The Damiano Series (27 page)

“So be it, fool. I give you your bargain.” The Devil sighed, and his pale eyes narrowed. “Go back the way you came. What you see on the road will make your path obvious.

“As for what you are to do, do what seems best to you. Employ what tools you are given.”

Pulling on composure like a cloak, Satan bowed and was gone.

The young man drew his hands into his mantle and leaned against the rough trunk of a tree. “I'm cold,” he said aloud, with no expression in his voice. “And very tired.”

But the full moon and his unfamiliar and exotic powers pulled upon him. The staff in which they were caged was warm in his hand. He scrambled down the steep incline toward the lake.

A patch of moonlight stopped Damiano. He focused on the knobbed head of his staff; something was different.

Indeed. The silver had gone black—black as soot. And the jewels at the top were six small chips of jet. What was more, his clothing had turned an equally inky color; ermine shone like sable.

“So he has put his stamp on me, for all to see,” whispered Damiano, speaking aloud because he was not used to being alone. Horror chilled the blood in his fingers. His shoulders drew up to his ears.

“Mother of God, keep me from hurting anyone else!”

He reached Ludica in the gray-violet light of dawn. The streets were empty, and Damiano went directly to the stable. Festilligambe whickered at his smell.

From a pile of hay and blankets came a phlegmy snoring. Damiano nudged it with his staff. “I have come for my horse,” he said.

The stableboy crawled out of his nest and stood upright before the shadowed figure. Then, with a cry of terror, he fell to his knees, hiding his face, praying and babbling together.

The witch stood puzzled, then his back slumped wearily as he turned toward the horses. “It seems he has most certainly put his mark on me,” he said.

The ride west from Ludica was quiet, very quiet save for the tumult in Damiano's injured ear, where foreign speech, foreign desire, and homeless memory mixed together in a murmurous yearning. But either the eardrum was healing rapidly or he was getting used to the voices, for they no longer bothered him.

During Damiano's few days in Lombardy, November had given way to December. Damiano reflected that his birthday had passed unnoticed. He was now twenty-two years old. Twice that age would be younger than he felt himself to be.

But he would not live to be forty-four, he reminded himself. He would not live to be twenty-five. It was quite possible he would not live past the night. With consuming fire at the end of it all, it didn't make a pleasant subject for thought.

Snow was falling and had been all morning. Damiano was sincerely tired of it, as well as tired of the wind, the frozen ruts, and the bare trees. His only comfort was that he was also too tired to question both what he had done and what he was about to do.

He huddled in his furs and began to sing a sad ballad of Walther von der Vogelweide. It sounded odd in his own head, as though the singer were actually someone standing near him on the left, but the familiar tune comforted him.

Was he still able to pray? he wondered. Well why not? He'd said his little Paternoster by the swordsman's body, and the only difference then had been that he had not known he was damned at the time.

“Sweet Creator,” he began, in Latin as was proper for all prayers, “of this green world… I thank you for it, though it is not to be mine for very long. And though I am wicked in nature, I hope you will not take it amiss if I ask you to take care of certain people…”

Damiano broke off suddenly, blinked, and stared at the road ahead of him. As he saw the delicate glory of white wings rising upward in twin interrogative curls his face stretched into a welcoming, gently relieved smile.

But the expression was stillborn. With the sight of Raphael, Damiano's plodding numbness broke in pieces, and he remembered. Shame froze his heart and heated his face, which went dusky. His hands twisted into the horse's mane. His eyes slid down to the road. “Seraph,” he said thickly. “I didn't mean to call you. It was only a prayer.”

“I know.” The archangel Raphael did not try to smile. He gazed intently at Damiano on his horse, and the wind riffled his yellow hair.

The angel raised one ivory hand, and Festilligambe loped forward, lipping the air and nickering. The heavy, swart head pressed against Raphael's bosom.

“I know, Damiano,” Raphael said again, scratching the beast forcefully behind the right ear. “But I wanted to see you.” And the angel's gaze was simple and open, yet so searching that Damiano felt himself go red from head to foot.

That's why Satan looks red, he thought to himself. Bold as he is, his spiritual body is ashamed of itself. As I am ashamed. And now I understand why he hates his brother.

Damiano's jaw clenched. “You do see me, Raphael,” he snapped, more sharply than he had intended, and he stared over Raphael's shoulder, where black trees gave way to fields of dead grass, crusted in snow. “And now that you have seen me, what is there to do but go away again?”

The young man waited. Out of the corner of his eye he could see the easy slow drift of a wing, like the twitch of a cat's tail. He dared not look at Raphael's face, to see why the angel stood there, not speaking, for Damiano feared that either the beauty of that face or the compassion written upon it would knock him to the ground.

“Go back to heaven, Raphael. My lute is smashed. My dog, too.”

“I am sorry for you, Damiano.” It was said coolly, as a statement of fact. “But you must not grieve for Macchiata.”

Damiano's answer was fiat. “I have not been. I haven't had the time. Or perhaps the feeling.

“It's my life that is smashed, Raphael. I have no more use for a teacher.” Then his need to know how the angel was reacting outweighed both fear and shame, and Damiano's eyes turned to Raphael.

Slowly the angel smiled. “I love you, Dami,” he said.

Damiano's head sank forward onto the gelding's neck. His face hid in the long mane, rough and black as his own hair. He shuddered until the horse's black back twitched beneath him. “Oh, no,” he cried softly.
“Dominus Deus!
No. Don't say that. Not to me.”

Raphael stepped to Damiano's side. “Why, Damiano? What is this distance? Do you no longer love me? You said that you did, not a month ago, and you said I was not to doubt it. I
will
not doubt it.

“—I can be very stubborn.”

The witch flinched at the gentle touch on his knee. He screwed shut his eyes and ground his teeth together. “Of course I love you, Raphael. And that is turning me on a spit!

“Go away now. Begone! Fly! You can do it fast enough when you want to.” And Damiano made blind, ineffectual bird-shooing gestures.

The touch of the hand grew heavier for a moment. “I go,” said Raphael. “But we will meet again, Damiano. I am sure of it. At least once more. And then we will talk this over.”

Suddenly the horse snorted and turned his head left and right. He stamped an iron-shod foot in disappointment, and his breath blew a cloud of steam. His whinny rang among the iron-gray trees. Damiano opened his eyes, knowing the angel was gone.

 

Chapter 14

The weather continued inclement, with the sky a dark nimbus and the earth cold and wet. Damiano made slow progress westward, waiting for a sign.

He encountered a girl with a shoulder yoke and two baskets of hens. After one look at him she fled screaming, abandoning her squawking wares. Damiano righted the baskets and continued on his way, wondering what it was she had seen in him. When he placed one hand on each side of his nose, he felt the same face beneath them.

That same day a man on horseback approached from a side road. His antipathy was as pronounced as the peasant girl's had been, and what was worse, his champing horse seemed to share the terror.

“This is good,” mumbled Damiano sullenly. “No one here to bend my ear with unwanted company and bad jokes. I can have some peace for a bit.” And he sighed.

He had been riding for almost a week along the empty road when his witch sense felt the presence of people ahead, thick and hot like the smoke of a wood fire. He took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and listened with his mismatched ears.

There were many men ahead—more men than women. Soldiers, in fact, if his powers were any judge. The part of him that had been Saara grew very wary, feeling this.

But at least there was no sound of fighting. Damiano urged the gelding forward.

Half the walls of San Gabriele had gone to make rubble for the barricades. Behind these makeshifts, the black leather and brass of the army of General Pardo filled the town. Because the men were Romans, mostly, they cursed the wind and the constant cold. Because they were soldiers, they glanced dourly over the barricades and the ploughed fields to another camp, where blue tents flapped in the wind and the flag of Savoy was pitched, and spoke of other things.

Ogier, illegitimate son of Aymon of Savoy, sat in his quivering tent and also cursed the wind. He wanted to mop up this little pope's man —this upstart—and go back to Chambéry.

But Amadeus had given him only three hundred troops for the task, while Pardo had at least five. True, Ogier had been able to gather together a few score of the peasants uprooted by Pardo's passage, men with a grudge who would fight for almost nothing, but these were not soldiers, merely angry queenless bees.

He rose from his leather-seated campstool, stretched to his full six feet in height, and scratched the scalp beneath his yellow hair. As soon as he started to release the tent flap, the wind caught it and snapped it out of his hands.

Spread before him was the three-day-old camp of his little regiment. The loose earth was dotted with man-sized shallow holes, which some of the men had dug as a protection from the wind. These made a depressing sight, resembling graves as they did. The air smelled of smoke, human feces (the men were not used to the water in this place), and burnt mutton. No one was doing much; till Ogier gave the order to attack, there was nothing to do.

But his men were not fools or chattel. He could not send them blindly into a bloodbath, hoping in the process to somehow dispatch the Roman. They would not obey such an order. Nor would Ogier have given it, for he was a civilized man; he respected his soldiers, and he knew that giving orders that will not be obeyed only serves to break an officer's authority.

He wondered, not for the first time, whether his half-brother had assigned him this task in order to shame him. Certainly that would be unlike the Green Count, whose obsession with honor and chivalry had caused him to storm off under the banner of Jean le Bon, fighting Edward in Brittany merely because he had sworn to do so.

The gesture had made Savoy appear weak in the eyes of jackals like Pardo, and sending a force of three hundred men after the Roman had merely reinforced that impression.

Which was false. Savoy was not weak; it was merely led by a ruler whose moralities were passe. Ogier scratched the yellow stubble on his cheek.

No, Amadeus had not sent him after the brigand to shame him. The count was not subtle enough for such maneuvering, and besides, Ogier had to admit that he himself was not strong enough to be a threat to Amadeus. Still, by plan or no, this encounter could shame him.

He needed a stratagem to get past the relative weakness of his regiment. But what was strategy without cities or rivers to work around, and when two small forces can see one another clearly? Twice he had sent mounted patrols into the surrounding hills, attempting to circle San Gabriele, and each time enemy trumpets sang out the Savoyard position. Men on hillsides could not hide very well.

He fished for the rope closure of the tent flap, secured it again, and sat down heavily on the campstool. He absently fingered the tip of his long lace collar. It found its way into his mouth, where he bit down upon the already draggled fabric.

He had been gone from his estates six weeks now. He wondered if his wife had yet taken a lover.

At the hour of sunset, as Ogier took supper in his tent, alone and thinking, he heard a single scream, and then the hubbub of raised voices. He cursed himself for delaying too long, and he cursed Pardo for a treacherous Roman bastard. Snatching his sword from the tent floor, he leaped through the open tent flap and landed, rolling, on the stamped earth outside.

There was no battle, he decided in one swift glimpse. The men sat by their cook fires, necks craned to the east road. Or they stood, their hands at their sides or their fingers pointing at a thing that approached through the fading light of day.

Ogier, too, stood motionless and staring as the creature approached, riding a horse of white bones.

The rider was black, save for a bone-white face, and it wore the shape of a man. Two eyes like spear wounds, black and ragged, peered over the blue-clad assemblage. Ogier froze with the sudden belief that those deadly eyes were looking at him.

The worst of it was that the apparition was burning—burning like a doll of pitch, like a witch's toy made for a curse. Its murky red-orange light lit the trees from underneath and shone through the gaping eye sockets of the horse's skull. It advanced.

“Let us shoot it, Commander,” urged Martin, his second. “Before it does us harm. Look, it steals men's courage by its very presence!”

The second's teeth were actually chattering as he spoke. This observation broke Ogier's paralysis. “Not… yet, Martin,” he replied. “It is hideous enough, surely, but it's done us no damage. And what if our weapons can't touch it? Then we will be sorry. Wait,” he concluded, adding, “and pray to Saint Michel the archangel, whose duty it is to rein in the hosts of Satan.” And Ogier strode forward into the apparition's path.

With one will, the men drew back from this encounter. The burning figure stopped before Ogier; its mount's grisly head turned left and right.