The Chief (8 page)

He was gorgeous. The most physically striking man she'd ever seen. And she'd read too many books not to be affected by a handsome knight.

Apparently, she wasn't alone in her thoughts. His gaze dropped to her mouth.

Her lips parted in a soft gasp. He was going to kiss her. She waited, her heart fluttering wildly, like the wings of a bird in a cage frantic to get out. She was scared, but not scared—her body warring with her mind. Could she actually want him to kiss her?

She'd never been kissed before, but his mouth looked so soft compared to the rest of him. It was all that she could think about. Unconsciously, she leaned closer, anticipation shivering down her spine. Her nipples beaded against his chest.

His gaze darkened with something she didn't recognize. She thought his hold on her tightened for an instant before he stilled, and then released her so quickly that she wondered if she'd only imagined it.

“Return to your room,” he said gruffly. “You've had enough trouble for the night.”

All at once she realized what she'd done. Her face flooded with mortified heat. She'd embraced not only a stranger but a fierce warlord. How could she have so forgotten herself after what had just happened?

By all rights she should be far more terrified of this man
than of the one who'd attacked her. He was bigger, stronger, and after what she'd witnessed of the sword fight earlier, far more dangerous. One look at his face had sent her attacker running scared.

Why wasn't she scared? She had been at first when he'd been so angry, but the moment he sensed her fear, he'd controlled it so effortlessly that she knew she wasn't in danger. It was so different from her father's unpredictability.

Despite the improbability of the situation, and with what she knew of these Island warriors, she felt safe with him. Not just because he'd saved her—though that was part of it. It was something in his voice and noble bearing. In the deep, masculine tones and calm authority that resonated with every word and in the regal pride with which he carried himself. Instinctively, at some base level, she trusted him. How else could she explain what she'd just done?

And it seemed that trust was well placed. He'd wanted to kiss her but let her go. He was too honorable to take advantage of her.

But what must he think of her? She was here to be presented to him as a possible bride. Would he want such a forward woman for a wife? And why did she care, when she had no intention of marrying him?

“Forgive me,” she said horrified. “I don't know what came over me. It's just that I was so grateful for what you did earlier by saving—”

“It was nothing,” he said curtly.

Nothing?
His ready dismissal took her aback. But he'd saved her. Just like the knights in her stories.

Christina tilted her head to the side, confused. For a moment it sounded as though he was giving her a warning, until understanding dawned and she recognized the knightly gesture. Of course! He was simply being modest.

“It was to me,” she said with a shy smile. If it hadn't started out being so horrible, it might have been the most
romantic thing that had ever happened to her. It wasn't every day a handsome knight saved her from the clutches of evil.

His face hardened. “Go,” he said stiffly.

Not quite understanding his brusqueness, she gave him one more tentative smile before racing up the stairs. When she reached the top, she turned to thank him again. “I…”

But her voice disappeared into the void of darkness. He was already gone.

It wasn't until later that she would understand why.

Christina had noticed the MacLeod chief's absence at the evening meal, but she didn't attach any significance to it until her father stormed into their chamber as she and Beatrix were preparing for bed.

They'd changed out of their gowns, and the maid had just finished brushing out Beatrix's hair and was starting on hers. Her father wrenched the brush out of the poor girl's hand before ordering her from the room. Christina wished she could flee with her.

Christina's father loomed over her chair, his face livid.

Something had happened. Her heart dropped.
Heaven help me, had he heard? Had the MacLeod chief betrayed his vow?

“He's leaving,” he seethed. “And we must do something to stop him.”

Hiding her relief that he hadn't learned of her attack, she tried to keep her voice even and not focus on the heavy silver brush in his hand. “Who's leaving?”

“The MacLeod chief, you fool.”

She flinched when he slammed the brush down on the table in front of her, rattling the delicate glass vials that held her perfumes and the wooden boxes for her jewelry.

When her heart had started beating again, she realized
what he'd said. Her brows furrowed.
Leaving?
“For how long?”

Her father looked at her as if she were a simpleton. “For good. He's refused both of you,” he said disgustedly, as if it were obviously their fault.

Refused?
She caught her sister's gaze and read the relief, but also the surprise. Earlier when Christina had returned to the room in her disheveled state, she'd had no choice but to confide in Beatrix most of what had happened, leaving out the more upsetting details. Beatrix had been horrified, blaming herself for not going with her, which was ridiculous because it was Christina who'd insisted on going alone. If there was anyone to blame for what had happened, it was she. But seeing her sister's expression right now, Christina realized she might have overdone the noble and gallant attributes of her rescuer.

Perhaps to herself as well.

She should be relieved that he'd refused them, but instead the sudden tightness in her chest felt more like disappointment.

Her initial fear and prejudice, she realized, had been unwarranted. She'd secretly wondered…if perhaps he was the knight errant of her dreams. He'd saved her, heeded her plea for mercy, held her in his arms, and almost kissed her.

But he hadn't. She'd thought it was honor that prevented him. Was she reading knightly attributes into his actions when he actually had no interest in her at all?

Had her forwardness repelled him? Had she simply imagined the connection between them? Certainly, nothing in his expression gave her any indication that he thought her anything other than a foolish girl who'd very nearly managed to get herself ravished. Indeed, thinking back, she realized that he'd looked at her with the same emotionless gaze that he did everyone else. The fierce, implacable façade was impossible to read, but for one moment she'd thought…

It didn't matter. She told herself that this was the best news indeed. He didn't want to marry her. She and Beatrix were safe—at least for the moment. They wouldn't have to risk a last-minute escape to Iona. Her sister would be disappointed, but it would be better if they had more time. Their plan had been borne out of desperation, not rationality.

It was for the best. But she couldn't stop herself from asking “Why?”

Her father's face contorted into an angry grimace. “You must have angered him with your interference. What does it matter why? He's refused, and we can't allow that to happen. We need him. We need this alliance.”

“But why is the MacLeod chief so important?” Finlaggan was practically bursting with Island chiefs—not that she was anxious for her father to consider any of them.

His eyes narrowed. “He is; that's all you need to know.”

Her father might think her a fool, but she knew the reason they were there had to have something to do with a war with England. At the root of all her father's actions was securing Scotland's freedom from the “bloodthirsty English whoreson.” Her family's patriotism was well known, but her father's was tinged with rabid fanaticism. At times she wondered whether there was anything he wouldn't do to see Edward of England purged from Scotland.

Unlike most of the nobility who changed sides for political expediency—like the Bruces and Comyns, who seemed to fight on whatever side the other was not—the Frasers were always on the side of Scotland. They'd fought alongside Wallace, Balliol, Comyn, and now, if her cousin Simon's fealty was any indication, with Robert Bruce. She guessed that the Bishop of St. Andrew's presence here meant that he'd aligned himself with Bruce as well.

Clearly, her father and Lamberton were planning something and had decided they needed the Island chiefs'
support, and Tormod MacLeod's in particular. The best swordsman in the Isles.

Was that it? Would they be rash enough to be considering another rebellion? She hoped not. It was a dangerous proposition. Word of William Wallace's fate had spread through Scotland like wildfire. As much as she feared her father, she did not wish to see his head stuck on a pike over some English castle.

Her father was watching her as if he expected her to say something. But the MacLeod chief had refused the alliance. What else could they do? “Perhaps you can find another way to win him to your side,” she offered.

His gaze slid over to Beatrix, who was doing her best to disappear into the billowy bed hangings and nearly succeeding. With her long, golden hair tumbling around her shoulders and gowned only in a linen chemise, she looked as ethereal as an angel.

“Oh, I haven't given up,” her father said with a sly smile. “We will just have to leave him no choice in the matter.”

Something in his voice made the fine hairs on Christina's arms stand up. “What do you mean?” The MacLeod chief seemed like a man who always made his own decisions; she couldn't imagine trying to force him to do anything.

“If Beatrix is discovered in his bed, he'll be honor bound to marry her.”

It took her a moment to realize what he was suggesting.

Beatrix turned as white as the chemise she was wearing. Her big blue eyes rounded like two big coins, dominating her stricken face. “In his bed?” she echoed in a strained whisper.

“You can't be serious,” Christina said in a state of stunned disbelief, completely forgetting herself. He would ruin his daughter to force a man to marry her?

Her father turned on her, his eyes as hard as two black rocks. “I assure you I'm very serious.” He gave a dismissive wave of his hand. “Nothing will happen. It will be for
only a few minutes. All Beatrix need do is slide into bed beside him while he's sleeping. I will come ‘find' her a few minutes later. Her virtue will be safe enough.”

Christina couldn't believe what she was hearing. Had her father lost all honor?

“But it's trickery,” she said aghast. “It's dishonorable.”

His hand clenched and for a moment she feared she had gone too far. She flinched, waiting for the blow, but the ball of his fist stayed at his side. “You stupid girl, how dare you talk to me of honor! What are a few minutes, when I spent three years in Edward's dungeons for Scotland and honor? What do you know of war and sacrifice?” His face was florid, his rage nearly out of control. He grabbed her arm and jerked her to look at his face. “I will hear no more of your foolish objections. This will achieve our ends and that is all that matters.” He released her, pushing her away from him as if he didn't trust himself not to hurt her. “Beatrix will make him a fine wife. He will recognize it soon enough and thank me for it.”

It seemed she had her answer: Her father would stop at nothing to achieve his purpose.

Beatrix huddled in a ball, shaking. “I can't,” she said, tears choking her voice. “I won't do it.”

Christina felt a swell of pride at her sister's defiance—until she saw her father stride over to the bed. “You will,” he threatened, lifting his hand. “Or it will not be just my hand you feel. I will take the lash to you this time.”

Before he could strike her sister, Christina grabbed his arm. “I'll do it,” she said. “Please, don't hurt her. I'll do it.”

He turned to her, and she let go her hold, relieved when he lowered his hand. “Nay, your sister is the better choice. Beatrix did not make a fool of herself and interfere with his fight.”

“But he stopped,” Christina blurted. She had to think of a way to persuade him. “And he was watching me during the feast. You must have seen him.”

Her father studied her for a moment longer. “You're sure of this?”

She felt her cheeks warm at the exaggeration. He had watched her, though there had been no hint of interest in his hard gaze—in fact, when MacRuairi had been standing there he'd looked angry. “A girl knows when a man admires her.” She turned beet red at the lie, hoping her father attributed it to modesty. She thought she'd felt a connection, though with his refusal she couldn't be sure about anything.

But Beatrix could never do what he asked, and Christina couldn't bear the consequences if she didn't. The thought of a whip across her sister's frail back filled her with icy fear. Besides, she consoled herself, she would never have to actually go through with sneaking into his room. It seemed they would have to move forward with their desperate plan. They'd be on that boat to Iona after all, gone before she had to do her father's foul bidding.

Her fantasies might have run away with her for a moment, but Tormod MacLeod's refusal had cured her of any other options.

“Very well,” her father said, as if he was granting her a great concession, “you can do it.” He smiled, and she realized that this had been his intention all along. He'd never intended for Beatrix to go; it had always been her. She'd been played handily.

Beatrix made a sound as if she was going to object, but Christina stopped her with a look, silently telling her it would be all right. They would go to Iona. It would never come to this.

“Ready yourself,” her father said. “I will come for you a few hours after he's retired.”

Her heart stopped.
Tonight?
The boat didn't leave for two days! “B-but,” she stuttered, “I thought I might have a few days to prepare.”

Her father shook his head. “It must be tonight. There's
no time to waste. Nicolson is not coming and there is nothing to hold him here.”

She had no idea who Nicolson was, but it didn't matter. “I can't,” she said, trying to find a reason to delay. “Not tonight. I'm not ready.”

His eyes narrowed as if he suspected something, though she knew it was impossible. “I said tonight. There is nothing for you to do.” He pointed to her chemise. “What you have on should suffice. If you aren't ready when I return, it will be your sister who pays for your defiance.”

“But what if he wakes up?” she asked desperately, her mind racing. Would he hurt her?

Her father shrugged. “Find a way to distract him.” He looked her up and down. “I'm sure you can think of something for a few minutes.”

The blood drained from her face, his meaning clear.

All she could do was watch the door close behind him in horror and despair. He'd won. Though it had never been much of a battle. Her father had known all along that she would do anything to protect her sister. Even something as dishonorable as tricking a man into marriage who didn't want her.

She shuddered. Her father had no concern for his own honor, so why should he worry about an insignificant daughter's?

“Oh, Chrissi,” Beatrix said, throwing herself into her arms. “What are we going to do?”

Huddled beside her on the bed, Christina stroked her sister's head as she cried into her shoulder. Only when the shock faded into numbness did she reply. “What he asks. What other choice do we have?”

Her stomach turned and bile rose in the back of her throat at the thought of what she had to do. Every instinct in her body rejected the idea of doing something so
dishonorable. The man had saved her, and this was how she would repay his gallantry?

“He's gone mad with his hatred,” Beatrix said. “Forcing a man into marriage this way, it's wrong. Such a marriage would be doomed.”

Beatrix was right. The MacLeod chief would despise her—and rightly so. If the idea of sneaking into his bedchamber wasn't terrifying enough, she also had to fear his reaction. But there would be no lasting harm. It would not come to marriage.

Christina shook her head. “I will do what father asks tonight, but we will leave the day after tomorrow as planned.” The worst the MacLeod chief would suffer would be a day's delay in his travel. But he wouldn't be forced into marriage. That must give her courage.

Tor tossed off the fur coverlet, swung his legs out of bed, and followed the sliver of moonlight peeking through the wood shutters to the sideboard. The slap of cool evening air on his naked skin was a welcome reprieve. He was hot. And restless.