkled. She was being constructive, pushing forward, earning her way and feeling rewarded because of it.

When Friday came, Bailey was exhausted by the time she got to Mateo's place. But she was also elated. When he opened the door for her, she threw out her hand.

Mateo took the slip of paper she held. “What's this?”

“A printout of the receipt from my transfer.”

Mateo had set up an account solely for the purpose of her loan repayments.

When he smiled, he truly looked pleased.

“We should celebrate.”

“What do you suggest?”

“Dinner at this little Italian taverna five minutes from here. Unless you're too tired…”

“No.” Suddenly she was feeling pepped up. She
should
celebrate. This was a noteworthy step toward reaching her goals. “But on one condition. I pay my way.”

One brow hiked up. “You're supposed to be saving, not spending.”

“We go dutch or we don't go.”

They went and enjoyed a carafe of Chianti, twirled and slurped spaghetti, paid half each and, when they arrived home, made love as they'd done every night since their first.

Afterward, as they lay tangled in each other's arms and Mateo stroked her hair, Bailey thought back on the week, feeling happier than she had in a long while. She'd had fun backpacking around Europe and she'd enjoyed herself in Italy—before Emilio had cornered her the way he had. But now, here with Mateo, she'd stepped up to a different level of understanding.

Funnily enough, she felt settled. Living in this grand palace
with a strong-minded millionaire doctor…unbelievable, but she felt as if she belonged.

But this hyper exhilaration was only temporary. It wasn't real. Wouldn't last. Staying in this extraordinary house with this extraordinary man was a fairy tale she happened to fall into. Clearly, Mateo had been with other women but he'd never committed, as Mama had told her more than once. There was no reason to believe that what they'd shared this week would last either.

She was a big girl. She was fine with that.

Smoothing a palm over his chest, she smiled softly. This time with Mateo might be temporary, but she planned to enjoy each minute and, when it was over, cherish every memory. It was a temporary happy ending to an unpleasant episode in her life. And Paris was yet to come!

Two days later they flew halfway around the world on the sumptuous private jet Mateo hired. Nibbling on mouth-watering cheese and fruit platters, feeling as if she were lounging at a luxury retreat rather than an aircraft, Bailey was certain she would never view air travel the same again.

It was early evening when they landed at Charles de Gaulle. The weather was cool in the City of Light, but the darkening sky held no threat of rain or sleet. Bailey tugged Natalie's silk-lined designer jacket higher around her ears and, loving the chilly nip on her nose—so different from the warm weather in Australia this time of year—slid into the back of the chauffeur driven limousine, with Mateo entering behind her. She guessed her mother would have felt just as excited when she'd arrived in this famous city years before.

As the driver performed a pared down city tour, she lapped up the scenery while Mateo pointed out noteworthy spots. The iconic spire of the Eiffel Tower, the history effused Arc de Triomphe. Then they passed the Louvre and the Pyramid.

Bailey sighed. “I wonder if there's a person in the world who doesn't want to see the
Mona Lisa
.”

His hand found hers and squeezed. “We'll spend an entire day there.”

“Before or after we've spent a morning strolling along the Seine? And I want to sip coffee at a gorgeous sidewalk café and gaze up at the obelisk at the Place de la Concorde.”

Mateo nuzzled her hair. “We'll do it all. I promise.”

They checked into one of the best hotels in the city, only steps from the Champs-Elysees. Bailey held her pounding heart as she took in magnificent glittering chandeliers, mirror polished floors, classic marble statuettes and fountains of fresh scented flowers. She wasn't interested in being wealthy. Money did
not
buy happiness—ask her father. But this kind of experience was different. It was about appreciating another culture. About absorbing history. Enriching one's life by seeing how others communicated and lived. This hotel was a prime example of crème de la crème. Tomorrow they would move among the less fortunate…children without family or homes of their own. Children who lived as Mateo had once done.

As Mateo checked in at the reception desk, Bailey absorbed his effortless sophisticated air. Calling into that orphanage each year must be a bittersweet experience. Were his memories of that place still sharp or were those long ago days more like a dream…as these days would no doubt be to her in a few years' time?

When they reached their suite, Bailey drifted toward a twinkling view, visible past a soaring window, while Mateo wasted no time coming up behind and enfolding her in his arms.

“It's said that Paris in daytime is only resting,” he murmured against her hair. “That the city only comes to life
at night. So,” his breath felt warm on the sweep of her neck, “are you ready to take on the town?”

“I'd love to say yes, but I need sleep.” And she didn't want to be dead on her feet tomorrow when they reached their first and most important destination—the orphanage.

“Hungry then?” He twined her arms around his and pressed her extra close. “Or perhaps we ought to check out that fine piece of furniture.”

Eyes drifting closed, she hummed out a grin. He meant that canopied bed.

Turning her back on the view—on the glittering spectacle of Paris at night—she rotated until they were facing one another then gifted his stubbly jaw with a lingering kiss.

“I like that idea,” she murmured. “Let's freshen up first.”

“Only if we do it together.”

He led her through to a marble finished room, featuring a classic clawfoot tub, big enough for two. After kissing her thoroughly, a toe-curling taste of what was to come, he left to order up refreshments.

Floating, Bailey ran the gold gooseneck faucet, added salts and bubble liquid into the rising water then, humming, twirled her hair up and set it with a single pin. After stripping off her shoes and Natalie-sponsored clothes, she threaded her arms through an oversized courtesy robe but stopped when she caught her reflection in the window.

Holding her fluttering stomach, she wanted to imprint this precise moment…this dreamlike feeling…into her memory forever. Beyond that pane, Paris was buzzing with music and laughter and life. Even more amazing, beyond that door, Mateo Celeca was looking forward to sharing this bath with her.

Tying the robe's sash, she lowered onto the edge of the bath's porcelain rim and took stock.

Two weeks ago she'd been near desperate to get home,
for the chance to start again. Two weeks ago she'd thought constantly about her father…reliving those earlier happier years…regretting that their relationship had come unstuck. When she'd seen Damon Ross in the city during that exhausting second day back in Australia, her heart had screamed out for her to walk over. To give them another chance. The cab's timely arrival had put a stop to that idea, thank heaven, because there was nothing she could say that she hadn't said before. Nothing she could do that would mend those flattened fences. She'd tried in the past, over and again. The more she'd persisted, the more her father had only wanted to push her away.

One day, perhaps, they'd talk again, Bailey decided, swirling a hand through the deepening warm bubble-filled pool. But that couldn't happen until she'd proven herself to herself. She was young. With the right attitude she could accomplish anything. Go anywhere.

Right now, however, she wanted to help Mateo accomplish his goals here in France. Of course, she also wanted to enjoy this time they had here as lovers. Still, she was mindful of keeping this whirlwind romance in perspective. It would be ridiculously easy to fall in love with an amazing man like Mateo Celeca only to be left behind.

After this time together, that he was so successful and she was so definitely not didn't worry her so much. His state of mind, as far as commitment was concerned, did. She'd briefly wondered whether he might want to find a wife and adopt that little boy he'd spoken about. But Mateo was married to his career and wanted to keep it that way. He'd confessed he was too busy for a family of his own. Too selfish.

Despite his mansion back home and all his lavish possessions, she couldn't believe he was self-centered. Although Mateo kept him well hidden, the orphaned boy he'd once been was still there deep inside. The boy who'd had no
one and nothing. She felt the bracelet heavy on her wrist and smiled softly. People had different ways of dealing with the past.

The adjoining door fanned open and Bailey, brought back, pushed herself to her feet. Mateo entered the room carrying a silver service tray holding two champagne flutes and a dish of sliced pear. At the sight of him, the tips of her breasts tingled and her blood instantly heated. But for the white serving cloth draped over his forearm, he was naked.

Her gaze drank him in…tall, toned and completely comfortable in his own gorgeous bronzed skin.

“I hope you didn't answer the door to room service dressed like that,” she said, holding off tightening her robe's sash.

“I doubt they'd bat an eye.”

With his gaze lidded and hot, he sauntered closer. After placing the tray on a ledge next to the bath, he poured the champagne then handed over a flute. The glasses pinged as they touched.

“To Paris,” he said.

“To Paris,” she agreed and sipped.

As the bubbles fizzed on her tongue then slid down her throat, Mateo selected the largest piece of pear, bit in and watched juice sluice down his thumb.

“Delicious,” he said and licked his lips.

He offered her a taste. But when she moved to take a bite, he lowered the fruit and touched the piece to the hollow of her throat, drawing a calculated circle before sliding the pear farther down.

Pulse rate climbing, Bailey closed her eyes and waited for the cool to glide between the dip of her cleavage, under the folds of her robe. Instead Mateo lowered his head and sucked at the juice slipping a single line down her throat.

Soaking up each and every thrilling sensation, Bailey sighed and let her neck rock back.

As his mouth slid lower, the sash at her waist was released. A moment later, cool air feathered over her exposed breasts, her thighs, at the same time a big palm trailed the plane of her quivering belly then higher, over her ribs and tender swell of each breast.

He nipped her lower lip and spoke of the near overflowing tub. “That bath needs attention.”

Winding her arms around his neck, she whispered in his ear, “Me first.”