The Broken Eye (57 page)

Ironfist won, despite having what seemed a worse weapon, nine to six. The brothers finished with double swords. Tremblefist won, but only ten–nine. The total of all the bouts went to Ironfist.

“Form up,” Ironfist said.

And here’s where we get the lesson, Kip thought.

The squads were, by this time, highly efficient at getting into place. In seconds they stood in neat lines.

“Tremblefist, thank you,” Ironfist said. He bowed low to his brother, as to an equal. His brother bowed a bit lower, but a smirk played on his lips. Ironfist motioned that Tremblefist could go. “Squad Yod!” he barked. “Being the worst has its perks. Take the rest of the day off. You’re dismissed.”

The members of Yod looked at each other. Some were dumb enough to look excited at getting the day off. The smarter ones looked stung. They’d been called the worst. It was the truth, of course. Of ten squads, they were tenth. But those few had the sense to see that being dismissed early was a perk, but it wasn’t all perk.

Nevertheless, they bowed and left.

“Squad Teth,” Ironfist said, addressing the ninth squad. “What did you learn today?”

“That you’re fuckin’ awesome,” someone whispered in the back. It carried more than intended.

They fell silent as they realized Commander Ironfist had heard it. “Squad Teth, Blackguards guard their tongues. One hour running.” They quietly groaned and hung their heads. He paused. “Minus half, because I am.”

The squads all laughed and cheered.

Ironfist cracked a grin. “Squad Teth, dismissed.” They left, clapping the one who’d spoken out on the shoulders and giving each other a hard time.

After they closed the door behind themselves, Commander Ironfist said, “Squad Kheth, what’d you learn?”

Kheth, Zayin, Vav, and He squads each came up with some technique or combination they’d never seen before. Some of the comments were quite good, noting that a counter only worked because of Ironfist’s or Tremblefist’s reach or strength.

After the door closed behind He, Commander Ironfist looked at the remaining four squads: his thirty-three best Blackguard inductees. “Daleth, Gimel, Beth, Aleph,” he said, looking at each squad in turn. “Being the worst has its perks. So does being the best. What’s your perk?”

Ben-hadad said, “We get more instruction; they get more time off.”

“And what’s that mean?” the commander asked.

“They’re being punished for their ineptitude,” an Archer from Gimel said. “They think they’re gaining something by getting free time, and thus they prove that they aren’t the best.”

“Did all of them look elated to go?” the commander asked.

“The smart ones looked heartbroken,” Kip said.

“Which means the smart ones will redouble their efforts to get better,” Cruxer said. “It’ll make the cream rise.”

“Yes, and?” Ironfist asked.

“Not an ‘and,’” Kip said. “A ‘but.’ But this means—”

“Hold,” Ironfist said. “Squad Daleth, you’re dismissed.”

It was clearly a shot in the gut for the eight nunks of Squad Daleth. Having been identified for one moment as elite, and then pushed out of the circle, not a one of this squad looked happy to get out early.

“Commander, please, let us stay,” the squad leader, Aria, said. Admirably, she didn’t make it sound like begging, simply a request.

“The best are not
allowed
to stay, they earn it,” Commander Ironfist said. “Dismissed.”

There was sharp silence as Squad Daleth left.

But Commander Ironfist ignored it. Kip had no doubt that everyone in that squad would double their efforts. “Breaker, go on.”

Kip took a breath. “By kicking them out, it just means that the best get better. By our training more, we’ll continue to be the best.”

“Is there any way around that?”

“You could give the most instruction to the worst squads,” Cruxer said.

“That would make them better, at the cost of making you worse than you could be. We’re not interested in mediocrity here.”

“You could have them train just as much as we do,” Teia said.

“They do already. They were here; they saw what you saw, but I guarantee that all the remaining intelligent comments would have come from Gimel, Beth, and Aleph, not the lower squads. Because we’ve done this before. We’ve seen it. We’ve seen how the worst—even in this elite group—slow down everyone. And my time is finite. I cannot teach a class of one hundred as quickly or as well as I can teach a class of ten. Nor ten as well as one. Would that it were not so.

“To have an elite of anything is to be at the best slightly unfair. There is always someone who almost made it, and if you expand the bounds to encompass that one, there’s someone else who almost made that circle. The question is always, what do you get in trade for being slightly unfair? The Blackguard could be a thousand strong, or it could be ten. We make the trades. We decide when to expand the circle to let in someone who is not quite as good as the rest of you.”

“At some level, though, there’s a kind of equality,” Kip said. “Or at least … the differences don’t matter. A Teia has such gifts you’d be a fool not to bring her onto the Blackguard, even if she couldn’t fight at all. You told me that. Ben-hadad can’t command like Cruxer, but he’s so smart, he brings us other things. Big Leo might lose eight bouts of ten to Cruxer, but his very size means there’s times we don’t have to fight at all. At some point, a person has enough gifts that even if he isn’t the best at all things, he’s too valuable to give up.”

The squads looked at Kip like he’d said something smart.

“I agree,” Commander Ironfist said. “That’s why I’m lecturing three squads here, and not just Aleph. Now, what lessons did you learn, Gimel?”

“That practice can get you killed in battle. That you have to always keep the limits of the training you’ve done in mind,” a singularly ugly young man named Cracks said.

“A truism from the very first days of our training,” Commander Ironfist said. “How’d you see it, exactly?”

“In the first sparring, you made a single mistake, and it led to a touch, instantly. Maybe that’s because Tremblefist has fought you so many times that he knows exactly what your skills are, but I think it was instead because in being totally aggressive, he only risked losing a single point. He could fling himself at you with abandon, trying to grab that mistake. Would he have been so fast to attack if he were risking his life rather than a point? I’d say no.”

Commander Ironfist nodded. “Great tourney fencers often kill many and die quickly in battle. Well done, Squad Gimel. You’re dismissed. Squad Beth, tell me something that good or better.”

After they left, a compact young woman named Tensit said, “You set up Tremblefist, didn’t you?”

“How so?”

“You’ve been training Teia with the rope spear. It’s an odd weapon, and she hasn’t practiced in the open. He assumed you’d be out of practice. But what I don’t understand is how you got Teia to choose.”

“I got that,” Cruxer said. “Inductees who use unusual weapons will always choose to see their own weapon demonstrated by a master. So you knew Big Leo would choose heavy chain; you could reject that, and Teia was standing right next to him. You’ve been working with her long enough to know that she’d jump on the chance. So you did set up Tremblefist.”

A sly grin crept onto Ironfist’s broad face. “So sayeth the Tactician, ‘He who knoweth himself and his enemy dreadeth nought.’ Squad Beth, well done, you’re dismissed.”

They bowed low and left.

“Being the best has its perks, Squad Aleph,” Ironfist said. “But it also means you work longer than anyone else. Prove that you’re the best in mind, and not just in arms.”

“It’s the first time I’ve seen Tremblefist smile,” Teia said, musing aloud.

A cloud passed over Ironfist’s face. “True, but what’s the tactical significance of that? Is there any?”

“I don’t … I’m sorry.”

No one else said a word.

Ironfist blew out a breath. “You may know that my brother’s birth name is Hanishu. Mine is Harrdun. I was given my Blackguard name when I punched through a door and subdued a raider holding a hostage on the other side of it.”

“Subdued?” Ferkudi whispered. “I heard he nearly ripped the man’s head off.”

“But Hanishu picked his own name,” Ironfist said, pretending not to hear.

For one moment, Kip was struck by how different this was than learning under Magister Kadah. Where she mocked and belittled and ruled through fear, with Ironfist—a man whom the squad actually should fear—learning was like being yoked together with him. Everyone had to push as hard as they could to keep up with him, but one always felt that he was working, too. In comparison, Magister Kadah put the yoke on you alone, and then criticized how unevenly you pulled it by yourself.

Kip looked at the faces of his squadmates. They were intent, utterly focused, fearful of letting the commander down, but not fearful. He had them heart and soul and strength, not because he gave them a respect they didn’t deserve, but because he expected them to deliver the best they were able to deliver, always, and he thought their best was better than they thought it was.

This was a great man in action. It was a quiet greatness, but Kip wanted to emulate it.

The commander paused, as if he didn’t want to ask the question, but felt he owed it to the squad. “Do you know why Hanishu chose—”

“Better to be called Tremblefist than the Butcher,” Kip said.

An awkward silence reigned. But Commander Ironfist finally said, “Training makes us. War breaks us. Hanishu had something terrible happen to him, and he did terrible things in retribution. He’s never trusted himself since then. Has never wanted to lead. This is a personal matter, and I won’t discuss it further. But that it does happen is not a personal matter. As leaders and as friends, you need to watch each other, and help, and never, never, never give up on each other.

“Now,” he said, putting that aside, “what else did you learn today?”

No one said anything.

Kip moved to speak, but stopped.

Cruxer nodded to him. Go ahead.

“He’s better than you,” Kip said.

Commander Ironfist cocked an eyebrow.

“Breaker,” Big Leo said. “We just saw the commander win. As he won when they fought before.”

“With a trick,” Teia shot back.

“Tricks count,” Ben-hadad said.

“I’m not talking about today,” Kip said. “I’m talking about when you had your big public exhibition. Years ago. That didn’t involve strange weapons; it was straightforward, and Tremblefist was better than you, but you won. You won because he let you.”

“Breaker,” Cruxer said, “there were hundreds of trained fighters at that exhibition. No way someone could throw a match in front of all of them and not be noticed.” Ah, Cruxer, the idealist.

“At this level? What’s a couple points?” Kip asked.

“Why would he do such a thing?” Ironfist asked, low, dangerous.

“For the same reason he chose Tremblefist as his name. He didn’t want to lead, didn’t trust himself, but he trusted
you
. By taking a name that automatically made people think of you, any excellence he showed would make people think even more of you. ‘If Tremblefist is this good, how good must Ironfist be?’ He killed his own prospects for advancement to help yours. When you fought in that exhibition, it had to be close. It had to be incredible. But in the end, you had to win. He smiled because today, he could try to win. Because today, the match wouldn’t matter. Anyone can get lucky, and now it wouldn’t hurt your reputation.”

“Very good, Aleph Squad,” Ironfist said, his voice raspy. “Dismissed. Now.”

The squad moved out quickly. Kip went with them, but when they reached the elevator, he finally stumbled upon the obvious.

“Oh, shit,” he said. “I’ll be right back.”

He walked quickly back down the hall and opened the door, but the words dried on his lips. Commander Ironfist was on his knees, face buried in his hands, weeping.

Ironfist hadn’t known. All these years, he had thought his brother had merely had an off day when they fought that exhibition. All these years, he thought his brother had chosen to be called Tremblefist because of his own brokenness. All these years, and he hadn’t known what his brother had sacrificed for him, how Tremblefist loved him.

Kip stepped out silently—and found himself face-to-face with Tremblefist. Kip swallowed, looking up at the giant, but the big man merely put a hand on his shoulder, squeezed it briefly, and went inside. Kip closed the door behind him.

They never heard what was said between the brothers, but after that day, Tremblefist seemed to emerge from the shadows. He took over the training of Squad Aleph, and from time to time, he smiled.

Chapter 52

It took all of Karris’s courage to open the door to her own room. There was no escape from this. If Marissia weren’t waiting in the room now, she’d be there later, at some time when Karris wasn’t ready. In fact, the more she’d thought about it, the more certain she’d become that Marissia knew that she knew: of course a new handler in charge of gathering information would immediately ask who the old handler had been.

Thus, in surrendering Teia to be handled by Karris, Marissia had knowingly surrendered herself.

Karris opened the door. Marissia was seated at her desk off to the side of the room, her quill scratching quietly. She looked up, and put the quill in its stand. She was perfectly calm. A perfect lady, despite her clipped ears. Irritatingly beautiful. A winter storm was raging outside, sheets of rain cascading past the windows, thunder rattling the tower.

Walking straight toward her desk, Karris felt like a young Blackguard, coming to report to her watch captain rather than as the lady of her household, coming to confront a slave. A slave! But Karris’s knees felt weak.

“The White told me long ago,” Marissia said, “‘She who controls the information controls everything.’”

Karris was curiously numb. She walked over to Marissia’s desk, pulled a chair over, and sat across from her. Marissia studied her quietly, an expression that Karris couldn’t quite read fluttering around the edges of her face like a moth trying to escape from a tent.