Authors: Michael Cordy
Tags: #Death, #Neurologists, #Action & Adventure, #Fiction, #Suspense fiction, #Thrillers, #Suspense, #Good and evil
Later Amber accompanied her outside, pushed her wheelchair around the garden and reminisced, made plans.
At lunchtime she wheeled Gillian back to her room and helped her into bed. Before she left, she kissed her forehead, just as her mother had kissed her and Ariel when they were children. As she turned to leave, she stopped and tried to freeze in her mind the peaceful scene of her mother asleep in bed, sunlight filtering through the thin curtains, the greenery on the terrace beyond.
As she committed the calm scene to memory she couldn't have foreseen the storm to come. Or known that she would never again see her mother in this tranquil sun-filled room.
*
Pacific Heights.
Five hours later
'The thing is, Papa Pete, I don't think what I experienced really was a dream.'
'Why not? If your discussion with Dr Fleming was making you focus on Ariel, it musta been a dream.' Years with the Society of Jesus had softened Father Peter Riga's New York accent, but it was still there. Now Amber and her godfather sat in her spacious kitchen. Dressed in black, with tightly curling grey hair and piercing blue eyes, he looked tired but ageless. Amber had sent the maid home and herself conjured up his favourite spare ribs and pasta. Now she and Papa Pete sat over empty plates drinking the Barolo he had brought from Italy. She was telling him about her dream.
'Papa Pete, I never dream. Remember? Ariel used to dream but I never did - that was one of the differences between us. What happened the other night reminded me more of the weird near-death experience I had during the operation. It wasn't like a dream.'
'So what was it?'
'That's what I want to find out. You remember telling me your first thoughts when you saw Ariel and me in the hospital in Sao Paulo after our natural parents had abandoned us?'
He sipped his wine and nodded. 'Sure. Though the doctors called you a single biological organism, I saw two separate souls.' His eyes narrowed. 'Where you going with this, Amber?'
She tried to frame her impossible question. 'Miles Fleming said I possessed part of the living brain of a dead person. Could I still possess that person's soul too?'
Riga frowned and swirled the wine in his glass.
She continued, 'What if Ariel's soul has not been allowed to die because part of her mind still lives in me? What if, after all these years, she's using headaches and dreams somehow to contact me - to get me to release her?'
The frown deepened.
'Papa Pete? Say something. I know it sounds crazy but I've got to know what you think.'
'My child, I don't know what to say. This isn't something to which I can give a quick answer. I've seen too many things in my years as a priest to know that - particularly in view of how uniquely close your relationship was with Ariel. Ancient philosophers right up to Descartes believed that human consciousness, or the soul, resided in the brain.' Riga tapped his head. 'Even gave the exact location. Said it was in the pineal gland. But what you just said is so ... unusual that I've got no instant spiritual, philosophical or rational response. I need to give it more thought.' He sat back in his chair. 'But you really think Ariel's still alive somehow? What's this Dr Fleming guy say?'
Amber shrugged. 'He's smart and I like him, but he's a scientist and not really interested in theoretical stuff. He wants practical solutions, doesn't like things he can't explain, and he sure as hell doesn't believe in an afterlife. He's promised to examine everything when I return, but I know he's convinced that I just had a dream.'
'Being practical ain't always so bad,' said Riga.
'Look, Amber, I return to Rome tomorrow, and I'll give it some more thought. Anyway, see what Fleming says and call me with any news. I'm sure there'll be a rational medical explanation.'
'I hope so,' said Amber, pushing the wine bottle towards him.
Riga placed a hand over his glass. 'Not for me, thanks. I suddenly got a headache.'
black granite slab beside the gatehouse. The words etched into it in silver read:
*
Optrix Industries.
The next day
In the morning Amber felt more optimistic as she drove across the Bay Bridge to Optrix's Berkeley headquarters. Talking to her mother and Papa Pete had encouraged her to believe that Fleming and his NeuroTranslator would indeed find a rational cause for her problem.
Yet as she sat in the insulated cocoon of the Mercedes, it didn't seem so impossible that some vestige of Ariel, the wave state of her metaphysical consciousness, might still exist in the particle state of the shared section of their physical brain. At a level she couldn't articulate, Amber still felt that her headaches might be a symptom of a greater malaise, and that to cure her Fleming would have to do more than use his NeuroTranslator to exorcize her phantom pain. He had somehow to understand her connection with Ariel.
As she put her foot on the gas and the Bay Bridge receded in the rear-view mirror, she could see the dark glass tower of Optrix Industries loom into view, gleaming like a pillar of polished ebony. As she approached the imposing gates she turned to the Optrix Industries Optoelectronics Research Headquarters. Let There Be Light.
The guard waved her through on to the campus and she parked by one of two ultraviolet-proof colonnades that allowed visitors to enter the building without being exposed to direct sunlight. She scanned the parking lot, and recognized the customized black Lexus with heavily tinted windows.
Inside the reception atrium, heels clicking on the polished marble, Amber greeted the security woman behind the desk.
'Welcome back, Dr Grant. I hope you're feeling better.'
'Much better, thanks, Irene.'
She entered the first elevator and pressed the button for the top floor. When the doors opened, she walked down the curving corridor to her office where her secretary a tall brisk woman with short fair hair, was waiting. 'Dr Grant, how you feeling?'
'Fine, thanks, Diane. Any urgent messages?'
'Professor Mortenson in the main lab rang to say they're having problems with the Lucifer optical memory pixels.' Diane checked the electronic notepad in her hand. 'He says the electron-hole pairs are proving unstable. They aren't staying apart for as long as they should at room temperature.'
Amber frowned. Mortenson was one of her senior physicists but, like many of her team, he lacked initiative. She accepted that, as a workaholic who wanted to be involved in all aspects of development, this was partly her fault. It was time, however, to make people think for themselves. 'Tell him to review the ratios of the gallium arsenide and aluminium arsenide layers in the semiconductor - and to check the photon energy levels at the same time. If that doesn't do the trick then ask him to suggest how he intends to solve it.' She handed her brochure-thin briefcase to Diane. 'Would you put this on my desk? I gotta go see Bradley.'
Because of his condition Bradley Soames spent much of his time away from the bright sunlight of California, overseeing his VenTec foundation in Alaska, a private venture technology company that developed cutting-edge initiatives for a variety of specialist clients. He left Amber to look after most of the day-to-day running of Optrix.
VenTec's location, north of the Arctic Circle, was a closely guarded secret. When Amber had worked there ten years ago, managing the task force that developed the optical computer, she had never known its precise co-ordinates. Although she visited the place often, she would be hard pushed even now to pinpoint its exact whereabouts. Since few top scientists were prepared to work in Alaska for extended periods, even for Soames, Optrix had established its main research site here in the San Francisco bay area. VenTec was a bonus.
From her office Amber walked the circuit of the dark tower's top floor, passing the offices of the finance director, the human resources director and the commercial director, who were the three other members of the five-strong operating board that oversaw Optrix's worldwide business interests. Her office and theirs enjoyed spectacular views of the bay area but Bradley Soames's office occupied the centre of the circle and had no windows. Two doors protected it from the outside world.
Amber knew the drill and closed the first door before knocking on the inner one. It opened and Bradley's receptionist ushered her into the anteroom with a smile. 'Good morning, Dr Grant,' she said. 'He's expecting you. Please go right in.'
Amber opened a door of dark frosted glass and entered an enclosed corridor that twisted in ever-decreasing circles towards Soames's office. As she walked, the light dimmed gradually, enabling her eyes to accustom themselves to the gloom of his inner sanctum. The office was circular. There were no pictures on the soft-textured walls and no windows. A vague smell of medication hung in the filtered air. At the back of the room there was a couch and a glass-fronted refrigerated cabinet stocked with Coca-Cola.
Soames reclined on his chair, trainers resting on the curved desk that dominated the centre of the room, surrounded by the computer screens that allowed him to keep an eye on his global empire. He wore a pale grey cotton one-piece with integrated cowl and gloves. Inside, safe from sunlight, the cowl hung around his shoulders and the gloves were rolled back, exposing scarred, freckled hands.
Behind him, in the gloom, she could see two large shapes lying on the ground, staring at her with yellow eyes. Soames had brought with him his two timber wolves from Alaska. He had adopted them as pups to keep him company, feeling some affinity with their nocturnal habits. Everyone at Optrix called them 'the shadows' because they were silent, grey and stayed close to Soames when they were with him. He spoke to them in a strange guttural tongue that Amber didn't understand. He treated them as pets and encouraged her to treat them the same way, but she had once read that you should never hug a wolf or forget it was a wild creature. She had only to look into their bright, unblinking eyes to know that this was good advice.
The larger one glanced at her then turned away. Amber shifted her attention to Soames.
Apparently unaware of her, he was talking into a headset, monitoring the screens and reading the Wall Street Journal. He blinked constantly.
'Marty, I don't care, Matrix have gotta play ball with us if they want to survive. Look what happened to Intel chips and Microsoft Windows when the Lucifer came out. Now it's the world wide web. The entire Internet's gone optical - shit, it's already called the Optinet. And most of it relies on Optrix technology, Marty. This is the light age. Data transfer at the speed of light is what it's all about. Matrix have gotta work with us on our terms or stay in the dark ages and die.'
For a moment she stood and watched, studying his pale face, disconcerting blue eyes and golden hair. Many felt uncomfortable in Soames's presence. She didn't. She had never warmed towards him and did not regard him as a friend - he was too emotionally insulated to understand the concept of friendship - but her own childhood had conferred on her an affinity with him. It was also a privilege and an inspiration to feed off his intellect. Working with him made her life valuable, her contribution to the world significant.
'No, Marty, there's nothing to discuss,' Soames said abruptly into the mouthpiece. 'Think about it. 'Bye.' He pressed a button on one of the screens in front of him, killing the link, and turned to Amber with a grin. 'How'd it go?' Before she could answer he said, 'You heard? The Nobel committee finally decided to give me the physics prize but I told 'em I don't want it. I don't need the money and I sure as hell don't need the approval of that bunch of mediocre old jerks.'
Before she had time to respond, he moved on. Reaching under the desk he took out what looked like a credit card. 'Check out this optical prototype VenTec came up with. Fax, EVmail, video phone, wireless Optinet connectivity and the power of a full-size computer all in the palm of your hand. Awesome, ain't it?'
Keeping one eye on the wolves, she took the device from him and sat down. 'It's great ... I didn't know you were working on this.'
Soames wasn't looking at her any more. He was scanning the newspaper again. 'We gotta discuss the China initiative. I know VenTec can create an entry-level optical computer so cheap that Optrix can get one into every household there by . . .'
Amber Grant gave a weary sigh. It was like dealing with a child - a brilliant, powerful, mercurial child, but a child nevertheless. She raised her voice and said, 'Bradley, land on earth for one minute and focus.' She waited for him to look up. 'I've just got back from the clinic'
'I know,' he said. He gave a small smile then, his scarred lips curling up to expose incongruously perfect white teeth. 'Discovered anything?'
'Course not. I only just completed the first scan. You were right about Miles Fleming, though. He's real smart. How'd the rest of the Lucifer soft-screen presentation go in London?'
'Great - after everyone stopped worrying about you, that is. Had to fly back to VenTec that night but they seemed mighty impressed with the launch. Anyway, I want to know exactly what Fleming's first thoughts are.'
'Don't know yet. Gotta go back for a longer spell. A month.'
Soames shrugged. 'Whatever. I need to find out what's behind these headaches of yours.'
She laughed. 'You need to? I figure I need to find out a hell of a lot more than you do, Bradley'
'Oh, yeah, sure,' he said awkwardly. 'Just keep me posted on what Fleming says.'