The Governor's Wife (32 page)

"It is just the pain talking," Jesse said.

"No, she talks like that all the time."

The contraction passed, and Delilah breathed as if she had just run a sprint. Sylvia wiped her sweaty face with a wet towel and gave her ice chips to suck on.

"The first birth can be difficult," Sister Sylvia said, "but it will end soon."

"When?"

"Soon."

"Keep your legs tight together next time," Ruby said.

"But, Mother, if I do, the baby cannot get out."

"Not now. With Gustavo."

Delilah screamed again. The next contraction had already begun. She shouted in Spanish, "I will never have sex again!"

The three Texans stepped out onto the New York City sidewalk.

"That went well," Bode said, "until he brought up his bullshit word for the day. He just wanted to prove he's smarter than me. Who the fuck knows what fatuous means?"

"Foolish or silly," the Professor said.

"Who?"

"That's what fatuous means."

"Oh."

The Professor slapped Bode on the back.

"Don't worry about it. Palin makes up her own words, and tea partiers don't care."

"
¡Empujón!
"

Jesse sat on the stool at her feet, Lindsay stood next to him, and Sister Sylvia stood at Delilah's head. The other mothers nursed their babies and watched.

"Crowning."

The baby's head crowned but did not come out.

"Big baby, small hips," Jesse said. "Hand me the block. Time, Sister."

Jesse had anticipated a difficult delivery, so he had prepared a Pudendal block. He took the hypodermic needle and injected the numbing medication into her vaginal wall. Wayne Newton was singing "Danke Schoen."

"Scalpel."

Lindsay handed him a sterile scalpel. He performed an episiotomy.

"One minute, Doctor," Sister Sylvia had said.

"Forceps."

Jesse took the forceps and maneuvered them into the birth canal and tried to guide the baby out. Delilah dropped her iPhone.

"Two minutes, Doctor."

"We have got to get this baby out."

Delilah turned her head to Sister Sylvia and vomited.

"Doctor!"

"It is okay. Just make sure she is not choking. Delilah, I need you to push hard."

"I cannot."

"You must."

"No."

"Push!"

"Delilah," Ruby yelled, "you push that baby out or I am going to come over there and push it out for you. Now push!"

She pushed.

"
¡Carajo!
"

The baby's head cleared the birth canal.

"Good, Delilah," Jesse said.

The amniotic membrane still covered the head, so Jesse tore it with his fingers, releasing the fluid onto the towel in his lap.

"The cord is around the neck … clamp."

Lindsay grabbed two clamps and handed one to Jesse. He clamped the cord. She handed him the second clamp; he clamped the cord again. She handed him surgical scissors; he cut the cord and unwrapped it from the baby's neck. Without looking at her, he held a hand out; she placed a ball syringe in his hand. He suctioned mucous from the baby's mouth and nostrils.

The baby did not breathe or cry.

Jesse suctioned again, but still nothing from the baby. The shoulders were stuck in the birth canal. Jesse rotated the baby enough to allow the shoulders to clear; the baby slipped out into his hands. It was a girl. Delilah breathed out as if her life had just been saved.

But her baby's life had not yet been saved.

Lindsay held out a sterile towel. Jesse put the baby on the towel then held her in his lap. He suctioned again then rubbed her back. She still did not breathe. He gently slapped the bottoms of her feet. Nothing.

He stood and kicked the stool away. It rolled across the clinic until it struck the far wall.

"Hold her."

She took the child. Jesse leaned over and began mouth-to-mouth. He blew soft breaths into the child. Lindsay realized she was crying, and the clinic had fallen silent except for Wayne Newton singing and Rosie saying the rosary. Sister Sylvia crossed herself again.

"Breathe!" Jesse shouted.

The baby breathed. And cried. Loudly.

"Now I know that is my granddaughter," Ruby said.

Sister Sylvia took the baby in a warm towel. Without thinking, the governor's wife embraced Jesse Rincón.

An hour later, Delilah said into her iPhone, "Oh, Gustavo, our daughter, she is beautiful. I love you so much."

"God help me," Ruby said.

It was just after six.

"It is too late to drive back to Laredo tonight," Jesse said. "Border bandits. We will drive back tomorrow morning."

"Jesse," Lindsay whispered, "I can't be seen in Brownsville."

"We will go over to the island. There is a small motel I know."

Jesse went to each mother one last time. Lindsay said goodbye to Sister Sylvia, who hugged her like a mother.

"I am sorry, Nurse Byrne."

"For what?"

"For mentioning the pretty reporter to the doctor."

"Why?"

"I did not know that he was already in love."

"He is?"

Sister Sylvia patted her shoulder. "Yes, he is. But you wear a wedding ring … and your husband is the governor." She smiled. "I like Oprah."

"He was on
Oprah?
"

"Yesterday. But do not worry, I will keep your secret."

Sister Sylvia wanted to say more.

"What is it, Sister?"

"He is a very good man, the doctor. Please do not hurt him."

They drove east to Port Isabel where the smell of the sea came to them on the breeze.

"Why do these poor women have more babies?" Lindsay said.

Jesse sighed. "I do not know. Perhaps because the church says it is God's wish. Or perhaps because the government will pay for the babies. Or perhaps they hope an American baby will keep them in America. Or perhaps they just think a baby will make life on the border better. Of course, it will not."

Lindsay's spirits stayed low until the Gulf of Mexico came into sight. They drove over the Queen Isabella Causeway toward the tall condo towers and hotels on the distant island silhouetted against the blue sky.

"We are over the
Laguna Madre
… Mother lagoon."

They drove onto South Padre Island and along a palm-tree-lined boulevard past condos and hotels and restaurants and surf shops that fronted the beach. They turned into a small motel. Lindsay stayed in the truck while Jesse checked in. What if he took only one room? Would she insist on a second room? Or would she …? She had been without romance for a very long time, since politics had seduced her husband. She missed it. Romance. Jesse returned, got in, and handed her a key.

"Our rooms are down at the end. Nothing fancy, but clean."

They had brought overnight bags just in case. She cleaned up and changed into a white sundress. She had sweated through her green scarf so she pushed her red hair under a yellow scarf and topped it off with a sun hat. She went outside and found Jesse waiting; he wore jeans, sneakers, and a black T-shirt.

"There is a good seafood café down the beach. We can walk."

She removed her sandals and walked barefooted through the wet sand where the tide died out. On the horizon shrimp boats returned with the day's catch. Surfers waited for one last ride, and a lone fisherman stood in the surf with a long pole. Joggers and fellow walkers passed them; a few took curious second glances at her. She almost didn't care. Pancho raced ahead, clearing the beach of seagulls and brown pelicans and blue herons that had lighted on the sand. The air was wet and filled with salt, the sea breeze fresh and cool on her face. The Gulf of Mexico lay smooth and blue before them, and the sun set in front of them in shades of yellow and orange. She felt like a girl on a first date. Like lovers without the lovemaking. But she was neither.

She was a forty-four-year-old woman married to the governor of Texas.

She very much wanted to kill this old man. She hoped each time that he would have the heart attack during sex. She wondered if she could fuck him to death. Was that possible? Rosita Ramirez did not know, but she was willing to try.

Six hundred twenty-five miles west of South Padre Island, John Ed Johnson rolled off Rosita. Seventy-one years old, and testosterone still oozed from every pore in his body. Always had. He sat up, grabbed his bourbon from the nightstand and then the remote, and turned on the television.

"Hey, look there, Rosita. The governor's on TV."

On the television, the governor of Texas said, "Hell, Dave, I shoot first and ask questions later."

John Ed and the studio audience laughed.

"But you shot him in the back."

The governor nodded. "Twice. So he didn't file a civil rights complaint."

John Ed bellowed with laughter.

"Why?"

"Because he wouldn't turn around so I could shoot him in the front." After the laughter died down, the governor's expression turned solemn, and he said, "Look, Dave, those men were armed and dangerous, they beat the little girl, and they pointed guns at her. That made them bad guys. And in Texas, we shoot bad guys."

More applause.

"Now, Governor, did I read correctly that one of the bad guys got away? The guy that worked at the ranch? Aren't you worried?"

"Nah. That
hombre
, he's sitting in Mexico somewhere tonight, drinking a Corona."

Fifty meters outside the bedroom window, Manuel Moreno squatted and peered through high-powered binoculars at
Señor
John Ed and Rosita.

"
¿Es América?
"

Little Josefina stared up as cameras captured the moment. Bode felt a bit uneasy about this just being another photo op—this was the Statue of Liberty, after all—but how could he argue with the Professor when his poll and Twitter numbers continued their rapid climb into the stratosphere?

"Yes, honey. This is America."

She turned to him and tapped her chest. She wore the yellow dress.

"
¿Ya soy yo una americana?
"

The American consulate had been working with the Mexican authorities to locate the children's parents or next of kin. So far, they had found Javier's mother in Piedras Negras and Pablo's older sister in Ojinaga; they would fly home when they returned to Austin. And they had found the bodies of Josefina's mother and father in Chihuahua. They had known what the men would do to their pretty daughter, so they had put up a valiant fight. Which earned them each a bullet in the head. Josefina had no one back in Mexico. She knew it. Her eyes told him so.

They had returned to Laredo after noon, stopped off at the house to change, and then driven out to
Colonia Ángeles
. Lindsay made her daily rounds without major incident, welcome after the previous day in Boca Chica. Her worries about her husband's safety had eased with each day; and Austin seemed distant here in the
colonias
. Like another world. When she returned to the clinic, she found Inez at her desk but Jesse gone.

"Where's the doctor?"

"He went to the movies."

"The movies?"

"
Sí
. He goes every other Friday. Unless it is raining, then he goes the following Friday. But that does not often happen here on the border. The rain."

Bode and Lindsay Bonner had stood right there on their last trip to New York, for their twentieth anniversary. She had seemed happy that day. But when they had returned to Austin, he vetoed the funding for the children's health insurance program. And politics came between them.

"
¡Caramba!
" Carlos said.

They had brought the kids up to the observation deck at the Empire State Building. The view from a thousand feet up was breathtaking. The kids pointed and spoke Spanish and seemed excited.

"
Bueno
," Alejandro said.

Emilio threw up.

"Was the movie good?" Lindsay asked.

Jesse had returned to the clinic late that afternoon. Inez had gone out back.

"What movie?"

"The movie you went to see."

"Oh. I did not go to see a movie. I went to get a movie. Tonight is movie night."

"Where?"

"Here. Every other Friday, we show a movie, outside, on the side of the clinic building. The white wall, it is a good screen. Come, I will show you."

They went outside where Inez was setting up an old reel-to-reel movie projector aimed at the side of the building. A long black extension cord ran from a plug on the outside wall of the clinic to the projector. A few residents were already staking out their places with blankets and lawn chairs, like Austinites gathering in Zilker Park for an outdoor concert.