The Crazyladies of Pearl Street (14 page)

Threading wet clothes out through a window without letting them brush against the sill and pick up soot required skill, strength and, on windy days, a little luck, but there were times when reeling the clothes back in was even more difficult. In winter, the sheets froze stiff on the line, and the rigid rectangles would not fit back in through the window, so you had to cuff and punch them until they 'broke' and could be folded. All this work was done leaning halfway out an open window as high as four stories up, while your neighbors complained about the cold drafts you were letting in. And even when you managed to get your sheets in, they would become damp again as they thawed out, so you had to string them around your kitchen and bathroom, where they gave off waves of clammy moisture until finally they dried.

When your house was back-to-back with the one on the next block, the far reel of your clothesline would be screwed into the woodwork of your back neighbor's window, and hers into yours. These attachment points were always within reach of the windows so that repairs and replacements could be made and, in some particularly irritating cases, so that tangles could be unraveled after windy nights. Since people whose houses backed on one another's did not, by definition, live on the same block and were therefore alien, this occasional need for cooperation involved negotiations with people you didn't know. Sometimes friendships were established this way; but more often quite the opposite.

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I can see Mr Kane's eyes, huge behind thick glasses. We were sitting on his side steps in the evening after the cornerstore was closed, having one of our talks as we looked out across what he ironically called 'my garden', a narrow strip of vacant lot, bare sooty earth that glittered with shards of broken glass, a clump of sumac growing out of a crack in the wall of a building, its prehistoric leaves turning over to show their light side when it was going to rain, and here and there a clump of indestructible ironweed breaking through the hard-packed ground.

These talks were neither regular nor frequent, perhaps four or five a year, but they went on as long as I lived on North Pearl Street. Most of them, and especially at first when I was seven or eight years old, consisted of Mr Kane amplifying on things he had heard on the shortwave radio that kept him in contact with what was happening in Warsaw, London, Madrid and Berlin. I picture him in the small hours of the night hunched over his radio, a shock of white hair caught in the head strap of his earphones, while his wife snores upstairs. These were, I believe, among the happiest moments of his life... certainly the most peaceful. I realize now that he must have been very lonely, isolated on North Pearl by his race and by his role as the block's credit provider. Why else would he talk to a kid who could add nothing to the conversation but the occasional nod or hum to indicate attention?

Our first talk was occasioned by something I said one spring evening just before closing time while I was buying a penny's worth of Spanish Red Hots (three-a-penny cinnamon disks). It must have been a Saturday because that morning I had attended catechism class up at the priests' house across from Saint Joseph's Church. The class was taught by an intense young priest with pink-rimmed eyes, a scratchy voice and incandescent acne. After battering his way through the difference between complete contrition and incomplete contrition (which, as best I could make out, depended on whether you confessed your sins because you cherished Jesus Christ who was all good and deserving of all our love, or because, unspeakable coward that you were, you dreaded spending eternity in Hell), the priest asked if we had any questions, and seeing that I was about to pose one said, “Well then! Let's all kneel and offer up prayers for the poor priests and nuns who are being martyred by those Godless, blood-thirsty Spanish Republicans.” So we said a few Hail, Marys and Our Fathers after which, ignoring my eagerly raised hand, he blessed us and we filed out into the street.

I had wanted to hear more about these blood-thirsty Republicans. My mother never had anything good to say about Republicans, whom she described as a bunch of fat cats who were against everything President Roosevelt was trying to do for the poor, and who had caused the Depression by an evil act called 'buying on margin'. I was willing to accept that any enemy of President Roosevelt was my enemy too, and that buying on margin was a base and unforgivable vice, but it seemed odd to me that when cataloguing the Republicans' iniquities and misdeeds my mother had failed to mention the juicy fact that they were in the habit of butchering priests and nuns.

I was in Mr Kane's cornerstore just before closing time, negotiating to exchange my penny for two Spanish Red Hots and two Jelly Babies, both of which were three-a-penny candies. In the course of the babble-blur I kept up to prevent Mr Kane from adding up and realizing that I was trying to get one and a third cents worth of candy for a penny, I said I sure hoped these Spanish Red Hots weren't made by Republicans.

Mr Kane gave me the candy and, as he dropped my penny into the cash drawer, said, “So what's all this about candy made by Republicans?”

“Well, I mean... the Spanish Republicans?”

He raised his eyebrows. “You've heard about the Spanish Republicans?”

“Sure. They kill priests and nuns.”

“This is all you know about the Revolution?”

“The Revolution?” I couldn't understand what Spaniards had to do with the Revolution which, according to my mental swatchbook of historical images, had been fought out between brave Colonial Minutemen and Hessian mercenaries in red coats, while a bunch of frozen guys crossed the Delaware standing up in the boat, and Paul Revere rode through the night shouting, 'The British are coming! The British are coming!' so guys in Boston got dressed up as Indians and threw their tea into the ocean... oh, and there was something called the Stamp Act.

Mr Kane closed his eyes and shook his head sadly. “It's a crime against the future that the schools haven't taught you about the most important event in the world today. Even you, a smart little boy, don't have the slightest idea what's going on. There should be a law against such ignorance.”

“The most important thing in the world? Tell me about it.”

“What's the point?” He opened the door for me to leave, then followed me out, locking the door behind him.

“Tell me.”

As he pulled down the metal shutter and locked it, he said, “It's too complicated.”

“The Republicans are the bad guys, right?”

“Wrong.”

“But they murder priests and nuns.”

“Yes, that happens sometimes. Out of rage. Out of frustration. There are evil men on both sides. And madmen, too. That's the way it always is. If things were black and white, taking sides would be easy. But in life, good and evil are always in shades of gray, so it takes courage to pick a side. One must consider motives as well as deeds.”

“But the Democrats wouldn't kill priests.”

“In Spain, the republicans and the democrats are the same people.”

“What?” I knew that couldn't be right.

“And the revolutionaries are the fascists.”

“Fascists?” I had never heard the word before.

By this time, we had walked around the outside of the cornerstore. Mr Kane sat on the wooden steps that led to his side door and took a flat Bugler Cigarette Machine out of his shirt pocket. He limited himself to two cigarettes each day, one before work, one after, both of which he smoked sitting on his side steps because his wife wouldn't let him smoke in the house. Perhaps his admirable self-control was reinforced by the complexity of the cigarette-making operation. First he pinched some shag-cut Bugler tobacco out of its blue tin and carefully distributed it across a little slot at the top of the machine, then he lifted a lever, which action rolled the tobacco into cigarette shape on a rubberized belt within. He licked the adhesive on a cigarette paper and placed it carefully into the slot, then he slowly lowered the lever, which turned the internal mechanism again and voila! a cigarette popped out. He trimmed off the little tufts of tobacco that hung out the ends of the cigarette with a clipper designed for the purpose, carefully brushed the clippings back into the tobacco can, then fished a wooden match out of his pocket, scratched it on the side of the step, lit up, and took a long draw, which he released slowly, his eyes closed as the harsh tobacco made his senses swim for a second. The voluptuously complicated sacrament involved hedonistic teasing and anticipation before satisfaction.

After his second deep draw and slow exhale, he quietly sketched out the history of the Spanish Civil War up to that date. I learned that the bad guys, the Nationalists, were made up of businessmen, the army, land owners, and the Church, and they were trying to overthrow the elected government of good guys, the Republicans, who were workers, farmers, labor unionists, socialists, communists, anarchists, and a few middle-class liberals. He gave me thumbnail definitions of the various 'ists' and 'isms' in terms of what they thought the world ought to be like, and how they intended to bring that ideal state about.

Mr Kane had the gift of being able to weave history into a good story, an adventure with heroes, villains, quests, danger, and dramatic-sounding names: Asturias, Franco, Negrín, Córdoba, Guernica. Fighting on the side of the Republic were the Soviet Union, Mexico and the George Washington and Abraham Lincoln Battalions of young Americans;? HYPERLINK “file:///C:\\Documents%20and%20Settings\\Administrator\\Impostazioni%20locali\\Temp\\Rar$EX00.266\\Trevanian%20-%20The%20Crazyladies%20of%20Pearl%20Street.htm” \l “note13#note13” ??[13]? helping the Fascists were Italian soldiers, Croix de Fer rightists from France, Ultra-Catholic Blue Shirts from Ireland, and the Condor Legion of German pilots who practiced tactics by bombing defenseless cities. All the people, places and events came in too thick a flow for me to remember in detail, but I got a feeling for the romance and tragedy of Spain.

It grew dark as I listened, entranced and muddled in equal parts, to Mr Kane's version of the causes and progress of the Civil War. From within his shop, his wife summoned him to supper in a sing-song, long-suffering voice, although it was the first time she had called. I rose, stiff-butted from sitting so long. I could tell he enjoyed having someone who was interested in what life had taught him. I was about to dash across the street to my apartment when he called after me: “By the way! Don't think you got away with anything. I know you cheated me out of a Jelly Baby. I've got my eye on you.”

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Albany must have been in a ten-year sartorial time warp, because I later discovered that few men of my age had worn knickerbockers as boys. But in my day, Albany boys wore knickers from the time they graduated from short pants until they entered the ninth grade. We never felt our knickerbockers were peculiar because all the boys in our old textbooks, most of which dated from the 'Twenties, wore them. For Catholic boys, the rites of passage from short pants to knickers and thence to long trousers were synchronized with religious events. First Holy Communion was celebrated in a short pants suit of white with a flowing white satin bow tie, and this was your last pair of short pants; from then on you wore knickers, until your first long-trouser'd suit for Confirmation. The following fall, having worn out your last knickers over the summer holidays, you emerged from the stylistic chrysalis in long trousers, a confirmed man capable of manly sins.

Standard school dress for boys was matching corduroy knickers, jackets and caps, but in the poorer districts this ideal of matching clothes that fit was achieved only seldom and briefly because caps tended to get lost and knickers wore out more quickly than jackets, which were worn until they were tight in the chest and at least two inches of bony wrist dangled from the cuffs, then they were passed down to younger brothers and from family to family on the block. The widespread use of hand-me-downs that fit 'well enough', the practice of buying all clothes, including shoes, at least one size too big so they wouldn't be too quickly outgrown, and the uncooperative tendency of kids to grow by spurts all combined to make our school clothes a medley of floppy and tight. One element of dress, the jacket for instance, might fit for a month or so as the boy grew through it, but the mathematical likelihood of shoes, jackets, knickers and caps all fitting at the same time was too slight to be a practicable ideal.

New (too large) knickers were bought, inherited, or bartered for each year just before school started. The cheapest place to buy school clothes was JC Penney, where Weaver Overhead Cash Carriers zinged along on wires attached to the ceiling, bringing little canisters containing money and sales slips to a central cashier's nest suspended overhead, and the change came zinging back down to clerks on the floor from the gods of commerce above. We had to save up for the school shopping trip for at least three months because in addition to clothes there were school supplies to buy: protractors, rulers, pencils, erasers that were soft and pink on one end for pencil and gritty and white on the other for ink (but they didn't really erase ink, only shredded the paper), a couple of dip pens with cork grips, a little blue box of Crown nibs which always got splayed because in my efforts to write quickly I pushed down too hard, a bottle of blue-black ink, as many free blotters with store advertising on them as you could get away with and a brand-new ring notebook that you promised yourself you would keep neat—and this time for crossyourheartandhopetodie sure! This year you would not doodle in it, or make up secret codes, or start writing stories that had nothing to do with school. But, of course...