A new box of aspirin. Yazdi smiled. He picked it up, examined it.
There was a price tag on it. And an expiration date.
And the name of a shop. It was not from any of the streets he had noticed and remembered around the university. With the box in hand, Yazdi ran down to his car and texted his office asking for the address of the dispensary.
Then, as he sat in his car waiting for the information, he saw something that would need attention.
“I am not going to be able to finish the work in this fashion.”
Boulif’s statement caused Mohammed’s spirits to sink. The professor removed his hands from the gloves and sank on the stool. Mohammed, who had been standing beside him, looked at the scientist’s grave expression.
“What is the problem?”
“Room,” Boulif said. “There isn’t enough room to maneuver inside the box.”
“Is there somewhere else we can take the box?”
“Not locally,” Boulif said. “There is a facility in Libya—but I do not know who currently controls it.”
“Then what can we do?”
Boulif considered the problem. “You see this box here?” He pointed to an object between the large and small balls of plutonium that were designed to fuel the explosion. It was a squat H-shaped object. “Initially, I believe clamps were going to be connected to the four prongs. They would, in turn, have been attached to a device that was the key to the bomb’s operation: a smaller explosive that would start the chain reaction without destroying the plutonium container. The German scientists were looking for some kind of box that would house the initial explosion. We can do that now, of course, with remote detonators and a small explosive charge placed directly inside the box.”
“You mean like nitroglycerin?”
“That is too unstable,” he said. “A small block of a plastic bonded explosive, so-called C-4, would achieve the desired result. It would break the container but it would not impact the plutonium before fission occurred.”
“Do you have that?”
“Easy to make,” he said. “The problem, as I said, is installing the workings.”
For the first time Mohammed became aware of the sounds around him. The traffic in the street. The occasional low-flying airplane. His own breathing.
“Can I do it?” Mohammed asked. “If you remove the lid—can you tell me what to do?”
“You are an honor to the faith, but you will not have the time. This level of radiation will weaken you within minutes. You will die before you are finished.”
“Even with this?” he asked, picking up the X-ray apron.
“Even with that,” Boulif told him. He snickered. “It is the problem we have always faced. Men of courage, men of conviction, men with knowledge. The righteousness of our cause. Yet physical limitations so often stymie us. Obtaining raw materials. Transporting them.”
“Can we not use this as a dirty bomb? Blow up the container and simply disperse the radiation?”
“We can, but I am not yet willing to go that route,” Boulif said. “The destructive power of a nuclear bomb, even a low-megaton-yield device as this one, will devastate an entire metropolis, kill and sicken millions, instead of irradiating a few blocks and affecting one-tenth that number of nonbelievers. Why poison a part of Washington or Tel Aviv when you can erase it from the map?”
“You mean, like the bombs in Japan?”
“Exactly so. A way must be found for you to transport this to the enemy’s beating heart and cause it to go still.” Boulif looked around with growing excitement. “It is possible. It
is
possible.”
“What is, professor?”
“We needn’t use the original wiring,” he said. “We
shouldn’t
. We don’t know anything about the integrity of the circuits inside. And . . .”
Boulif’s voice trailed off as he went to a cabinet stocked with powdered chemicals. He selected potassium nitrate, sulfur, and carbon that had been extracted from shaved graphite. He shook the bottles to free the particles from inevitable bonding due to condensation. He brought the vials to the table and took a set of kitchen measuring spoons from a drawer. There was a box of oatmeal near the sink. He filled a glass with hot water and brought it and the oatmeal to the table. He stirred the oatmeal into the water and let it sit. Then he removed his cell phone from his pocket and snapped off the back. He opened a wooden drawer in the table and drew out a small package. He pierced the back with a long fingernail, removed one of two cadmium batteries, placed it inside the phone. He got another phone from the drawer and did the same thing. He gave Mohammed the first phone.
“This battery will run for one hundred hours,” Boulif said. “That’s four days. Do not turn it off.”
“Why?”
“There are reasons,” he said. Boulif wrote down the number of the phone from the drawer. “Memorize this and then destroy it. The success of this mission depends on it. “
“I understand,” Mohammed said gravely. He understood what Boulif was doing—the second phone would eventually go inside the device. It was the detonator. The phone he held was what activated it.
“Do not program the number of the detonator into the other phone,” Boulif warned. “If you dial it by accident, the detonator will explode. Powerfully. Do not drop it and try not to fall on it. There is nitroglycerin in this mixture. It will explode. Powerfully. In either event, you will probably die without accomplishing your goal.”
The thought amused Mohammed. His brother had often called him from the market or from his girlfriend’s home without meaning to. He had heard many conversations that were not intended for his ears.
Boulif slipped his hands in the gloves and closed the container. He secured the latches on the side, then told Mohammed to remove the lid of the Soviet box. He watched the Geiger counter as Mohammed lifted the lead top. The radiation leak was the same as before: nominal. The Germans had built a box that exceeded all expectations. Boulif helped lift the lead container and set it on the table. He stirred the oatmeal until it was a thick paste, then went and got a pair of flexible metal bands from a drawer. He began to attach them to the lead box, like they were ribbons on a gift. Mohammed helped him by lifting the container so the professor could slip them underneath.
“These are shipping bands,” he said. “They will secure the lid, make sure there is no leakage. You release them by popping the latches like so.”
He demonstrated how the small, seatbelt-style locks worked.
“You seem to have everything we need,” Mohammed marveled. “It is as if God prepared you!”
Boulif smiled. “God . . . and years of shipping explosives that I could not have jiggling around a container.” He returned to the oatmeal. “And this is how I will turn the cell phone into an IED. I’ll mix the chemicals into the oatmeal and apply a coating to the inside of the cell phone, both the workings and the lid. When you call, it will create a small explosion, like a hand grenade.”
“But how will that penetrate—” Mohammed stopped as he understood. “I will remove the lid and place it inside. Then I will call the number.”
Boulif nodded soberly.
“Blessed be God,” Mohammed said. “I will be the direct instrument of his vengeance.” He studied the scientist’s actions. “Will we need so much?” he asked, indicating the mixture.
“Not for the bomb, no. It is for other things. Get me the backpack on the hook behind the door.”
Mohammed did as he was told.
“There is a cell phone inside, wired with open ends to the bag,” he said.
“Open ends?”
“Live wires. They’ll generate a short, hot spark and when I’m finished that will complete a circuit five seconds after you punch 911. Can you remember that?”
“Of course.” Mohammed watched him work. “You have a great many cell phones, professor.”
“I give a great many lessons here,” Boulif replied. “Now—we must also figure out where you will go and how you can get there. I have some thoughts.” He looked at his watch. He suddenly seemed concerned, as if he’d remembered a missed appointment. “How was the man in the shack when you left him?”
“Sir?”
“His mood. His manner.”
Mohammed thought for a moment. “He seemed all right—I don’t understand.”
“He should have called to tell me you were coming,” Boulif said. “The man you killed couldn’t have been the only one who knew,” he thought aloud. “We must move quickly. We need to get this, and you, out of here. There is something you must do first. Number one,” he added, referring to the countdown he’d mentioned a moment ago.
“Gladly.”
As the scientist went to work mixing the explosive, Mohammed experienced a strange detachment from his activity and from life itself. He was overcome with an immediate sensation of rapture and relief.
Your time in this life will end very soon
, he thought.
Paradise awaits and in it a reunion with your brothers.
All he had to do was transport this weapon to a suitable goal. Then he, his name, and his deed would be enshrined forever among those of the great martyrs. Tears of joy filled the edges of his eyes as he watched this great man at work.
God—and life—were great.
VALLEY STREAM, NEW YORK
Largo Kealey sat at his dining room table staring at his laptop.
It was early evening, less than twenty-four hours after his nephew had given him the phone number of Dr. Allison Dearborn. It was her personal phone, not her office. He wouldn’t be calling to schedule a discussion. There was no firewall. He would be calling her to talk.
About what?
he asked himself.
What had made him cry the night before . . . and several times throughout the day? He had ideas about that. He had had a lifetime to think about them. He seldom shared those thoughts with his wife, with anyone, because what would he say?
“
The best years of my life were spent in France, and those days are gone
.”
“What was it about those days that made them so special?” he asked himself. He had hated them at the time. He had feared for his security, prayed he wouldn’t botch his mission, prayed harder that he wouldn’t get one of his colleagues killed.
That was what made them special
, he told himself. The stakes.
But what man—what young man—was so masochistic that life was only precious when it was at risk?
He picked up his cell phone and called the number.
“This is Allison,” said the voice on the other end.
“Hi, All—I mean, Dr. Dearborn. This is Largo Kealey. Ryan’s uncle. He—he gave me your number.”
“Is Ryan all right?”
The urgency in her voice surprised him. “Yes!” he said quickly. “God, yes—I’m calling about me.”
He heard her breathing relax on the other end. He wished he could hang up. Talk about a blundering first step—
“Mr. Kealey—hello. Sorry about that.”
“No, it was my fault.”
“You are the uncle who was in the war?”
“That’s right,” he said. “I’m in G.I. Bill suburbia now on Long Island. I . . . I don’t know. Ryan said I could talk to you. I need to talk to someone. Is this a convenient time?”
“I am sending out a text to make it convenient,” she said.
“Please don’t—I can call back.”
“It’s done. This is a pleasure for me, Mr. Kealey. I don’t get too many of those. What’s on your mind?”
He didn’t know how much Dr. Dearborn knew of Ryan’s activities, so he thought it best not to tell her he’d seen his nephew. “I worked behind the lines in France during the war,” he told her. “When the war ended, I left the OSS, got married, and became a milkman. I wanted a life where I wasn’t always afraid, where there weren’t terrible responsibilities.”
“Do you have children, Mr. Kealey?”
“No. And my wife has passed on—and I am not afraid to join her. What I am afraid of is that I have wasted my life. Most of it, anyway. And will continue to do so.”
“Is there anything you wanted to do but didn’t? Someplace you wanted to visit? A memoir you wanted to write?”
“No,” he said. “No. I spent so long searching for peace that I never had a backup plan.”
“Have you found peace?”
“I don’t know,” he said. “My brain says yes but I’m realizing that with no provocation whatsoever, my body, my nerves, my instincts have never relaxed. I’ve spoken with guys at the VFW center who say the same thing about Omaha Beach, about the Bulge, about Berlin. One man who liberated Dachau sees those faces every week in nightmares. I don’t have it that bad. But I realize I’ve spent my life in hiding, and I’m tired of it.”
“Did you ever tell your wife about these thoughts?”
“Not—in words.” He started to sob. “I just withdrew. She comforted me. She was so giving. I miss her, and now all I have is this foxhole. It’s not a life.”
Allison allowed him to cry. He apologized. She told him it was natural and healthy. He set the phone down and wept into his hands. After nearly a minute, he picked up the phone.
“I want to do something,” he said. “I want to do anything.”
“Come to Washington,” she said.
That was something Largo had not expected—or considered. He didn’t know what to say to the woman.
“We can talk—I would love to hear about your experiences. Have you been here recently?”
“I haven’t been to D.C. since Eisenhower was Commander-in-Chief.”
“When was the last time you left Long Island?”
He replied, “When Mr. Ford was Commander-in-Chief.”
“Then come,” she said.
“Doctor, I’m not a charity case—I’m not even sure what I need.”
“You’d be giving me a great deal,” she said. “I see a lot of people who work in government, who have served in the military. Not from before the Vietnam era, though. Your thoughts, your perspectives could be enriching. And it sounds to me like a change of scenery would be beneficial. The Defense Department maintains a number of apartments for visiting dignitaries, foreign officers, that sort of thing. I shouldn’t have any problem setting one up. If you come tonight, I can meet you at the airport.”
“Tonight?”
“Why not?” she said. “It sounds like you’ll just ping-pong the pros and cons all night. Sometimes it’s better to do something a little more proactive. You can leave from JFK up to around ten p.m.”
Largo decided. “I’ll be there,” he said. “I’ll book online and forward the flight information as soon as I have it.”
“Perfect. I’ll send a photo back so you recognize me,” Allison said, and then she gave him her email address.
Largo thanked her, hung up, and booked a flight that left at 10:22. That would give him time to get his caboose in gear, as his wife used to describe it. He had to pack, get a taxi for the half-hour trip to JFK, and accept the fact not just that he was doing this but that it was a
good
thing to do. He looked at May’s picture and, when he packed, he took a moment to run his fingers along the sleeve of her favorite sweater. It still hung in the closet, on the hanger where she left it.
There were no tears now. Just a smile for the memories he cherished—and a fresh, firm resolve to understand those that had eluded him for the better part of his life.
He pulled a dusty suitcase from the closet and, with as light a heart as he had known in decades, he started packing.