Authors: Patricia Kiyono
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“Okay, we've looked up âsamurai code,' âsamurai virtues,' and âBushido,' and got a lot of different sites that list them. The problem is, some list only seven, and others list up to thirteen. We'll have to figure out which ones appear most often and start with those.”
The Tanaka family's kitchen table was covered with their research materials. Leigh leafed through the manga books she had brought, while Andy sat next to her with his laptop. They compared lists and narrowed them down to a basic eight: loyalty, justice, courage, benevolence, politeness, honesty, honor, and character. Andy wrote the eight virtues on a clean sheet of paper, leaving space between them for notes.
“What's the first one?” Leigh asked, eager to dig into the project.
“Loyalty.”
“That's easy. He was loyal to his family, as well as his country. I've seen the medals he got during the Korean War.” Leigh knew almost as much about the Tanaka family history as Andy did, having spent so much time in their home.
They found examples of each virtue in Andy's grandfather's life. He had been an honest businessman, a loyal son, a polite gentleman, and all the rest. After this, surely he would feel better about himself.
They were both hunched over the books, looking for ways they could convince Grandpa Tanaka of his worthiness when James entered the kitchen, strode to the refrigerator and pulled out a can of pineapple juice. It was his go-to drink when he was stressed.
“Rough day, Dad?”
James looked at his son, his lips pressed into a crooked grin.
“Is it so obvious?”
Leigh answered. “Your tie is undone, your hair is standing up because you've been running your hand through it, and you've just guzzled an entire can of juice in one gulp. I'd say you're stressed.”
James sighed. “I haven't had such a heated argument with my father since I was a teenager.” He pulled his tie off, and sat at the table with them. “What are you two working on?”
“The samurai virtues,” Andy offered.
“We looked up the samurai code or
Bushido
,” Leigh continued. “We're trying to find a way to convince Grandpa he actually did uphold the samurai virtues and that he deserves to keep the swords, even though his father never officially gave them to him. We thought if we found examples in his life when he exhibited those virtues, he'd realize he's a good man.”
James beamed. “That's great! I hope you can figure it out. He sure wouldn't listen to me.” He got up and paced again, raiding the cookie jar Lily always kept filled. Andy and Leigh shared a look. James was health conscious, and ate sweets only when he was nervous or upset.
“I've never seen my dad so depressed.” James sighed. “He's always been so even tempered, go-with-the-flow. But when I refused to take the swords, he almost bit my head off.”
James absently reached into the cookie jar for a second treat. “I ended up walking out on him. I've never done that before.”
“So the swords are still with Grandpa Tanaka?”
“No, I took them over to Mr. Kimura. I asked him to hang on to them until we get this resolved. I figured they were safer with a neutral party.”
“Good idea,” Andy agreed.
“Grandpa Tanaka trusts and respects Mr. Kimura,” Leigh added.
“Right.” James finally settled at a chair next to Leigh. “So what have you found?”
Andy handed the list to his father and sat back. “I guess I can understand how Grandpa feels. I wonder if I could ever earn the right.”
James lowered the paper and regarded his son curiously. “Do you think you don't qualify?”
“I'm not particularly strong. Or courageous. You and Mom have taught me about honesty and justice. But as for the restâI think Craig is more in line with those.”
“Your brother is fearless, but he can also be reckless. He was a powerhouse on the football field, but he spent more time in the doctor's office than anywhere else.”
Andy laughed at his father's description of his younger brother.
“So he had a few broken bones. As an accountant, the worst injury I'll get is a paper cut or a staple in the finger.”
James chuckled. “Well, if you can convince my dad he deserves to keep the swords, you'll be a hero in my book.” He rose and disposed of his empty juice container. “I'm tired. Guess I'll call it a day. Good night, Leigh. Thanks for helping out with this project.”
“It's my pleasure, Mr. Tanaka.”
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When they reached her apartment, Leigh felt in her purse for her keys then thanked Andy.
She skipped up the step, keyed her way into the building then climbed the stairs to her third floor apartment. But as soon as she opened the door and stepped into her living room, she knew something was wrong. Very wrong. The windows, which had been closed against the cool spring breezes, were open. An open bottle of Scotch and a half-filled glass sat on her coffee table. And her prized manga books lay in a torn heap on the floor.
“So, you finally decided to come home,” a voice behind her growled. She heard a boot connect with the door and it slammed shut. She froze. She knew that saying or doing anything only made things worse.
Her stepfather circled around her until he came to a stop in front of her. He'd been drinking so heavily she could smell it even before he spoke. His eyes were bloodshot, and he was breathing heavily.
“You've been hanging out with that Jap family again, haven't you? Whassamatter, our German heritage isn't good enough for you anymore? You wanna be Asian, or somethin'? Ha!”
Leigh fought to avoid cringing from the spittle coming at her. Slowly, she backed up toward the door. If she could just get to itâ¦
“Don't even think about leaving,” he warned.
His face got closer to hers. His lips twisted in a sneer, and his eyes shone with anger. She closed her eyes and forced herself to stand still.
“So now that you know what he's like, maybe I should show you what it's like with a real man,” he growled.
Her eyes opened wide. “Dad, no!”
The acrid smell of whiskey assailed her as dad's mouth came toward her. She turned her face away and his lips nested in her hair. His arms entrapped her like steel bands. He'd forgotten who she was again, crooning Kirsten's name over and over. “I'll show you what you've been missing. You think I don't know how to be a good lover. I'll show you, I'll show you...”
One hand was at the hem of her blouse now, stroking her skin. She tried to push him away, but he was stronger, and determined.
The knocking jolted them both. The steel bands loosened, and she turned toward the door.
“Leigh? You left your cell phone in the car.”
Leigh turned to her father. “I have to answer it,” she told him. “He knows I'm not asleep yet, because he just dropped me off.”
Without waiting for an answer, she pulled the door open. She would have stepped outside, but a sharp tug on her belt from behind kept her in place. She had to get help without alerting her stepfather.
“Hi Andy,” she greeted him. Her eyes pleaded with him for help. “Thanks for bringing my phone back.” She brought her hand to her mouth. “I don't know what I would have done if you hadn't told me where I left it!”
Andy stared at her a moment, and his eyes widened. He nodded. “Sure, Leigh. No problem. I would have been worried too.”
He backed up slowly. “I'llâI'll see you soon.”
Leigh was yanked back into the house, and the door started to close, but Andy wedged himself in the opening. With a roar, Frank swung his fist, connecting with Andy's cheek with a sickening crunch. Leigh tried to reach him, But Frank lifted the younger man and bodily and tossed him outside, slamming the door and locking it.
He spun around and grabbed Leigh's arms. Large, beefy hands enclosed her wrists like shackles.
“Stupid, obnoxious kid,” he growled. "First the father ruins my life, and then his rotten kid has to shack up with my daughter!”
Leigh bit down on her lower lip. She wanted desperately to ask what James Tanaka had done to ruin Frank's life, but there was a better chance of finding out if she kept quiet and listened. She wasn't disappointed.
“I worked my tail off to build a business that would support your mother's lifestyle. How was I supposed to know the bottom was going to fall out of the automotive industry? But everybody buys flowers. Valentine's Day, Mother's Day, weddings. All those things made Jim Tanaka rich. So rich that my own wife preferred him over me.”
Leigh wanted to cover her ears, but Frank held both her hands in an iron grip, and she couldn't move them. Her mother and James Tanaka? It couldn't be. It had to be the alcohol talking, putting ridiculous notions in his head.
Leigh closed her eyes. There was no way she could overpower him, but she had to try. Her jacket was torn from her body and she shivered, not because of the cool spring air from the open windows, but because she knew what he intended to do. She twisted, trying to get away, but he held her fast. Sloppy kisses rained on her face and neck and she cringed, reciting every nursery rhyme she could remember. Anything to get her mind off what was happening to her. Help had to arrive soon.
She winced at the hard slap across her cheek. Her eyes opened involuntarily.
“Don't do that!” His eyes were filled with rage.
“You never want it from me! I can't help it that nobody wants to hire me. But it's worse when my own wife doesn't see me as a man.”
He pushed her down on to the couch. A moment later, he landed on top of her, knocking the breath out of her lungs.
“I'll show you what a man is,” he groaned. Unsteady hands groped at her blouse and tangled in her hair. Finally, he grabbed at the neckline and ripped it from her.
He was reaching for her jeans when another knock came at the door. She opened her eyes again, as her father swore.
“Open up! Police!”
Leigh groaned as her father froze, effectively putting dead weight on her. The knocking continued.
“Open up in there!”
“What in blazes are they doing here?” He scrambled up and peeked through the peephole. Leigh rose and grabbed the afghan off the couch to cover up.
“It's that stupid Jap again,” he whispered. “You make one squeak and you're dead.”
He looked at the afghan wrapped around her and leered. “Kinda late for that innocent little maiden act, isn't it? I know you take it all off for your boyfriend out there. You could go running outside right now, and he wouldn't see anything he hasn't seen before.”
Leigh's eyes widened and her jaw dropped. But she closed it again, knowing she would just irritate him more if she tried to reason with him.
The police knocked again, and Frank growled.
“Well, I'll deal with you later. I'm getting outta here.” Frank padded back to the bedroom and opened the window.
Leigh realized what her father intended to do. She ran after him. “Dad, no! We're on the third floor! It's too high!”
Two things happened at once: the police broke through the apartment door and Frank Becker, in his inebriated state, slid out the window and dropped to the ground below.
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“Oh, honey, what an awful, awful thing for you to go through! You can stay with us for as long as you like.” Lily fussed about the Tanaka kitchen, getting refreshments for everyone, and then running off to prepare the guest room for Leigh.
Kirsten Becker had been contacted and was booked on the next flight back from New York. She had promised Leigh that Frank would get the counseling he needed, and tearfully apologized for not taking Leigh's claims more seriously.
“I'm so sorry, Leigh,” she had said through her sobs. “I've been so caught up in my work and avoiding Frank, I forgot to be a mother to you. I promise you, it won't happen again.”
“It's a good thing Andy figured out you were in trouble,” Craig remarked. “How were you able to warn him?”
Leigh smiled tiredly. “Back in junior high, we took a summer workshop on lip-reading. We used to practice it in school when we wanted to communicate without being heard.” She looked at Andy, who sat beside her with an ice pack on his bruised and swollen cheek. “I counted on you being able to read what my lips were saying rather than what was coming from my mouth.”
Andy nodded, but said nothing.
James shook his head. “Frank will be in the hospital for quite a while, I'm afraid. Then he'll have to face the court. Even if you don't press charges, he's in trouble. Apparently he was seen driving recklessly, and threatened one of the other tenants into letting him into the building.”
He looked into Leigh's eyes. “I am so sorry you had to go through this,” he said. “I know your father was angry at me, but believe me, I did nothing to ruin his business.” There was a brief pause before he added, “And I
never
had anything going on with your mother.”
“I know that, Mr. Tanaka.” Leigh assured him. “I think everyone knew that, even Dad. But he wanted to blame someone, and I guess he decided it was you.” She sighed. “At least maybe now he'll get the help he needs.”
Lily came back into the kitchen. “All right, Leigh needs to get some rest. Honey, I've got a nice, hot bath going. There are fresh towels and one of Jenny's nighties on the guest bed. Let me know if you need anything else.”
Leigh nodded her thanks and headed toward the guest room. Hearing footsteps behind her, she turned to see Andy right behind her. She raised a brow, but said nothing. He followed her into the bedroom, watched as she gathered the things she needed and then followed her to the bathroom door, stopping only when she turned to ask if he planned to watch her bathe.
“Sorry,” he mumbled. He backed out and closed the door, but she didn't hear his footsteps walking away.
She undressed and slid into the hot, soapy bath, indulging herself in the blissful warmth for a moment, and then scrubbing herself down. She needed to wash away all memories of the night. Then she toweled herself off with one of the fluffy towels Lily had set out for her and put on the borrowed nightie and robe. Combing out her wet hair, she looked at herself in the mirror.
A stranger looked back at her. This was not the face she saw this morning when she got ready for work. Sighing, she pulled open the door and walked out.
And stepped into a solid wall of muscle.
“You've been waiting here all this time?”
Andy nodded. “I couldn't leave. I had to make sure you were okay.”
“Andy, I was just taking a bath.”
Andy took a deep breath. “This wholeâdealâwith Grandpa and his dad made me realize that I can't just put things off. Not when they're important. I always thought you were the strongest person I knew. You knew what you wanted and went after it. I always knew I'd work here at Tanaka Farms, and it was just a matter of finding out how I would fit in. I never thought I could be a person you needed. But the thing is, I needâyou. You've been my best friend all my life. But that's not enough any more. I want you to beâmore than my friend. Would that be okay with you?”
It was the longest speech she had ever heard Andy put together. And it was her turn to be speechless.
Andy fidgeted. “Um. So, you're not saying anything. Is that a bad sign?”
Leigh lips curved. “No, it's a good sign. I'm looking for the right words to tell you how happy I am. I want the same thing. I feel the same way about you. You're my samurai. You've always been there when I need you, and like your grandfather, you always do what is right.”
Andy's sigh of relief met her sigh of happiness as they held each other tightly.