The Kills: Sutler, the Massive, the Kill, and the Hit (101 page)

He had the money, as it happened. This was all of his money for the month. It troubled him more that these people knew his hotel room, and, more likely than not, this would make him a target. If he didn’t go to the café they would come to the hotel. If he did go to cafe this could all be resolved.

He wrapped the notes in a sock and brought it with him to the piazza. Mr Rabbit and Mr Wolf? The mention of these men, he had to admit, was alarming and deeply unexpected, and sent the whole night off kilter. Finn waited in the portico outside the Café Flavia, the metal blinds down, no lights in any windows along the curved arcade. The road ran in a circle about the piazza and a centre island barricaded by temporary plywood barriers and a sign saying ‘Metro’. Above the hoardings some indication of roadworks, or digging: the sketched tops of cranes and heavy equipment. No traffic and no people. Finn stood under one of the arches, in view, in case anyone was watching, the money in the sock in his fist, in his pocket.

He heard the scooter come down the corso – a feeble wavering zip. When it came about the piazza the scooter continued, made an entire circuit, and when it returned to view a second time the man slowed down and crawled hesitantly toward him. A skinny man in shorts, very tight red shorts, with a striped T-shirt, a white helmet, sunglasses, a ratty beard, set his feet either side of the scooter to hold it up. Red shorts and white shoes. No socks. Sunglasses at two thirty-five in the morning. The man whistled through his teeth at Finn and signalled him forward.

‘You. Money.’

‘No.’

‘Money.’

‘No.’

‘Money. Now.’

‘No.’

The man appeared to speak little English, and Finn, although he spoke Italian very well, had no inclination to help him. The man set his hands on his thighs, as if Finn was being entirely unreasonable.

‘Money!’ he insisted.

‘Rino,’ Finn replied. ‘Mr Rabbit. Mr Wolf.’

The man lifted one foot to the scooter’s running board then started up the motor. Finn watched him slowly ride away and disappear around the corner. Something laughable about a tall man on such a small vehicle making such a stupid noise.

He couldn’t hear the motor run up the corso, so he followed the arcade round and saw for himself, the man on the scooter stopped at the side of the street speaking into a mobile. Finn crept close enough to hear pieces of the discussion.

‘I asked him. I said. I told him to give me the money. That’s what I said. I think he wants . . . I didn’t ask. OK, say that again,’ a pause, ‘again. OK. No. OK. One more time.’ The man cancelled the call, and stood up to wedge the phone into his pocket.

Finn approached him and asked in Italian what he thought he was doing.

‘Your friend. They will slit his throat. You have the money?’

‘I want to see him.’

‘You can’t see him.’

‘You can’t have the money.’

‘Give me the money and tomorrow you will see your friend.’

‘He isn’t my friend.’

Finn started to walk away. The man started up his bike. He followed Finn with some difficulty, the front wheel weaving awkwardly, the pace being too slow to keep the scooter steady.

‘Why don’t you give me the money? They will slit his throat. It will be your fault. You will be to blame.’ Now the man was sulking.

Finn gestured that he could care less. Before him, he saw a sign for the Questura. ‘Call your friends and tell them I want to see Rino, or they won’t get the money.’ He pointed at the sign. ‘Do it before I get to the police station.’

The man stopped his bike, and called OK, OK, to get Finn to stop. He stood up to take his phone out of his pocket, spat on the pavement, sat down heavily and cursed under his breath as he made the call. ‘
Ciao, ciao.
Yeah. No. He wants to see him. I have . . . I did . . . I said that . . .’ He gestured at Finn. ‘He wants to see him now. OK.’ He handed the phone to Finn. ‘They want to talk.’

Finn dug his hands into his pockets.

‘Take the phone.’

‘No.’

‘Take it. They want to speak with you.’

‘I want to see Rino first.’

‘Take it,
culo
. Take the fucking phone.’

‘If I take the phone I’ll smash it.’

The man recoiled, and began speaking very quickly into his phone. In a hurry he started up the scooter, and with phone pinched in his hand he swung back into the street and sped off. Finn watched him disappear, then continued walking. The thin whine died away, but didn’t disappear completely. He was almost at the doors to the Questura when he realized that the sound was getting louder.

The man rode on the sidewalk and came right at him, head down, and fast. Finn, now past the police station, had reached a long wall and could find nowhere to step into. He began to run, too slow and too late.

Struck by a punch in his side he hit the wall and rolled to the pavement. Unsure exactly what the mechanics of the accident were he fumbled to his feet. The man had driven up and shoved him, hard enough to knock him down, and Finn winced, automatic, just folded over, expecting something else. Instead the man turned his bike around and returned. He used the scooter to block Finn against the wall, all of this within paces of the Questura.

‘Give me the money.’

‘I don’t have it.’

The rider pointed to Finn’s pocket.

‘The money is in your pocket.’

Finn reluctantly took the sock out of his pocket and handed it to the man.

‘You come to the Fazzini. The Bar Fazzini. Your friend will be there. One hour.’

Finn sat down in the street. The scooter zipped up the sidewalk, raced toward piazza del Municipio with a throttled croak sawing up the sides of the boulevard. Denying that he had the money and then handing it over was, well, as stupid as it gets. The corso opened up at the piazza, broadened into a neon-tinted night. Lights on the heights at Castel St Elmo. They’d found a boat in the piazza, hadn’t he heard this somewhere, or maybe lots of boats, some entire Greek fleet imprinted in the mud under the piazza, right smack in the centre of town. You couldn’t lift a paving slab without history leering back at you insisting your insignificance. Winded, Finn tried to catch his breath.

*

Finn decided to return to the hotel, but wanted first to check himself. He could have been stabbed. You heard about this happening all the time: people in shock who don’t know that they’ve lost an arm, a kidney, half of their spine ripped out, who walked up the street like la-di-dah, to collapse from blood-loss, shock, inattention. Finn found a side alley behind the Questura and stripped down to his boxers and checked himself, and saw in the dull yellow light only a slight graze on his elbow, a round imprint on his right hip that would surely blossom to a bruise. The man had shoved him, knocked him down – the whole thing was immature, barely man-to-man. There wasn’t any blood, and once he’d reassured himself that he hadn’t been stabbed, he checked his body for broken bones. Pressure? Wasn’t that it? You check for pressure points? See what aches or hurts, or is just outright unbearable.

Everything checked out, nothing really wrong here (but how close was that?), no blood loss, punctured organs, broken bones. But seriously – how stupid was that? Why had he even answered the phone? His watch had hit the wall and it grieved him to see the face cracked, but nothing else was damaged.

He walked quickly, limping at first, one side seeming a little larger, the bump to his hip limiting his stride, and elbow aching as a hint of how serious this could have been. He became angry as he walked and couldn’t console himself with the idea that this was all experience, all useful, all material for the book. The kind of story he could tell in an interview.
Oh the kidnapping. Yeah. Well, Naples – beautiful by the way – nice place, but troubled, very complicated . . . let me tell you . . .

Finn took via Umberto back to via Duomo, to via Capasso. He walked fast to walk out the ache.

The Fazzini, as before, bright and busy, with a younger noisier crowd. The bar ran along the back wall, a broad wood counter stacked with glasses, and blocked with people, quite a crowd. But no Rino. No thugs. No kidnappers. No hit-and-run scooter-rider.

He half-ran, half-hopped back to the hotel.

Lights on in the lobby, the door unlocked (at three in the morning) and no night security: bad signs. Unwilling to wait for the elevator he hobbled up the stairs, four floors, to find the door to his room open,
as he expected
, the lights on, the room in disarray looking something like a film set with the bed pulled away from the wall, the cupboard open, his clothes thrown out of the drawers and scattered, paper torn from the blank notebooks littered the bed and the floor. Everything gone.

Someone must have given them a list. Just written out exactly where he’d hidden his laptop. His portable hard-drive. His sister’s camera. His phone. The two USB sticks. His remaining traveller’s cheques. And not one, but every single notebook from the trip. Even his copy of
The Kill
.

This was no simple theft, but a complete strategic wipeout – erasing every piece of research he’d collected on the murders. In taking the computers and the notebooks they’d stolen every draft and every scrap of information he’d collected, along with the correspondence. Some of this stuff he couldn’t begin to consider replacing. Finn buckled over at the doorway. An instant stab of grief at all the detail and experience now lost to him: all of his careful and particular notes that could not now be recreated. He’d sat with Lemi Krawiec for six long hours while the man repeated endlessly that his brother was innocent, and how he didn’t know the facts because he didn’t need the facts.
He was innocent.
All the while Finn had taken notes, he’d written about the kind of airlessness trapped in that room, the space between these protestations, the protestations themselves and how by their insistence they held a kind of dogma, that the more times they were repeated the more it could be believed, and the more likely it was that this would be true: until nothing else could be considered except that single fact:
Marek Krawiec is innocent
. And this was gone. The precise description of the decor along a mantelpiece, Krawiec’s mother’s house, the petiteness of it, sullen and ordinary, of Lvov at night, how capsule-like the city seemed, of the people seated facing the windows at the respite home in Lvov, the women on buses, the silent trains and trams. Everything lost: the airport and how coming into it the aircraft pitched through a layer of fog – fog so you knew you were in the heart of Eastern Europe, right on the edge of another period entirely – how this worked as an image of what he would and would not find –
coming through fog
. OK, not great, but apt. The petrochemical works, the roadways, the fields and fields shaved of produce, and the intensity of it all, that one man could come from this flat monochrome to a city so bumpy and opposite and butcher two people. Just how, exactly, is such a notion seeded in someone, so that it becomes essential to act on? He’d formed some sense of Krawiec – not so much from his brother, but from experiencing the same spaces – of how casually cruel the man would become, of how the landscape predicted this, made it so. He was close to understanding how such a crime comes out of a limited number of options, so that it seems both possible and inevitable, something to do; he understood a connection between flat landscapes and wet fields and industrial parks and chemical plants and how an impulse drives an idea to become an inevitable action. He’d come that close to understanding.

On the door handle, a last touch from the thief or thieves: the housekeeping sign saying ‘
Thank You For Your Stay: Gratuities
.’

He checked the dumpsters outside the hotel, went through the trash, dawn now and his side beginning to ache, and found nothing. The hope, at least, that the notebooks would be scattered somewhere because they were of no earthly use to anyone else. As he bent over the dumpster, moved cardboard around, he remembered a description in one of the newspapers about the discovery of the clothes in Ercolano – and didn’t like the idea that there could be more in the dumpster than trash or stolen goods.

He packed his rucksack in the morning. Without his papers and notebooks and equipment he didn’t have enough to fill the soft hold-all. He hadn’t slept, and through the night plans were made and disassembled, ideas on how he would return home because he had less than nothing, and how he’d have to undo the publishing deal because he didn’t have the material any more, or even the heart to start over. He hadn’t slept, and he had to go back to the Questura, chase up his report, because the police who’d come had told him there wasn’t anything to do until the morning because this crime didn’t register to them as being something worthy of any kind of attention. He couldn’t even call Rino because all of his numbers were on his phone, his email was on his laptop, and nowhere would yet be open.

After the police, Finn checked in his bag at the Stazione Central. His head rang with humiliation; they’d laughed at him, asked him to describe with particular precision exactly where he’d hidden his valuables.
So you hid the money on top of the what? Exactly where?
He couldn’t expect any sympathy back home, because this whole thing, he had to admit, was kind of shameful. He’d set himself up: bragged about his summer, his contract, rubbed it hard into other people’s faces, and in one night he’d managed to wreck it all. The police had contacted Rino, who said he had no idea about any kidnapping, assault, or robbery. Last night was the same as any other, he ate at about eight o’clock, watched TV, argued with his wife, and was incredulous, as was his wife, about this entire idea, and Finn understood that words were said between the police and Rino that undermined him, although he did not know exactly what.

Finn stood in the concourse and looked up at the grey boards flickering city names and routes above him. Passengers waited on the platforms, some smoking, most sitting, pressed down by the heat, mopping their foreheads and necks as if expressing regret. It was stupid, foolish to trust Rino, to have paid money to the man. A mistake he swore he wouldn’t make again. It was hard to estimate the amount he’d lost, all in all. Now he had twenty euro, just enough to find a place to email his parents and explain the whole stupid episode in some kind of shorthand they would understand. How much would he need to return home, end the summer in Massachusetts? How much would that humiliation cost? He wouldn’t ask his parents, he’d ask his sister. Carolyn would lend him money, and he’d pay her back, as long as she swore to keep this to herself.