The Complete Malazan Book of the Fallen (933 page)

‘It was a messy death. My memories remain all too sharp. Gruntle, deliver this message to your god:
not long now
.'

Gruntle scowled. ‘Too cryptic. If you want me to pass on your words, you will have to do better than that.'

Toc Anaster's single eye – terrifying in its lifelessness – shifted away.

‘He cannot,' said the middle horseman, and there was something familiar about the face behind the helm's cheekguards. ‘I remember you from Capustan. Gruntle, chosen servant of Treach. Your god is confused, but it must choose, and soon.'

Gruntle shrugged. ‘There is no point in bringing all this to me. Trake and me, we're not really on speaking terms. I didn't ask for any of this. I don't even want it—'

‘Hah!' barked the Seguleh, twisting round to face the middle rider. ‘Hear that, Iskar Jarak? Let me kill him!'

Iskar Jarak? I seem to recall he had a different name. One of those odd ones, common to the Malazan soldiery – what was it now?

‘Save your wrath for Skinner,' Iskar Jarak calmly replied.

‘Skinner!' roared the Seguleh, savagely wheeling his horse round. ‘Where is he, then? I'd forgotten! Hood, you bastard – you made me forget! Where is he?' He faced the three riders. ‘Does Toc know? Brukhalian, you? Someone tell me where he's hiding!'

‘Who knows?' said Iskar Jarak. ‘But there is one thing for certain.'

‘What?' demanded the Seguleh.

‘Skinner is not here on this hill.'

‘Bah!' The Seguleh drove spurs into his horse's senseless flanks. The animal surged forward anyway, plunging off the hilltop and raging downslope like an avalanche.

Soft laughter from Brukhalian, and Gruntle saw that even Toc was grinning – though he still would not meet his eyes. That death must have been terrible indeed, as if the world had but one answer, one way of ending things, and whatever lessons could be gleaned from that did not ease the spirit. The notion left him feeling morose.

It was a common curse to feel unclean, but that curse would be unbearable if no cleansing awaited one, if not at the moment of dying, then afterwards. Looking upon these animated corpses, Gruntle saw nothing of redemption, nothing purged – guilt, shame, regrets and grief, they all swirled about these figures like a noxious cloud.

‘If getting killed lands me with you lot,' he said, ‘I'd rather do without.'

The one named Iskar Jarak leaned wearily over the large Seven Cities saddle horn. ‘I sympathize, truly. Tell me, do you think we've all earned our rest?'

‘Don't you?'

‘You have lost all your followers.'

‘I have.' Gruntle saw that Toc Anaster was now watching him, fixed, sharp as a dagger point.

‘They are not here.'

He frowned at Iskar Jarak. ‘And they should be, I suppose?'

Brukhalian finally spoke, ‘It is just that. We are no longer so sure.'

‘Stay out of Hood's realm,' said Toc Anaster. ‘The gate is…closed.'

Master Quell started. ‘Closed? But that's ridiculous! Does Hood now turn the dead away?'

Toc's single eye held on Gruntle. ‘The borders are sealed to the living. There will be sentinels. Patrols. Intrusions will not be tolerated. Where we march you can't go. Not now, perhaps never. Stay away, until the choice is taken from you.
Stay away
.'

And Gruntle saw then, finally, the anguish that gripped Toc Anaster, the bone-deep fear and dread. He saw how the man's warning was in truth a cry to a friend, from one already lost, already doomed.
Save yourself. Just do that, and it will all be worth it – all we must do, the war we must seek. Damn you, Gruntle, give all this
meaning.

Quell must have sensed something of these fierce undercurrents, for he then bowed to the three riders. ‘I shall deliver your message. To all the pilots of the Trygalle Trade Guild.'

The ground seemed to shift uneasily beneath Gruntle's boots.

‘And now you had better leave,' said Brukhalian.

The hill groaned – and what Gruntle had imagined as some internal vertigo was now revealed as a real quaking of the earth.

Master Quell's eyes were wide and he held his hands out to the sides to stay balanced.

At the far end of the range of hills, a massive eruption thundered, lifting earth and stones skyward. From the ruptured mound something rose, clawing free, sinuous neck and gaping, snapping jaws, wings spreading wide—

The hill shivered beneath them.

The three riders had wheeled their horses and were now barrelling down the slope.

‘Quell!'

‘A moment, damn you!'

Another hill exploded.

Damned barrows all right! Holding dead dragons!
‘Hurry—'

‘Be quiet!'

The portal that split open was ragged, edges rippling as if caught in a storm.

The hill to their right burst its flanks. A massive wedge-shaped head scythed in their direction, gleaming bone and shreds of desiccated skin—

‘
Quell!
'

‘Go! I need to—'

The dragon heaved up from cascading earth, forelimbs tearing into the ground. The leviathan was coming for them.

No – it's coming for the portal –
Gruntle grasped Master Quell and dragged him towards the rent. The mage struggled, shrieking – but whatever he sought to say was lost in the deafening hiss from the dragon as it lurched forward. The head snapped closer, jaws wide – and Gruntle, with Quell in his arms, threw himself back, plunging into the portal—

They emerged at twice the height of a man above the sandy beach, plummeting downward to thump heavily in a tangle of limbs.

Shouts from the others—

As the undead dragon tore through the rent with a piercing cry of triumph, head, neck, forelimbs and shoulders, then one wing cracked out, spreading wide in an enormous torn sail shedding dirt. The second wing whipped into view—

Master Quell was screaming, weaving frantic words of power, panic driving his voice ever higher.

The monstrosity shivered out like an unholy birth, lunged skyward above the island. Stones rained down in clouds. As the tattered tip of its long tail slithered free, the rent snapped shut.

Lying half in the water, half on hard-packed sand, Gruntle stared up as the creature winged away, still shedding dust.

Shareholder Faint arrived, falling to her knees beside them. She was glaring at Master Quell who was slowly sitting up, a stunned look on his face.

‘You damned fool,' she snarled, ‘why didn't you throw a damned harness on that thing? We just lost our way off this damned island!'

Gruntle stared at her.
Insane. They are all insane.

 

There was a tension in his stance that she had not seen before. He faced east, across the vast sweeping landscape of the Dwelling Plain. Samar Dev gave the tea another stir then hooked the pot off the coals and set it to one side. She shot Karsa Orlong a look, but the Toblakai was busy retying the leather strings of one of his moccasins, aided in some mysterious way by his tongue which had curled into view from the corner of his mouth – the gesture was so childlike she wondered if he wasn't mocking her, aware as always that she was studying him.

Havok cantered into view from a nearby basin, his dawn hunt at an end. The other horses shifted nervously as the huge beast drew closer with head held high as if to show off the blood glistening on his muzzle.

‘We need to find water today,' Samar Dev said, pouring out the tea.

‘So we will,' Karsa replied, standing now to test the tightness of the moccasin. Then he reached beneath his trousers to make some adjustments.

‘Reminding yourself it's there?' she asked. ‘Here's your tea. Don't gulp.'

He took the cup from her. ‘I know it's there,' he said. ‘I was just reminding
you
.'

‘Hood's breath,' she said, and then stopped as Traveller seemed to flinch.

He turned to face them, his eyes clouded, far away. ‘Yes,' he said. ‘Spitting something out.'

Samar Dev frowned. ‘Yes what?'

His gaze cleared, flitted briefly to her and then away again. ‘Something is happening,' he said, walking over to pick up the tin cup. He looked down into the brew for a moment, then sipped.

‘Something is always happening,' Karsa said easily. ‘It's why misery gets no rest. The witch says we need water – we can follow yon valley, at least for a time, since it wends northerly.'

‘The river that made it has been dead ten thousand years, Toblakai. But yes, the direction suits us well enough.'

‘The valley remembers.'

Samar Dev scowled at Karsa. The warrior was getting more cryptic by the day, as if he was being overtaken by something of this land's ambivalence. For the Dwelling Plain was ill named. Vast stretches of…nothing. Animal tracks but no animals. The only birds in the sky were those vultures that daily tracked them, wheeling specks of patience. Yet Havok had found prey.

The Dwelling Plain was a living secret, its language obscure and wont to drift like waves of heat. Even Traveller seemed uneasy with this place.

She drained the last of her tea and rose. ‘I believe this land was cursed once, long ago.'

‘Curses are immortal,' said Karsa in a dismissive grunt.

‘Will you stop that?'

‘What? I am telling you what I sense. The curse does not die. It persists.'

Traveller said, ‘I do not think it was a curse. What we are feeling is the land's memory.'

‘A grim memory, then.'

‘Yes, Samar Dev,' agreed Traveller. ‘Here, life comes to fail. Beasts too few to breed. Outcasts from villages and cities. Even the caravan tracks seem to wander half lost – none are used with any consistency, because the sources of water are infrequent, elusive.'

‘Or they want to keep bandits guessing.'

‘I have seen no old camps,' Traveller pointed out. ‘There are no bandits here, I think.'

‘We need to find water,' Samar said again.

‘So you said,' Karsa said, with an infuriating grin.

‘Why not clean up the breakfast leavings, Toblakai. Astonish me by being useful.' She walked over to her horse, collecting the saddle on the way. She could draw a dagger, she could let slip some of her lifeblood, could reach down into this dry earth and see what was there to be seen. Or she could keep her back turned, her self closed in. The two notions warred with each other. Curiosity and trepidation.

She swung the saddle on to the horse's broad back, adjusted the girth straps and then waited for the animal to release its held breath. Nothing likes to be bound. Not the living, perhaps not the dead. Once, she might have asked Karsa about that, if only to confirm what she already knew – but he had divested himself of that mass of souls trailing in his wake. Somehow, the day he killed the Emperor. Oh, two remained, there in that horrid sword of his.

And perhaps that was what was different about him, she realized.
Liberation. But then, has he not already begun collecting more?
She cinched the strap then half turned to regard the giant warrior, who was using sand to scrub the blackened pan on which she'd cooked knee-root, challenging the pernicious crust with a belligerent scowl. No, she could sense nothing – not as drawn in as she'd made herself. Thus, sensing nothing didn't mean anything, did it? Perhaps he had grown at ease with those victims dragged behind him everywhere he went.

A man like that should not smile. Should never smile, or laugh. He should be haunted.

But he was too damned arrogant to suffer haunting, a detail that invariably irritated her, even as she was drawn to it (and was that not irritating in itself?).

‘You chew on him,' said Traveller, who had come unseen to her side and now spoke quietly, ‘as a jackal does an antler. Not out of hunger so much as habit. He is not as complicated as you think, Samar Dev.'

‘Oh yes he is. More so, in fact.'

The man grimaced as he set about saddling his own horse. ‘A child dragged into the adult world, but no strength was lost. No weakening of purpose. He remains young enough,' Traveller said, ‘to still be certain. Of his vision, of his beliefs, of the way he thinks the world works.'

‘Oh, so precisely when will the world get round to kicking him good and hard between the legs?'

‘For some, it never does.'

She eyed him. ‘You are saying it does no good to rail against injustice.'

‘I am saying do not expect justice, Samar Dev. Not in this world. And not in the one to come.'

‘Then what drives you so, Traveller? What forces your every step, ever closer to whatever destiny waits for you?'

He was some time in answering, although she did not deceive herself into thinking that her words had struck something vulnerable. These men here with her, they were armoured in every way. He cinched the girth straps and dropped the stirrups. ‘We have an escort, Samar Dev.'

‘We do? The vultures?'

‘Well, yes, there are those, too. Great Ravens.'

At that she squinted skyward. ‘Are you sure?'

‘Yes, but I was speaking of another escort.'

‘Oh, then who? And why doesn't it show itself?'

Traveller swung himself astride his horse and gathered the reins. Karsa had completed packing the camp gear and was now bridling Havok. ‘I have no answers to those questions, Samar Dev. I do not presume to know the minds of Hounds of Shadow.'

She saw Karsa Orlong glance over at that, but there was nothing revealed in his expression beyond simple curiosity.

Gods, he drives me mad!

‘Do they hunt us?' Karsa asked.

‘No,' Traveller replied. ‘At least, not me, nor, I imagine, our witch here.'

Karsa mounted his Jhag horse. ‘Today,' he announced, ‘I shall not ride with you. Instead, I shall find these Hounds of Shadow, for I wish to see them for myself. And if they in turn see me alone, then they may choose to make plain their desires.'