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Authors: Louise Marley

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He patted her hand where it rested on his forearm. “I know. Vulnerable moment,” he said. “Forget it.”

She took another deep breath, steadier this time. “All my moments with you are vulnerable, I’m afraid.”

He averted his eyes to hide his rush of emotion. His chest ached with wanting to hold her. “I can’t help it, Isabel,” he said softly. “Nothing has changed for me.”

*

COMPUNCTION MADE ISABEL’S
heart thud painfully in her chest. For that brief time, those seconds of first awakening, being in Simon’s arms had felt like coming home. It was the dream that had betrayed her, a dream in which she wasn’t Mother Burke but Isabel, without commitments, without duty, without her vow to honor. In her dream her body ruled, and Simon was there. Waking, with his hands lifting her, his familiar voice assuring her, the transition had been seamless, and all too easy.

And now, knowing she had hurt him, she wished it had not happened. At least, she thought, part of her wished it; the other part of her, the betraying part, wanted to step back in time, to savor those few seconds once again.

She saw how he dropped his eyes, disguising his feelings. She wanted to reach out to him, to draw him back to her, to comfort him, but it was not her prerogative. She had made her choice long before.

She turned away from him, and went to bend over Oa’s cradle.

“We can wake her whenever you’re ready,” Simon said. He stayed where he was as he spoke.

Isabel glanced over her shoulder. “I want to take an hour or two first,” she said. “So that I’m really . . .” She lifted one shoulder, searching for the word.

“Back in the world?” Simon said.

She managed a smile. “That’s it. Back in the world.” She touched her ragged, half-grown hair. “And oh, my lord, get rid of this.”

“It’s not so bad, you know,” he told her, laughing. He seemed to be recovered.

Isabel groaned. “I’m sure I look an absolute horror! And Oa would be frightened to death at the change.”

“You could never look an absolute horror,” Simon said. “But go on, there’s time. Get rid of your hair. Get some exercise and have a shower. Then we can wake her.”

Isabel gathered her things and turned to the door, then turned back. “Simon,” she said expectantly. “Have you seen it? Virimund?”

He nodded. “It’s beautiful. Shades of green I’ve never seen before. Go on and get yourself together. When you’re ready, we can go to the bridge. There’s an observation bay.”

Isabel moved carefully, feeling a little shaky on her feet. Surely, she thought, it was the aftereffect of twilight sleep, or it was anxiety about what was to come. It was not the memory of her dream, or the waking sensation of Simon’s arms around her, that made her tremble. It couldn’t be. She would not allow it.

*

THE OBSERVATION BAY
was kept purposely dim so as not to fade the view beyond the long, curving space window. Jin-Li watched the Magdalene, her newly depilated head shining under the amber lights, lead Oa into the bay to look down on the planet beneath. Isabel kept a protective arm around the child’s shoulders. Simon Edwards followed, the lines of his face sharpened by the lighting, his eyes shadowed. Jin-Li observed them all from beneath lowered eyelids, thinking they looked something like an unusual family, cobbled together of disparate parts that didn’t quite fit.

Oa’s eyes took in everything, their whites glowing in the dimness, their irises dark as space itself. Though she had been awake only an hour, she seemed to have thrown off the aftereffects of twilight sleep without difficulty. She moved to the window, and rested her small hands on the molded sill as she gazed down at the world of emerald waters. Her home. Isabel stood beside her, pointing, murmuring something. Simon stood apart. Once, Isabel looked back at him, and a moment of silent communication flashed between the two of them.

They were close enough now to see the scattered islands ringing Virimund’s equator. Fly-overs had counted six hundred fifty-eight of them, most little more than atolls. Tides were minimal, with no moon to stir them. Only in the western hemisphere were the islands large enough to support any settlement, and there were no more than a dozen of those. ExtraSolar had chosen the most level island it could find. Port Force had almost completely deforested it before beginning construction of the power park.

The island where the children were found was seventy-eight kilometers southwest of the power park. There were only three other islands of any size.

“Jin-Li?” It was Isabel, brows raised as if she had spoken more than once.

“Oh! Excuse me,” Jin-Li said. “I was thinking.”

Isabel’s eyes flickered with reflected green from Virimund’s oceans. “Indeed,” she said easily. “There’s a lot to think about just now, isn’t there? I only wondered if you had learned anything new.”

“Assuming you mean about the Sikassa, no.”

“But the anchens—the other children—are still there?”

“Something is there. The scanners show heat signatures, but they can’t say how many . . . and they can’t say that they’re people, either.”

“No,” Isabel said. She turned her eyes back to the planet. “No, I suppose that’s up to us.”

Oa was staring through the thick glass. “Oa does not see the people.”

“I think we’re still too far out to see anything,” Isabel said.

Jin-Li stepped up to the window and traced the globe with one finger. “Your island is about there, Oa. As far as I can tell.”

Oa glanced up at her. “Jin-Li goes to the island?”

“Yes. I’m the archivist now.”

Oa tried the word, carefully. “Ar-chi-vist.”

Jin-Li smiled down at her. “Right. Observer and recorder. Historian.”

“Ar-chi-vist.” Oa looked back at the rippling green and white of Virimund. “Jin-Li sees the anchens.”

“Hope so.”

“Oa, too. Oa hopes.”

21

THE SHUTTLE FLIGHT
from Earth had not troubled Isabel, but the descent to Virimund left her headachy and slightly nauseated, the roar of the thrust engines vibrating in her very bones. She supposed it to be the aftereffects of twilight sleep. She had always felt slightly disoriented when she slept through a transcontinental flight and waked in a different hemisphere and completely different time zone, but she knew no word for the depth of the disorientation she felt now. It made her muscles feel strange, and her mind cloudy. The chronograph on her portable told her it was the memorial day of the humble St. Anthony of Padua, patron of those whose lives take unexpected turns. It was appropriate, she thought wryly. When the cabin door opened at last, and the rich, salty fragrance of the ocean world swept in, she took a deep, slow breath. The air felt thick in her lungs, and heavy with moisture after the dry air of the ship. It smelled of salt and some pungent, utterly alien spice.

Oa pattered down the metal stairs ahead of her, but Isabel stepped gingerly down to the gray-black bitumen of the runway, clutching the handrail. She looked across the expanse of the airfield to an assortment of blunt, rectangular buildings shaded by a few thick-trunked trees. Oa’s nuchi trees. In the distance, hundreds of solar panels angled into the sky, and between the collectors the ocean flashed its vibrant, otherworldly green.

Two longshoremen were already climbing up into the cargo bay by the time Isabel had reached the end of the stairs and was standing uncertainly in the brilliant afternoon light. A tall, stooped man, in the cream-colored syncel of a Port Force official, emerged from the shadow of the delta wing. He greeted Paolo Adetti by his first name, and stuck his hand out to Gretchen Boreson, paler than ever under a widebrimmed hat. She touched the proferred hand with the tips of her fingers. Simon stepped forward to shake the official’s hand, and then turned to Isabel.

“This is Mother Isabel Burke. Isabel, this is the power park administrator, Jacob Boyer. And this is our archivist, Jin-Li Chung.”

Isabel, shading her eyes with her left hand, extended her right to Boyer. He took it, and murmured some courtesy, but his eyes had already strayed past her to Oa.

“This can’t be—” Boyer began, and then stopped. He looked back at Adetti. “Paolo? You’re telling me this is the same girl?”

The note of triumph in Adetti’s voice intensified Isabel’s discomfort. “Oh, yes,” he grated. “She’s the same, all right.”

Boyer had a long, rather morose face, and his eyes were round now with amazement. “But—it’s been two years! She hasn’t—she can’t—”

Simon stepped forward. “Administrator. If you could have someone show Mother Burke and Oa to their rooms, and Ms. Boreson? I’d like to go to the medical facility as soon as possible. Dr. Adetti and I need to review the postmortem on the man you lost.”

Isabel cast Simon a grateful look. Boyer said, “You don’t want to rest first, Dr. Edwards?”

Simon smiled. “Thanks. I’ve been asleep for the better part of fourteen months as it is.”

Boyer nodded gloomily, saying, “True, true. Okay, then.” He called someone’s name, and a man came around the nose of the shuttle, squinting in the glare from the particle shields. Isabel and Gretchen Boreson and Oa followed him away, leaving Simon and Adetti and Jin-Li with Boyer. Boyer watched them go, and Isabel saw Oa cast an anxious glance over her shoulder. Her back must be burning under Boyer’s wondering gaze. Isabel slowed her steps to let the child go ahead, putting herself between Oa and that hot curiosity. Boreson stumbled once, and Isabel thought she must feel as odd as she herself did.

*

JIN-LI FOUND JACOB
Boyer to be as straightforward as Gretchen Boreson was complex. And the Virimund Power Park, three years into its existence, was almost raw in its simplicity. The foambrick of new construction had not yet weathered to a natural color. No one had bothered with flower beds or landscaping. The natural vegetation crept up walls and over paths. The roads were loosely surfaced with pale sand that flew in sparkling sprays from the wide tires of Port Force carts. Long, narrow barracks ranged behind the terminal. Longshoremen came out to the airfield, beginning the labor of offloading the shuttle’s cargo, replacing it with the tanks and cubes waiting to be shipped out.

“They don’t waste any time,” Jin-Li said to Boyer, nodding in the direction of the longshoremen.

“Job has to be done quickly,” Boyer said. “Those are cryogenic containers, but even superinsulated storage units admit a small amount of heat. Have to keep hydrogen at minus four hundred twenty-two Fahrenheit to keep it liquid.” He pointed to a thick-walled structure where several men labored in an open-sided room. “Vacuum-insulated hoses move the hydrogen from the power park to the storage facility. We’ve cut our time from production to storage by six and a half percent.”

Jin-Li murmured appreciation of the achievement.

Admin, the r-wave center, and the infirmary all shared the Port Force Terminal. The installation would grow, Jin-Li assumed, if the power park was allowed to expand. The infirmary consisted of three rooms and a tiny reception area with a wavephone, a narrow standing desk, and two chairs. There were two surgeries, each with its medicator and CA cabinet. The data room held readers, computers, data stacks, boxes of rewritable flexcopies. Adetti and Simon and the medtech crowded into the data room, and Jin-Li stood in the doorway with Boyer, watching. For once the two physicians were in accord, discussing details, asking questions of the medtech, checking the deceased’s medical history.

Boyer’s long face was dour. “We’re not set up to store bodies,” he muttered. “Had to put the poor sod in a body bag and stick it in the storage facility. Not very respectful.”

Jin-Li nodded acknowledgment. “Did the best you could, Administrator.”

“My guys don’t like seeing it there. And they want a funeral.”

“Expect so. But Dr. Edwards will want to look at the body.”

Simon glanced up. “Yes,” he said. “I will. Can you have the cadaver brought here?”

Boyer winced, and shot Jin-Li an unhappy glance. Jin-Li nodded sympathy, and Boyer sighed and went to give the order.

Simon said, “Jin-Li, you don’t need to wait. If you’re not used to autopsies . . .”

“I promise I wouldn’t faint,” Jin-Li said, winning a grin from Simon. “But I might be more useful getting the hang of the place. Meeting some of the people.”

“Good idea.”

“Be sure to make archival copies, or give them to me to do.”

“Right, Jin-Li. I’ll see to it afterward. Remind me if I forget.” Simon waved an absentminded hand, his attention already turned to the task at hand.

Jin-Li nodded, and set off to circle the terminal. The Virimund Power Park followed the general pattern of other Port Force installations, with most of the space taken up by the airfield and storage facilities. Where the forest had been bulldozed, the ground was still hillocky and uneven. Behind the terminal, a scattering of trees had been spared to shade the barracks. The trees were beautiful, old and densely canopied, supported by flaring root buttresses.

Birds twittered somewhere, and Jin-Li looked up into the forest canopy, hoping for a glimpse. The biologist, when not working on biotransforms, had already recorded a dozen species of long-feathered, colorful birds. The biologist had created a name for the trees, too, but to Jin-Li, as to Isabel, they were the nuchi trees, Oa’s name. Jin-Li sidled through the thicket of their roots to try to catch sight of the singing bird, and was rewarded with a flash of scarlet.

Voices sounded through an open window in the barracks.

Jin-Li turned toward the sound, lifting one foot to take a step. “Look out there, bud!”

Jin-Li froze in place, staring at the ground.

A big-shouldered, cheerful-looking man leaned out of the window to call out, “Gotta be careful. Those damned things bite!”

“Whoa.” Jin-Li let out a breath, and replaced the foot.

“You from the shuttle?”

“Right.”

“Welcome to Virimund,” the man said with a laugh. “Crawlies and all. Most of ’em were wiped out when we took down the trees, but we still see ’em once in a while.”

Jin-Li gave a nervous laugh. “Thanks for the warning.”

“Officers’ quarters are on the other side of the terminal, you know.”

Jin-Li touched the collar of the cream uniform self-consciously. “Well, I prefer the barracks, actually. I was a longshoreman. Kind of new as an archivist.”

“Not quite a suit, then, huh? Come on in, buddy. Give you a cup of something, and you can tell me about it.”

“Thanks. I’ll do that.” But Jin-Li didn’t move until the enormous long-legged black spider minced its way across the path and disappeared into the jungle of roots.

*

“BOYER’S OKAY,” LEO
said. His big hands were deft with the teapot as he measured tea leaves and poured boiling water. The barracks were communal, rows of bunks, shower rooms at one end, common room at the other, all empty at the moment except for Leo, who had explained he was on evening shift this rotation. “Yeah, Boyer tries to watch out for the guys. Couldn’t stop Adetti from leaving with the kid, though.

“We figure Adetti had a friend with some power.”

“He does. She’s here now.”

Leo’s thick eyebrows shot up. He was heavyset and balding, with a day’s growth of beard stubbling his chin. “Who is it, Johnnie?”

“Administrator of Earth Multiplex.”

Leo whistled. “So who’s she answer to?”

Jin-Li accepted a teacup with a nod of thanks. “Only the other administrators. And the regents of the charter governments.”

“But why come all this way?”

Jin-Li sipped the tea. “Good question, Leo. Can’t give you a good answer.”

Within an hour, Jin-Li knew Leo was a cryotech, knew where he was from and why he had emigrated, learned which cooks were best in the cafeteria, which barracks threw the best parties, what biotransformed vegetables were flourishing in the nursery, and all about the two hydros who had died. One had been buried in the fledgling cemetery on a hill west of the power park, next to a small grave marked
unknown child
. The other hydro had been waiting more than a year for his burial services. There was general condemnation of ExtraSolar for leaving an Offworld Port Force installation without a physician, and an equal amount of ill feeling against the “savages” on their island. Loyalty to Boyer and the constraints of the Terms of Employment kept the hydros from going back to the island, despite feverish curiosity. They had been impatiently awaiting the contingent from Earth. Jin-Li fielded Leo’s questions about the Magdalene, about the physician, about Oa.

Leo directed Jin-Li to the barracks where he thought Isabel and Oa and Gretchen Boreson must have been installed. “Dinner will be on soon,” he said cheerfully. “Come back sometime, Johnnie. Meet the rest of the guys.”

“Thanks, Leo. I will.” Jin-Li waved, and headed out, keeping a close eye on the path for crawlies.

*

“NO NECROPSY TABLE
, I suppose?” Simon asked.

“No. Guess it wasn’t considered necessary.” Adetti looked uneasy. The body, sealed in its vacuum bag, lay on a collapsible table he had found in a closet, a swath of paper sheeting beneath it. They had pushed the medicator to one side of the room, but kept its screen extended for imaging. The stillness of the shape in the bag, the air it had of waiting, of ageless patience, made all of them speak quietly. Even Simon, a veteran of such procedures, felt the tension.

“I brought a mobile t-unit with me,” he said. “But I need some way to suspend it.” He glanced around the cramped surgery. “I guess I could borrow the medicator’s scanning arm. The problem is putting the wiring back together afterward. It’s tricky.”

Boyer stood in the doorway, having dispatched the medtechs to other jobs. It seemed the less people present at the autopsy, the better, and no one had objected. “Show me the piece,” Boyer said. “I’ll find something that will work.”

Simon bent to his stack of equipment and brought out the imaging ring, unfolding it from its pillow of soft plastic, and held it up for Boyer to assess.

“What did you call it? A t-unit?”

“Well, more properly, tomography unit.”

Boyer stroked his long chin with one finger, frowning. “How stable does it have to be?”

“Fairly. It has its own power source, though, as long as it has a frame to ride on.”

For a few minutes they discussed tolerances, and then Boyer went off in search of something that could be used as a framing device. Simon saw that Adetti was setting out the other bits of his equipment, still avoiding the corpse itself. He felt a stir of sympathy.

“Paolo. It’s been a while since you assisted at an autopsy, I’m afraid.”

Adetti nodded without looking up. “Always hated them.”

“I can understand that. Not the easiest part of medicine.” Simon opened another carton with masks and gloves, and connected the t-unit to the medicator readout screen. He checked to be certain the wavebox was empty, ready to deal with their contaminated materials. Boyer came back with a rack pirated from the meal hall that had a smooth horizontal rod. In moments, Simon had rigged the t-unit to slide down it, from the head to the toe of their subject. He used a sterile tray from a cupboard to lay out the remote samplers. Adetti pulled on mask and gloves, and set the tissue cubes next to the needles.

Simon stood with his hand poised over the body bag. The height of the table was too low. His back would ache by the time he was finished, but there was no help for that. “Ready,” he said. “Administrator, you’d better put on a mask. Paolo, all set?”

“Guess so.” Adetti’s eyes above his mask were grim.

Simon said. “Let’s begin, then. Start the recorder, will you, please, Dr. Adetti?”

“Recording.”

Simon touched the suction tab at the head of the body bag. The vacuum released with a hiss, and the bag unsealed itself to reveal the white, still form of the deceased Port Forceman.

*

THREE HOURS LATER
, Simon straightened, stripping his gloves from his hands. He dropped them into the wavebox. The cubes were filled with specific tissue samples, and the cadaver was sealed in a fresh vacuum bag, ready for burial. The medicator’s disk held both the audio record and the imaging data. Adetti and Boyer looked as weary as Simon felt. He gestured to the wavebox, and they both dropped their protective gear into it. The needles and the single scalpel he had used were already inside. He pushed the button to start the cycle that would reduce everything to sterile ash.

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