The Fall Musical (11 page)
Casey watched, letting her brain cool down. The scene unfolded, soon leading into the song “Day by Day,” Lori's solo. Casey's IM chime interrupted the mood. Stepping back, she glanced at the screen.
Let_there_be_light:
links done. wanna try Cue 57A & see if it works?
links done. wanna try Cue 57A & see if it works?
She typed back
Â
changchangchang:
sure
sure
Â
Accessing the site, she quickly entered her user name and password. All the cues were lined up in numerical order with descriptions. Casey clicked on “57A: Day by Day 1.”
In an instant the stage went dark except for a circle of light focused only on Kyle and Lori. They seemed suspended in a perfect white globe. Casey shot a thumbs-up to Dashiell, who was dancing in the booth.
Then she braced herself for the song. That phraseâ
day by dayâ
still cut to the bone. After the hospital, that's what they had told her: take it day by day, and things would get better. Of course, it wasn't true. When she got home, when she found out what had really happened, she knew that it could never get better. Not day by day, not as long as she lived.
day by dayâ
still cut to the bone. After the hospital, that's what they had told her: take it day by day, and things would get better. Of course, it wasn't true. When she got home, when she found out what had really happened, she knew that it could never get better. Not day by day, not as long as she lived.
Lori's voice soared as she sang “these things I pray,” and Casey's memories faded as she imagined trading places, so
she
would be touching Kyle's fingers, one by one.
she
would be touching Kyle's fingers, one by one.
“Pssst!”
From the rear exit, out past the costume/prop room, Charles waved Casey toward him. She ran to the door. It was open, and loud angry voices filtered in. One of them was Mr. Ippolito's.
From the rear exit, out past the costume/prop room, Charles waved Casey toward him. She ran to the door. It was open, and loud angry voices filtered in. One of them was Mr. Ippolito's.
Casey peeked out to see him standing face-to-face with the principal of the school, Ms. Hecksher. “If in my judgment this were unsafe,” Mr. Ippolito was saying, “you can be sure I would not do it!”
“The issues here are not only safety,” Ms. Hecksher snapped, “but cleanliness, protection of property, and respect for process! And beyond that, Mr. Ippolito, there are
guidelines
. Unless your job description and union affiliation have changed drastically since I last checked, you are
not
the faculty adviser to the Drama Club!”
guidelines
. Unless your job description and union affiliation have changed drastically since I last checked, you are
not
the faculty adviser to the Drama Club!”
Casey looked past Ms. Hecksher and saw what she was upset about. At the end of the hallway, cushioned by thick rags, the enormous rust-covered chain-link fence leaned against the wall.
Charles came up behind Casey. “
We have to do something!
” he whispered.
We have to do something!
” he whispered.
Before she could say a word, Mr. Levin came toward them. “Is there a problem?”
Mr. Ippolito began explaining that because he was a huge
Godspell
fan, he had come up with the idea to bring in the fence for the junkyard scenes.
Godspell
fan, he had come up with the idea to bring in the fence for the junkyard scenes.
He was taking the fall. Putting his job on the line. Not even mentioning that it
hadn't been
his idea.
hadn't been
his idea.
“Um . . . ” Casey said. “I . . . it was my . . . ”
Nobody was listening. A crowd was gathering around her, curious actors and the Charlettes. Mr. Levin turned to them wearily and said, “People, let's take a fifteen-minute break.”
“Mr. Levin,” Casey pressed on, “I was the one who wanted the fence.”
“Um, if you're looking for martyrs, add little old
moi
,” Charles piped up. “I planted the stupid ideaâ”
moi
,” Charles piped up. “I planted the stupid ideaâ”
“Casey, Charles, please, you are not employees of the school,” Mr. Levin replied. “Let Ms. Hecksher deal with this.”
“B-butâ” Casey stammered.
The crowd was pushing her back to the door as Mr. Levin, Ms. Hecksher, and Mr. Ippolito walked briskly away, disappearing around the corner.
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When Mr. Levin called the break, Kyle headed straight for the empty hallway leading to the football field, wanting some time alone with his throbbing ankle. Next to a row of lockers, he could see through a window to the field. The varsity squad was out there practicing, and the new guy at wide receiverâKyle's old positionâwas pretty good. Pete Newman, it looked like.
He turned as he heard footsteps pounding on the tile floor.
“Oh!” Casey Chang stopped short as she came into view, surprised to see him. “I'm sorry. I . . . I just . . . want to get to my locker . . . I'm sorry . . . ”
“Hi, Sorry,” Kyle said, “I'm Grateful.” His dad's favorite stupid joke.
She walked swiftly past him, her hair falling in front of her eyes, and opened her locker. “You were good today.”
“Right,” Kyle said, trying to sound grateful. “Thanks.”
“You were,” Casey insisted.
Kyle shrugged. “Hey. Whatever.”
“You don't sound convinced.”
Kyle shrugged. “Well . . . I am, I guess. Wait, that doesn't sound right. Maybe not. I don't know. It's just that, well, here's the thing . . . . ” He shifted, and a brief stabbing pain shot upward through his leg. “Okay, everybody tells me I'm great. Even when I screw up, sing flat, bump into people, make the wrong entrances, fart onstageâthey
still
say I'm great.”
still
say I'm great.”
“So?” Casey said.
“So . . . I
know
I'm not. I can't be
that
good. It's like when I drop a pass or screw up on the field, my coaches and teammates
tell
me I suck. They really let me have it. But not the Drama Club. And yo, I've been sucking a lot lately.”
know
I'm not. I can't be
that
good. It's like when I drop a pass or screw up on the field, my coaches and teammates
tell
me I suck. They really let me have it. But not the Drama Club. And yo, I've been sucking a lot lately.”
Casey's locker door thumped shut. She walked over to him tentatively. She was eating something that looked like a candy bar. “They do mean it,” she said between chews. “You don't have to be perfect to be good. Everybody makes mistakes and sings out of tune during the early rehearsals. You just need practice. Look, you practice catching and running, right? It's the same with music.”
“I know.” Kyle rubbed the back of his neck. “But getting a chance to practice isn't that easy. Ms. Gunderson's always too busy. And I don't read music.”
“If you want, I can play through the melodies for you on a piano,” Casey suggested. “I'm not very good, but I can do that.”
“Thanks.” Kyle shrugged, not wanting to make a big deal out of this. He shifted uncomfortably, distracted by the shouts from outside. Someone had just made a first down, but it was on a broken-pass play with the downfield receiver in the clear by the goal line. He knew he would never have missed that opportunity. “You're a theater person,” he said quietly. “In the theater, how do you know you got it right?”
“What do you mean?” Casey asked.
“Like, in sports for example,” Kyle went on, “you
know
what to do. You learn plays, practice them, try them in a gameâand then they either work or they don't. And the game just goes on like that until someone wins. With the theater it's different. You sing a song only once in a show, you do each scene once, and that's it. You can't do it over. How do you know if you got it right?”
know
what to do. You learn plays, practice them, try them in a gameâand then they either work or they don't. And the game just goes on like that until someone wins. With the theater it's different. You sing a song only once in a show, you do each scene once, and that's it. You can't do it over. How do you know if you got it right?”
“Well, IâI guess you never
really
do . . . ”
really
do . . . ”
“I thought so.” Kyle let out a deep sigh.
“God, this doesn't sound like you,” Casey said. “You're always like, Mr. Confident.”
“I'm not me. I'm my twin brother, Duke.” Kyle smiled. “Yo, do you ever have the feeling you're somewhere you don't belong?”
Casey looked at him cautiously, and he went on.
“Like, something bad happens to you, like your ankleâand suddenly you find a place where you can escape, where you can be someone else? And for a while you think, yo, a new life! Like a fantasy game. And then after a while, things get hard . . . and you realize you're just the same person you always were?” Kyle stopped, laughing at the sound of his own voice. If there was one thing he didn't have, it was a way with words. “God, that's stupid. Forget I said it.”
“No, it's not,” Casey replied. “I do know how you feel.”
“You do? 'Cause to tell the truth, sometimes I feel kind of like a phony around you guys. Not always. Just like when I can't tell my right leg from my left in a dance. Have you ever felt that way? Like a phony and you just want to run away?”
He glanced at her, but she was reaching into her shoulder bag, pulling out a cell phone. “It's Charles,” she said. “We're supposed to come back. See you there.”
Funny. He hadn't heard the phone ring or buzz or anything.
She turned and ran around the corner, back toward the auditorium. But not before he got a good look at her face. She was crying.
11
From:
To:
Subject: ur offline AGAIN so im sending this e-mail cuz i miss u!!!
September 22, 2:02 A.M.
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rachel!
you must be studying too much or making the beast with two backs with some hot yalie if there is such a thing. i can't wait for you to get online or turn on ur cell cuz i HAFF to tawk. im kinda buzzing. u know me at 2 in the morning. weeeee. don't joke, i will not have a blood test hahaha.
ok, update. week 1,
Godspell
rehearsals.
Godspell
rehearsals.
what a difference a small cast makes. no blood and guts like
sweeney todd.
no cast of thousands like
carousel.
no animals peeing on stage, like
annie.
10 actors. peace, love, and the gospels. so:
sweeney todd.
no cast of thousands like
carousel.
no animals peeing on stage, like
annie.
10 actors. peace, love, and the gospels. so:
mr. ippolito is in the doghouse for trying to get us a rusty metal fence casey chang suggested. the early costume designs look like they're on loan from the big apple circus. today we did half of act ii, scene 1 in blue light and the other half in darkness. the turntable began to spin during “where are you going?” (appropriate title, huh?) and the choreography still looks a little like spelunkers finding their way around an unfamiliar cave in the dark. thats a metaphor. or is it a simile? anyway charles is a diva, harrison's doing macbeth, reese is doing “girls gone wild,” ethan is comatose, and corbin is on the verge of a nervous breakdown. i fight the feeling that I should be up there, acting & singing. no don't worry i am following yr advice. i really do like studnt directing.
mostly.
on the bright side, we have casey and kyle. she knows how to kick ass. and if jesus was as hot as kt, it's no wonder christianity lasted so long. (forgive me, it's a JOKE!)
on the dark side, we have reese (and kyle). just ONCE I would like to see her lift her eyes from below his waist. and stop telling him he's a GENIUS every time he blows his nose. and thrusting every conceivable body part in his general direction. eventually this treatment will go straight to his head. or somewhere else. he's only human.
sort of.
o god, rach, is he hot. not that i'm interested.
ok, i'm interested.
if u must know.
ok, he is perfect, rach. i wonder if he's buying
what reese is selling.
could he be?
oh god, listen to me, quel bitch. well, I'm sitting here watching old friends reruns, which always put me in a good mood.
friends, and you.
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“Mood gorning, comrades!” Dashiell said, barging into the costume/prop room. He knew, of course, that Charles preferred that non-Charlettes knock when the door was closedâit was one of the little personal quirks that made the Drama Club the Drama Club. Dashiell, however, had trouble remembering people's little quirks. That was one of his quirks. But it was a Saturday. Aside from Kyle, only the Drama Club officers were here. No teeming multitudes to distract and annoy. Everybody was always a little looser on Saturdays.
Besides, Dashiell had a question for Kyle. And at the moment Kyle stood in the middle of the room, wearing a spandex Superman costume with an oversize S insignia, a red cape, rainbow suspenders, striped bell-bottom pants, and orange clown shoes.
It was a rare high school where the costume designer was ready after one week of rehearsals, but Charles was no ordinary costume designer.
“
VoilÃ
,” Charles said. “What do you think?”
VoilÃ
,” Charles said. “What do you think?”
Kyle glanced dubiously into the mirror. “It's . . . um. Wow. So, this is what I wear in the show? As Jesus?”
“The crown of thorns violates school safety rules, and we eighty-sixed the loincloth for obvious reasons,” Charles replied.
Dashiell felt in his pocket for the note he had carefully typed, revised, and finally printed out for Brianna. He had been promising to give it to her for days, but he needed a piece of crucial information from Kyle first. “Hope I'm not interrupting,” he said.
Charles glared at him. “You may enter, but kindly leave your calling card with the butler. And tell me what you think of Mr. Touchdown's costume. Give him the reassurance he so richly deserves.”
“You last name is
Touchdown
?” Dashiell asked.
Touchdown
?” Dashiell asked.
“That was a joke, Dashiell,” Charles said. “It's Taggart.”
“I knew that,” Dashiell lied. “And speaking of names, you can call me Dash.”
“
No one
calls you Dash,” Charles said.
No one
calls you Dash,” Charles said.
“No one calls you Chuck, because
you
like Charles,” Dashiell pointed out. “I'm only asking for the same consideration.”
you
like Charles,” Dashiell pointed out. “I'm only asking for the same consideration.”
“Hey, I'll call you Dash,” Kyle said.
“Thank you. Listen, I wanted to ask you something,” Dashiell said.
“Uh, Dash? Remember . . . my question?” Charles said. “The
costume
?”
costume
?”
Dashiell shrugged. “It looks greatâand that's coming from a guy who prefers Marvel over DC. It evokes that postmodern iconic kind of mental paradigm shift.”
“That's what we like about Dashiellâhe's a human SAT vocabulary builder,” Charles said.
“I don't know, guys . . . . ” Kyle fidgeted in front of the mirror. “I wore something like this on Halloween, about ten years ago.”
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