In Dallas, after almost three minutes, Morrison begins to sing, directly, conversationally, without pressure, with long waits between lines. As anyone will be able to hear months later, when
appears in the stores, the bum on the street is present, but not as he will be then; this man is more damaged, his speech slurred, his demeanor distracted, someone screaming at himself, tearing at his clothes.
As the performance takes shape all four of the musicians sound as if they are so sure of the song they can trust it to keep going even if they seem to stop playing it. And they do seem to stop, over and over again, less playing the song than listening to it. The characters in the songâthe man singing, the city, the woman the man is chasing in his mindâare specters, figments of each other's imagination. And then, after the bum is replaced by a preacher, who declaims and chants, from a little bit softer now to a little bit louder now, a little bit louder now, until
risin' risin' risin' risin'!
sweeps through the music, a spell is broken. Everything is clear. The bum is just a bum, the city is just streets and freeways, the woman is just the last person the bum saw before he opened his mouth.
Near the end, after more than fourteen minutes, the band, playing the song like a theme, begins to drop away. You can almost see the drummer, the guitarist, and the organ player leave the stage as a stranger walks out of the wings and onto the stage as if he had no intention of being there but is willing to make the best of it. “Well,” he says, just like a friend would say if you ran into him on the street, no attitude, no pose, “I just got into town about an hour ago”âwhat's new?
(Elektra, 1971). The first and only Doors album not produced by Paul Rothchild, who had quit; their new producer, Bruce Botnick, who had engineered their previous albums, gave the band a freedom in the studio, a sense of ordinary life, that they were ready to use.
âââ, State Fair Music Hall, Dallas, December 11, 1970, from
Boot Yer Butt! The Doors Bootlegs
(Rhino Handmade, 2003).
(New York: Penguin Press, 2009), 19, 254â55, 86, 6, 209, 304, 179, 101, 327, 83, 351, 314.
Great Jones Street
(Boston: Houghton Mifflin, 1973), 231â32.
OMING OFF A SEAMLESS seven minutes of “Roadhouse Blues” in Pittsburgh on May 2, 1970âa Corvette shifting through five gears again and again, just to show off how smooth the transmission isâthe band paused, and Jim Morrison took a breath. “People get ready,” he crooned, holding up the Impressions nightclub brotherhood anthem like a racetrack flagâ“People get ready / For that train to glory”âbut that wasn't the train the group was about to take out of the station.
For more than three slow minutes, with the guitar counting off the pace of an engine picking up steam with scratchy clickety-clack and the organ moving much faster, trees and rivers and strip malls passing by as you looked out the window, the song grew until Morrison could jump it. He got on at the right time, but the music didn't need him: it was loose, taking its own shape. He sang for a few moments, the rhythm
reforming thickly around his gross, slobbery voice, everything slurred, then gave the tune back to the band, then came back, then threw it away again.
The song went on, picking up new titles as it continued through ten, twelve, finally nearly fifteen minutesâ“Away in India,” “Crossroads Blues”âbut it was all one song, all one attempt to get somewhere, to get out, to cross a border. As the music edged into its seventh minute, it seemed to have developed a mind of its own: you can hear the song musing over itself, the wheels feeling the tracks, the engine wondering at the rightness of a machine tied to a road of iron, the machine achieving a lightness, a weightlessness, that makes the tracks disappear.
As soon as Morrison came back, all of that was gone, smeared with florid vowels, shapeless words. Again the band finds its way back to its first rhythm, that scratch, and again Morrison flattens it, throwing bits of blues songs out the window, forgetting them as soon as he does; when you're picking blues lines out of the air, there's never any end to them, they're just used tickets, and worth as much.
In the mid-sixties, when the Doors began, when “Mystery Train” first entered their repertoire, Elvis Presley was a joke. The shocking black leather blues he conjured on national television for his 1968 Christmas special was unimaginable after years of movie travelogues, of hula hoops and shrimp, of a world where a racetrack was just another beachâwhere, as Elvis himself once put it, he had to beat up guys before he sang to them. But in 1968, when Elvis sang “One Night”âafter climbing mountains and fording rivers all across the frontiers of “Tryin' to Get to You,” going back again and again to Jimmy Reed's “Baby What You Want Me to Do” as if it
were a talisman of a treasure he couldn't name, each time deepening it, dropping words in search of a rhythm the song didn't even know it wanted and now couldn't live withoutâwhat returned was the sense of awe, of disbelief, that greeted him when he first made himself known.
In the years before that, his “Mystery Train,” recorded in 1955 for Sun Records in Memphisâbefore, so the story went, the money machines in Hollywood and New York turned him into a sausageâhad over time acquired a patina of purity. There was an elegance in the recording that couldn't be denied. With Elvis's direct, frank tone and the spare accompaniment, the performance was a veil of simplicity and elusiveness: how could anything so plain feel so otherworldly? The coolest DJs, the most sophisticated connoisseurs, chose “Mystery Train” as their one transcendent Elvis-objectâless, it seemed, to signify the genius a poor country boy had traded for money and renown, but to show that even the dumbest rube could, for a moment, stumble on the sublime.
“Mystery Train” was the bohemian's Elvis: a small, perfectly crafted work of art, with a charge of unlikeliness that took it out of the realm of craft and into the realm of event, something that once present in the world could neither be repeated nor taken back. Those who knew celebrated it like the expatriate Argentine intellectuals and dandies in Julio CortÃ¡zar's
obsessing in Paris over Bix Beiderbecke and Bessie Smith, but there was none of this in Jim Morrison's “Mystery Train.” He had his own Elvis obsessionâunlike any rock 'n' roll singer since “Heartbreak Hotel” devoured the world's airwaves, he had Elvis's Greek-god looks, his seductive vampire's hooded eyes; like Elvis he communicated the disdain of the beautiful for the ordinary world. But he faced “Mystery Train”
as if it were itself an object of disdain: something that had to be wrecked. It was more than a year since the night in Miami that left Morrison facing felony charges for indecent exposure and the Doors banned across the country. Well before that, Morrison had come on stage drunk, sometimes babbling, lashing out, sometimes at the crowd, sometimes at phantoms only he could see; he appeared on stage in a fog of self-loathing, and he could hate the songs he had to sing as deeply and as expansively as he could hate his bandmates, his audience, and himself. As he gropes his way through “Mystery Train,” the feeling in the performance is that the song needs someone as close to Elvis Presley as Jim Morrison could imagine himself to be to give the song the lie it always contained: Forget about art. You're a sausage. I'm a sausage. The world is meat.
Against it all, each time Morrison leaves the song to the band the band tries to reclaim it, and each time it does. So once again Morrison lumbers back to spit, to trip, to upend the beat. His disdainâthe refusal to credit one kind of beauty, the abstract beauty of art, even as you trade on another kind, the material beauty of the bodyâwas there almost from the start.
On December 10, 1967, Otis Redding's plane went down in a lake in Wisconsin. The greatest soul singer since Sam Cooke, he was only twenty-six, but in the fissures of his voice he seemed much older, someone who had lived more than one life, who had played each part in the moral dramas of “I've Been Loving You Too Long (To Stop Now),” “Pain in My Heart,” “These Arms of Mine.” In “Try a Little Tenderness,” in “I've Got Dreams to Remember,” he too had the elegance that comes out of Elvis's “Mystery Train” like perfumeâthat sense of perfect balance in the midst of music that promises it
can go anywhere in any moment. And so it was bizarre, it was hard to believe your ears, when barely two weeks later, at Winterland in San Francisco, Jim Morrison took the stage with the Doors and out over the hall went a few lines recast from Lead Belly's “Poor Howard,” but now smug, leering, a Lead Belly song that sounded like a frat-boy chant: “Poor Otis, dead and gone / Left me here to sing his song.” As if you could!
Pissing on Redding's graveâit was beyond arrogant, it was beyond obnoxious, it was even beyond racism, or for that matter the racelessness of a white singer embracing a black singer as a brother, if any of that was even there. It was Morrison pantomiming pissing on his own graveâwhen the time came, he would be barely a year older than Redding was. Who knew: someone could come along one day with “Poor Jim, dead and goneâ”
There's an echo of that momentâthat predictionâas, after eleven minutes of “Mystery Train” that night in Pittsburgh, Morrison stumbles into “Bullfrog Blues,” if that is what he's stumbling into, if instead of the perfect blues lines “Woke up this morning, bullfrogs on my mind” he's singing “Woke up this morning, the girlfriend on my mind”âas if I could tell one from the other, his tone says. “Train I ride, sixteen coaches long / Train I ride, sixteen coaches long,” he'd begun, like Elvis, like the blues singer Junior Parker, recording the song he co-wrote two years before Elvis took it up. “Well, that mean old train / Took my baby he gone”âMorrison was already tripping over the song, finding himself in the Golden Chords in 1958, when thenâRobert Zimmerman rewrote the song as “Big Black Train”: “Well, big black train, coming down the line / Well, big black train, coming down the line / Well, you got my woman, you bring her back to me / Well,
that cute little chick is the girl I want to see.” As Morrison went on, there was a hint of someone taking a story from the song that the song had never told before: “Train, train, coming down the line / Train, train, coming down the line / Well, that mean old train, took the only friend of mine.” Still, it was all too casual, too thrown away to pull anyone else onto the train.
But now he's waking up with bullfrogs on his mind. He translates what that might mean, and he lights up the old phrase, changing its poetry into ordinary language and back again: “Well, I woke up this morning, eight miles on my mind” (or “H-bomb on my mind,” or “Nothing on my mind”). He goes back to the prosaic: “I woke up this morning, railroad on my mind.” “Take a little walk with me,” he says, grabbing on to a floating blues phrase that from song to song can mean love or death and anything in between, a line that is never a promise without a threat, a smile without a warning: “Everything gonna work out fine.” He begins to scream the line, the soft, shapeless voice he's had throughout the performance now tearing like cardboard: “Everything, everything, everything gonna work out fine!” He presses even harder, until suddenly emotions are breaking up like a house in a storm, and each one is true: hysteria, fear, happiness at finally getting the music right. The band had pushed itself into a conventional fast, noisy, meaningless, phony frenzy; it could be that this is what allows Morrison to step forward as if what he's singing is something other than meaningless or phony. “Whoa-
” he screams, stretching the vowels into the next day, throwing them out ahead of himself like a harpoon. It's a shout of pleasure, doubling back in its own echo, as if, as you listen, it's gone past death around the bend and back againâand just like that, the band is coming up deliberately behind him, that
clean clickety-clack is again driving the music, even as the pace slows, crawls, as finally the train is pulling into the station. In Junior Parker's version, as a friend once said, at the end you can actually hear the air brakes; here you can feel the train go right up to the railhead and stop. “People get ready,” Morrison says againâthe corny device of ending a story with the same words with which you began it saying that this was just a show, but something else is there too.
There is a genie the group can let loose that can, at any time, leave you with the sense that you have made a journey, that you have been somewhere you haven't been before, that you have not altogether returned to where you began, perhaps because you didn't want to, because the allure of what you've seen is too strong to altogether surrender. And accompanying that sense of movement is grandeur, a sense that the story you've been told is bigger than life. All through its quarter-hour, its pieces and fragments, through the singer's fatuous refusal to acknowledge the shapeliness of the song he is, in his own way, refusing to sing, you can hear that this is what the Doors were chasing; you can hear them catch it, and you can hear them let it go.
“Mystery Train,” Pittsburgh City Arena, May 2, 1970,
Live in Pittsburgh 1970
(DMC/Bright Midnight/Rhino, 2008). As performed in Honolulu the month before, on April 18, 1970, the song is less shapely, but for long stretchesâthe organ-driven middle break, Morrison digging into the wind in the word “India,” the final “Woke up this morning” refrainsâmore explosive, the band finding itself, as an idea, a mission, a sound that remained to be tracked down, as they caught a ride on their own music. See
Boot Yer Butt! The Doors Bootlegs
(Rhino Handmade, 2003). The
audience tape runs out at 13.48, clearly well before the performance ended.