The Color of Blood (15 page)

I looked at Dave, but he had found something of great interest to study on the floor by his chair. I could only assume Forde had dreamt this nonsense up himself, on the off chance half my brain had slipped out my ear at some point during the day.

“Is that all?” I said.

“You haven’t answered me,” Forde said.

“Of course I haven’t. A, I wasn’t there. B, if I had been, I wouldn’t have killed my client’s daughter’s boyfriend. C, even if I had, unless he was blown up, or shots or screams were heard, or the murderer broke the victim’s watch and you know for a fact he broke it in the act, you have no way of estimating time of death to that narrow a time slot — and no way of
confirming
it at all. We all know that, apart from the people who make the TV cop shows so we can all get a decent night’s sleep. Which is what I want to do, so can I go home now please?”

Dave Donnelly rolled his eyes at Forde; it was quick, and easy to miss it, but I didn’t; neither did Sean Forde. It was hard to say whether he blushed or not, but he mopped his brow, and it wasn’t a hot night. He stood up and fumbled with the VCR and rewound the tape and played it from about an hour earlier that day. This time a large man with sandy-colored hair and an unmistakable lumbering gait plowed through the lobby. As if to ensure that there should be no doubt, when he reached the elevator doors, he turned around to see if anyone was following him. It was clear, even on the blurred CCTV image, that it was Shane Howard.

Someone once said about Hollywood that if you can fake sincerity there, you’ve got it made. I didn’t have to fake surprise after seeing the footage of Shane Howard on his way up to David Brady’s apartment; nor did I think anything other than that he could easily have been guilty — the body had been warm to the touch when I got there, no rigor, it all fitted. But what kind of day was he having, rushing out to murder David Brady, then dashing across town to kill his wife? What had possessed him? My brain wouldn’t process it. Dave Donnelly was saying something, but I didn’t hear what it was.

“I’m sorry,” I said.

“Can you help us with any of this?” he said.

“I cannot,” I said. “When I spoke to Shane Howard this morning, he identified his daughter splitting up with David Brady as one of the possible causes of what he saw as her personal decline. He seemed to hold Brady in high regard.”

“Maybe after you left, he got some news?”

“Maybe he did. After I spoke with him, I saw his wife for about an hour, then I came back up to his house to collect my car, and I saw him taking off at high speed. His receptionist said he didn’t come back all day.”

“You should have told us that before.” Dave stood up.

“I was busy with other things,” I said. It sounded lame, even to my ears. “Later on, I saw Shane Howard at his sister’s house. When he saw the news reports of David Brady’s murder, he was very upset.”

“Did he say where he had been in the interim?”

“He said he went for a walk, and had a few drinks in a pub. He said the stress of his daughter’s absence was getting to him.”

“Don’t talk to one of my officers like that again, Mr. Loy. Or things will get very complicated for you around here.”

“Are you—”

“We’re following a definite line of inquiry,” Dave said. “Sergeant Forde. Maybe best to employ language the man understands. Tell Mr. Loy to go and fuck himself.”

My car was parked on the street; I waited there in case Dave wanted to talk to me, or give me a full-scale bollocking; five minutes later I saw his car tearing out of the station at high speed. Maybe there’d been a third murder. Or maybe he was hoping Carmel might still be awake.

I had a brief phone conversation with Denis Finnegan. Shane was arrested under Section 4 of the Criminal Justice Act, which entitled the Guards to hold him for six hours. They could extend this by another six hours before any charges were brought, but Finnegan was hoping they could avoid this. He said he’d be in touch in the morning. There was a message from Sandra asking me to call her, but I didn’t. I’d had enough of the Howards for one day.

When I got home, I poured an absurdly large Jameson and opened a bottle of Guinness and drank them standing in the dark of my kitchen. The back garden was washed in the ghostly spray of a neighbor’s security light. The male and female apple trees were bent beneath their weight of ripe and rotting fruit. I knew how they felt. On the upside, I had found Emily, and I had identified at least some of Shane Howard’s blackmailers, even if one of them was a friend of mine; on the downside, my client was in police custody, being questioned over two murders, and I wasn’t at all sure he didn’t deserve to be charged with them. I wondered whether Shane Howard had suddenly discovered his wife had been having an affair with David Brady and killed them both. I wondered whom David Brady had e-mailed Emily’s sex film to. I wondered if Brock Taylor had anything to do with any of it, and if Sean Moon really had paid the Reillys, if he was a major player and not the overgrown child he appeared to be. And I wondered who had sent me the mass card for Stephen Casey, and who he was to the Howards, and how he had died.

I sent Dave Donnelly a text message reading:
1. Sorry about that, Chief. 2. Stephen Casey RIP All Souls’ Day 1985. Any bells? Loy.

There was a light blinking on my home phone. The message was from my ex-wife’s new husband. She wanted me to know she had gone into labor. She wanted me to hear the news before anyone else. I didn’t want to know, and I didn’t want to hear the news, and I didn’t drink to her or him or the child they would have together or the happiness I didn’t wish for them. I just drank, until finally the whiskey made me think there was almost something funny about it all. Then I almost laughed at it. Then I remembered I had tossed the Reilly brothers’ gun in a holly bush, and went outside and retrieved it. Then I lay on the living room couch that was long enough to pass out on without fucking up your back, kicked off my shoes and went to sleep.

When there’s trouble in a family, it tends to show
up in the weakest member. And the other
members of the family know that. They make
allowances for the one in trouble… because they
know they’re implicated themselves.

R
OSS
M
ACDONALD
,
Sleeping Beauty

THE BEATING OF WINGS WOKE ME AT SIX; THERE HAD
been crows on the chimney stack and on the windowsills the past few mornings. I lay there for a while listening to the asthmatic sound of their breath, waiting for the cawing to begin, but they kept their counsel. I undressed, showered and, with some difficulty, shaved; my face bled a little, but it was in one piece, although the wound did make me look a little like the bad guy in a black-and-white movie. I dressed and cut two oranges into quarters and ate them while I scrambled three large eggs with butter and chives and had them with a few slices of smoked salmon and two cups of coffee. I took two Nurofen Plus for my hangover and another two for my face and for the ache in my hand where Emily Howard bit me.

Outside was dawning the kind of day I always remembered All Saints’ Day as having been: the overcast morning after, grey and gloomy and precarious, as if the world was a smoke-filled globe made of fragile glass that could shatter at any moment. The pungent smell of fireworks lingered, like cordite after a shoot-out. Above the low rumble of traffic I heard the brisk rustle of crows in the holly bushes; black and grey against the glistening red berries, they took my appearance as a cue to begin their arrhythmic dirge. The newspapers had been delivered; I picked the pile off the doorstep and put them on the passenger seat of the car. The phone rang as I left the house; it was Denis Finnegan to say the Guards had extended Shane’s period of detention for another six hours. At lunchtime, they could either charge him or release him. I had a lot to do before then. Grey dawn bled imperceptibly into day as I got the Volvo on the road.

The stop-start motion of cars on the N11 to Ranelagh gave me plenty of time to scan the headlines, which, in the tabloids, were dominated by the two murders. Jessica Howard took precedence, of course, and a couple of the tabloids printed her photograph alongside a shot of an Esther Martin, a woman who had been killed in her home a year or so back. The Guards had arrested her husband several times but had been unable to bring charges: placing the photographs of the two murdered women side by side made it clear, not only that the Guards believed Shane Howard to be guilty, but that they had no qualms about leaking their beliefs to the media. Amidst the appropriately pious tone of the reports, there was considerable leeway for a more salacious emphasis: Jessica had played Sally Bowles in
Cabaret
some years back, and the
Irish Times
was the only paper that didn’t find an excuse to feature a photograph of the actress spilling out of tight black 1930s underwear. Instead, the
Times
led with stories about a public sector pay rise and a European trade directive, relegating both murders to page two, where Jessica Howard was noted as the daughter-in-law of Dr. John Howard; the photograph they used showed her peering primly out from beneath a shawl in
Riders to the Sea
.

There was an ostensibly sympathetic account of Jessica’s career in the
Irish Independent
that read as if written in code, with references to the “exceptionally close professional relationships” she had formed with her directors.

David Brady’s rugby achievements were recorded and several ex-players — including some of Shane Howard’s former international teammates — pitched in with their eulogies; a couple suggested that perhaps latterly, Brady was beginning to see his future outside full-time professional rugby, a tactful way of saying that he hadn’t lived up to his youthful promise — or that he had blown his talent up his nose.

I turned left on Appian Way and cut up through Ranelagh village and stopped at the corner of a leafy square on the way to Rathmines. David Manuel lived in a Victorian three-story redbrick house with stained-glass panes in the front door and a tangle of bicycles and rucksacks and trainers in the wide hall and a wife with salt-and-pepper curls and purple dungarees who directed me up the bookshelf-lined stairs to his attic-floor office, which was decorated in cream and oatmeal tones with floor-to-ceiling bookshelves too and had roof windows that would have let in all the morning light if there had been any.

David Manuel, waiting, in his fifties, wore a three-quarter-length cardigan in assorted shades of green and a pale green collarless linen shirt and matching trousers and olive green Birkenstocks; his silver hair was shoulder length, his tiny face was lined but soft and unmarked, like a nun’s; he steepled his fingertips and smiled thinly at me through silver-framed glasses. I mopped my brow with the back of my hand; the sweat stung the teeth-shaped wound Emily Howard had left there.

“Dr. Manuel, Ed Loy.”

“I’m not a doctor—”

“I know that,” I said. Sweat smarted in my eyes, and I wiped them with my sleeve. Manuel looked at me quizzically.

“Maybe you need a doctor. Are you ill?” he said. His voice was high-pitched, querulous and amused. “You look too fit to have a heart condition.”

First rule with therapists: don’t get caught in a lie you can’t conceal.

“I probably had too much to drink yesterday. Last night.”

“Don’t you remember which?”

“Both.”

“And the face wound, that was a fight?”

“Yes.”

“And all of this, the drinking, the fighting, it has to do with Emily Howard? Or is it just how private detectives behave, or how they think they’re meant to behave?”

“The drinking just has to do with me. The fighting, yes, that had to do with the case.”

“And this case: is it the same one the Guards are investigating, the murders of Jessica Howard and David Brady?”

“I think it’s connected to those murders, yes.”

“Are you a fully licensed private detective?”

“I was. In L.A. When the licensing system kicks in here, I’ll apply for one.”

“And Shane Howard hired you?”

“Initially. Now his sister Sandra has. I suppose I’m working for both of them.”

“But you’re more concerned with Emily Howard.”

“I’m concerned with all the Howards. They’re all connected, I just don’t understand how. I was hoping you could help me.”

Manuel looked at me, nodded and sat back. I took him through Emily’s disappearance, the porn, the relationships with David Brady and with her cousin Jonathan. When I had finished, he sat still for a while, then shook his head.

“I can’t tell you anything she hasn’t already told you.”

“But you can tell me what you
think.
”

David Manuel angled his head from side to side, as if weighing up his options.

“I think Emily, to use a not very technical term, has been acting out. And acting out is not inconsistent with anger at her parents. And that anger may have many causes.”

“Might one of the causes be sexual abuse?”

Manuel said nothing, so I went on.

“Her aunt told me Emily’s mother was abused as a child. She certainly seemed to have an extremely competitive attitude to her daughter when it came to sex. And the fact that Emily let herself be photographed and filmed having sex, well, I’ve dealt with girls who’ve gone into that world. You could say the porn industry is based on a whole bunch of angry, abused women ‘acting out.’ And we ignore their pain and pretend to believe them when they say they’re reclaiming the control that was stolen from them, that they’re ‘empowered’; they were already degraded as children, and we become complicit in their further degradation as disturbed, malformed adults; we’re like the keepers in an asylum, raping the patients over and over again and insisting they’re in charge.”

“You’re a moralist, Mr. Loy.”

“Aren’t you? Or can you not tell me about that either? Was Emily Howard sexually abused?”