The Flowers in the Attic Series: The Dollangangers: Flowers in the Attic, Petals on the Wind, If There Be Thorns, Seeds of Yesterday, and a New Excerpt! (55 page)

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Just the words to make me panic!

“We’re orphans,” said Chris. “But don’t worry about not being paid. We can pay our own way.”

“It’s good you have money,” said the doctor. “You’re going to need it.” He swept long, observant looks over both of us, sizing us up. “Two weeks in a hospital should be sufficient to discover the factor in your sister’s illness I can’t quite put my finger on.” And while we gasped, stunned that Carrie was
that
sick, he made an approximate guess as to the amount of money it would cost. Again we were stunned. Dear God! Our stolen cache of money wouldn’t even pay for one week, much less two.

My eyes clashed with the appalled look in Chris’s blue eyes. What would we do now? We couldn’t pay that much.

The doctor easily read our situation. “Are you still orphans?” he asked softly.

“Yes, we’re
still
orphans,” stated Chris defiantly, then glanced hard at me to let me know I was to keep my trap shut. “Once you’re an orphan you stay that way. Now, tell us what
you suspect is wrong with our sister, and what you can do to make her well again.”

“Hold up there young man. First you have to answer a few questions.” His was a soft voice, but firm enough to let us know
he
was in command here. “First, what is your last name?”

“I am Christopher Dollanganger, and this is my sister, Catherine Leigh Dollanganger, and Carrie is eight years old, whether or not you believe it!”

“Why shouldn’t I believe it?” the doctor asked mildly, when just a few minutes ago in the cubelike examination room, he’d shown shock to hear her age.

“We realize Carrie is very small for her age,” said Chris defensively.

“Indeed she is small.” He flicked his eyes to me when he said this, then to my brother, and leaned forward on his crossed arms in a friendly, confidential manner that made me tense in preparation. “Now look. Let’s stop being suspicious of one another. I’m a doctor, and anything you confide to me will remain in my confidence.

“If you really want to help your sister, you can’t sit there and make up lies. You have to give me the truth, or else you’re wasting my time and risking Carrie’s life.”

We both sat silent, holding hands, our shoulders pressed one against one other. I felt Chris shudder, so I shuddered too. We were so scared, so damned scared to speak the full truth—for who would believe? We’d trusted those who were supposedly honorable before so how could we trust again? And yet, that man behind the desk . . . he looked so familiar, like I’d seen him before. “All right,” he said, “if it’s that difficult, let me ask more questions. Tell me what all three of you ate last.”

Chris sighed, relieved. “Our last meal was breakfast very early this morning. We all ate the same thing, hot dogs with everything, french fries dipped in catsup, and then chocolate milkshakes. Carrie ate only a little of her meal. She’s very
picky about food under the best of circumstances. I’d say she’s never really had a healthy appetite.”

Frowning, the doctor noted this down. “And all three of you ate exactly the very same things for
breakfast
? And only Carrie was nauseated?”

“Right. Only Carrie.”

“Is Carrie often nauseated?”

“Occasionally, not often.”

“How occasionally?”

“Well . . .” said Chris slowly, “Carrie threw up twice last week, and about five times last month. It’s worried me a lot; her attacks seem to be growing more violent as they come more often.”

Oh, the evasive way Chris was telling about Carrie made me really furious! He would protect our mother even now, after all she’d done. Maybe it was my expression that betrayed Chris and made the doctor lean my way, as if he knew he’d hear a more complete story from me. “Look, you came to me for help, and I’m willing to do what I can, but you aren’t giving me a fair chance if you don’t give me all the facts. If Carrie hurts inside, I can’t look inside to see where it is—she has to tell me, or you have to tell me. I need information to work with—full information. Already I know Carrie is malnourished, underexercised and underdeveloped for her age. I see that all three of you have enlarged pupils. I see you are all pale, thin and weak looking. Nor can I understand why you hesitate about money when you wear watches that look quite expensive, and someone has chosen your clothes with taste and considerable cost—though why they fit so poorly is beyond my speculations. You sit there with gold and diamond watches, wearing rich clothes and shoddy sneakers, and tell me half-truths. So now I’m going to tell you a few
full truths
!” His voice grew stronger, more forceful. “I suspect your small sister is dangerously anemic. And because she is anemic she is susceptible to myriad infections. Her blood pressure is dangerously
low. And there is some elusive factor I can’t put my finger on. So, tomorrow Carrie will be admitted to a hospital, whether or not you call your parents, and you can hock those wristwatches to pay for her life. Now . . . if we admit her to the hospital this evening, the tests can begin early tomorrow morning.”

“Do what you feel necessary,” said Chris dully.

“Wait a minute!” I cried, jumping to my feet and moving swiftly to the doctor’s desk. “My brother isn’t telling you everything!” I threw Chris a hard glance over my shoulder, while he shot his fierce look to forbid me to reveal the whole truth. I thought bitterly,
don’t worry, I’ll protect our precious mother as much as I can!

I think Chris understood, for tears came to his eyes. Oh, how much that woman had done to hurt him, hurt all of us, and he could still cry for her sake. His tears put tears in my heart too, not for her, but for him, who’d loved her so well, and for me who loved
him
so well, and tears for all we’d shared and suffered. . . .

He nodded, as if saying okay, go ahead, and then I began to tell what must have seemed to the doctor an incredible tale. At first I could tell he thought I was lying, or at least exaggerating. Why was that when every day the newspapers told terrible tales of what loving, caring parents did to their children?

“. . . And so, after Daddy was in that fatal accident, Momma came and told us she was deeply in debt, and she had no way to earn a living for the five of us. She began writing letters to her parents in Virginia. At first they didn’t reply, but then one day a letter came. She told us her parents lived in a fine, rich house in Virginia and were fabulously wealthy, but because she had married her half-uncle she’d been disinherited. Now we were going to lose everything we owned. We had to leave our bicycles in the garage, and she didn’t even give us time to say good-bye to our friends, and that very evening we set off on a train headed for the Blue Ridge Mountains.

“We felt happy to be going to a fine, rich house, but not so
happy about meeting a grandfather who sounded cruel. Our mother told us we’d have to hide away until she could win back his affections. Momma said
one
night only, or maybe two or three, then we could go downstairs and meet her father. He was dying of heart disease and never climbed the stairs so we were safe enough up there as long as we didn’t make much noise. The grandmother gave us the attic to play in. It was huge—and dirty, and full of spiders, mice and insects. And that’s where we played and tried to make the best of it until Momma won back her father’s good will and we could go down and begin to enjoy living like rich children. But soon enough we found out that our grandfather was never going to forgive our mother for marrying his half-brother and we were going to remain ‘Devil’s issue.’ We’d have to live up there until he was dead!”

I went on, despite the look of pained incredulity in the doctor’s eyes. “And as if that weren’t bad enough, being locked up in one room with our playground in the attic, we soon found out our grandmother hated us too! She gave us a long list of what we could do and what we couldn’t do. We were never to look out of the front windows, or even open the heavy draperies to let in some light.

“At first the meals the grandmother brought up each morning in a picnic hamper were rather good, but gradually they worsened to only sandwiches, potato salad and fried chicken. Never any desserts, for they would rot our teeth and we couldn’t go to a dentist. Of course, when our birthdays came around, Momma would sneak us up ice cream and a bakery cake, and plenty of presents. Oh, you bet she bought us everything to make up for what she was doing to us—as if books and games and toys could ever make up for all we were losing—our health, our belief in ourselves. And, worst of all, we began to lose faith in
her
!

“Another year came, and that summer Momma didn’t even visit us at all! Then, in October she showed up again to
tell us she’d married a second time and had spent the summer touring Europe on her honeymoon! I could have killed her! She could have told us, but she’d gone away and not said a word to explain! She brought us expensive gifts, clothes that didn’t fit, and thought that made up for everything, when it didn’t make up for
anything!
Finally I was able to convince Chris we should find a way to escape that house and forget about inheriting a fortune. He didn’t want to go, because he thought that any day the grandfather might die, and he wanted to go to college, then medical school and become a doctor—like you.”

“A doctor like me . . .” said Dr. Sheffield with a strange sigh. His eyes were soft with sympathy, and something darker too. “It’s a strange story, Cathy, and hard to believe.”

“Wait a minute!” I cried. “I haven’t finished. I haven’t told you the worst part! The grandfather did die, and he did write our mother into his will so she’d inherit his tremendous fortune—but he added a codicil that said she could never have children. If it were ever proven she’d given birth to children by her first husband, she’d have to forfeit everything she’d inherited and everything she’d bought with the money!”

I paused. I glanced at Chris who sat pale and weak looking, staring at me with hurt and pleading eyes. But he needn’t have worried; I wasn’t going to speak of Cory. I turned again to the doctor. “Now that mysterious, elusive factor you can’t put your finger on—the thing wrong with Carrie that makes her throw up, and us too sometimes. It’s really very simple. You see, once our mother knew she could never claim us and keep the fortune, she decided to get rid of us. The grandmother began to add sugared doughnuts to the basket. We ate them eagerly enough, not knowing that they were coated with arsenic.”

And so I’d said it.

Poisoned doughnuts to sweeten our imprisoned days as we stole from our room by using the wooden key Chris
had fashioned. Day by day dying for nine months while we sneaked into our mother’s grand bedroom suite and took all the one- and five-dollar bills we could find. Almost a year we’d traversed those long, dim corridors, stealing into her room to take what money we could.

“In that one room, Doctor, we lived three years and four months and sixteen days.”

When I’d concluded my long tale the doctor sat very quietly staring at me with compassion, shock, and concern. “So you see, Doctor,” I said to finish, “you can’t force us to go to the police and tell our story! They might throw the grandmother and our mother in jail, but we’d suffer too! Not only from the publicity, but also from being separated. They’d put us in foster homes, or make us wards of the court, and we’ve sworn to stay together, always!”

Chris was staring at the floor. He spoke without looking up. “Take care of our sister. Do whatever is needed to make her well again, and both Cathy and I will find a way to meet our obligations.”

“Hold on, Chris,” said the doctor in his slow, patient way. “You and Cathy have been fed arsenic too and will need to undergo many of the same tests I order for Carrie. Look at the two of you. You’re thin, pale, weak. You need good food, rest and plenty of fresh air and sunshine. Maybe there is something I can do to help.”

“You’re a stranger to us, sir,” Chris said respectfully, “and we don’t expect or need anyone’s charity or pity. Cathy and I are not that weak or sick. Carrie’s the one most affected.”

Full of indignation, I spun about to glare at Chris. We’d be fools to reject help from this kind man just so we could salvage some of our pride that had already gone down in defeat so many times before. What difference did one more time make?

“. . . Yes,” continued the doctor, as if both Chris and I had already agreed to his generous offer to help, “expenses are not
as high for an ‘out’ patient as for an ‘in’ patient—no room and no board to pay. Now listen, this is only a suggestion which you’re free to refuse, and travel on to wherever you have in mind—by the way, where are you going?”

“To Sarasota, Florida,” Chris said weakly. “Cathy and I used to swing from the ropes we tied to the attic rafters, so she thought we could become aerialists, with some practice.” It sounded silly when I heard him say it. I expected the doctor to laugh, but he didn’t. He just looked sadder.

“Honestly, Chris, I would hate to see you and Cathy risk your lives like that, and as a doctor I feel I can’t allow you to go as you are. Everything in my personal ethics and professional ones too refuses to let you go on without medical treatment. Common sense tells me I should keep my distance and not give a damn about what happens to three kids on their own. For all I know that horrendous story may just be a pack of lies to gain my sympathy.” He smiled kindly to take the sting from his words. “Yet, my intuition tells me to believe your story. Your expensive clothes, your watches and the sneakers on your feet, your pale skin and the haunted look in your eyes all testify to the truth.”

Such a voice he had, hypnotizing, soft and melodious, with just a bit of Southern accent. “Come,” he said, charming me, if not Chris, “forget about pride and charity. Come live in my home of twelve lonely rooms. God must have put Henrietta Beech on that bus to lead you to me. Henny is a terrific worker and keeps my house spotless, but she constantly complains that twelve rooms and four baths are just too much for one woman to care for. Out in the back I have four acres of garden. I hire two gardeners to help, for I just can’t devote as much time to the garden as I need to.” At this point he riveted his brilliant eyes directly on Chris. “You can help earn your keep by mowing the lawns, clipping the hedges and preparing the gardens for winter. Cathy can help out in the house.” He shot me a questioning, teasing look with his eyes twinkling. “Can you cook?”

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