Authors: Daisy Styles
âWhat is it? What's happened?' he yelled.
âAccident up at Phoenix,' a neighbour replied.
âThe Phoenix!' Tommy exclaimed, and without pausing to ask another question he tore up the hill out of town.
It didn't take Tommy long to reach the moors where by now the snow was falling fast. Recognizing a local girl hurrying home, he stopped to ask her what had happened.
âExplosion on't cordite line,' she answered breathlessly. âLucky it didn't take out the bloody lot of us!'
With fear and panic rising in him Tommy sprinted even faster up the snowy slopes until eventually the Phoenix loomed up, cordoned off by soldiers and bomb experts.
âNo entry!' a soldier called as Tommy approached.
Gasping for breath, Tommy stood wondering what to do next. He didn't know where Elsie lived; he didn't know what section she worked on; he didn't even know her last name! What he did know made him tremble with emotion: she was the sweetest, most innocent girl he'd ever met, with gentle green eyes that had captivated him all night long.
âI've
got
to find her,' he muttered under his breath.
Seeing Tommy's frantic expression, a passing overseer said, âCan I help, lad?'
âI'm looking for a lass that works here,' Tommy replied.
âName?'
âElsie.'
âAnd which Elsie would that be?' said the overseer patiently.
Feeling foolish, Tommy shook his head. âI dunno ⦠I only met her last night.'
âThe bomb squad have shut down the factory till they get the all-clear, so there's only two places she can be,' the overseer told him. âEither in her digs or in th' hospital.'
He led the stunned Tommy into the hospital complex where he pointed to a noticeboard.
âCheck the casualty list,' he said. âYou might find her there.'
Tommy's eyes quickly scanned the list; there were at
least three Elsies. He couldn't go searching the hospital wards looking for an Elsie with green eyes! Shaking his head in despair, he turned to see two girls hurrying up the hospital corridor, one small and delicate with silky blonde hair caught up in a ribbon, the other tall and slim with tumbling auburn hair flying around her anxious face.
Recognizing them as local girls, Tommy stopped them in their tracks.
âS'cuse me, do you know a little lass called Elsie?'
Emily, who'd had eyes for only one thing the previous night, didn't recognize the gawky, uncomfortable boy before her, but Alice did.
âWeren't you dancing with her last night?' she asked gently.
âAye, I was. I've come to see if she's alreet,' he said awkwardly.
âShe was injured in this morning's blast,' Alice told him gravely.
Seeing Tommy pale with shock, she grabbed his hand and pulled him along beside them.
âWe're on our way to see her now â come with us.'
They found Agnes and Elsie a few beds apart. Agnes's hands were bandaged but she was wide awake and frantically beckoned them towards her when she saw them. Elsie was fast asleep.
âThey're going to be fine,' the ward sister assured them. âBoth of them have burns to the face and hands, Elsie's also slightly concussed. She must have fallen and hit her head.'
As Alice and Emily hurried over to Agnes, Tommy sat down beside Elsie's bed and stared into her sleeping face. She looked so young and innocent, and the cuts on her
bruised cheeks only enhanced her loveliness as far as Tommy was concerned. Peering around to make sure nobody was watching him, Tommy raised Elsie's right hand and pressed it tenderly to his lips.
âI'll be right here when you wake up,' he said softly.
A few beds away Agnes was deeply agitated. âYou know who caused the blast?' she whispered.
âLillian,' Emily whispered back.
âShe's just told us,' Alice added.
âShe's not told anybody else, has she?' Agnes dropped her voice. âYou know she could be fired on the spot for gross negligence.'
âMalc thinks he can liaise between Lillian and Mr Featherstone,' Alice told her.
Emily laughed harshly.
âHe's as much to blame as she is. It was him that kept her up most of the night.'
âLast time I saw Lillian, she was having fun with some handsome Canadian,' Agnes recalled.
âI think Malc made her an offer she couldn't refuse,' Alice said with a knowing smile. âYou know what a sucker she is for lace knickers and nylons!'
Agnes giggled then quickly stopped.
âOuch! It only hurts when I laugh!'
When the ward sister saw Agnes grimacing in pain she called out sharply, âLadies! Can we keep our patient as calm as possible, please?'
When Elsie woke up and saw the blurred shape of a man's head and shoulders she immediately thought it was her dad come to take her back to Gateshead.
âNo, Dad, no! I'm fine,' she said as she struggled to sit
up. A blazing pain shooting across her temples sent her falling back against the pillows. âOw!' she groaned.
âHave a sip of water,' Tommy said, and he supported her whilst she drank from a glass he was holding.
Elsie peered up as she took the proffered water. âIt's
you
!' she said softly, not quite believing her eyes.
Tommy settled her back onto her pillows and stroked hair off her damp forehead.
âDon't fret yourself, lass,' he said gently. âYou need to get some rest.'
Elsie gazed up at him, her green eyes wide with happiness.
âYou came all this way to see me?'
âIt's not exactly miles, is it?' he joked as he continued to stroke her forehead.
With a contented smile, Elsie closed her eyes and sank back into a deep sleep.
âYou're my lass,' Tommy whispered. âAnd I'm going to look after you.'
Whilst Emily and Alice were paying their hospital visit Lillian was being led by Malc into the Phoenix, which, to their surprise, had already been given the all-clear and was now back in full production.
âWe were so lucky not to have more damage,' Malc said as they walked along side by side. âI thought we might have been out of action for months.'
âI suppose that's one way of looking at it,' sighed Lillian miserably.
âWhat I'm trying to say before we meet Mr Featherstone,' said Malc, dropping his voice to an urgent whisper,
âis the damage was contained to your section, and there were, thank Christ, no bombs on the overhead conveyor belt otherwise we'd be talking about a wipe-out.'
âAgnes must have seen it coming otherwise she'd never have yelled a warning before the explosion,' said Lillian. âPoor kid, she put us first as usual and got badly hurt in the process.' Lillian's shoulders slumped as she put her head in her hands. âGod! I hate myself!'
âLillian!' cried Malc as he grabbed her hands and shook her. âPull yourself together!'
Lillian swallowed hard and nodded.
âRemember what I told you?'
âDon't mention the black-market booze,' she said dully.
âAnd don't keep yapping on about being up half the night either,' he reminded her. âReady?'
Lillian's stomach lurched in fear. Nodding her head, she muttered a low, âYes.'
âRight then.'
Straightening his tie, Malc walked ahead of Lillian and opened Mr Featherstone's office door.
âLet's face the music,' he muttered as he ushered her in.
Usually a retiring man not prone to raising his voice, Mr Featherstone was virtually incandescent.
âYou know the first rule in a munitions factory: no metal anywhere about your person!' he roared when he'd heard the sorry tale.
Ignoring Malc's words of advice, Lillian stuck out her little chin and spoke firmly and clearly.
âI take total responsibility, sir.'
Malc rolled his eyes; this wasn't the way he'd planned on playing it.
Before Lillian totally shot herself in the foot, he quickly said, âNobody can doubt the magnitude of Lillian's mistake, it was gross negligence without a doubt, but like all the girls on the floor she's under a lot of pressure.'
âNone of them have managed to cause an explosion so far!' Mr Featherstone snapped.
Malc glared at Lillian, willing her to keep quiet.
âThe point is, if we withdraw Lillian from the workplace we lose an experienced Bomb Girl who right now is vital for the war effort,' Malc said calmly. âIf she can assure us that this kind of thing will
never
happen again, I believe we should put her back on the cordite line rather than suspend her or, worse still, send her to a tribunal.'
Mr Featherstone drummed his podgy fingers on his desk.
âIt's the example she's set to the other girls. What if they all forgot to remove their clips? We could be blown to kingdom come!'
Lillian spoke quickly before Malc could speak for her.
âI can see that, and I will certainly apologize to my colleagues for my actions,' she said staunchly. âI hope that what has happened has given us all a shock and we will all be doubly careful from now on.'
Seeing the strain in her face and the tears in her dark eyes, Mr Featherstone nodded slowly.
âIt'd be a pity to lose an experienced Bomb Girl, that's for sure,' he conceded. âBut you'll be under close scrutiny for a very long time.'
Lillian humbly bowed her head.
âThank you, Mr Featherstone.'
As the shifts changed hands, a crowd of munitions girls hurried through the canteen, where Alice and Emily were sitting having a cup of tea. To their surprise, they heard Lillian thumping loudly on one of the dining tables. As they stopped to stare at her, Lillian hopped onto the table in order to face her workmates.
âMany of you will be wondering what caused the explosion on the cordite line,' she said loudly. âWell ⦠it was me,' she blurted out. âA hairgrip fell out of my hair, just one little spark ⦠you know the rest. I'm so sorry. I can't believe I let that happen.' Her voice faltered but she forged on. âI want you to know I am truly, truly sorry and it will never happen again.'
âHave you been fired?' a woman called out.
Lillian wiped away the tears welling up in her eyes.
âNo, I'm back on the bomb line as from tomorrow, under close observation.' Her voice broke into a sob. âI'm so ⦠so sorry,' she mumbled, utterly shamefaced.
Seeing Lillian distraught, Alice and Emily quickly helped her step down from the table.
âYou've said enough,' Alice said firmly. âWe know you're sorry. It's going to be okay,' she added kindly.
On either side of Lillian they took hold of her trembling hands.
âCome on, Elsie and Agnes are waiting to see you in the hospital,' said Emily with a wink.
The girls couldn't believe their eyes when they saw a radiant if somewhat woozy Elsie sitting up in bed, with
Tommy on a chair beside her holding her hand. Agnes smiled conspiratorially as her friends approached.
âThese two love birds have got something to tell you.'
Elsie looked shyly at Tommy, who smiled and nodded.
âGo on,' he urged. âTell 'em.'
Looking like she would burst with happiness, Elsie said, âWe're getting wed!'
âBut you've only just met!' gasped Alice.
âAnd you yourself said you've never been to a dance before, never even met a man before!' Agnes called from her sickbed.
Despite her bandaged head, Elsie replied with a blissful smile, âYou're right, I've never really met a lad before,' she said as she grasped Tommy's hand.
Even at such a serious moment, Lillian couldn't help but crack a joke. âBloody hell! Were you brought up in a convent?'
Elsie burst out laughing.
âThere were lads at school but mi dad said he'd kill me if he caught me talking to 'em.'
Tommy's face flushed with anger.
âHow could anybody hurt a little flower like you?'
Elsie gave a dismissive shrug.
âThat's all in the past,' she said bravely. âWhat I'm trying to say is that I'd never properly talked to a lad till I talked to you last night.' She blushed as she added, âWe've only just met but I know I'd be happy to spend the rest of my life talking to you.'
Overcome, Tommy wiped tears from his soft brown eyes, as did Elsie's friends, though tenacious Alice questioned the young couple further.
âYou're very young,' she cautioned Tommy.
But he threw back his skinny shoulders as he replied, âI'm twenty-four, older than Elsie. I may look like a streak of â' He stopped short of saying the swear word for fear of offending his new fiancée. âSorry, love.'
Elsie gave a girlie giggle.
âDon't fret, pet. I've heard a lot worse than that in mi time.'
âBefore I joined the Lancashire Fusiliers I worked down't pits and when war's over I'll go back down't pits, God willing,' he said fervently. âWho knows what'll happen to any of us? None of us are safe, whether it's here in a bomb factory or on't front line. I could take a bullet, whilst you take a bomb blast.' Still holding onto Elsie's hand, he rose to his feet to face Elsie's friends square on. âI love this beautiful girl with all my heart and I'll take care of her and protect her all my life!' he declared.
âOh, God!' Lillian exclaimed as she started weeping afresh. âI'm going to be stretchered out of here if you carry on talking like that.'
Weak as she was, Elsie struggled to sit up higher.
âTommy's right. There's a war on,' she said through a mist of tears. âWe might have a year, we might have a lifetime, but I'm going to snatch every minute of happiness whilst I can.'
It was at this point that even Alice conceded, leaning over and kissing Elsie.
âI want to hug you!' she grinned.
Elsie pointed to her wounds.