The Family Tree

Title Page

Copyright Page

One

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Four

Five

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Seven

Eight

Nine

Ten

Eleven

Twelve

Thirteen

Fourteen

Fifteen

Sixteen

Seventeen

Eighteen

Nineteen

Twenty

Twenty-One

Twenty-Two

Twenty-Three

Acknowledgements

Ilsa Evans lives in a partially renovated house in the Dandenongs, east of Melbourne. She shares her home with her three children, two dogs, several fish, a multitude of sea-monkeys and a psychotic cat.

She has completed a PhD at Monash University on the long-term effects of domestic violence and writes fiction on the weekends.
The Family Tree
is her seventh novel.

www.ilsaevans.com

Also by Ilsa Evans

Spin Cycle

Drip Dry

Odd Socks

Each Way Bet

Flying the Coop

Broken

ILSA EVANS

First published 2009 in Macmillan by Pan Macmillan Australia Pty Limited
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The Family Tree
has its roots in a short story I wrote twenty years ago, when trying to come to terms with the death of my own father. As such, I would like to dedicate it to those who have spoken out for the right to die with dignity. I salute you all.

S
he saw the rifle, its barrel gleaming dully in the fading light, as soon as she turned into the passageway leading to her father's bedroom. She came to an abrupt halt and stared, disbelief shoved aside by mushrooming distress. For as long as she could remember that rifle's existence had been betrayed only by a flash of walnut stock or a glimpse of blackened metal deep in the recesses of her father's wardrobe; but now it was out in the open. And she understood the implications immediately
.

The rifle was propped in the only corner of the bedroom that she could see from where she now stood, and she knew there was significance in the placement. To see the rest of the room she would have to continue up the passage and through the doorway, then turn to face the matching twin beds, and her father, and a choice that had clearly been made. But instead she remained where she was, unwilling to move forward in either space or time. And she suddenly reasoned that the events waiting to unfold could not begin without her, that she was the linchpin, and therefore as long as she remained on the periphery there could be no conclusion. But even as she clutched at this reasoning, the rifle casually mocked her with its presence. And she knew that, really, she was nothing more than a bit player. She could only postpone, not prevent, whether she liked it or not. But still, that first step was just so damn hard
.

I
t was the loss of three whole months that finally opened Kate's eyes to the enormity of the problem. For quite a few years now she had been accustomed to losing a slab of time – usually during spring, which seemed to excel in a ‘now you see me, now you don't' type of methodology. One minute she would be noting with pleasure that Christmas was soon approaching, and the next she would be standing, rather stunned, at the pointy end of the stick. With everybody else having long finished decking their halls and bowing their hollies, and now just becoming inebriated on a surfeit of Christmas spirit. And she would wonder frantically whether she had somehow slipped through a ripple in time, and whether there was any way of clawing her way back again.

But that year it wasn't just a few weeks that went by the wayside, but an entire season. It seemed that she tore August off the calendar only to reveal December lurking beneath, having used the cover of winter to do a little illicit queue-jumping. And at first she couldn't even
see
the track from where she was standing, let alone start planning how to get back on it. Because the time-warp issue wasn't the only concern. It was exacerbated by – or perhaps even related to – the fact that the very last remnants of her get-up-and-go had quite clearly got up and fled, and showed no signs of returning, even for a fleeting visit.

Somehow Kate did get through Christmas, probably because she'd done it for so many years it was almost second nature now. Making
lists, fighting crowds, writing cards, wrapping presents, attending festivities, and sourcing the globes for Sam to light up, once more, the sputtering fifty-year-old Christmas-tree lights that his late mother had once bought in Coles for a few shillings. And which, apparently, sentimental grounds demanded couldn't be replaced even if their homicidal tendencies became more pronounced with every passing year.

But the traditional argument she mounted against the lights was largely absent this year. Indeed, it was difficult to muster up any level of concern, despite the obvious threat to life and the vicelike headaches brought on by spasmodic bursts of white light. Instead it seemed that, in a swift internal takeover, her get-up-and-go had been replaced by a lethargy that made each of her chores feel like climbing Mount Everest. Whilst dragging along the rest of her family in a sled tied to her back.

Strangely, as well as producing a desire to simply sleep each day away, despite a predominance of bad dreams, the lethargy also opened her eyes to things that she hadn't quite registered before, and they rankled. Like the way everybody sat on the couch watching television while she decorated the Christmas tree. And the way she devoted hours to finding that perfect present, while they all dashed out at the last minute and flew from shop to shop merrily grabbing whatever was left. And the way she spent the entire morning cooking Christmas dinner only to have Sam sit in pride of place carving the turkey and grandiosely handing out slices. With a largesse that suggested not only had he cooked the bird, but he'd also raised it from a chick and breastfed it each evening.

Then there were her presents. A new, very expensive vacuum cleaner from Sam that did everything bar toast bread, a pair of dangly beaded earrings from Shelley, a bottle of perfume from little Emma, an electric pancake maker from Jacob, and a book entitled
In Pride of Place: The fascinating history of garden gnomes
from Caleb. Complete with a free plaster garden gnome whose badly painted face gave him the appearance of the elephant man. And, as she opened each gift, the relevant giver spent several minutes extolling its virtues, and their cleverness in choosing it.

‘I noticed your old vac wasn't very efficient last time I did the car,'
said Sam proudly, putting on his glasses to read the hundred and thirty page instruction book. ‘And it didn't have all those bits to get under the seats and that sort of thing.'

‘You're always wearing
those
,' commented Shelley, pointing disparagingly at her mother's tasteful gold sleepers. ‘So I thought I'd get you something a bit funkier.'

‘This little beauty'll make
two
pancakes at a time,' enthused Jacob, running a hand lovingly over the shiny chrome surface of his gift. ‘So you know how usually we have to wait ages when you make us pancakes? Not any more!'

‘I know how much you love books,' said Caleb with a wave towards his mother's pile of editorial work. ‘And you also like gardening, so when I saw this book I was rapt!
And
a free gnome! How cool was that?'

‘Da,' dribbled little Emma, who was yet to utter an intelligible word, as she popped the perfume bottle out of her mouth and held it up, the atomiser showing clearly the amount of damage one tiny tooth can do in less than a minute.

And it wasn't just that the gifts weren't particularly thoughtful or, if they were, displayed a distinct lack of knowledge about her (for instance, she would
never
willingly choose vacuuming, pancake-making
or
gardening as a leisure activity), it was compounded by the fact that each person then demanded visual proof that she appreciated their particular offering. So Kate's Christmas morning was spent with
In Pride of Place: The fascinating history of garden gnomes
propped on the kitchen counter as she made piles of pancakes for breakfast while wearing the dangly earrings that, every time she turned her head too quickly, whipped around and threatened to impale an eyeball. Then she had to use the new perfume, which entailed removing the damaged atomiser knob and pressing the thin tube into her wrist hard enough to release the perfume, so that while she smelt nice, she also had a row of tiny indentations across her wrist that looked like a tribal tattoo. Finally, because Sam was looking rather put out, in between stuffing and cooking turkey, roasting pork, carving ham, baking copious amounts of potatoes, pumpkin and parsnip, and making gravy, she had to trial-run the new vacuum cleaner,
which had such strong suction that it devoured some silver tinsel that had been trailing from the Christmas tree and very nearly brought the whole thing down.

But easily the worst present of all was the one which displayed the most insight and the one which she herself had placed under the tree. A hardback book from her father with a glossy black jacket titled, in vivid red lettering:
So you want to write? Then enough with the excuses – just do it!
And as Kate stared at the cover, knowing that her family's eyes were fixed upon her with concern, it was all she could do to hold her smile in place. And not let it slide away until she burst into tears and flung the hardback through the nearest window. Preferably a closed one. Let Sam vacuum up
that
mess with his one hundred and thirty page instruction, supersonic, super-strength vacuum bloody cleaner.