Authors: Mark Dawson
“Madison,” he called through the window. “Hang on.”
She paused and turned back to him. “What?”
“I’ll wait.”
She took a step closer to the car. “You don’t have to do that.”
“No, I do. You shouldn’t be out here on your own.”
She liked to keep her face impassive, he could see that, but she couldn’t stop the sudden flicker of relief that broke over it. “Are you sure you’re okay with that? I could be a couple hours––maybe longer if it goes well.”
“I’ve got some music and a book. If you need me, I’ll be right here.”
“I’ll pay extra.”
“We’ll sort that out later. You can leave your bag if you want.”
She came back to the car and took a smaller clutch bag from the rucksack. She put the condoms inside and took a final swig from the bottle of vodka. “Thanks. It’s kind of you.”
“Just––well, you know, just be careful, alright?”
“I’m always careful.”
3
MILTON GOT OUT of the car and stretched his legs. It was quiet with just the occasional calls of seals and pelicans, the low whoosh of a jet high above and, rolling softly over everything, the quiet susurration of the sea. A foghorn boomed out from across the water and, seconds later, its twin returned the call. Lights hidden in the vegetation cast an electric blue glow over the timber-frame of the building, the lights behind the huge expanses of glass blazing out into the darkness. Milton knew that the house was high enough on the cliffs to offer a spectacular view across the Bay to Alcatraz, the Bridge and the city but all he could see tonight was the shifting grey curtain. There was a certain beauty in the feeling of solitude. Milton enjoyed it for ten minutes and then, the temperature chilled and dropping further, he returned to the Explorer, switched on the heater, took out his phone and plugged it into the dash. He scrolled through his music until he found the folder that he was looking for. He had been listening to a lot of old guitar music and he picked Dog Man Star, the album by Suede that he had been listening to before he picked Madison up. There had been a lot of Brit-pop on the barrack’s stereo while he had slogged through Selection for the SAS and it brought back memories of happier times. Times when his memories didn’t burden him like they did now. He liked the swirling layers of shoegazing and dance-pop fusions from the Madchester era and the sharp, clean three-minute singles that had evolved out of it. Suede and Sleeper and Blur. He turned the volume down a little and closed his eyes as the wistful introduction of ‘Stay Together’ started. His memories triggered: the Brecon Beacons, the Fan dance, hours and hours of hauling a sixty pound pack up and down the mountains, the lads he had gone through the process with, most of whom had been binned, the pints of stout that followed each exercise in inviting pubs with roaring log fires and horse brasses on the walls.
The credentials fixed to the back of the driver’s seat said JOHN SMITH. That was also the name on his driving licence and passport and it was the name he had given when he had rented his nine-hundred-dollar-a-month single room occupancy apartment with no kitchen and shared bathroom in the Mission District. No-one in San Francisco knew him as John Milton or had any idea that he was not the anonymous, quiet man that he appeared to be. He worked freelance, accepting his jobs from the agencies who had his details. He drove the night shift, starting at eight and driving until three or four. Then, he would go home and sleep for seven hours before working his second job from twelve until six, delivering boxes of ice to restaurants in the city for Mr. Freeze, the pseudonym of a cantankerous Ukrainian immigrant Milton had met after answering the Positions Vacant ad on an internet bulletin board. Between the two jobs, Milton could usually make a hundred bucks a day. It wasn’t much in an expensive city like San Francisco but it was enough to pay his rent and his bills and his food and that was all he needed, really. He didn’t drink. He didn’t have any expensive habits. He didn’t have the time or the inclination to go out. He might catch a movie now and again, but most of his free time was spent sleeping or reading. It had suited him very well for the six months he had been in town.
It was the longest he had been in one place since he had been on the run and he was starting to feel comfortable. If he continued to be careful there was no reason why he couldn’t stay here for even longer. Maybe put down some roots? He’d always assumed that that would be impossible, and had discouraged himself from thinking about it, but now?
Maybe it would be possible, after all.
He gazed out of the window. He could see the glow from other houses further down the road. The nearest was another big building with lights blurring through the murk. As he watched, a sleek black town car turned into the driveway and parked three cars over from him. The doors opened and two men stepped out. It was too dark and foggy to make out anything other than their silhouettes, but he watched as they made their way to the door and went into the house.
The dull thump and drone of bass was suddenly audible from the house. The party was getting started. Milton turned up the stereo a little to muffle it. He changed to The Smiths. Morrissey’s melancholia seemed appropriate in the cloying fog. Time passed. He had listened to the whole of ‘Meat is Murder’ and was halfway through ‘The Queen is Dead’ when he heard a scream through the crack in the window.
His eyes flashed open.
He turned down the stereo.
Had he imagined it?
The bass throbbed.
Somewhere, footsteps crunched through the gravel.
A snatch of angry conversation.
He heard it again: clearer this time, a scream of pure terror.
Milton got out of the car and crossed the forecourt to the front door. He concentrated a little more carefully on his surroundings. The exterior was taken up by those walls of glass, the full-length windows shining with the light from inside. Some of the windows were open and noise was spilling out: the steady bass over the sound of drunken voices, conversation, laughter.
The scream came again.
A man was standing with his legs apart on the front porch.
“You hear that?” Milton said.
“Didn’t hear nothing.”
“There was a scream.”
“I didn’t hear anything, buddy. Who are you?”
“A driver.”
“So back to your car, please.”
The scream sounded for a fourth time.
It was hard to be sure but Milton thought it was Madison.
“Let me in.”
“You ain’t going in, buddy. Back to the car now.”
Milton sized him up quickly. He was big and he regarded Milton with a look that combined distaste and surliness. “Who are you?”
“I’m the man who tells you to go and fuck off. Like already, okay?” The man pulled back his jacket to reveal a shoulder holster. He had a big handgun.
Milton punched hard into the man’s gut, aiming all his power for a point several inches behind him. The man’s eyes bulged as the pain fired up into his brain and he folded down, his arms dropping to protect his groin. Milton looped an arm around his neck and yanked him off the porch, dragging him backwards so that his toes scraped tracks through the gravel, and then drove his knee into the man’s face. He heard the bones crack. He turned him over, pinning him down with a knee into his gut, reached inside his jacket and took out the gun. It was a Smith & Wesson, the SW1911 Pro Series. 9mm, ten rounds plus one in the chamber. A very good, very expensive handgun. Fifteen hundred bucks new. Whoever this guy was, if he bought his own ironwork he must have been getting some decent pay.
Milton flipped the S&W so that he was holding it barrel first and brought the butt down across the crown of the man’s head. He spasmed, and then was still.
The scream again.
Milton shoved the gun into the waistband of his jeans and pushed the door all the way open. A central corridor ran the length of the building with doors and windows set all along it. Skylights were overhead. The walls were painted white and the floor was Italian marble. The corridor ended at a set of French doors. Vases of orchids were spaced at regular intervals across the marble.
He hurried through into the bright space beyond. It was a living room. He took it all in: oak parquetry floor inlaid with ebony and a gilded fireplace that belonged in a palazzo as the focal point of the wall; rich mahogany bookshelves and fine fabric lining one wall; the rest set with windows that would have provided awesome views on a clear day. The ceiling was oak and downlighters in the beams lit the room. The furnishings were equally opulent with three circular sofas that would each have been big enough to accommodate ten or eleven people. The big windows were ajar and gleaming white against the darkness outside. A night breeze blew through the room, sucking the long curtains in and out of the windows, blowing them up toward the ceiling and then rippling them out over a rust-coloured rug.
Milton took in everything, remembering as much as he could.
Details:
The DJ in a baseball cap mixing from two laptops set up next to the bar.
The lapdancing pole with two girls writhing around it, both of them dressed as nuns.
The girl dancing on the well-stocked bar wearing a mask of President Obama.
The music was loud and the atmosphere was frantic. Many of the guests were drunk and no attempt had been made to hide the large silver salvers of cocaine that had been placed around the room. Milton watched a man leading a half-naked woman up the wide wooden staircase to the first floor. Another man stuffed a banknote into the garter belt of the girl who was dancing for him.
The scream.
Milton tracked it.
He made his way farther inside. The windows at the rear of the room looked out onto wide outdoor porches and manicured grounds. He could just see through the fog to the large illuminated pool, the spa, the fire flickering in an outdoor fireplace. He passed into a library. Silk fabric walls blended with painted wainscoting. There was a private powder room and a large wood-burning fireplace. A handful of guests were there, all male.
Madison was cowering against the wall. Slowly rocking backwards and forwards.
There was a man next to her. He put his hand on her shoulder and spoke to her but she pulled away. She looked vulnerable and frightened.
Milton quickly crossed the room.
“Are you alright?”
She looked right through him.
“Madison––are you alright?”
She couldn’t focus on him.
“It’s John Smith.”
Her eyes were glassy.
“I drove you here, remember? I said I’d wait for you.”
The man who had been speaking to her faded back and walked quickly away. Milton watched him, caught between his concern for her and the desire to question him.
“They want to kill me,” she said.
“What?”
“They want me dead.”
Another man appeared in the door and came across to them both. Another guard.
Milton turned his head to look at him. “What’s going on?”
“Nothing.”
“Look at her. What’s happened?”
He snorted out a derisive laugh. “She’s tripping out, man. Look at her! They said she went into the bathroom and when she came out she was like that. But you don’t need to worry. We’ll look after her. We’re going to drive her back to the city.”
“She says someone wants to kill her.”
“You want me to repeat it? Look at the state of her. She’s off her head.”
Milton didn’t buy that for a moment. Something was wrong, he was sure of it, and there was no way he was going to leave her here.
“Who are you?” the man asked him.
“I drove her out here. You don’t need to worry about another car. I’ll take her back.”
“No you won’t. We’re taking care of it and you’re getting out of here. Right now.”
“Not without her.”
Milton stood slowly and turned so that they were face-to-face. The man was about the same height as him but perhaps a little heavier. He had low, clenched brows and a thick, flattened nose. He had nothing in common with the well-dressed, affluent guests next door. Hired muscle in case any of the guests got out of hand. Probably armed, too, like his pal with the broken nose and the headache outside. Milton took another deep breath. He stared forward with his face burning and his hands clenching and unclenching.
“What?” the man said, squaring up to him.
“I’d be careful,” Milton advised, “before I lose my temper.”
“That supposed to be a threat, pal? What you gonna do?”
Milton’s attention was distracted for just a moment and he didn’t notice Madison sprint for the door. He shouldered the man out of the way and gave chase but she was quick and agile and already halfway across the library and then into the living room beyond. Milton bumped into a drunken guest, knocking him so that he toppled over the back of the sofa and onto the floor, barely managing to keep his own balance. “Madison!” He stumbled after her, scrambling through the room and into the foyer and then the cool of the night beyond.
He could barely make her out as she headed up the driveway.
He called out to her. “Madison! Wait!”
She crossed the driveway and kept going, disappearing into the bushes at the side of the gardens.
She vanished into the fog.
The man outside was on his knees, still dazed, struggling to get to his feet.
Milton started in pursuit but came to a helpless stop. He clenched his teeth in frustration. He couldn’t start crashing across the neighbours’ properties. They would call the police and then he would be arrested and they would take his details. He had probably stayed too long as it was. Perhaps they had already been called. Bringing attention to himself was something that a man in his position really couldn’t afford.
He rolled the car up the road. He turned right, further into Pine Shores, and, as the headlights raked through the murky gloom, he saw Madison again, at the front door of the next house, knocking furiously. He watched as the door opened and an old man with scraps of white hair and an expression that flicked from annoyance to concern came out and spoke with her. She shrieked at him, repeating one word––“help”––before she pushed her way into the house. Milton stepped out of the car and then paused, impotent, as the sounds of an argument were audible from inside. Madison stumbled outside again, tripping down the porch steps, scrambling to her feet as Milton took a step towards her, the old man coming outside after her, a phone in his hand, calling out in a weak and uncertain voice that he had called 911 and she needed to get off his property. He saw Milton, glared at him, and repeated that he had called the cops. Milton paused again. Madison sprinted to the old man’s fence and clambered over it, ploughing through a flower bed and a stand of shrubs, knocking on the front door of the next big house, not waiting to have her knock answered and continuing on down the road.