The Complete Malazan Book of the Fallen (1240 page)

Saranas was destroyed, and when this was done it would be as empty, as filled with ghosts, as Kharkanas.
Light finds the face of Darkness, and lo, it is its own. Is this not what you wanted, Kadagar? But, when you finally possess what you wanted, who, O Lord of Ghosts, who will sweep the floors?

And now, at last, the elite ranks were pushing up against the gate – all the fodder had been used up. Now, then, arrived the final battle.

Aparal made his way down to where the wounded were being left, abandoned, alongside the trenches. The chorus of their cries was horrible beyond measure – to enter this place was an invitation to madness, and he almost welcomed that possibility. He pushed past the staggering, dead-eyed cutters and healers, searching until he found one man, sitting cradling the stump of his left arm, the severed end of which trailed wisps of smoke. A man not screaming, not weeping, not yet reduced to a piteous wretch.

‘Soldier. Look at me.'

The head lifted. A shudder seemed to run through the man.

‘You have been through the gate?'

A shaky nod.

‘How many left – among the enemy? How many left?'

‘I – could not be sure, Lord. But… I think…few.'

‘This is what we keep hearing, but what does that mean? Fifty? Five thousand?'

The soldier shook his head. ‘Few, Lord. And, Lord,
there is laughter!
'

‘Hust weapons, soldier. Possessed blades. Tell me what is
few
?'

The man suddenly bared his teeth, and then, with deliberation, he spat at Aparal's feet.

All who return from the other side are subjects no longer. Mark this, Kadagar.
Aparal pointed at the legions now crowding the gate. ‘More than them? Look, damn you!'

Dull eyes shifted, squinted.

‘
That
, soldier, is seven thousand, maybe eight. On the other side, as many? More? Less?' When the man simply returned his stare, Aparal drew his sword. ‘You have been through the gate. You have seen –
assess the enemy's strength!
'

The man grinned, eyes now on the weapon in Aparal's hand. ‘Go ahead.'

‘No, not you, soldier.' He waved with the blade of the sword, the gesture encompassing a score of other wounded. ‘I will kill them, one after another, until you answer me.'

‘Do you not see, Lord, why we refuse you? You have already killed us. All of us. Surviving these wounds will not change that. Look at me. I am already dead. To you. To all the world. Now fuck off. No, better yet – take yourself through to the other side. See for—'

Aparal did not know where the rage came from, but the savage strength of his blow lifted the soldier's head from his neck, sent it spinning, and then bouncing, until it fetched up against another wounded soldier – who turned her head, regarded it for a moment, then looked away again.

Trembling, horrified by what he had done, Aparal Forge backed away.

From one side he heard a weary chuckle, and then, ‘Barely a thousand left, Lord. They're done.'

He twisted round, sought out the one who spoke. Before him was the trench, piled with corpses. ‘Is it the dead who now speak?'

‘As good as,' came the reply. ‘You don't understand, do you? We don't tell you because we honour our enemy – they're not Tiste Andii. They're humans – who fight like demons.'

He saw the man now. Only the upper half of his body was visible, the rest buried under bodies. Someone had judged him dead. Someone had made a mistake. But then Aparal saw that half his skull was gone, exposing the brain. ‘The Hust Legion—'

‘Oh, you'd like that, wouldn't you? But there's no Hust Legion. There's one man. One Hust sword. Slayer of dragons and slayer of hounds, slayer of a thousand Liosan…
one man.
And when you finally break through, Lord, may he cut you down – you Soletaken, you betrayers. Every one of you.'

If you stood here, Kadagar Fant…if you stood here, you would finally see what we have done.

Aparal retreated, made his way towards the gate. Yes, he would push through. He would step out on to that foreign shore. And, if he could, he would destroy this lone warrior.
And then it will be over. Because that is all I want, now, for this to be over.

He spied a messenger corps, a dozen or so runners standing just beyond the nearest legion. ‘Words to my kin!' he barked. ‘Less than a thousand remain on the other side. And there is but one man with a Hust sword. Inform our lord –
the time is now
.'

An end. Bless me, an end.

Sheathing his bloody sword, he fixed his gaze on the gate. ‘There,' he whispered. ‘
Now.
'

 

Halfway across the bridge, Nimander paused, stared at the keep's massive gates. The air was filling with smoke, and he could now hear the detonations. The sorcery of dragons, the Eleint doing what they did best.
Destroying everything in their path.

The return of the Tiste Andii should not have been like this. In flames, in annihilation. He had felt his kin being torn away from him. They had veered over the Outer Marches: they had been flying in the company of Silanah. To honour her, of all things. She was of the royal household now, or so Nimander had wanted –
another foolish conceit. In Draconic form, she was my father's lover – but that was long ago.
But Anomander Rake's hunger for awakening the blood of the Eleint within him had waned. Even when faced with the ruination of Moon's Spawn, he had not surrendered to it.

Nimander could not even imagine the will that had denied such a…gift. Above Pale, he could have killed Tayschrenn – Korlat had said as much. He could have flown down from Moon's Spawn, Silanah at his side, and brought fire and devastation to the Malazans. The sudden descent of terror from the skies, scattering the enemy, shattering the opposition arrayed against him.

Instead, he waited, and when at last he veered into his Draconic form, it was to save a different city.

‘He would have done so for Pale, if not for the betrayal.'

‘But, Korlat, it was only the mages who broke their vow. Not the people of the city.'

She had nodded then, and looked across to her two companions. Prazek Goul, who had once been Orfantal's swordmaster. And Dathenar Fandoris, abandoned spawn from a High Priestess and then, much later, Korlat's own Mistress of Assassination. The three of them, all that remained of his father's cadre of Soletaken dragons.

Prazek had said,
‘No matter what, there would have been terrible destruction visited upon Pale. Had Anomander Rake veered into a dragon, Tayschrenn would have had no choice but to turn his fullest powers upon him. By the time the two were done, all of Pale would have been ashes. Instead, our lord descended into the city, and hunted down those wizards, taking them one by one. So, in truth, he did indeed save Pale.'

‘Although,'
added Dathenar,
‘he could not have anticipated the revenge of the Moranth upon Pale's citizens.'

‘The Malazans could have stopped that,'
countered Prazek.

And the three had nodded.

Blinking, Nimander drew a deep breath, pushing away that gnawing hunger within him – to veer, to rise up, to join the Storm. Then he made his way across the bridge, and into the palace.

From the shadows of the entrance, Apsal'ara stepped out to block his path. ‘Lord Nimander, there is a Tiste Andii woman upon the throne.'

‘So Korlat told me. She has bound Silanah – I must convince her—'

‘She is Korlat's mother, Lord. Once a Hostage, now the Queen of High House Dark. But madness has taken her. It may be, Lord, that you will have to kill her.'

‘
What?
Where is Spinnock?'

‘Returned to your legions. There is war upon the First Shore. The Tiste Liosan seek to invade, and those who oppose them are few.'

‘There are other Tiste Andii?'

She shook her head. ‘No. They are Shake.'

Shake? The island prison – gods, no.
He stood, his desire suddenly torn in two directions.

‘Make the Queen yield, Lord,' said Apsal'ara. ‘Spinnock will lead your people in battle.' She stepped closer, reached up and brushed Nimander's cheek. ‘My love, do this.'

‘I will not usurp the Queen of High House Dark! Do we return, only to spill Andiian blood all over again?' He shook his head in horrified denial. ‘No, I cannot!'

‘Then convince her to release Silanah – the Storm will be needed. To save Kharkanas – to save the Shake.'

‘Come with me.'

‘No, Nimander. I will go to the First Shore. I will fight. Find me there.' Her hand slipped behind his head now and drew his face down to her own. She kissed him hard, and then pushed him away, and was past him, out on to the bridge.

The thunder of Silanah's rage was drawing closer.

Nimander rushed inside.

 

The elders and the young remained camped near the bank of the river, though Spinnock knew that before long they would have to retreat into the city. If Silanah could not be stopped. Glancing back, up the road, it seemed that half the sky was aflame. Forests were burning, the ground itself erupting into fountains of molten rock. He caught a dark shape sailing amidst the smoke.

Drawing on his gauntlets, he faced his warriors, and saw that all eyes were upon him. At Spinnock's back was the forest, and beyond it waited the First Shore. They understood what was to come. He need tell them nothing.

And yet…

Anomander, old friend. Do you now sit at your mother's side? Do you now look down upon us? Are you helpless, unable to reach across, to still Silanah's savage fury? Or have you ceased to care?

And yet.

‘Anomander, old friend. Do you now sit at your mother's side? Do you now look down upon us? Are you helpless, unable to reach across, to still Silanah's savage fury? Or have you ceased to care?

Spinnock straightened, scanned the helmed faces before him. And then he drew his sword. Caught the eye of Captain Irind, gestured the burly man forward. ‘Face to me your shield, Captain, and hold well your stance.'

The man's eyes narrowed slightly, and then he took position, raising the shield between them and settling his shoulder beneath its rim, head turned away.

Spinnock half turned, as if dismissing Irind, and then he whirled. The sword cracked hard against the shield, staggering the captain. The reverberation echoed, out into the forest, and then fell back like rain among the troops.

‘When he led you and your ancestors from this place,' Spinnock said, pitching his voice loud enough to carry – though in truth a sudden silence had taken the scene, and it seemed not even the Storm could reach through, ‘from smoke, from fire, from ruin, Mother Dark had turned away. Before you, before your lord Anomander Rake, there was…
nothing
.'

Again his sword struck. Again Irind staggered but held his ground.

‘Prepare to advance. We will not form up once clear of the forest.' He bared his teeth. ‘There is no time for that. Captain Irind, stay at my side.'

Spinnock led the way into the ancient wood. Behind him the ranks spilled out, order almost immediately broken by the boles of trees, by sinkholes and tree-falls. The air was heavy with mists. Water streamed down every trunk, every branch, every dark-veined leaf.

He raised his voice as he advanced, knowing that they would hear him, knowing that Mother Dark had given him this.
For her people. For this day, this most fraught day.
‘Lord Nimander has gone to the palace. He seeks to turn Silanah from her path. What value winning the battle if we lose the war? If not for that, he would be here. He would be speaking to you. But he is not. And…this time,
this one time
, it is well – for like many of you, I was
born
in this realm.'

Irind was beside him, ready for the blow. The sword hammered the shield, the sound a shout of iron.

‘Lord Anomander Rake led you to another world. He fought to give you purpose – a reason to live. And for many, in that he failed. But those of you here – for you,
he did not fail.
'

He swung the sword again, the impact shivering up his arm.

‘He asked you to fight wars that were not yours to fight. He asked you to bow to causes not your own. A hundred banners, a hundred cities – allies who welcomed you and allies who did not. Allies who blessed you and allies who feared you. And your kin died, oh, how they died – they gave up their lives in causes
not their own.
'

The sword cracked again, and this time Irind almost buckled beneath the blow. Spinnock could hear his harsh breaths.

‘They were all different, and they were all the same. But the cause – the true cause he offered you –
did not change
.'

The blow sent Irind to his knees.

Another soldier moved up, readying his own shield. Bodily dragged Irind back, and then took his place. The sounds from the advancing warriors behind Spinnock was a susurration – breaths, armour, boots scrabbling for purchase.

‘Your lord was thinking – each and every time – he was thinking…
of this moment.
'

Again flashed the sword.

‘Each time, every time.
The cause was just
.'

Crack!

‘He needed to keep reminding you. For this day!'

Crack!

‘Today, this is not foreign soil! Today, this cause is your own!'

Crack!

‘
Today, the Tiste Andii fight for themselves!
'

And this time other weapons found the rims of shields.

CRACK!

‘
Your home!
'