The Drake Unwound Complete Collection Book 9 (30 page)

"You're going to come while I spank you, Katherine," I said after a few moments. I stopped my motions for a moment and leaned down, my mouth beside her ear.

"Are you sorry you didn't tell me about Kurt as soon as you got home from the fundraiser,
Katherine
? Are you sorry you didn’t tell me about Sunita and about Maureen?"

"Yes, Master."

I began the sensual spanking again, my thumb moving inside of her, my finger stroking her, my hand striking her ass lightly and rapidly. Her thighs began to shake, signaling that her orgasm was near.

"Master,
I
…"

"Good girl," I said, pleased that she remembered to tell me. I stopped the spanking and Kate lay gasping, waiting. "I don't think you're ready to come yet."

I didn't remove my fingers but let her come down a bit, one hand stroking over her butt.

"Oh,
God
, I'm going to come," she gasped.

"No, you're not,” I said, pleased she was so close. “Take a deep breath and blow it out. Relax completely."

She complied.

"I
like
this, Katherine," I said, rubbing my groin against her hip. "I love having you lying on my lap like this, your ass up and open, my fingers inside of you. You're so close, your body is about ready to convulse with pleasure."

I kept my thumb inside of her, my fingers pressing on her clit and she fought to feel more pressure, her body clenching around my thumb.

"
No
," I said firmly. "Don't make yourself come, Katherine. I'm the only one who can make you come. Nod your head if you understand."

She nodded, breathing rapidly and I knew she was right on the edge of her orgasm. Any motion on my part would drive her over.

"Maybe a few more smacks," I said, stroking my left hand over her cheeks. "Just a few love taps and you're so close, I believe I could send you
over
…"

I smacked her several times over her pussy, harder than before, and that did it. The pressure was enough to move her body against my fingers and she went over the edge, her orgasm starting.

"Oh, God, oh
God
," she cried out, her body shuddering. "
Ohh
…"

"That's
good
, Katherine," I said, leaning down so that my face was next to hers. "That's so good…"

I thrust my thumb deeper, my fingers stroking her clit. I bent down to kiss her mouth as she came around my fingers. Then, I lifted her ass up and stood, holding her by the hips, positioning her so that her knees were at the edge of the bed, her face pressed against the covers, ass in the air. I unfastened my belt and pressed the head of my cock against her pussy.

"Now I'm going to fuck you,
hard
." I rammed my entire length inside of her, grasping her hips, pulling her against me with each thrust. "You want to know what being fucked hard feels like, Katherine?" I said, my lips next to her ear. "This is me fucking you hard."

I rose up and thrust even harder and faster, my hands digging into her hips.

Kate began thrusting with me, pressing back greedily each time I thrust inside of her.

"So, you want to come
again
, do you, Katherine?" I said. "I don't think I'll let you."

I was so close, it took only a few more thrusts for my own orgasm to begin and I cried out in pleasure as I ejaculated deep into her, the pleasure blinding. Then I collapsed on top of her.

As we lay recovering for a few moments, I kissed her shoulder, and brushed the hair away from her cheek so I could kiss it, too. Finally, I rose up and pulled slowly out of her, enjoying the sight of my come spilling out of her.

"If you spank me like
that
, you can punish me any time you like," she said. I could hear the amusement in her voice. I leaned back down again, my face next to hers, my mouth beside her ear. "I assure you, that was not a spanking in punishment. That was an erotic spanking and was meant to arouse you."

"You succeeded."

"That I did," I said, smiling.

I turned her over and lay on top of her, my body between her thighs. She wrapped her legs around my waist, pulling me closer. I kissed her, our tongues touching.

"Kate,
please
,” I said when I pulled back. “Always tell me everything. Everything you're thinking and feeling. Don't hold anything back. Anything that happens that you find uncomfortable – I want it all. I
need
to know. You can trust me. I won't lose control."

"I thought men didn't want a bunch of talk. That’s what you kept saying – enough talk."

"I was wrong to stop you from telling me,” I said. “I was just so self-absorbed with everything, I needed to lose myself in you. But normally, a Dominant
wants
to know what his sub is thinking and feeling." I kissed her again, softly. "Power exchange is a huge responsibility. We take it seriously. When you give yourself over completely to me, I have so much power over you. I
want
that power. It turns me on completely. To be a good Dom, I need to know when you're happy, when you're sad, when you're afraid, when you're aroused, when you have doubts. When anything happens that affects our relationship. Do you understand?"

She nodded, and I could tell by the expression on her face that she was finally taking this seriously.

"Yes," she said, her voice breaking a bit. "I'm so sorry I didn’t tell you right away. None of this had to happen."

"You didn't tell me for a reason,” I said, knowing it was because I failed to make sure she trusted me enough. “You don't trust me to handle the truth and so you hid it from me. Kate, I
would
have been jealous. I
would
have been upset that you saw that video of me with Sunita. I
would
have been upset about what Maureen said. Eventually, I would have accepted it and dealt with it, but not until I fucked you hard and fast and made you come a few times."

Still blindfolded, she couldn’t see so instead, she ran her fingers over my face and stroked my cheek. "I
liked
it when you fucked me hard and fast."

I kissed her neck. "You did, didn't you?"

"I did. I could have come very easily, if you’d let me."

"I had to do something to punish you. I figured since you liked the erotic spanking, I'd have to deny you a second orgasm."

"You're so mean," she said in mock anger. "It didn't hurt. It seemed to make the whole area like on big erogenous zone."

"That's the purpose of an erotic spanking. The nerves in your ass are deep under a layer of fat and it takes an erotic spanking to stimulate them. They're so close to the nerves in your pussy and clit that the whole area becomes stimulated when it's spanked. Plus, I love watching your nice round ass jiggle. A woman's ass is so desirable. Delicious. If a woman's body, if her belly and ass are too lean and muscular, it's more like a man's body. I like a womanly ass with a bit of jiggle in it. Makes me hard, in case you didn't notice."

"I noticed," she said, grinning.

"
V
ive la différence
, I always say. You're petite and luscious." I kissed her again, smiling against her mouth.

"Are you ever going to take off my blindfold?" she said.

"I don't know. I might keep you in bed all night and day with that on, doing all kinds of things to your body that you can't see and can only feel."

"
Mmm
," she murmured, smiling. "That sounds very hot."

"It does, does it? Have I created a monster in you, Ms. Bennet? An insatiable sex goddess?"

"
Insatiable sex goddess
," she said, grinning. She reached out and felt my face, slipping her hands behind my head, pulling me down for another deep kiss.

Finally, I pulled the blindfold off and leaned over her.

"Kate," I said, doing my best to keep my voice soft. "I don't want another night like tonight. I can't handle it. You have to follow the rules of the agreement. I'm going to have to be stricter with you, until you do so without thinking. It's not just for your sake, but for mine. If I'm going to control you, I have to control
myself
. If you're going to submit, you have to trust me completely. Only then will you be truly happy."

"I will," she said, her voice breaking from emotion. "I don't want another night like tonight either. I can't handle it." She pushed a hank of hair behind my ear, and stared into my eyes. "I
will
follow the rules," she said. "I didn't think you wanted to, because you never really have been very dominant with me. I thought you wanted a relationship with me that was more than D/s and sex."

"I
do
," I said and stroked her cheek. "But I've been single, for all intents and purposes, for five years. The only relationships I've had with women have been purely D/s. No emotion." I hesitated, not wanting to say too much. "But with you…" I inhaled deeply, my gaze moving over her face. "If I'm going to let you in, I have to trust you. That means you tell me everything when it comes to sex. That means when ex-boyfriends hit on you at fundraisers, you tell me right away. Will you accept that completely?"

She looked in my eyes, her brow furrowed as if she were considering.

"No."

"No?" A shock went through me.

She shook her head. "I want to amend our agreement."

I pulled back a bit, wary now that she still hadn’t understood. "What do you mean?"

"I
want
," she said and ran a finger along my jaw. "I want the option to get fucked first thing in the morning occasionally, when I need it and when you can spare the time."

I leaned down to her, relieved. "Consider it done."

I pulled her into my arms and kissed her again, so glad that it was the only amendment to the agreement. We lay together in the darkness, the moonlight flooding in from the window.

CHAPTER FOUR

I was awake early the next morning, feeling invigorated after our night of confessions. After I was finished with my shower, I started to brush my teeth. I went into the bedroom where Kate lay under the covers, a toothbrush still in my mouth.

"I'll be gone all morning," I said around the toothpaste foam. "I have an appointment with the oncologist and then a lunch meeting. I've got things to do at the office. Won't see you until later."

Kate sighed. "I've got to finish the canvas so I'll probably spend the day there and come back here when I'm done."

"I'm glad you're painting," I said and stood regarding her, wishing I had more time and could crawl back under the covers. "If the oncologist says Liam's in the clear, we're free to go to Africa but I'll have to wrap up my work on the board and at the Foundation."

"No, I understand." Kate smiled. "You're not trying to avoid me?" she said, her voice almost a whisper.

"What?" I frowned and pointed the toothbrush at her. "Hold that thought." Toothpaste dripped down my chin, so I ran to the bathroom, rinsing my mouth out. Then I returned and lay on the bed beside her, focusing on her.

"Ms. Bennet, I am not trying to avoid you,” I said, my voice firm. “Liam's getting tested this morning to see if the transplant is working and so my mind will be occupied with how it's going. I need to keep distracted all day. I have work to do and that will keep my mind busy so I don’t ruminate too much on all the possible things that could go wrong. As a doctor, I already know what those possibilities are and so you can imagine how my mind is working, imagining them all." I touched her bottom lip and leaned down to kiss her.

She pulled away and held a hand over her mouth.

"Morning breath," she said, offering me her cheek.

"Lazybones," I said and laughed. "That's why you should get up when I do and shower with me." I kissed her neck instead of her cheek, and then moved the strap of her nightgown so that her full breast slipped out. I squeezed her breast and took her nipple in my mouth, sucking softly for a moment. Kate groaned in delight.

"If I did, I'd get all aroused and want you to fuck me," she replied, her eyes closed.

"I said I would – on
occasion
."

"I'll hold you to it." She opened one eye, a grin starting on her lips.

I smiled back. "Ms. Bennet, you can hold me to
it
any time you want." I covered her breast once more and gave her a chaste kiss on her cheek, pulling her into my arms.

"Kate, I know this is a big commitment, coming with me to Africa. Giving everything up that you built here, even if only for six months. I know you're concerned about what our relationship will be. I'll tell you what it will be – you're collared. You're my life partner. There's nothing else short of marriage that’s as binding or as serious."

"I don’t really understand what collared means," she said softly. "I'm so new to all this."

"I know you are,” I replied, “but you have to know I'm serious about you. I want you and only you, from now on. I want us to be exclusive. Bound to each other."

"I want that, too."