Authors: Kate Sedley
âAnd it's all thanks to you, Roger,' Albany said, slapping me on the back. I tried to protest, horrified, but the duke wouldn't have it. âYes, yes! Honour where it's due. If you hadn't discovered that Mistress Sinclair had had time to fetch the diary and pass it to her brother on Monday, John Buchanan's involvement might never have occurred to anyone.' He waved the diary at me as he spoke, the pages bound together with their blood-red ribbons. âThis will clear Rab of the charge of murder. I've perused the contents and they're exactly as he described them. The sordid details about Aline and her lover, the different ways they were considering of getting rid of her husband, they're all here. No jury could possibly convict Rab with this evidence to hand. Having read this, when he saw her pick up the knife, of course he thought she was going to kill him.'
I was bemused. It all seemed too pat, too easy. There hadn't even been a real search. The diary had just been lying there, on John Buchanan's table, waiting â practically begging â to be discovered. It didn't make sense. A man who had been entrusted with an incriminating document would surely have taken pains to hide it away, not leave it where any fool could put his hand on it. Nevertheless, I supposed it could be argued that when Aline passed the diary to her brother, neither of them knew that her husband had found and read it. She was simply acting in response to some sort of premonition; that pricking of the thumbs which we all experience sometime or another.
Yet I still felt uneasy. Looking back on yesterday's visit to the house in the Grassmarket, I had no recollection of seeing anything on that table tied with red ribbons. It would have leaped to my eye: it was, after all, what I was looking for. I couldn't have avoided noticing it. Could I?
By this time, we were back in the castle ward and beginning the ascent to the rock's summit.
âThe rest of the morning's your own,' Albany told me, âuntil after dinner. I must visit Rab to tell him the good news and also put this â' he waved the diary â âin the hands of the City Magistrates. But when dinner's over, come and find me. We have work to do.'
It was no good asking him, what work. The duke was already gone in a flurry of self-importance, leaving me with Murdo and Donald to watch John Buchanan being marched away. He caught my eye and gave me a filthy look. But he was frightened, too. I felt a surge of guilt and wanted to assure him that his arrest was none of my doing. I turned my back.
I needed to think, but the two squires showed a sudden and unexpected desire for my company, almost, I thought, as if they had been set to guard me; an obviously nonsensical notion.
âWhat does the duke want me for this afternoon?' I asked. âDo you know?'
Donald hesitated, as though unsure whether to answer me or not, but Murdo said bluntly, âHe wants us all to ride with him to Roslin to ⦠to worship at the chapel there and â¦'
âAnd give thanks for our safe return to Scotland after all these years,' Donald supplied when his companion's voice faltered. âIt's some few miles to the south of Edinburgh. Not far, but I think my lord plans to stay the night. He has a small hunting lodge on the edge of the village.'
I frowned. âWhy would he want my company? I'm not a returning exile like the rest of you. My services can well be dispensed with. And will be in a few days' time when the negotiations are completed and I return to England.'
âOh, the duke regards you as quite one of the family now,' Murdo replied smoothly. âHe would be disappointed if you weren't present at his thanksgiving.'
âAlbany regards you lot as his family?' I asked in disbelief.
âIn the loosest sense of the word,' Donald intervened hastily. âYou're not a fool Roger. You know what Murdo means.'
âAll five of you?' I persisted. âAll of the late Earl of Mar's servants?'
âWhy not? We've been with him some years now, first in France and then in England.'
âI'll tell you why not,' I said angrily, suddenly standing still and forcing them to turn and face me. âAre you unaware that Albany made a special petition to King Edward to have me as a bodyguard because he was afraid that one of you five was an assassin in the pay of King James?'
There was a momentary silence during which I could almost feel Donald and Murdo exercising all their self-will not to glance at one another. Then the former gave an awkward laugh.
âNo, no! You're mistaken, Roger. What my lord feared was an assassin among his English allies. He knew that there were some who violently disapproved of King Edward's plan to make him King of Scotland.'
âThat, too,' I agreed. âBut take my word for it that he suspected one of you, as well. The reason he asked for my services was because he knew me and knew also that he could trust me. At least,' I added, âthat was what I was given to understand.'
Murdo grinned, visibly relaxing and throwing a friendly arm about Donald's shoulders.
âIt would seem that my lord has by now discovered his mistake. Nothing's happened to him, has it? He's realized that he can trust us, after all.'
âThere were at least two attempts on Albany's life,' I suggested, and waited for their reactions.
âPerpetrated by the English, undoubtedly,' Donald said, without even the flicker of an eyelid to hint that he might be lying.
Or was he simply being truthful? How could I tell? So I returned to my first bone of contention.
âNone of this explains my lord's desire for me to accompany you all to this place â what's it called again?'
âRoslin.' It was Murdo who spoke this time. âAnd we've told you already. The duke regards you as one of his intimate servitors. One of us. One of the “family”. And until you ⦠go home again, you will be expected to obey him. I feel certain His Grace of Gloucester will say so.'
I also thought this entirely possible, Prince Richard being a man of his word. I could see no way to get out of this unwanted expedition, and could only pray that a very few more days would bring Anglo-Scottish deliberations to a satisfactory conclusion.
âLook, I need to go for a shit,' I said. I had to shake these two off. âThere's no need for you to accompany me. I know where the latrines are.' And I moved purposefully away. Thankfully, they made no move to follow me.
âWe'll see you at dinner in the hall,' Donald shouted after me.
It had occurred to me to quiz them on the morning's doings in the Grassmarket, but common sense told me that I should get no useful information out of either one of them. They had been taken to John Buchanan's house to search for the missing evidence, and they had found it. That was probably all they knew. Or wanted to know if it came to that. But I still found it hard to believe that it could have been discovered so pat, just as though it had been placed on the table for all the world to see. There was something that I was missing; something that my dream of the previous night had tried to tell me, but which I was too tired, or too stupid, to see.
I passed the latrines without a second glance: my bowels were not bothering me for the moment. Instead, I made my way to Saint Margaret's Chapel and went inside. Fresh candles had been lit in the candlesticks on the altar, illuminating the effigy in its niche and showing up the fact that it badly needed repainting. The yellow and blue robe was dingy, spotted here and there with mould, and the gold of the halo tarnished. But I doubted that this was out of disrespect for the saint, ancestress of both the English and Scottish royal lines, but because money was not in plentiful supply at a court where its king had lavished so much of its hard-come-by wealth on his numerous favourites. But that was over now with King James in captivity and his minions dead, hanged from the Lauder Bridge like common felons.
I had the chapel to myself and went down on my knees in front of the altar, but feeling at something of a loss. Although paying lip service to them as a good Christian should, secretly I had little direct contact with the saints, preferring to talk straight to God. (I could never see the point of communicating with the middle-men and â women. And how could I be sure that my messages got passed on?) But this morning, as on my first visit, I appealed for Margaret's help in her capacity as a descendant of the Wessex kings, direct in line from Alfred the Great and from Cerdic, first self-appointed ruler of the West Saxons. But it was only after I had also had a swift word with my fellow west-countrymen, Saint Dunstan and Saint Patrick, that it occurred to me to wonder exactly what it was that I was praying for. Help, obviously; but why? What was it that was troubling me?
For something was trouble me, even though both my missions seemed to be successfully accomplished. I had seen Albany safe to Scotland; and my brief investigation into the facts surrounding Master Sinclair's arrest had culminated â although no particular thanks to me â in the production of the necessary evidence to assure his acquittal on the charge of murder. Self-defence would be his plea, and would undoubtedly be accepted. So why was I bothering the saints?
Well, for a start, there was a growing feeling that Albany had used me as a cat's-paw, not once, but twice, yet without any evidence or any solid reasons to bolster the conviction. Secondly, the arrest of John Buchanan particularly worried me.
I got up from my knees, then sat down on the dusty floor, propping my back against the nearest stretch of wall, trying to sort my thoughts. I fixed my gaze on the figure of the saint, but after a disturbed night, drowsiness overcame me. The painted face became at first a blur, but then gradually assumed the living features of the woman. She held out both hands, one holding a bunch of herbs and the other a fruit, a quince as had been offered to me in my dream by Maria Beton ⦠I jerked awake, straightening my back with a suddenness that jarred my spine.
Quince jelly! Recipes!
What was the point of Maria Beton and Mistress Callender exchanging recipes if the former could neither read nor write? Yet both had mentioned the fact, so why the lie? Why the pretence that the housekeeper was illiterate? I recalled the gaoler's son leaving the Sinclair house as I approached it the previous day. Had he been sent by her master to warn her of my impending visit and of the role she must play? I had to be convinced that she could not have known the contents of the diary because she could not read them â¦
Another thought occurred to me like a flash of lightning across a summer sky. She could also have written the diary. For whatever reason Rab Sinclair had murdered his wife, for whatever reason he had wanted her dead, he had to have a story that would exonerate him in the eyes of the law. My guess was that the killing had been unpremeditated, and Mistress Callender's inopportune arrival had caught him literally red-handed. The story of the diary was concocted hastily between Rab and Mistress Beton, but she had needed time to write it. And after that, it had to be searched for and dramatically found. But where?
I had been used to supply them with the answer.
I
had been used! I had been used! The four words kept thumping around in my head, like a refrain beaten out by drums. The questions followed.
What had been the point of this elaborate charade in which I had been an innocent player? Answer: to establish the fact that Rab Sinclair had never planned to murder his wife because she had meant to kill him, and that her death had been an accident as a result of Rab defending himself.
Did Albany know the truth, and had he been complicit in the plot to clear his friend's name? Answer: it seemed probable because of the way he had latched on to the possibility of âfinding' the supposedly missing diary in the possession of John Buchanan. And if I hadn't mentioned Aline Sinclair's brother or the fact that she might have had an opportunity to pass him the diary? Who then would have become the focus of suspicion? Mistress Callender? I felt certain that Albany would have seized on something in my report which could be used for his purpose. He must have visited Master Sinclair in his cell before he took me to see him; a visit during which he learned what Rab and the housekeeper were planning.
So why was I brought in? Answer: to add greater credence to the whole sordid affair. I have no idea how the two conspirators originally intended the damning evidence of the diary to be discovered. But Albany must have seen at once that the intervention of a disinterested outsider, particularly one who was already known to no less a personage than the Duke of Gloucester as a solver of mysteries, would carry great weight with Master Sinclair's prosecutors, and almost certainly result in his being acquitted.
That, however, led to the biggest question of all: why would a royal duke risk an already tarnished reputation by trying to save a murderer from the gallows? And to this I had no answer. I racked my brains, sitting there in the dim light of Saint Margaret's Chapel, but could think of no good or adequate reason. And after a while, I realized that there was no alternative to tackling the duke himself, especially if an innocent man were not to be accused of suppressing vital evidence which would âprove' that the killer had been the intended victim.
I hauled myself to my feet, brushing my breeches free of dust from the chapel floor, and stood for a minute or two in seeming contemplation of the saint's effigy, but in reality wondering if it would not be wiser to take my story to Prince Richard and ask him to demand an explanation of his cousin. He would listen to me, I felt sure of that, nor would he dismiss my tale without investigation. (He hated injustice of any kind as much as I did.) But he was a very busy man and, by now, would be locked in another session of negotiations with the Scots, hammering out the final details of a deal that would see Berwick returned permanently to the English, and at least part of the Princess Cicely's dowry refunded to swell King Edward's depleted coffers. No; I couldn't trouble him. I should have to demand an explanation of Albany myself. Reluctantly, I made for the chapel door.