The Crippled God (172 page)
Crokus dismounted, hobbled the horse outside an abandoned shack to his left, and made his way forward.
It should not have taken long, yet by the time he reached the verge of the garden the moon overhead was bright, its effervescent light glistening along her limbs, the sheen of her black hair like silk as she bent to gather up her tools.
He stepped between rows of bushy plants.
And she turned. Watched him walk up to her.
Crokus took her face in his hands, studied her dark eyes. ‘I never liked that story,’ he said.
‘Which one?’ she asked.
‘The lover … lost on the moon, tending her garden alone.’
‘It’s not quite like that, the story I mean.’
He shrugged. ‘It’s what I remember from it. That, and the look in your eyes when you told it to me. I was reminded of that look a moment ago.’
‘And now?’
‘I think,’ he said, ‘the sadness just went away, Apsalar.’
‘I think,’ she replied, ‘you are right.’
The boy watched the old man come down to the pier as he did almost every day whenever the boy happened to be lingering along the waterfront at around this time, when the morning was stretching towards noon and all the fish were asleep. Day after day, he’d seen the old man carrying that silly bucket with the rope tied to the handle for the fish he never caught – and the fishing rod in his other hand would most likely snap in half at a crab’s tug.
Bored, as he was every day, the boy ambled down to stand on the edge of the pier, to look out on the few ships that bothered sheltering in the harbour of Malaz City. So he could dream of the worlds beyond,
where things exciting and magical happened and heroes won the day and villains bled out in the dirt.
He knew he was nobody yet. Not old enough for anything. Trapped here where nothing ever happened and never would. But one day he would face the whole world and, why, they’d all know his face, they would. He glanced over to where the old man was sitting down, legs over the edge, working bait on to the hook.
‘You won’t never catch nothing,’ the boy said, idly pulling at a rusty mooring ring. ‘You sleep in too late, every day.’
The old man squinted at the hook, adjusted the foul-smelling bait. ‘Late nights,’ he said.
‘Where? Where you go? I know all the taverns and bars in the whole harbour district.’
‘Do you now?’
‘All of them – where d’you drink, then?’
‘Who said anything about drinking, lad? No, what I do is
play
.’
The boy drew slightly closer. ‘Play what?’
‘Fiddle.’
‘You play at a bar?’
‘I do, aye.’
‘Which one?’
‘Smiley’s.’ The old man ran out the hook on its weighted line and leaned over to watch it plummet into the depths.
The boy studied him suspiciously. ‘I ain’t no fool,’ he said.
The old man glanced over, nodded. ‘I can see that.’
‘Smiley’s doesn’t exist. It’s just a story. A haunting. People hearing things – voices in the air, tankards clunking. Laughing.’
‘That’s all they hear in the night air, lad?’
The boy licked his suddenly dry lips. ‘No. They hear … fiddling. Music. Sad, awful sad.’
‘Hey now, not all of it’s sad. Though maybe that’s what leaks out. But,’ and he grinned at the boy, ‘I wouldn’t know that, would I?’
‘You’re like all the rest,’ the boy said, facing out to sea once again.
‘Who are all the rest, then?’
‘Making up stories and stuff. Lying – it’s all anybody ever does here, ’cause they got nothing else to do. They’re all wasting their lives. Just like you. You won’t catch any fish ever.’ And he waited, to gauge the effect of his words.
‘Who said I was after fish?’ the old man asked, offering up an exaggeratedly sly expression.
‘What, crabs? Wrong pier. It’s too deep here. It just goes down and down and for ever down!’
‘Aye, and what’s down there, at the very bottom? You ever hear
that
story?’
The boy was incredulous and more than a little offended. ‘Do I look two years old? That demon, the old emperor’s demon! But you can’t fish for it!’
‘Why not?’
‘Well – well, your rod would break! Look at it!’
‘Looks can be deceiving, lad. Remember that.’
The boy snorted. He was always getting advice. ‘I won’t be like you, old man. I’m going to be a soldier when I grow up. I’m going to leave this place. For ever. A soldier, fighting wars and getting rich and fighting and saving people and all that!’
The old man seemed about to say one thing, stopped, and instead said, ‘Well, the world always needs more soldiers.’
The boy counted this as a victory, the first of what he knew would be a lifetime of victories. When he was grown up. And famous. ‘That demon bites and it’ll eat you up. And even if you catch it and drag it up, how will you kill it? Nobody can kill it!’
‘Never said anything about killing it,’ the old man replied. ‘Just been a while since we last talked.’
‘Ha! Hah! Hahaha!’
High above the harbour, the winds were brisk coming in from the sea. They struck and spun the old battered weathervane on its pole, as if the demon knew not where to turn.
A sudden gust took it then, wrenched it hard around, and with a solid squeal the weathervane jammed. The wind buffeted it, but decades of decay and rust seemed proof to its will, and the weathervane but quivered.
Like a thing in chains.
This ends the Tenth and Final Tale of the
Malazan Book of the Fallen
And now the page before us blurs.
An age is done. The book must close.
We are abandoned to history.
Raise high one more time the tattered standard of the Fallen. See through the drifting smoke to the dark stains upon the fabric.
This is the blood of our lives, this is the payment of our deeds, all soon to be forgotten.
We were never what people could be.
We were only what we were
.
Remember us
DRAMATIS PERSONAE
Characters appearing in both
Dust of Dreams
and
The Crippled God
THE MALAZANS
Adjunct Tavore Paran
High Mage Quick Ben
Fist Keneb
Fist Blistig
Captain Lostara Yil
Banaschar
Fist Kindly
Captain Skanarow
Fist Faradan Sort
Captain Ruthan Gudd
Lieutenant Pores
Captain Raband
Sinn
Grub
THE SQUADS
Captain Fiddler
Sergeant Tarr
Koryk
Smiles
Bottle
Corabb Bhilan Thenu’alas
Cuttle
Sergeant Gesler
Corporal Stormy
Shortnose
Flashwit
Mayfly
Sergeant Cord
Corporal Shard
Limp
Ebron
Crump
Sergeant Hellian
Corporal Touchy
Corporal Brethless
Maybe
Sergeant Balm
Corporal Deadsmell
Throatslitter
Widdershins
Sergeant Urb
Corporal Clasp
Masan Gilani
Saltlick
Burnt Rope
Lap Twirl
Sad
Sergeant Sinter
Corporal Pravalak Rim
Honey
Lookback
Sergeant Badan Gruk
Corporal Ruffle
Nep Furrow
Reliko
Vastly Blank
Corporal Kisswhere
Skulldeath
Drawfirst
Sergeant Gaunt-Eye
Corporal Rib
Himble Thrup
Dead Hedge
Alchemist Bavedict
Sergeant Sweetlard
Sergeant Rumjugs
THE HOST
Ganoes Paran, High Fist and Master of the Deck
High Mage Noto Boil
Fist Rythe Bude
Imperial Artist Ormulogun
Warleader Mathok
Bodyguard T’morol
Gumble
Skintick
Desra
Nemanda
Kalam Mekhar
THE KHUNDRYL
Warleader Gall
Hanavat (Gall’s wife)
Shelemasa
Jastara
THE PERISH GREY HELMS
Mortal Sword Krughava
Shield Anvil Tanakalian
Destriant Run’Thurvian
Commander Erekala
THE LETHERII
King Tehol
Queen Janath
Brys Beddict
Atri-Ceda Aranict
Henar Vygulf
Shurq Elalle
Skorgen Kaban
Ublala Pung
THE BOLKANDO
Queen Abrastal
Spultatha
Felash, Fourteenth Daughter
Handmaid
Gilk Warchief-Spax
THE BARGHAST
Hetan
Stavi
Storii
Absi
Skincut Ralata
Awl Torrent
Setoc of the Wolves
THE SNAKE
Rutt
Held
Badalle
Saddic
Yan Tovis (Twilight)
Yedan Derryg (the Watch)
Witch Pully
Witch Skwish
Brevity
Pithy
Sharl
Corporal Nithe
Sergeant Cellows
Withal
THE IMASS
Onrack T’emlava
Kilava Onass
Ulshun Pral
THE T’LAN IMASS
Warleader Onos T’oolan
Bitterspring (Lera Epar)
Kalt Urmanal
Rystalle Ev
Ulag Togtil
Nom Kala
Urugal the Woven
Thenik the Shattered
Beroke Soft Voice
Kahlb the Silent Hunter
Halad the Giant
THE K’CHAIN CHE’MALLE
J’an Sentinel Bre’nigan
K’ell Hunter Sag’Churok
Matron Gunth Mach
Shi’gal Assassin Gu’Rull
Destriant Kalyth (Elan)
THE TISTE ANDII
Nimander Golit
Spinnock Durav
Korlat
Dathenar Fandoris
Prazek Goul
Skintick
Desra
Nemanda
Sandalath Drukorlat
Silchas Ruin
THE JAGHUT: AMONG THE FOURTEEN
Bolirium
Gedoran
Daryft
Gathras
Sanad
Varandas
Haut
Suvalas
Aimanan Hood
THE FORKRUL ASSAIL: THE LAWFUL INQUISITORS
Reverence
Serenity
Equity
Placid
Diligence
Abide
Aloft
Calm
Belie
Freedom
Grave
THE WATERED: THE TIERS OF LESSER ASSAIL
Amiss
Exigent
Hestand
Festian
Kessgan
Trissin
Melest
Haggraf
THE TISTE LIOSAN
Kadagar Fant
Aparal Forge
Iparth Erule
Gaelar Throe
Eldat Pressen
OTHERS
Rud Elalle (Ryadd Eleis)
Telorast
Curdle
The Errant (Errastas)
Knuckles (Sechul Lath)
Kilmandaros
Mael
Olar Ethil
Udinaas
Bent
Roach
Shadowthrone (Ammeanas)
Cotillion
Draconus
K’rul
Kaminsod (the Crippled God)
Karsa Orlong
Silanah
Apsal’ara
Tulas Shorn
D’rek, the Worm of Autumn
Gillimada (Teblor leader)
Faint
Precious Thimble
Amby Bole
Gruntle
Mappo
Icarium
Korabas, the Otataral Dragon
Absi
Spultatha
Spindle
Munug
