Read The Complete Malazan Book of the Fallen Online
Authors: Steven Erikson
âWe're not idiots. It clearly hasn't occurred to either of you that maybe Fiddler wants it that way. Wants to be called Strings, now, because his old life is gone, and with the old name comes bad memories, and he's had enough of those.'
Neither Wickan replied.
After a few more strides, Bottle asked, âSo, was that a Wickan lich? One of the dead you were looking for?'
âYou know too much.'
âWas it?'
Nil cursed under his breath, then said, âOur mother.'
âYourâ¦' Bottle fell silent.
âShe was telling us to stop moping and grow up,' Nil added.
âShe was telling you that,' Nether retorted. âShe told me toâ'
âTo take a husband and get pregnant.'
âThat was just a suggestion.'
âMade while she was shaking you?' Bottle asked.
Nether spat at his feet. âA suggestion. Something I should maybe think about. Besides, I don't have to listen to you, soldier. You're Malazan. A squad mage.'
âHe's also the one,' pointed out Nil, âwho rides life-sparks.'
âSmall ones. The way we did as children.'
Bottle smiled at her remark.
She caught it. âWhat's so amusing?'
âNothing. Sorry.'
âI thought you were going to lead us back.'
âI thought so, too,' Bottle said, halting and looking round. âOh, I think we've been noticed.'
âIt's your fault, mage!' Nil accused.
âProbably.'
Nether hissed and pointed.
Another figure had appeared, and to either side padded dogs. Wickan cattle dogs. Nine, ten, twelve. Their eyes gleamed silver. The man in their midst was clearly Wickan, greying and squat and bow-legged. His face was savagely scarred.
âIt is Bult,' Nether whispered. She stepped forward.
The dogs growled.
âNil, Nether, I have been searching for you,' the ghost named Bult said, halting ten paces away, the dogs lining up on either side. âHear me. We do not belong here. Do you understand? We do not belong.' He paused and pulled at his nose in a habitual gesture. âThink hard on my words.' He turned away, then paused and glanced back over a shoulder, âAnd Nether, get married and have babies.'
The ghosts vanished.
Nether stamped her foot. Dust rose up around her. âWhy does everyone keep telling me that!?'
âYour tribe's been decimated,' Bottle said reasonably. âIt stands to reasonâ'
She advanced on him.
Bottle stepped backâ
And reappeared within the stone circle.
A moment later gasps came from Nil and Nether, their crosslegged bodies twitching.
âI was getting worried,' Strings said behind him, standing just outside the ring.
The two Wickans were slow in getting to their feet.
Bottle hurried to his sergeant's side. âWe should get going,' he said. âBefore she comes fully round, I mean.'
âWhy?'
Bottle started walking. âShe's mad at me.'
The sergeant snorted, then followed. âAnd why is she mad at you, soldier? As if I need ask.'
âJust something I said.'
âOh, I am surprised.'
âI don't want to go into it, Sergeant. Sorry.'
âI'm tempted to throw you down and pin you for her.'
They reached the crest. Behind them, Nether began shouting curses. Bottle quickened his pace. Then he halted and crouched down, reaching under his shirt, and gingerly drew out a placid lizard. âWake up,' he murmured, then set it down. It scampered off.
Strings watched. âIt's going to follow them, isn't it?'
âShe might decide on a real curse,' Bottle explained. âAnd if she does, I need to counter it.'
âHood's breath, what did you say to her?'
âI made a terrible mistake. I agreed with her mother.'
Â
âWe should be getting out of here. Orâ¦'
Kalam glanced over. âAll right, Quick.' He raised a hand to halt the soldiers flanking them and the one trailing behind, then uttered a low whistle to alert the huge, red-bearded corporal on point.
The squad members drew in to surround the assassin and the High Mage.
âWe're being followed,' Sergeant Gesler said, wiping sweat from his burnished brow.
âIt's worse than that,' Quick Ben said.
The soldier named Sands muttered, âIsn't it just.'
Kalam turned and studied the track behind them. He could see nothing in the colourless swirl. âThis is still the Imperial Warren, isn't it?'
Quick Ben rubbed at his neck. âI'm not so sure.'
âBut how can that happen?' This from the corporal, Stormy, his forehead buckling and small eyes glittering as though he was about to fly into a berserk rage at any moment. He was holding his grey flint sword as if expecting some demon to come bursting into existence right in front of them.
The assassin checked his long-knives, and said to Quick Ben, âWell?'
The wizard hesitated, then nodded. âAll right.'
âWhat did you two just decide?' Gesler asked. âAnd would it be so hard explaining it to us?'
âSarcastic bastard,' Quick Ben commented, then gave the sergeant a broad, white smile.
âI've punched a lot of faces in my day,' Gesler said, returning the smile, âbut never one belonging to a High Mage before.'
âYou might not be here if you had, Sergeant.'
âBack to business,' Kalam said in a warning rumble. âWe're going to wait and see what's after us, Gesler. Quick doesn't know where we are, and that in itself is troubling enough.'
âAnd then we leave,' the wizard added. âNo heroic stands.'
âThe Fourteenth's motto,' Stormy said, with a loud sigh.
âWhich?' Gesler asked. â
And then we leave
or
No heroic stands
?'
âTake your pick.'
Kalam studied the squad, first Gesler, then Stormy, then the lad, Truth, and Pella and the minor mage, Sands.
What a miserable bunch
.
âLet's just go kill it,' Stormy said, shifting about. âAnd then we can talk about what it was.'
âHood knows how you've lived this long,' Quick Ben said, shaking his head.
âBecause I'm a
reasonable
man, High Mage.'
Kalam grunted.
All right, they might grow on me at that.
âHow far away is it, Quick?'
âClosing. Not it. Them.'
Gesler unslung his crossbow and Pella and Truth followed suit. They loaded quarrels, then fanned out.
âThem, you said,' the sergeant muttered, glaring over at Quick Ben. âWould that be two? Six? Fifty thousand?'
âIt's not that,' Sands said in a suddenly shaky voice. âIt's where they've come from. Chaos. I'm right, ain't I, High Mage?'
âSo,' Kalam said, âthe warrens really are in trouble.'
âI did tell you that, Kal.'
âYou did. And you told the Adjunct the same thing. But she wanted us to get to Y'Ghatan before Leoman. And that means the warrens.'
âThere!' Truth hissed, pointing.
Emerging from the grey gloom, something massive, towering, black as a storm-cloud, filling the sky. And behind it, another, and anotherâ¦
âTime to go,' Quick Ben said.
All that K'rul created, you understand, was born of the Elder God's love of possibility. Myriad paths of sorcery spun out a multitude of strands, each wild as hairs in the wind, hackled to the wandering beast. And K'rul was that beast, yet he himself was a parody of life, for blood was his nectar, the spilled gift, red tears of pain, and all that he was, was defined by that singular thirst.
For all that, thirst is something we all share, yes?
Brutho and Nullit speak on Nullit's Last Night
Brutho Parlet
The land was vast, but it was not empty. Some ancient cataclysm had torn through the scoured bedrock, splitting it with fissures in a chaotic crisscross skein over the plain. If sand had once covered this place, even filling the chasms, wind or water had swept away the very last grain. The stone looked polished and the sun's light bounced from it in a savage glare.
Squinting, Mappo Runt studied the tormented landscape in front of them. After a time, he shook his head. âI have never seen this place before, Icarium. It seems as though something has just peeled back the skin of the world. Those cracksâ¦how can they run in such random directions?'
The half-blood Jaghut standing at his side said nothing for a moment, his pallid eyes scanning the scene as if seeking a pattern. Then he crouched down and picked up a piece of broken bedrock. âImmense pressures,' he murmured. âAnd thenâ¦violence.' He straightened, tossing the rock aside. âThe fissures follow no fault lines â see that nearest one? It cuts directly across the seams in the stone. I am intrigued, Mappo.'
The Trell set down his burlap sack. âDo you wish to explore?'
âI do.' Icarium glanced at him and smiled. âNone of my desires surprise you, do they? It is no exaggeration that you know my mind better than I. Would that you were a woman.'
âWere I a woman, Icarium, I would have serious concerns about your taste in women.'
âGranted,' the Jhag replied, âyou are somewhat hairy. Bristly, in fact. Given your girth, I believe you capable of wrestling a bull bhederin to the ground.'
âAssuming I had reason toâ¦although none comes to mind.'
âCome, let us explore.'
Mappo followed Icarium out onto the blasted plain. The heat was vicious, desiccating. Beneath their feet, the bedrock bore twisted swirls, signs of vast, contrary pressures. No lichen clung to the stone. âThis has been long buried.'
âYes, and only recently exposed.'
They approached the sharp edge of the nearest chasm.
The sunlight reached down part-way to reveal jagged, sheer walls, but the floor was hidden in darkness.
âI see a way down,' Icarium said.
âI was hoping you had missed it,' Mappo replied, having seen the same chute with its convenient collection of ledges, cracks for hand- and foot-holds. âYou know how I hate climbing.'
âUntil you mentioned it, no. Shall we?'
âLet me retrieve my pack,' Mappo said, turning about. âWe'll likely be spending the night down there.' He made his way back towards the edge of the plain. The rewards of curiosity had diminished for Mappo, over the years since he had vowed to walk at Icarium's side. It was now a sentiment bound taut with dread. Icarium's search for answers was not a hopeless one, alas. And if truth was discovered, it would be as an avalanche, and Icarium would not, could not, withstand the revelations. About himself. And all that he had done. He would seek to take his own life, if no-one else dared grant the mercy.
That was a precipice they had both clung to not so long ago.
And I betrayed my vow
. In the name of friendship. He had been broken, and it shamed him still. Worse, to see the compassion in Icarium's eyes, that had been a sword through Mappo's heart, an unhealed wound still haunting him.
But curiosity was a fickle thing, as well. Distractions devoured time, drew Icarium from his relentless path.
Yes, time. Delays. Follow where he will lead, Mappo Runt. You can do naught else. Untilâ¦until what?
Until he finally failed. And then, another would come, if it was not already too late, to resume the grand deceit.
He was tired. His very soul was weary of the whole charade. Too many lies had led him onto this path, too many lies held him here to this day.
I am no friend. I broke my vow â in the name of friendship? Another lie. No. Simple, brutal self-interest, the weakness of my selfish needs.
Whilst Icarium called him friend. Victim of a terrible curse, yet he remained, trusting, honourable, filled with the pleasure of living.
And here I am, happily leading him astray, again and again.
Oh, the word for it was indeed
shame
.
He found himself standing before his pack. How long he had stood there, unseeing, unmoving, he did not know.
Ah, now that is just, that I begin to lose myself.
Sighing, he picked it up and slung it over a shoulder.
Pray we cross no-one's path. No threat. No risk. Pray we never find a way out of the chasm.
But to whom was he praying? Mappo smiled as he made his way back. He believed in nothing, and would not presume the conceit of etching a face on oblivion. Thus, empty prayers, uttered by an empty man.
âAre you all right, my friend?' Icarium asked as he arrived.
âLead on,' Mappo said. âI must secure my pack first.'
A flash of something like concern in the Jhag's expression, then he nodded and walked over to where the chute debouched, slipped over the edge, and vanished from sight.
Mappo tugged a small belt-pouch free and loosened the drawstrings. He pulled another pouch from the first one and unfolded it, revealing that it was larger than the one it had been stored in. From this second pouch he withdrew another, again larger once unfolded. Mappo then, with some effort, pushed the shoulder pack into this last one. Tightened the strings. He stuffed that pouch into the next smaller and followed by forcing that one into the small belt-pouch, which he tied at his waist. Inconvenient, though temporary. He would have no quick access to his weapons should some calamity arise, at least for the duration of the descent. Not that he could fight clinging like a drunk goat to the cliff-side in any case.
He made his way to the chute and looked over the edge. Icarium was making swift progress, already fifteen or more man-heights down.
What would they find down there?
Rocks
. Or something that should have remained buried for all time.
Mappo began his descent.
Before long, the passage of the sun swept all light from the crevasse. They continued in deep gloom, the air cool and stale. There was no sound, barring the occasional scrape of Icarium's scabbard against stone from somewhere below, the only indication that the Jhag still lived, that he had not fallen, for, had he lost his grip and plummeted, Mappo knew that he would make no outcry.
The Trell's arms were getting tired, the calves of his legs aching, his fingers growing numb, but he maintained his steady pace, feeling strangely relentless, as if this was a descent with no end and he was eager to prove it, the only possible proof being to continue on. For ever. There was something telling in that desire, but he was not prepared to be mindful of it.
The air grew colder. Mappo watched the plumes of his breath frosting the stone face opposite him, sparkling in some faint, sourceless illumination. He could smell old ice, somewhere below, and a whisper of unease quickened his breathing.
A hand on the heel of his left, down-reaching foot startled him.
âWe are here,' Icarium murmured.
âAbyss take us,' Mappo gasped, pushing away from the wall and landing with sagging legs on a slick, slanted floor. He flung his arms out to regain balance, then straightened. âAre you certain? Perhaps this slope is but a ledge, and should we lose our footingâ'
âWe will get wet. Come, there is a lake of some sort.'
âAh, I see it. Itâ¦glowsâ¦'
They edged down until the motionless sweep of water was before them. A vague, greenish-blue illumination, coming from below, revealed the lake's depth. They could see to the bottom, perhaps ten man-heights down, rough and studded with rotted tree stumps or broken stalagmites, pale green and limned in white.
âWe descended a third of a league for this?' Mappo asked, his voice echoing, then he laughed.
âLook further in,' Icarium directed, and the Trell heard excitement in his companion's tone.
The stumps marched outward four or five paces, then stopped. Beyond, details indistinct, squatted a massive, blockish shape. Vague patterns marked its visible sides, and its top. Odd, angular projections reached out from the far side, like spider's legs. The breath hissed from Mappo. âDoes it live?' he asked.
âA mechanism of some sort,' Icarium said. âThe metal is very nearly white, do you see? No corrosion. It looks as if it had been built yesterdayâ¦but I believe, my friend, that it is ancient.'
Mappo hesitated, then asked, âIs it one of yours?'
Icarium glanced at him, eyes bright. âNo. And that is the wonder of it.'
âNo? Are you sure? We have found othersâ'
âI am certain. I do not know how, but there is no doubt in my mind. This was constructed by someone else, Mappo.'
The Trell crouched down and dipped his hand into the water, then snatched it back. âGods, that's cold!'
âNo obstacle to me,' Icarium said, smiling, the polished lower tusks sliding into view.
âYou mean to swim down and examine it? Never mind, the answer is plain. Very well, I shall seek out some level ground, and pitch our camp.'
The Jhag was tugging off his clothes.
Mappo set off along the slope. The gloom was sufficiently relieved by the glowing water that he was able to make certain of each step he took, moving up until his left hand was brushing the cold stone wall. After fifteen or so paces that hand slipped into a narrow crack, and, upon regaining contact, immediately noted a change of texture and shape in the surface under his blunt fingertips. The Trell halted and began a closer examination along its length.
This stone was basalt, ragged, bulging out until the slope beneath his feet dwindled, then disappeared. Sharp cracks emanated out across the angled floor and into the lake, the black fissures reappearing on the lake's bottom. The basalt was some kind of intrusion, he concluded. Perhaps the entire crevasse had been created by its arrival.
Mappo retreated until he had room to sit, perched with his back against the rock, eyes on the now rippled surface of the lake. He drew out a reed and began cleaning his teeth as he considered the matter. He could not imagine a natural process creating such an intrusion. Contrary as earth pressures were, far beneath the land's surface, there was no colliding escarpment shaping things in this part of the subcontinent.
No, there had been a gate, and the basalt formation had come through it. Catastrophically. From its realmâ¦into solid bedrock on this world.
What was it? But he knew.
A sky keep.
Mappo rose and faced the ravaged basalt once more.
And that which Icarium now studies at the bottom of the lakeâ¦it came from this. So it follows, does it not, that there must be some sort of portal. A way in.
Now he was curious indeed. What secrets lay within? Among the rituals of inculcation the Nameless Ones had intoned in the course of Mappo's vow were tales of the sky keeps, the dread K'Chain Che'Malle fortresses that floated like clouds in the air. An invasion of sorts, according to the Nameless Ones, in the ages before the rise of the First Empire, when the people who would one day found it did little more than wander in small bands â not even tribes, little different, in fact, from mortal Imass. An invasion that, in this region at least, failed. The tales said little of who or what had opposed them. Jaghut, perhaps. Or Forkrul Assail, or the Elder Gods themselves.
He heard splashing and peered through the gloom to see Icarium pull himself, awkwardly, onto the strand. Mappo rose and approached.
âDead,' Icarium gasped, and Mappo saw that his friend was racked with shivers.
âThe mechanism?'
The Jhag shook his head. âOmtose Phellack. This waterâ¦dead ice. Deadâ¦blood.'
Mappo waited for Icarium to recover. He studied the now swirling, agitated surface of the lake, wondering when last that water had known motion, the heat of a living body. For the latter, it had clearly been thirsty.
âThere is a corpse inside that thing,' the Jhag said after a time.
âK'Chain Che'Malle.'
âYes. How did you know?'
âI have found the sky keep it emerged from. Part of it remains exposed, extruding from the wall.'
âA strange creature,' Icarium muttered. âI have no memory of ever seeing one before, yet I knew its name.'
âAs far as I know, friend, you have never encountered them in your travels. Yet you hold knowledge of them, nonetheless.'
âI need to think on this.'
âYes.'
âStrange creature,' he said again. âSo reptilian. Desiccated, of course, as one would expect. Powerful, I would think. The hind limbs, the forearms. Huge jaws. Stubby tailâ'
Mappo looked up. âStubby tail. You are certain of that?'
âYes. The beast was reclined, and within reach were levers â it was a master of the mechanism's operation.'
âThere was a porthole you could look through?'
âNo. The white metal became transparent wherever I cast my gaze.'
âRevealing the mechanism's inner workings?'
âOnly the area where the K'Chain Che'Malle was seated. A carriage of some sort, I believe, a means of transportation and explorationâ¦yet not intended to accommodate being submerged in water; nor was it an excavating device â the jointed arms would have been insufficient for that. No, the unveiling of Omtose Phellack caught it unawares. Devoured, trapped in ice. A Jaghut arrived, Mappo, to make certain that none escaped.'