The Heretic Queen (36 page)

There was a loud call of trumpets as the army appeared on the Avenue of Sphinxes with Ramesses at its head. He was wearing the
khepresh
crown of war, and his hair streamed behind him like wisps of fire. He was the tallest of any of the men and bronzed from the sun. In his kilt, with the golden pectoral of Sekhmet, there was no more beautiful man in Egypt. He met my gaze and slowly withdrew his sword. I could feel the rush of blood in my ears. Then Iset stepped forward, and Ramesses lowered the blade back into its sheath.

"Ramesses!" She rushed down the temple steps and flung herself gracefully into his arms. A deafening cheer went up around the temple, and she placed his hand on her slightly swelling stomach so that everyone might see him blessing her child.

Merit nudged me painfully in the side. "
Go!
Don't let her steal this chance," she hissed.

I moved carefully down the steps, and Ramesses let go of Iset. Immediately, the cheers of the people faltered. "Nefertari," he breathed. He swept me into his embrace and inhaled the scent of my perfume, my hair, the warm sun on my skin. "Nefertari, look at you!" he exclaimed. My profile was like a willow stick attached to a heavy ball.

"Five months," I told him. I didn't add that for the past month I had been sick every night.

"Gods, how I missed you in Nubia," he admitted. Then he reached for his sword and Iset immediately stepped closer to us.

"The entire court has been waiting for you," she said quickly. "There is a magnificent feast planned for the Great Hall tonight."

Ramesses smiled. "I am looking forward to it."

"Are you looking forward to visiting my chamber as well?"

He glanced at me, and when she realized where he meant to spend the night, her voice became urgent. "But I have something for you. A gift in celebration of your triumph."

At last, Ramesses let go of his sword, and I knew that he wouldn't present it to either one of us. I could feel the anger darkening my cheeks as Ramesses promised, "I'll come to see you before the feast."

Then the High Priest of Amun walked down the temple's steps. I felt my stomach turn. From his position on the lowest step, he smiled at Iset before announcing, "Night after night we have spent our time at the feet of Amun, praying for Pharaoh's safe and triumphant return."

I sucked in my breath at his lie. Night after night he had been in the Audience Chamber, drinking and eating and plotting with Henuttawy.

"Now it is Mesore," Rahotep went on, raising his arms like two hollow reeds. "And in this last month of the Season of Harvest, Amun has granted Pharaoh a harvest of his own. A victory over rebellious Nubia!"

The courtiers cheered, and the priestesses shook their long bronze sistrums. Then the army sailed to the palace in a spectacle of blue and gold pennants. While Ramesses shared a ship with his men, I sat next to Merit on the deck of
Amun's Blessing
and was too angry even to speak.

"He was going to present you with the sword," Merit swore. "I saw him reach for it."

"And, as always, Iset was there to stop it! And now he's going to her chamber before the feast so that she can give him a gift."

Merit sat back on the cushion chair and fumed. "And she will tell him she prayed for his safety every night when
you
were the one lighting incense at Amun's feet. I will let Pharaoh know what really happened!"

I sat forward. "No! He will think I have sent you out of jealousy. He won't believe you."

"Then he can confirm it with someone else."

"
Who?
Who will be brave enough to tell him the truth?"

The feast in the Great Hall lasted all night, but when the food had been served and the musicians began a victory song, Ramesses found me out on the balcony.

"Nefertari." He had grown dark after long marches in the sun. The white of his sheath shone against the bronze of his skin and the blue of his eyes was like turquoise. "I have been waiting to find you alone." He took me in his arms, and when I saw the new golden bangle on his wrist, I wanted to be angry with him. What kind of a fool couldn't see the game that Iset was playing? But his kisses were urgent and I felt a need beneath his kilt. He pressed his hand to my belly. "I thought of you every day," he whispered. "There were a thousand times when I wanted to send back a message to you, but I was afraid it might be intercepted," he admitted. "I want to know everything. Tell me
everything.
"

We went to my chamber, leaving the feast and the musicians behind, but it was a long time before we spoke. We fell into the bed and Ramesses took me in his arms, slipping the sheath from my shoulders. We were gentle together, so we wouldn't hurt the child, but that night our embraces grew more urgent until finally Ramesses swore, "I never want to leave this bed again, Nefer. I never want to go on a campaign without you."

As the music echoed in the courtyard, we shared our secrets together. Every night I had lit incense at the feet of Amun, praying for his safety, and now I wondered how I could have feared he wouldn't come home. He was tall and strong, with hands that were capable of anything.

"While you were gone, I was so worried," I admitted.

Ramesses laughed, then saw the trembling of my lip and hesitated. "Oh, Nefer." He held me against his chest. "You and I are bronze and gold," he promised. "We will last for eternity."

"In name," I said. "Not in body. Not like this."

"It will always be like this," Ramesses swore. I wondered if victory had made him more rash. How could he be so certain? "We will live together in the Afterlife," he added, "and eat with the gods. They have heard all of our prayers. Amun was with me in Nubia. You should have seen how easy it was to surround the palace and find the men who were plotting rebellion. We slaughtered them like cattle."

When I shuddered, Ramesses said forcefully, "They were disloyal to Egypt. They betrayed us, after we built
everything
for them! A clean city, a citadel taller than any in Nubia, protection from the Assyrians." There was a conviction in Ramesses's eyes that I had never seen before, and I wondered what he would do if he knew how Iset had truly acted in his absence. "But Amun was watching us," he said seriously. "How else could it have gone so well? Next time, you will come with me, Nefer. When our son is born--"

"What if it's a daughter?"

"It will be a son," he said confidently. "Amun has heard my prayers and he will give us an heir."

My heartbeat quickened, and the fear of childbirth welled up inside of me again. What if I didn't bring him a son, or worse, didn't survive to see my child grow?

"But tell me about Thebes," he said gently. "Tell me what's happened while I've been away. Paser says a Habiru came to visit you."

"Yes, Ahmoses of Chaldea," I said, and Ramesses heard the hesitation in my voice when I added, "He came to the Audience Chamber with a petition for me."

Ramesses frowned. "Specifically for you? And what did he want?"

"For me to release the Habiru from your army."

He sat up in the bed. "All of the Habiru?" he exclaimed. "And what did you tell him?"

"That his petition must go to you, of course!"

"The Habiru cannot be released! Every year there is talk of a Hittite invasion from the north, and someday it will happen. Why did he think you would grant such a thing?"

"Because it was my grandfather who brought his people to Egypt. And under the Heretic King," I explained, "the Habiru were used as slaves."

"The
entire
army was used as slaves."

"But it was the Habiru that the Heretic King promised to set free. He lied."

"So this Ahmoses of Chaldea came hoping that you would honor the promise of your
akhu
?"

I looked across my chamber to the burned tile I had placed next to the painting from Meryra's tomb. Though the edges were blackened, the center was still a vivid blue. I thought of the fires that had destroyed my family and marveled at how destiny had brought back the man who had first kindled them. Why was I telling Ramesses his story? Why did I care what Ahmoses wanted when he had risked my reputation by approaching me? But I looked across the bed into Ramesses's eyes and replied, "Yes, that was his hope."

Ramesses laughed. "And where does he think so many people would go?"

"North. To make the land of Canaan their own."

"Canaan is Egyptian land!" His curiosity turned to anger. "Who
is
this man?"

I twisted the bed linens in my hands. "The same man who taught the Heretic King that there is only one god. The leader of the Habiru."

Ramesses sat up on the pillows, shocked. "His
teacher?
"

"And he didn't come simply because he thought I would honor the vows of my
akhu,
" I admitted slowly. "He came with the idea that there was profit in it for me as well. That if I released the Habiru from the army, I could tell the people I was expelling the heretics from Thebes and win their approval."

"So he is clever."

"I would never have said yes. Not at the expense of Egypt."

Ramesses took my hand, pulling me toward him. "Enough of this Habiru from Chaldea. Let Paser deal with him."

"So there isn't anything we can do?"

"For the Habiru?" Ramesses was genuinely surprised. "Not when they're a sixth of my father's army. Why? Do you think we should risk--"

"No," I said quickly. "When he comes, you will have to refuse him as well."

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

FOR WHOM DO YOU WAIT?

Thebes, 1281 BC

WHEN THE NEW year arrived, so did Seti's court from Avaris, and although it was supposed to be the solemn Feast of Wag, Iset had planned a merry celebration to welcome him back. All of Thebes came to see the royal flotilla of ships sail into Malkata's lake. The masts were festooned with blue and gold pennants, and trumpets blared as Seti and Tuya stepped onto the quay. The courtyard in front of the palace was filled with drinking courtiers, and the doors were decorated with swaths of gold cloth and rich blue linen.

"The princess must think she's planning a marriage, not the Feast of Wag," Merit snapped from where we stood on the quayside. "What if there's another war?" she demanded. "Where will the deben come from to pay the army if it's all been spent on acrobats, wine, and musicians?" She turned to me. "What does Pharaoh say about this?"

I looked at Ramesses, who was greeting his father at the end of the quay. They both wore the blue and gold
nemes
crown, but no two men could have been more different. One was young and bronzed from his time in the south, the other was old, and thin, and weary. But neither of them seemed to mind that the somber Feast of Wag had been turned into a festival. "Ramesses indulges her," I replied. "He wants to make her happy."

"Little Nefertari!" Pharaoh Seti called out. He crossed the quay, and courtiers parted to make a path for him. The queen pointedly remained with Iset. But when Adjo caught sight of me, his lips curled back in a threatening growl. "Oh, be quiet," Pharaoh Seti demanded, and when he reached me, he took me proudly in his arms. "Even with a child you're as slight as a reed! So tell me, when does the little prince come?"