The Island of Last Truth (11 page)

It is clear that I cannot refuse. The family machinery has begun to function and it can't be stopped.

I leave that house when it is already dark. I told a lot of lies. Anyone, once their back is to the wall, can do it. I made up a story that consoled them. I told them that Nelson had saved Prendel and in saving him had died. It is, when you get right down to it, a truth told in a particular way.

I walk through the streets of the Alfama neighborhood, erect as the truth that has been revealed to me and that I have decided to keep for myself alone. I feel I have that right.

I find a wastebin, stop, take Nelson Souza's letter from my bag, tear it up, and throw it away. I don't know if it is an act of love or revenge.

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

To Esther Rovira, who never puts off till later what we need now.

To Eva Gutiérrez, “doctor of me,”­ for her generosity.

To my sister, Marina Company, for her unconditional support.

To María Schjaer, for one more book.

To my editors, Silvia Querini and Josep Lluch, for the trust and common path we've started down together.

Flavia Company was born in Buenos Aires in 1963 and has lived in Barcelona since 1973. She is the author of twelve novels. Her fiction has been translated and published in more than six languages. She teaches writing at the Ateneo Barcelonés.