Read The Complete Malazan Book of the Fallen Online
Authors: Steven Erikson
Seba Krafar scowled. âWho in Hound's name are you?'
âYou don't know me? Careless. My name is Blend. I'm one of the owners of K'rul's.'
âThat contract's cancelled â we're done with you. No moreâ'
âI don't care. It's simple â I want the name. The one who brought you the contract. Now, you can give it to me without any fuss, and I will walk out of here and that's the last you'll see of me, and all your worries will be at an end. The Guild removed from the equation. Consider it a gift, but now it's time for you to earn it.'
He studied her, gauging his chances. She didn't look like much. There was no way she'd reach that crossbow in time â two quick strides and he'd be right in her face. With two knives in her gut. And then he'd send a note to Humble Measure and claim one more down â leaving what, two or three left? He'd get paid well for that, and Hood knew he needed the coin if he was going to start over.
And so he attacked.
He wasn't sure what happened next. He had his knives out, she was right there in front of him, and then her elbow smashed into his face, shattering his nose and blinding him with pain. And somehow both thrusts he sent her way, one seeking the soft spot just beneath her sternum, the other striking lower down, failed. One blocked, the other missing entirely, dagger point driving into the wall she'd been leaning against.
The blow to his face turned his knees to water, but only for the briefest of moments, for Seba Krafar was a bull of a man, a brawler. Damage was something to shake off and then just get on with it, and so, shoulder hunching, he attempted a slanting slash, trying to gut the bitch right then and there.
Something hard hammered his wrist, sending the dagger flying, and bones cracked in his arm. As he stumbled back, tugging the other knife from the wall, he attempted a frantic thrust to keep her off him. She caught his good wrist and her thumb was like an iron nail, impaling the base of his palm. The knife dropped from senseless fingers. She then took that arm and twisted it hard round, pushing his shoulder down and so forcing his head to follow.
Where it met a rising knee.
An already broken nose struck again, struck even harder, in fact, is not something that can be shaken off. Stunned, not a sliver of will left in his brain, he landed on his back. Some instinct made him roll, up against the legs of his desk, and he heaved himself upright once more.
The quarrel took him low on the right side, just above his hip, glancing off the innominate bone and slicing messily through his liver.
Seba Krafar sagged back down, into a slump with his back against the desk.
With streaming eyes he looked across at the woman.
Malazan, right. She'd been a soldier once. No, she'd been a Bridgeburner. He used to roll his eyes at that. A Bridgeburner? So what? Just some puffed up ooh-ah crap. Seba was an assassin. Blood kin to Talo Krafar and now
there
was a monster of a manâ
Who'd been taken down by a quarrel. Killed like a boar in a thicket.
She walked over to stand before him. âThat was silly, Seba. And now here you are, face broken and skewered. That's your liver bleeding out there, I think. Frankly, I'm amazed you're not already dead, but lucky for you that you aren't.' She crouched and held up a small vial. âIf I pour this into that wound â once I pluck out the bolt, that is, and assuming you survive that â well, there's a good chance you'll live. So, should I do that, Seba? Should I save your sorry arse?'
He stared at her. Gods, he hurt everywhere.
âThe name,' she said. âGive me the name and you've got a chance to survive this. But best hurry up with your decision. You're running out of time.'
Was Hood hovering? In that buried place so far beneath the streets? Well, of course he was.
Seba gave her the name. He even warned her off â don't mess with that one, he's a damned viper. There's something there, in his eyes, I swearâ
Blend was true to her word.
So Hood went away.
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The cascade of sudden deaths, inexplicable and outrageous accidents, miserable ends and terrible murders filled every abode, every corner and every hovel in a spreading tide, a most fatal flood creeping out through the hapless city on all sides. No age was spared, no weight of injustice tipped these scales. Death took them all: well born and destitute, the ill and the healthy, criminal and victim, the unloved and the cherished.
So many last breaths: coughed out, sighed, whimpered, bellowed in defiance, in disbelief, in numbed wonder. And if such breaths could coalesce, could form a thick, dry, pungent fugue of dismay, in the city on this night not a single globe of blue fire could be seen.
There were survivors. Many, many survivors â indeed, more survived than died â but alas, it was a close run thing, this measure, this fell harvest.
The god walked eastward, out from Gadrobi District and into Lakefront, and, from there, up into the Estates.
This night was not done. My, not done at all.
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Unseen in the pitch black of this moonless, smoke-wreathed night, a massive shape sailed low over the Gadrobi Hills, westward and out on to the trader's road. As it drew closer to the murky lights of Worrytown, the silent flier slowly dropped lower until its clawed talons almost brushed the gravel of the road.
Above it, smaller shapes beat heavy wings here and there, wheeling round, plummeting and then thudding themselves back up again. These too uttered no calls in the darkness.
To one side of the track, crouched in high grasses, a coyote that had been about to cross the track suddenly froze.
Heady spices roiled over the animal in a warm, sultry gust, and where a moment earlier there had been black, shapeless clouds sliding through the air, now there was a figure â a man-thing, the kind the coyote warred with in its skull, fear and curiosity, opportunity and deadly betrayal â walking on the road.
But this man-thing, it wasâ¦different.
As it came opposite the coyote, its head turned and regarded the beast.
The coyote trotted out. Every muscle, every instinct, cried out for a submissive surrender, and yet as if from some vast power outside itself, the coyote held its head high, ears sharp forward as it drew up alongside the figure.
Who reached down to brush gloved fingers back along the dome of its head.
And off the beast bounded, running as fast as its legs could carry it, out into the night, the vast plain to the south.
Freed, blessed, beneficiary of such anguished love that it would live the rest of its years in a grassy sea of joy and delight.
Transformed. No special reason, no grim purpose. No, this was a whimsical touch, a mutual celebration of life. Understand it or stumble through. The coyote's role is done, and off it pelts, heart bright as a blazing star.
Gifts to start the eyes.
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Anomander Rake, Son of Darkness, walked between the shanties of Worrytown. The gate was ahead, but no guards were visible. The huge doors were barred.
From beyond, from the city itself, fires roared here and there, thrusting bulging cloaks of spark-lit smoke up into the black night.
Five paces from the gates now, and something snapped and fell away. The doors swung open. And, unaccosted, unnoticed, Anomander Rake walked into Darujhistan.
Howls rose like madness unleashed.
The Son of Darkness reached up and unsheathed Dragnipur.
Steam curled from the black blade, twisting into ephemeral chains that stretched out as he walked up the wide, empty street. Stretched out to drag behind him, and from each length others emerged and from these still more, a forest's worth of iron roots, snaking out, whispering over the cobbles.
He had never invited such a manifestation before. Reining in that bleed of power had been an act of mercy, to all those who might witness it, who might comprehend its significance.
But on this night, Anomander Rake had other things on his mind.
Chains of smoke, chains and chains and chains, so many writhing in his wake that they filled the breadth of the street, that they snaked over and under and spilled out into side streets, alleys, beneath estate gates, beneath doors and through windows. They climbed walls.
Wooden barriers disintegrated â doors and sills and gates and window frames. Stones cracked, bricks spat mortar. Walls bowed. Buildings groaned.
He walked on as those chains grew taut.
No need yet to lean forward with each step. No need yet to reveal a single detail to betray the strength and the will demanded of him.
He walked on.
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Throughout the besieged city, mages, witches, wizards and sorcerors clutched the sides of their heads, eyes squeezing shut as unbearable pressure closed in. Many fell to their knees. Others staggered. Still others curled up into tight foetal balls on the floor, as the world groaned.
Raging fires flinched, collapsed into themselves, died in silent gasps.
The howl of the Hounds thinned as if forced through tight valves.
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In a slag-crusted pit twin sisters paused as one in their efforts to scratch each other's eyes out. In the midst of voluminous clouds of noxious vapours, knee deep in magma that swirled like a lake of molten sewage, the sisters halted, and slowly lifted their heads.
As if scenting the air.
Dragnipur.
Dragnipur.
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Down from the Estates, into that projecting wedge that was Daru, and hence through another gate and on to the main avenue in Lakefront, proceeding parallel to the shoreline. As soon as he reached the straight, level stretch of that avenue, the Son of Darkness paused.
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Four streets distant on that same broad track, Hood, Lord of Death, fixed his gaze on the silver-haired figure which seemed to have hesitated, but only for a moment, before resuming its approach.
Hood felt his own unease, yet onward he strode.
The power of that sword was breathtaking, even for a god.
Breathtaking.
Terrifying.
They drew closer, in measured steps, and closer still.
The Hounds had fallen silent. In the wake of crushed fires, smoke billowed low, barely lit by fitful blue gaslight. Piercing in and out of the black clouds, Great Ravens circled, advanced, and retreated; and moments before the two figures reached each other, the huge birds began landing on roof edges facing down into the street, in rows and clusters, scores and then hundreds.
They were here.
To witness.
To know. To believe.
And, perchance, to feed.
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Only three strides between them now. Hood slowed his steps. âSon of Darkness,' he said, âI have reconsideredâ'
And the sword lashed out, a clean arc that took the Lord of Death in the neck, slicing clean through.
As Hood's head pitched round inside its severed cloth sack, the body beneath it staggered back, dislodging what it had lost.
A heavy, solid crunch as the god's head struck the cobbles, rolling on to one cheek, the eyes staring and lifeless.
Black blood welled up from the stump of neck. One more step back, before the legs buckled and the Lord of Death fell to his knees and then sat back.
Opposite the dead god, Anomander Rake, face stretching in agony, fought to remain standing.
Whatever weight descended upon him at this moment was invisible to the mortal eye, unseen even by the thousand Great Ravens perched and leaning far forward on all sides, but its horrendous toll was undeniable.
The Son of Darkness, Dragnipur in one hand, bowed and bent like an old man. The sword's point grated and then caught in the join between four cobbles. And Anomander Rake began to lean on it, every muscle straining as his legs slowly gave way â no, he could not stand beneath this weight.
And so he sank down, the sword before him, both hands on the cross-hilt's wings, head bowed against Dragnipur, and these details alone were all that distinguished him from the god opposite.
They sat, on knees and haunches, as if mirrored images. One leaning on a sword, forehead pressed to the gleaming, smoke-wreathed blade. The other decapitated, hands resting palm up on the thighs.
One was dead.
The other, at this moment, profoundlyâ¦vulnerable.
Things noticed.
Things were coming, and coming fast.
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And this night, why, it is but half done.
He slid down the last of the trail and he asked of me,
âDo you see what you expected?'
And this was a question breaking loose, rolling free.
Out from under stones and scattered
Into thoughts of what the cruel fates would now decree.
He settled back in the dust and made his face into pain,
âDid you see only what you believed?'
And I looked down to where blood had left its stain
The charge of what's given, what's received
Announcing the closing dirge on this long campaign.
âNo,' I said, âyou are not what I expected to see.'
Young as hope and true as love was my enemy,
âThe shields were burnished bright as a sun-splashed sea,
And drowning courage hath brought me to this calamity.
Expectation has so proved the death of me.'
He spoke to say, âYou cannot war against the man you were,
And I cannot slay the man I shall one day become,
Our enemy is expectation flung backward and fore,
The memories you choose and the tracks I would run.
Slayer of dreams, sower of regrets, all that we are.'
Soldier at the End of his Days
 (fragment)
Des'Ban of Nemil
They did not stop for the night. With the city's fitful glow to the north, throbbing crimson, Traveller marched as would a man possessed. At times, as she and Karsa rode on ahead to the next rise to fix their gazes upon that distant conflagration, Samar Dev feared that he might, upon reaching them, simply lash out with his sword. Cut them both down. So that he could take Havok for himself, and ride hard for Darujhistan.
Something terrible was happening in that city. Her nerves were on fire. Her skull seemed to creak with some kind of pervasive pressure, building with each onward step. She felt febrile, sick to her stomach, her mouth dry as dust, and she held on to Karsa Orlong's muscled girth as if he was a mast on a storm-wracked ship. He had said nothing for some time now, and she did not have the courage to break that grim silence.
Less than a league away, the city flashed and rumbled.
When Traveller reached them, however, it was as if they did not exist. He was muttering under his breath. Vague arguments, hissed denials, breathless lists of bizarre, disconnected phrases, each one worked out as if it was a justification for something he had done, or something he was about to do. At times those painful phrases sounded like justifications for both. Future blended with the past, a swirling vortex with a tortured soul at its very heart. She could not bear to listen.
Obsession was a madness, a fever. When it clawed its way to the surface, it was terrible to behold. It was impossible not to see the damage it did, the narrowness of the treacherous path one was forced to walk, as if between walls of thorns, jutting knife blades. One misstep and blood was drawn, and before long the poor creature was a mass of wounds, streaked and dripping, blind to everything but what waited somewhere ahead.
And what if he found what he sought? What if he won through in his final battle â whatever that might be? What then for Traveller?
It will kill him.
His reason for livingâ¦gone.
Gods below, I will not bear witness to such a scene. I dare not.
For I have my own obsessionsâ¦
Traveller marched on in dark argument. She and Karsa rode Havok, but even this frightening beast was starting, shying as if something was bodily pushing against it. Head tossed, hoofs stamped the packed ground.
Finally, after the horse almost reared, Karsa uttered a low snarl and reined in. âDown, witch,' he said â as Traveller once more stalked past â âwe will walk from here.'
âBut Havokâ'
âCan fend for himself. When I need him, we shall find each other once more.'
They dismounted. Samar stretched her back. âI'm exhausted. My head feels like a wet pot in a kiln â about to explode. Karsaâ'
âStay here if you will,' he said, eyes on Traveller's back. âI will go on.'
âWhy? Wherever he's going, it's his battle, not yours. You cannot help him. You must not help him, Karsa â you see that, don't you?'
He grimaced. âI can guard his backâ'
âWhy? We have journeyed together out of convenience. And that's done, now. Can't you feel it? It's done. Take one wrong step â cross his path â and he will drag out that sword.' She brought her hands up and pressed hard against her eyelids. Flashes of fire ignited her inner world. No different from what she was seeing in the city before them. She dropped her hands and blinked blearily at the Toblakai. âKarsa, in the name of mercy, let's turn away. Leave him toâ¦whatever's in Darujhistan.'
âWitch, we have been following a trail.'
âSorry, what?'
âA trail.' He glanced down at her. âThe Hounds.'
She looked again at the city, even as a fireball ripped upward and moments later thunder rolled through the ground at their feet.
The Hounds. They're tearing that city apart.
âWe can't go there! We can't walk into
that
!'
In answer Karsa bared his teeth. âI do not trust those beasts â are they there to protect Traveller? Or hunt him down in some deadly game in the streets?' He shook his head. âI'll not clip his heels, witch. We'll keep a respectable distance, but I
will
guard his back.'
She wanted to scream.
You stupid, stubborn, obstinate, thick-skulled bastard!
âSo who guards
our
backs?'
Sudden blackness welled up inside her mind and she must have reeled, for a moment later Karsa was holding her up, genuine concern in his face. âWhat ails you, Samar?'
âYou idiot,
can't you feel it
?'
âNo,' he replied.
She thought he lied then, but had no energy to challenge him. That blackness had seemed vast, depthless, a maw eager to devour her, swallow her down. And, most horrifying of all, something about it was seductive. Slick with sweat, her legs shaky beneath her, she held on to Karsa's arm.
âStay here,' he said quietly.
âNo, it makes no difference.'
He straightened suddenly, and she saw that he was facing the way they had come. âWhat â what is it?'
âThat damned bear â it's back.'
She twisted round. Yes, there, perhaps a hundred paces away, a huge dark shape. Coming no closer.
âWhat's it want with me?' she asked in a whisper.
âIf you stay, you may find out, witch.'
âNo, I said. We'll follow Traveller. It's decided.'
Karsa was silent for a moment, and then he grunted. âI am thinkingâ¦'
âWhat?'
âYou wanted to know, earlier, who would be guarding our backs.'
She frowned, and then loosed a small gasp and squinted once more at that monstrous beast. It was justâ¦hovering, huge head slowly wagging from side to side, pausing occasionally to lift its snout in their direction. âI wouldn't trust that, Karsa, I wouldn't trust that at all.'
He shrugged.
But still she resisted, glaring now into the vault of night overhead. âWhere's the damned moon, Karsa?
Where in the Abyss is the damned moon?
'
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Kallor was certain now. Forces had converged in Darujhistan. Clashing with deadly consequence, and blood had been spilled.
He lived for such things. Sudden opportunities, unexpected powers stumbling, falling within reach. Anticipation awakened within him.
Life thrust forth choices, and the measure of a man or woman's worth could be found in whether they possessed the courage, the brazen decisiveness, to grasp hold and not let go. Kallor never failed such moments. Let the curse flail him, strike him down; let defeat batter him again and again. He would just get back up, shake the dust off, and begin once more.
He knew the world was damned. He knew that the curse haunting him was no different from history's own progression, the endless succession of failures, the puerile triumphs that had a way of falling over as soon as one stopped looking. Or caring. He knew that life itself corrected gross imbalances by simply folding everything over and starting anew.
Too often scholars and historians saw the principle of convergence with narrow, truncated focus. In terms of ascendants and gods and great powers. But Kallor understood that the events they described and pored over after the fact were but concentrated expressions of something far vaster. Entire ages converged, in chaos and tumult, in the anarchy of Nature itself. And more often than not, very few comprehended the disaster erupting all around them. No, they simply went on day after day with their pathetic tasks, eyes to the ground, pretending that everything was just fine.
Nature wasn't interested in clutching their collars and giving them a rattling shake, forcing their eyes open. No, Nature just wiped them off the board.
And, truth be told, that was pretty much what they deserved. Not a stitch more. There were those, of course, who would view such an attitude aghast, and then accuse Kallor of being a monster, devoid of compassion, a vision stained indelibly dark and all that rubbish. But they would be wrong. Compassion is not a replacement for stupidity. Tearful concern cannot stand in the stead of cold recognition. Sympathy does not cancel out the hard facts of brutal, unwavering observation. It was too easy, too cheap, to fret and wring one's hands, moaning with heartfelt empathy â it was damned self-indulgent, in fact, providing the perfect excuse for doing precisely nothing while assuming a pious pose.
Enough of that.
Kallor had no time for such games. A nose in the air just made it easier to cut the throat beneath it. And when it came to that choice, why, he
never
hesitated. As sure as any force of Nature, was Kallor.
He walked, shins tearing and uprooting tangled grasses. Above him, a strange, moonless night with the western horizon â where the sun had gone down long ago â convulsing with carmine flashes.
Reaching a raised road of packed gravel, he set out, hastening his pace towards the waiting city. The track dipped and then began a long, stretched-out climb. Upon reaching the summit, he paused.
A hundred paces ahead someone had set four torches on high poles where four paths met, creating a square with the flaring firelight centred on the crossroads. There were no buildings in sight, nothing to give reason for such a construction. Frowning, he resumed walking.
As he drew closer, he saw someone sitting on a marker stone, just beneath one of the torches. Hooded, motionless, forearms resting on thighs, gauntleted hands draped down over the knees.
Kallor felt a moment of unease. He scraped through gravel with one boot and saw the hood slowly lift, the figure straightening and then rising to its feet.
Shit.
The stranger reached up and tugged back the hood, then walked to position himself in the centre of the crossroads.
In the wake of recognition, dismay flooded through Kallor. âNo, Spinnock Durav, not this.'
The Tiste Andii unsheathed his sword. âHigh King, I cannot let you pass.'
âLet him fight his own battles!'
âThis need not be a battle,' Spinnock replied. âI am camped just off this road. We can go there now, sit at a fire and drink mulled wine. And, come the morning, you can turn round, go back the other way. Darujhistan, High King, is not for you.'
âYou damned fool. You know you cannot best me.' He glared at the warrior, struggling. A part of him wanted toâ¦
godsâ¦
a part of him wanted to weep. âHow many of his loyal, brave followers will he see die? And for what? Listen to me, Spinnock. I have no real enmity against you. Nor Rake.' He waved one chain-clad hand in the air behind him. âNot even those who pursue me. Heed me, please. I have always respected you, Spinnock â by the Abyss, I railed at how Rake used youâ'
âYou do not understand,' the Tiste Andii said. âYou never did, Kallor.'
âYou're wrong.
I have nothing against any of you!
'
âKorlatâ'
âDid you think it was my intention to murder Whiskeyjack? Do you think I just cut down honourable men and loyal soldiers out of spite? You weren't even there! It was Silverfox who needed to die, and that is a failure we shall all one day come to rue. Mark my words. Ah, gods, Spinnock.
They got in my way, damn you! Just as you're doing now!
'
Spinnock sighed. âIt seems there will be no mulled wine this night.'
âDon't.'
âI am here, High King, to stand in your way.'
âYou will die. I cannot stay my hand â everything will be beyond control by then. Spinnock Durav, please! This does not need to happen.'
The Tiste Andii's faint smile nearly broke Kallor's heart.
No, he understands. All too well. This will be his last battle, in Rake's name, in anyone's name.
Kallor drew out his sword. âDoes it occur, to any of you, what these things do to
me
? No, of course not. The High King is cursed to fail, but never to fall. The High King is butâ¦what? Oh, the physical manifestation of ambition. Walking proof of its inevitable price. Fine.' He readied his two-handed weapon. âFuck you, too.'
With a roar that ripped like fire from his throat, Kallor charged forward, and swung his sword.
Iron rang on iron.
Four torches lit the crossroads. Four torches painted two warriors locked in battle. Would these be the only witnesses? Blind and miserably indifferent with their gift of light?
For now, the answer must be
yes.
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The black water looked cold. Depthless, the blood of darkness. It breathed power in chill mists that clambered ashore to swallow jagged, broken rocks, fallen trees. Night itself seemed to be raining down into this sea.