The Egyptian Royals Collection (53 page)

As thousands outside the palace were dying, I was taken early to my birthing chamber.

The pavilion my sister had used was outside, so women rushed to fill a room with protective images of the sun, and as the pains began Nefertiti slipped an image of Tawaret into my hand, to hide beneath the pillows while I screamed. The midwives called for
kheper-wer
and basil to help me push, and I knew later when they shouted for clove that this child had been a gift from Tawaret and there would probably be no more.

“He’s coming!” the midwives cried, “He’s coming!” and I arched my back to give a final push. When my son finally decided to enter the world, the sun was nearly set. Nothing about his birth was auspicious. He was a child of death, a child of the waning sun, a child born into the midst of chaos as outside the revelers of Pharaoh’s Durbar died in the streets, first smelling the scent of honey on their breaths, then discovering a swelling in their armpits and groins, lumps that would turn black and ooze. But inside, the midwives pushed my child into my arms, crying, “A boy! A healthy boy, my lady!” He wailed loud enough to disturb Osiris, and my sister rushed out of the birthing chamber to tell my husband and my father that we’d both survived.

I caressed the thatch of dark hair on my son’s head and pressed it to my lips. He was soft as down.

“What will you call him?” my mother asked, and as Nakhtmin burst into the birthing chamber I said, “Baraka.”
Unexpected Blessing
.

For two days, I knew only the bliss of motherhood and nothing else. Nakhtmin was a constant companion at my side, watching over me in case I should show the first signs of fever or little Baraka should begin to cough. He went so far as to forbid any servants from having contact with us, in case they should be carrying plague. On the third day, when he thought we were well enough to be let out of our bed, he ordered us moved back into our room where he could protect us from the comings and goings of palace well-wishers.

The specter of Anubis was on every face. The servants crept around the halls of the palace in silence, and only the wail of Baraka pierced the stillness of the guest chambers. Nefertiti had ordered our room to be decorated in golden beads, the color of my son’s bright skin, and the ladies of the court had collected beads from their hair and strung them together. It was something to occupy their time while we were prisoners inside the palace. Meritaten, Meketaten, and Ankhesenpaaten had painted happy images on the bottom of the walls with their pallets. Beads hung from every corner and across the wooden beams. Myrrh had been scattered on the braziers throughout the palace, and its heady scent filled the room when I entered it for the first time. My sister looked down at Baraka, and I thought I caught a glimmer of resentment in her eyes, but when she saw that I was watching her she flashed her brightest smile. “I have already found you a milk nurse who can milk him when your three days are finished.”

“Who is she?” I asked warily. I had thought I would feed him myself.

“Heqet, the wife of an Aten priest.”

“And you’re sure she isn’t carrying plague?”

“Of course I am.”

“But how do I know her milk is good?”

“You aren’t thinking of milking him yourself?” Nefertiti demanded. “Do you want your breasts to hang to your navel by the time he is three?”

I looked down at my son, at his puckered lips and deep contentment. He was my only child, and there would probably only ever be one. Why shouldn’t I feed him, at least until the plague was over? Who knew what the milk nurse could be carrying inside of her when so many were dying? But there was something else to think of. If I spent myself giving him milk, what if the plague should come into the palace and I was too weary to fight it? Baraka would be motherless. Nakhtmin would be widowed to raise a son alone. Nefertiti was watching me. “Bring Heqet,” I said. “I will stop feeding Baraka in two days.” I traced his small nose with my fingertip and smiled. “I can see why you did this five times, Nefertiti.”

My sister wrinkled her brow. “You enjoy it more than I did, then.”

I glanced up from my bed. “But you were always happy,” I protested.

“Because I had survived,” Nefertiti said bluntly. “And I would live to try again for a son.” Her eyes flickered over Baraka. “But now I will never need one. I am Pharaoh and Meri will be Pharaoh after me.”

I sat up on my cushions, eliciting a sharp cry from Baraka. “Does Father know this?”

“Of course. Who else would he want it to be?
Nebnefer?”

I thought of Kiya and Nebnefer on the other side of the palace. The entire court of Amarna—sculptors, priests, dancers, tailors—had flocked to the palace for shelter. Now they were crowded in the rooms around the Audience Chamber. Anyone who had influence or a job in the palace had been allowed to stay, but food was not infinite.

“What will we do if the plague outlasts supplies?” I asked slowly.

“We’ll send for more,” Nefertiti said lightly.

“You don’t have to lie to protect me. I know there can’t be many servants willing to leave the palace. Nakhtmin told me that a messenger came to the window last night to report the deaths of three hundred workers. Three
hundred,”
I repeated. “That’s two thousand people since the Durbar.”

Nefertiti shifted uneasily. “You shouldn’t think about this, Mutnodjmet. You have a child—”

“And I won’t be able to protect him if I don’t know the truth.” I sat straighter on my cushions. “What’s happening, Nefertiti?”

She sat on a chair near my bedside. Her cheeks lost their color. “They are rioting in the streets.”

I sucked in my breath, shifting Baraka in my arms until he cried.

“And there is nothing to stop them charging the prison and releasing Horemheb,” she said. “The army is quarantined. There are only a few soldiers—”

“There’ll be plague within the prisons. If there is plague at the tombs—”

“But they could break him free if he hasn’t succumbed. And he would lead a revolt against our family. We would all be lost.” She hesitated. “Except you. Nakhtmin would save you.”

“Never, Nefertiti. The gods are with you. That would never happen.”

She smiled wryly, and I knew she was thinking of the plague following so closely on the heels of the Durbar and her ascent to the ultimate throne in the land. If the gods had been with her, why was there plague?

“So what will we do?” I looked down at Baraka. His tiny, innocent life could be over before it even began. But why would the gods do that? Give me a child after so long only to take him away? “What does Father think we should do?”

“He thinks we should send messengers to Memphis and Thebes. To warn them.”

“You haven’t warned them?” I cried.

“We’ve stopped up the ports,” she countered. “No one can leave. The gates are shut. If we send messengers to Thebes, what will the people think so soon after a Durbar?”

I stared at the boarded windows. “It’s against all the laws of Ma’at not to warn them,” I said.

“Akhenaten won’t do it.”

“Then you must,” I told her. “You are Pharaoh now.”

Six men from the palace were paid in gold to carry messages to Memphis and Thebes, warning them of Amarna’s plight: The Hittites had carried plague to Pharaoh’s Durbar, and it had already claimed two thousand lives.

There were not enough tombs cut to hold all the dead; even the wealthy were tossed into mass graves, anonymous for eternity. Some risked death to place amulets with their loved ones in the earth so that Osiris could identify them. I had nightmares about these graves at night, and when I’d wake up crying, Nakhtmin would ask what was haunting me in my dreams.

“I dreamed Osiris couldn’t find me, that I’d been lost to eternity, that no one cared enough to write my name on my tomb.” My husband caressed my hair and swore it wouldn’t happen, that he’d risk everything to press an amulet into my palm before I was buried. “Swear you wouldn’t do that,” I begged him. “Swear that if I were to die of plague, you would let them take my body, amulet or no.”

His arms tightened protectively around me. “Of course they wouldn’t take you without evidence for the gods. I would never let that happen.”

“But you would have to let me go. Because if I were to die and you were to sicken, who would Baraka have to watch over him?”

“Don’t speak this way.”

“All of Amarna is dying, Nakhtmin. Why should the palace be immune?”

“Because we are protected! By your herbs, by our position on a hill. We are above the plague,” he tried to convince me.

“And if the people were to break into the palace and bring it with them?”

He was surprised by my mistrust. “Then the soldiers would fight them because they’re protected here and fed.” Baraka’s wail pierced the morning stillness, and Nakhtmin rose to get him. He looked tenderly at his son, placing him carefully at my breast. Tomorrow, our son would have a milk nurse.

“Nefertiti has sent word to Memphis and Thebes that there is a plague,” I told him.

Nakhtmin watched me carefully. “Akhenaten will learn of it, once the plague has passed.”

“How do you know it will pass?”

“Because it always does. It’s simply a matter of how many Anubis will take with him before he goes.”

I shuddered. “Nefertiti said they are rioting in the streets.”

Nakhtmin looked sharply at me. “Why did she tell you this?”

“Because I wanted to know. Because I have never lied to her, and she knows I would want the same courtesy. You should have told me.”

“For what good?” he protested.

“Imagine my shock if they broke into the palace. I wouldn’t know what was happening. I might not know enough to hide our son.”

“They won’t break into the palace,” Nakhtmin said sternly. “Pharaoh’s army is just outside. They’re eating the same food that we are and wearing the same herbs. For all of Akhenaten’s foolishness, he knows better than to risk losing his army or his Nubian guards. We are safe,” he promised. “And even if they came, I would protect you.”

“What if they came with Horemheb?” I asked, and by his expression I could see it was something he had thought of, too.

“Then Horemheb would instruct them not to touch you.”

“Because he is your friend?”

Nakhtmin set his jaw. He didn’t like this line of questioning. “Yes.”

“And Nefertiti?” I asked.

He didn’t answer.

My voice dropped. “And my nieces?”

He still didn’t answer. Instead, a messenger knocked and requested our presence in the Audience Chamber.

“More Senet,” Nakhtmin guessed, but it wasn’t this time. My father had called us to report that three thousand Egyptians were dead.

“From now on, begin stocking bread in your room,” he told those gathered in the chamber. “And water in vessels. The plague will outlast our supplies.”

In the hall, my father looked back at the unoccupied thrones and the ebony tables. In an hour, the chamber would be filled with dancing, and Akhenaten would command the emissaries to play Senet. “An empty husk,” he said quietly. “They kissed his sandals just as he wished, and now his people will lie dead at his feet.”