Terrible subjects, all.
M
iach sat in the lower dining hall, nursing a mug of ale and trying to look inconspicuous. He couldn't say there were many who lingered after supper, but there were a few and he thought it best to outlast them before he made for the tower. He hadn't had anyone mention that it was odd he seemed to enjoy climbing stairs to nowhere, but there was no sense in pressing his luck.
Another se'nnight had marched on. He had passed four more of Weger's levels, to the disgust of many of the men there and the outright anger of many more. He supposed he had to admit, with as much objectivity as he could muster, that he had earned his advancements. He'd driven himself into the ground from dawn well past dusk, training with his assigned masters as long as they would humor him, then finding other equally obsessed souls to cross swords with after his masters had gone to supper.
He had good reason. If he reached the upper levels, he could train where Morgan might be loitering. Not that she would be overfond of seeing him, but perhaps he could wear her down, like the Sruth that was nothing but a modest stream at its head but eventually cut its way through the mountains of Cnà mh-lus.
Unfortunately, he suspected Morgan was made of sterner stuff than even those granite peaks and it might take more time to cut through her defenses than even he had to hand.
He turned away from that thought. He had to believe that at some point she would be willing to talk to him. She hadn't wanted to the week before, but perhaps she'd been feeling particularly ill and had had little patience for pleasantries.
That, he could believe. He'd been shocked at how frail she'd felt as he'd lifted her onto his back and carried her down the stairs. 'Twas no wonder Weger was forever sending her back to bed. Miach wondered how she managed to heft a sword.
He also wondered, now that he had the luxury of thinking on it, why the hell Weger had forced her to face himâand goaded her so terribly whilst she'd been at it. Had Weger been purposely trying to remind Morgan of her aversion to mages or had it been something else entirely? The man seemed to be very possessive where Morgan was concerned, far beyond what a swordmaster should have allowed himself to have for even a treasured pupil.
He bowed his head and rubbed the back of his neck. There was nothing to be done about it at present. He hadn't seen Morgan since the night in the tower chamber, which worried him. Had the exertion of the climb set her back in her recovery? He supposed that if something truly dire had happened to her, Weger would have summoned him. Perhaps someone had had the good sense to shackle her to her bed where she might rest.
Weger didn't seem to need any, though. Miach had found him at the bottom of the steps every night, standing in what poor shelter the mountain provided. Weger had consistently brushed off his thanks. Miach had wondered, in the odd moment when he'd been free of some physical task, why it was that Weger had aided him by means of the tower chamber key. Surely he had to know that Miach was there for more than just sword skill. Perhaps he merely thought it would be good sport to watch Miach try to convince Morgan to leave with himâ¦and fail repeatedly.
He pulled himself away from his unproductive speculation. He had no idea what Weger thought and no desire to find out. His task was to gain access to the upper courtyard where he could see Morgan. Now, what he needed to do was see to his spells so he could go to bed.
He looked about the dining hall to judge its emptiness. It was free of diners save a lone man sitting at a table in a darkened corner, watching him.
Miach sighed lightly. That was Searbhe, another in a rather substantial string of enemies he'd managed to make over the past fortnight. There had been abundant grumbling over his progress from many and outright cursing from many more when he was within earshot. Searbhe was one of the more vocal of the lot. He let no opportunity pass to complain about the obvious partiality Miach seemed to enjoy from Weger. Miach never dignified that accusation with a reply. It was ridiculous, especially since Weger had nothing at all to do with his progress; any advancements he made were determined by the men who trained him.
Miach would have ignored Searbhe entirely, but there was something about him that just wasn't right. He claimed to be from Iomallach, which Miach knew was a lie. Miach knew the ambassador from Iomallach well; Searbhe did not have his accent.
He supposed if he were to choose a far-flung locale that would be unfamiliar to most, he would have chosen such a place, but why did Searbhe find that necessary? It was odd to make such a point of feigning to be from an area he wasn't.
Unless he had something quite significant to hide.
Miach considered it for a moment or two, then shook his head and drained his ale. Searbhe was irritating simply because he made a point of heckling Miach every chance he had. Miach could shrug that aside easily enough. Growing up with six brothers had made him impervious to needling. Whatever other mischief Searbhe was about just couldn't be all that interesting.
Miach set his cup aside and rose. He couldn't wait the other man out and he doubted Searbhe had the wherewithal to be interested in what Miach did at night. He left the dining hall and wandered the passageways briefly before he started up the stairs toward the upper levels.
He heard the sound of a footfall behind him and stopped. He continued on, then stopped again. Perhaps he had been too hasty in dismissing Searbhe's interest in him. He pretended to fix something in his boot, then continued on, running up the stairs. He burst out onto the uppermost courtyard and turned, pulling his sword free of its sheath as he did so.
He managed to meet Searbhe's blade before it cleaved his head in twain, but it was a near thing. He fought off the man's assault, though, with more ease than he would have expected. Perhaps his time at Gobhann had not been wasted.
And then Searbhe struck him suddenly with the flat of his blade directly over the slice on his arm. Pain flashed through him and his left arm went numb.
“Damn you,” Miach gasped.
Searbhe said nothing but continued a very brutal assault. Miach wished absently that he hadn't spent most of the day training. He was tired and tiring more by the moment. He kept his left arm close to his body and fought with his right hand alone. Searbhe, of course, continued with two-handed swings, relentlessly pushing Miach back across the courtyard.
Miach fought until he was so weary, he wondered how he might lift his arm again. He knew that Searbhe had struck him twice more on the arm, but he honestly couldn't remember at what point during the skirmish that had happened. He realized, though, that if he didn't do something soon, he wouldn't be walking away in one piece.
He feinted to one side, then knocked the sword of out Searbhe's hands when he let his guard down. He put the point of his sword to Searbhe's throat before the other man could lean down and snatch up his sword.
“Be done,” Miach suggested, his chest heaving.
“I'm not finished with you,” Searbhe spat.
Miach tapped Searbhe under the chin. “You should be.”
“You won't leave here alive, whoreson,” Searbhe hissed.
“We'll see, I suppose,” Miach said with a shrug. He removed his sword from Searbhe's throat and kicked the man's sword over to him.
Searbhe bent to retrieve it, then flung himself at Miach, the knife in his hand flashing in the moonlight. Miach caught Searbhe's wrist and saved himself a skewering.
“Enough,” Weger commanded, stepping out from the shadows behind them.
Miach shoved Searbhe backward. “You'll find I don't take kindly to threats.”
“And you'll find I mean mine,” Searbhe warned.
Miach rested his sword against his shoulder and stared at Searbhe until he turned away with a curse and walked off.
Miach watched him go, then looked at Weger. “An interesting lad, that one.”
“We have all sorts of rabble come through here,” Weger said offhandedly. “You're proof enough of that, I suppose.”
Miach only smiled, unoffended. “No doubt. Now, if you'll excuse me, my lord, I'm off to see to some business.” He made Weger a bow and walked away.
Weger caught up with him immediately. “I wonder,” he said, “given the nature of your business, why you're here and not closer to home.”
“I'm looking for something.”
“So you said, but I'm wondering what the truth is.”
“I didn't lie before,” Miach said mildly.
“You weren't completely frank either, and you'll regret that cheek when I take over your training,” Weger growled. “Now, give me the truth. What are you here for?”
Miach supposed there was little reason in denying it any longer, given that Weger likely already had his suspicions. “I'm here for Morgan.”
Weger nodded knowingly. “I thought soâand I can't blame you. You couldn't ask for a better swordsman.”
“I don't want her for her sword skill.”
Weger came to an abrupt halt. He turned to look at Miach with his mouth hanging open. Miach supposed that he wasn't surprised often, but he looked it then.
“Then what
do
you want her for?” Weger asked.
“With all due respect, my lord, that is none of your business.”
Weger looked at him in astonishment for another moment or two, then his expression hardened. “I see.”
“So you do.” Miach smiled wearily. “If you don't mind, my lord, I'll be about my affairs. Dawn comes early.”
Weger only grunted at him. Miach continued on his way across the courtyard. He found, to his surprise, that Weger was walking next to him. Well, at least he wasn't cursing him or sticking him with a handy blade. Perhaps he was simply looking for something appropriately crushing to say.
Miach paused at the bottom of the mountainside stairs and watched Weger study him for a moment or two.
“You won't have her,” Weger said finally.
And with that, he turned and walked away.
Miach was tempted to list all the reasons he hoped Weger was wrong, but decided it wasn't useful. All he could do was see to his business quickly and go to bed so he could pass another level on the morrow. He wouldn't be able to convince Morgan to come with him until he could see her more often than simply by chance.
He waited for a bit just to make sure no one else followed him, but saw no one. He turned and took the steps three at a time until he reached the tower chamber. He paused at the door, but couldn't hear anything but the roar of the ocean below and the shrieking of the wind. Perhaps that was enough for the moment. He locked himself inside and went about his business as quickly as possible.
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e had no idea how much time had passed before he came back to himself, nor did he want to know. He was simply grateful that the damage done to his spells was no worse than usual. He rubbed his hands over his face and fought the urge to simply lie down on the floor and succumb to sleep. His arm was on fire and he felt an unsettling tingle run through him every time he moved.
Obviously, another trip to the apothecary was called for.
He left the chamber, locked it behind him, then made his way wearily down the stairs. Perhaps if he managed a cup full of useful herbs and a decent night's sleep, he might have the energy tomorrow night to do more than just repair what was being damaged on Neroche's northernmost borders. The slippage of his spells hadn't increased, but it was steady. That didn't bother him as much as that the mischief didn't bear Lothar's mark.
What in the hell was going on in the realm?
He cursed his way down the remainder of the stairs. He was torn, as seemed to be his state of late, between duty and his heart. There would come a time, he feared, when he would not have the luxury of seeing to both. He would have to goâsooner rather than later.
But he couldn't leave without Morgan.
He almost ploughed her over before he realized she was sitting on the bottom step. He came to a teetering halt on the step above her, caught himself on the rock wall, then slipped past her. She was sound asleep, in spite of the bitter cold. He would have put his cloak around her, but she was already wearing it. He wasn't sure how to take that, so he thought he might do well to not take it at all. She was cold, nothing more.
She was also guarding the steps.
Or she would have been if she hadn't been asleep.
He squatted down in front of her. A wave of fever again washed over him. He cursed silently. His arm had been better until Searbhe had gone at it. He could feel his fingers again, but the wound throbbed persistently. Damn it anyway. He permitted himself a shiver, then turned his attentions to the sight of the woman sitting in front of him.
She was no less beautiful than she had ever been, but she was gaunt. Even sleep could not take away the dark smudges under her eyes or the hollows of her cheeks. She had always had slender fingers, but her hands now clasped in her lap were bony. They were the hands of an old woman, sick unto death, not the hands of a woman who had the whole of her life to look forward to.