Authors: John Christopher
Mike did his best to help Rob fit in with things, but a lot had to be learned by experience. The habit
Rob had formed during his months with the Giffords of watching people, anticipating things they might do or say and being ready to respond, proved an advantage. He worked out the right procedures and did his best to follow them. Quite soon he found himself fitting in, accepting and being accepted. At the beginning some of the boys asked him questions about Nepal but he had no difficulty in coping with them and after a time they stopped. He made friends apart from Mike: they were in different classes for most things.
Games were important. They played a different kind of football from that in the Conurb: the ball was oval instead of round and you were allowed to pick it up and run with it. It was a rougher, more bruising game, and Rob found he could play quite well. Mike and he were both picked for the first junior house match after a few weeks, Mike as a forward and Rob in the more prominent position of wing three-quarter. It was a hard game which their side won. Afterward they walked back across the muddy field together in the direction of the changing rooms. Rob was talking about the match and
Mike made abstracted responses. Then he said, “You played football in the Conurb, didn't you? What they call soccer?”
Rob glanced around quickly but there was no one near.
“Yes. I like this better.”
“It's a funny thing . . . Did you know that in the old days, when the school was inside what's now the Conurb, we played soccer? Most public schools played rugby but we didn't.”
“Really?” Rob said, but without much interest.
“Why the change?”
“Does it matter?”
“It was a school tradition and you know what this place is like about traditions. It changed that one though. Because soccer is a Conurb game and we musn't do anything the same as they do?”
Rob shrugged. “I suppose it could be.”
“But why? Why do all these differences have to be created and maintained?”
They walked on in silence. Mike had periods of moodiness and Rob had discovered it was better to pay as little attention to them as possible. Increasingly,
since the day of the archery contest, they had involved questionings and criticisms of things which no one, Rob felt, could do anything about. It was not that the present mood seemed unfriendly. If anything there was a feeling of closeness, as though Mike were letting him in on an important part of himself, of the way he thought.
Mike said abruptly, “You know Penfold?”
Rob knew him by sight. He was a senior boy, in his final year; not a prefect though one would have thought that he ought to have been. He was tall and lanky, with an ugly but distinctive face. He had been good at games but had stopped playing them. He had also won an Oxford scholarship.
“Yes,” Rob said.
“He was telling me about it. There's a group of chaps who meet in his study and talk. Do you feel like coming along after supper?”
Rob hesitated. It was not just that Penfold was odd, thought by both masters and boys to be in some way unreliable. It was also true that juniors were not encouraged to mix with senior boys. They would not be breaking an actual rule but it meant
going against custom and one did not do that lightly. On the other hand he could hardly refuse the suggestion when Mike put it this way.
“All right,” he said. “If you like.”
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Penfold's study was about eight feet square, bare except for bed, small wardrobe, table and single chair. Ten boys crowded it badly. Some sat on the bed, others on the floor or leaning against the wall. Penfold himself sat on the window ledge looking in to them. He spoke in a rapid, slightly hectoring voice.
“The point we have to start from is the realization that we're all conditionedâthat we live in the most conditioned society the world has ever known. We have our special position drilled into us from childhood. The servants here in the County are taught to despise the Conurbans and the Conurbans despise them in return. They never meetâthey each know scarcely anything about the way the other livesâbut they despise them all the same. And we are the privileged ones at the top of the pyramid.
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actual difference in classes is not new. There always have been a privileged few and an unprivileged mass, and there have always been people willing to accept a position as servants of the few and think themselves lucky on account of it. But now we have an absolute division: gentry and their servants on the one hand, Conurbans on the other. The Commuters regard themselves as gentry and look forward to the time when they can retire inside the County and not have to go back to the Conurbs. There are two worlds, with a barrier between them. The barrier may not be strong in the physical sense but in people's minds it's enormous. We the rulers and they the ruled, and never the twain shall meet.”
A boy called Logan who was almost as old as Penfold asked, “What do you want us to do about it?”
“Change it,” Penfold said.
“Just like that?” Logan laughed. “Tall order.”
“There are two ways in which societies can be changed,” Penfold said. “If the masses are badly enough treated they may be forced into some kind of revolt. That's
the desperate way and there's not much chance of it happening at present. The Conurbans aren't starved or ill treated. They get their bread and circuses like the citizens of Rome used to in the days of the Roman Empire. And there's butter and jam on the bread and you can see the circuses without stirring from your armchair, 3-D on holovision. The Conurbans won't start any revolutions.”
Someone said, “They have riots, don't they?”
“So I believe. Safety valves to let off steam, and police enough to handle them comfortably. It's all cleverly worked out. Like the life we lead here in the County. We don't have holovision. That's for the vulgar lower classes, for the Conurbans who don't know how to occupy their empty lives. Or is it because we and they mustn't be allowed to share anything? As far as we're concerned the clock stopped just before the sun went down on the British Empire. We'll go on living forever in the afternoon glowâwith horses and carriages, servants by the dozen, ladies in silk dresses and port and cigars after dinner.”
He spoke with scathing contempt. A boy called Rowlands said, “Don't see much wrong with it.”
“Don't you?”
Logan said, “You spoke of two ways of changing things. What's the other?”
“It's always been the more effective one,” Penfold said. “It's done by the people inside the ruling class who realize that the system is rotten. They get together and do something about it.”
“Such as?”
“Persuading. Agitating.” Penfold paused. “Using force if necessary.”
“How do we start?” Rowlands asked. “By hanging the Head Man from the flagpost?”
The reference to the headmaster caused some amusement. Rob wondered if any of those present took Penfold seriously in the smallest degree. It was, of course, quite ludicrous to think of schoolboys going out and starting a revolution.
“We start by preparing ourselves,” Penfold said. His voice sounded strained. “There are others who think the same way. Older people.”
“Do you know any?”
Penfold hesitated. “Yes.”
“Well, who?”
He stared around the crowded room. “I don't want to say at this stage.”
There was another ripple of scornful laughter. He had lost them, Rob saw. Most of them, at least. He noticed Mike had not been laughing.
Logan said, “What it seems to boil down to is this: ninety-nine percent or more are happy with the way things are. The Conurbans are happy, the Commuters are happy, our servants are happy, and most of us aren't complaining.
You
want us to go out and bust everything up. Why? So that we can go into the Conurbs? Hands up those who want crowds, street rioting and mass living in general. Not even you, Penfold? So that the Conurbans can come over here? With no holovision? They'd go mad inside a couple of days. All right, say it's true we're kept apart. We can't go there and they can't come here. But neither of us wants to. Are you going to launch a revolution to force us to do what we don't want to do?”
“You don't understand,” Penfold said.
“Fair enough,” Logan said. “You explain.”
“I'm not saying most people aren't reasonably contented . . .”
“But you want them to be
dis
contented? Is that it?”
“In a way, yes.”
A hoot of laughter made Penfold stop. It was several moments before he could go on. “Being discontented is a part of being free. And we aren't freeâthat's what I'm trying to say.”
“Free to talk bilge,” Rowlands said. “I've had enough of this lot.”
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Rob and Mike shared a study-bedroom. They did not say much on the way back. When they were inside, though, Mike said, “What did you think?”
“About Penfold? I wasn't all that impressed. What Rowlands said at the end made sense. Nobody stops him talking like that, so what's all this about people not being free?”
“They don't mind as long as it's only talk.”
“They?”
“The government.”
“Well, if it is only talk, what's the use of it?”
“If there were more than that . . .”
“What do you mean?”
“In confidence. All right?”
“Yes, of course.”
“There are others, outside the school. Penfold's in touch with them. That thing tonight . . . it was just a blind, and a way of finding those who might be sympathetic. The real thing is different, a proper organization.”
“Penfold told you this?” Mike nodded. “Do you believe him?”
“Yes. His brother's part of it. He's been out in the China War. He came back at the beginning of the year.”
“It's still ridiculous,” Rob said.
“You could find out.”
“Find out what?”
“Whether it's ridiculous or not. By coming in. You'd have to take an oath of secrecy, of course.”
He began to see that Mike was serious about this. The idea itself was nonsense but Mike believed in it. He hesitated, then said, “I don't think I would be much use.”
“That's where you're wrong. You know the
Conurb. There are all sorts of ways in which you could be useful. If for no other reason than because you would be demonstrating that Conurbans are people just like us, that the picture the gentry have of them as an ignorant mass, as sub-men almost, is quite wrong.” He spoke earnestly. “You could help a lot, Rob.”
“And if things don't work outâif it gets squashed? What then?”
Mike shrugged. “It's a chance we have to take.”
“It's not quite the same chance, though, is it? The men might get sent to prison. They probably wouldn't bother with boys. Not if everything else was all right. But it's obvious what would happen to me: I'd be sent back to the Conurb.”
Mike was silent. Rob was getting ready to say something else when Mike said, “You're right. I hadn't thought of that. In your case it's too much to ask.”
He was relieved that Mike had accepted it so easily. At the same time he felt guilty. Without Mike he would not be here, safe in the County. He could not have survived and escaped capture on his
own. He started to argue, not about the particular point but about the whole idea. Since nearly everyone was satisfied it was lunatic to want to upset everything on the whim of a few. And even more lunatic to think there was any chance of a revolt succeeding. How could it?
Mike interrupted his thoughts, “Changes have been made by a few people before now, provided they were determined enough. Very big changes.”
“Who, you and Penfold and Penfold's brother?” Rob said angrily.
“More than that.”
“How many? Half a dozen?” Mike did not answer. “You must be crazy.”
Mike shook his head. “I don't know.” He climbed into bed. “Or everyone else is.”
“Does that include me?”
Mike grinned across the room at him. “I suppose it has to. Never mind, you're in the majority. By the way, last in puts the light out.”
T
HE TERM WORE ON, SPEEDING
faster toward its end. The last few weeks and days seemed to race by. There was the end-of-term concert, the end-of-term feast, and then it was a bright frosty morning and they were in the post coach rolling between fields carpeted with a light fall of snow, hearing the coachman's horn shiver in the clear cold air. At the market town the Giffords' carriage was waiting to take them through country, that winter could not make less familiar, to the river and the wood and at last the house itself, quiet and at peace in its parkland. Cecily came running out to
meet them, with Mrs. Gifford coming more sedately after her. Even Mr. Gifford deserted his tiny trees to welcome them. They were home again.
Once again there was no shortage of things to do. The hunting season was in full swing and there was a local meet twice a week. In fact the Giffords belonged to several hunts. It was easy enough to get out four or five times in the week and by hacking a few miles more it was possible to manage every day except Sunday. Mr. Gifford did not hunt, but Mrs. Gifford did and even Cecily followed enthusiastically on her pony.
Rob found he enjoyed it also. He was nauseated at the first kill, when blood from the dead fox was rubbed on his face, but he realized it was something that had to be got through. It was customary; and custom ruled all. On the other side of the ledger there was the reward of new sights and sounds: huntsmen in the red jackets which were called pinks, the glossy sweet-smelling horses, hounds giving tongue as they swept in a checkered flood down a hillside, the horn's golden blast on a gray morningâthe countryside itself from a hundred different vantage points. There was the exercise and
the exhilarationâthe warm tired glow at the end of the day jogging home toward a hot bath, toward tea and crumpets in front of a blazing fire with lamplight blooming softly in the room. There was the sense of belonging.