The Magician of Hoad (23 page)

“Oh, don’t be naive,” replied Betony scornfully. “Our father has never trusted Carlyon as Hero… he’s always wanted to hold Luce in reserve. Otherwise Luce would have been married, probably to you, well before this. And he’ll never forgive Carlyon for that trick last night, for turning Izachel loose at my wonderful wedding feast. So someday he just might give Luce the chance to do what Luce already longs to do. To do more than admire Carlyon… to kill him and
become
him. A sort of devouring! That cuts out marriage for Luce. And the Master wouldn’t mind you marrying Dysart, would he, if Dysart was a second eligible son, rather than a third.” He shook his head. “It’s almost too neat a chance. Don’t trust it.” He sounded neither sympathetic nor hostile… simply curious in a slightly drunken and weary fashion. “Or perhaps you’ll live happily
ever after,” he went on, smiling gently, “in Hagen.” It was hard to understand how a voice so empty of expression could, nevertheless, express profound derision.

“I could learn to do that,” Dysart said defiantly, but as he spoke, his thought twisted in his head. “If I could have Linnet and Diamond, too…”

We could live in Hagen,
Linnet thought, like Betony’s echo, then pushed the thought away. Dysart must never know how quickly she had imagined him among the mountains and forests of her home, how she had already stood him on the edge of a plateau from which one could look out over the whole land of Hoad.

“Because,” Betony went on serenely, “since I’m forced to be King, I must warn you I plan to
be
King, childless or not. Actually, I can hardly wait. So no secret hopes of something beyond Hagen. I shall become King out of spite.” The gentle flow of his voice suddenly sounded particularly sinister.

“Besides, Dysart, you’d never be a true King. You’d be like our father. You’d try to do good; you’d try to be kind; you’d try to be human, and that would bleed the sense out of our sort of kingship. And, over and above any question of your inadequacy, I do so want my father to have the fulfillment of seeing me become what he’s forced me to become.”

“You want to be King out of revenge!” exclaimed Dysart.

“It’s a good reason,” said Betony mildly. “I’ll be different from my father in essence, because I’ll never be taken in by my own story.”

Glancing back at him, Linnet suddenly caught a vagrant reflection of light from a wet streak on his cheek. Betony was weeping. As she watched, he touched the tear away with his right forefinger.

“Rare wine!” he said, looking at her. Then he licked his fingertip.

Linnet leaned more deeply into the embrasure, staring down into the garden. Far below she could now make out an archery lawn. Something flashed out from the trees, a wheel spinning across the grass and chamomile. A strange child was cartwheeling through the King’s retreat, seeming barely to touch the ground. Betony and Dysart, backs to the garden, didn’t notice the somersaulting figure.

“I really loved my father when I was very small,” Betony said, still holding his glass goblet high in the air, narrowing his eyes as he looked at the world through it. “I have no depth, as you know. I’m fascinated by surfaces, and back in the beginning his surface seemed so wonderful, I thought he must glitter all the way through. And then, as I got older, I began to think there might be blackness, a perpetual bitter howling, and that was fascinating too.… Since he didn’t love me, I thought perhaps he hated me, and I enjoyed the drama of being hated. But when I realized he was nothing but a gray, dull struggler, who’d given up his own life for an inferior one—a royal donkey with a capacity for taking detailed care of things—when I realized I’d been born to be nothing more than a marker in his dreary labor, then I knew I’d never forgive him.”

“From what I can make out,” Dysart said cautiously,
“people have been happier since he’s been King.”

“But
I’m
not happier,” Betony said. “I was born with a longing for extremity, and none of this is anything like enough. The crown, the ritual, the castle… all nothing but tinsel!”

“Well, perhaps you
can’t
be happy,” Dysart suggested, rather brutally. “Maybe that’s one gift you don’t have.”

Down in the garden a second figure was strolling onto the archery lawn. Heriot, whose last words to Linnet had been a promise that he would never leave his cage, was walking between the trees. She stared down at him, frowning and transfixed, while Betony watched Dysart with a suddenly inimical stare.

“You are completely wrong!” Betony said. “I
know
about happiness. I can feel happiness beating off you this very moment, and how do I recognize it? Because I
have
been happy, on rare occasions. I want happiness very badly.”

But Linnet, watching Heriot Tarbas and wondering what on earth could have brought the Magician out of the cage, wasn’t thinking of Betony’s happiness. Something had happened to change the Magician’s mind. And, even from this distance, calling on sharp memory rather than sharp sight, she now recognized the cartwheeling boy as the one who often followed him. Strange rumors circulated about them, but Lord Glass had never tried to cut the boy out of Heriot’s life. She looked at Dysart, who was leaning against the wall beside his brother. As if her gaze were a touch, he now turned his odd-colored eyes toward her, and then, together, they looked out over Diamond.

“Funny!” said Dysart. “I’ve never felt so close to the city
out there before. It’s as if giving it all away has mixed me into it more than ever.”

Betony understood as well. “You!” said Betony. “You’ll never give Diamond away. Linnet, be warned! He’ll break every other promise but that one.”

Dysart treated Betony as if he were a whisper as impersonal, as errant and senseless, as wind or rain. He simply laughed, and shook his head. Though he answered Betony, it was Linnet he was really talking to.

“You’re only jealous,” he told Betony, before saying what was real to him at that moment. “Anyway, I’m a Magician in my own way. I’ll fold Diamond up and carry it always, tucked into a little press in my head. Then, whenever I need to, I’ll take it out… shake it free… I’ll have it all.” And, as Dysart spoke, Linnet believed he really might be able to contain the whole city: that the castle at its heart, the river like a flowing question mark, the three Rings, the merchants, markets, Magicians, mottoes, libraries, laundries, lines of washing, the jewelers, the poems on walls, and the gongfermors carrying buckets of excrement to dump in the poorer part of town, even the King and the Hero, would all be Dysart’s forever. He might even be able to share it with her, if ever she wanted it. And suddenly it seemed as if all the shifting entities of the city had really been standing still, and it had always been Linnet, the heiress of Hagen, and Dysart, the third son, who had moved and changed, dancing among all the confusing others.

“Dice heart!” Dysart said suddenly, but whether he said it to Linnet or Betony or to the morning no one could
tell. “No one will ever be able to take it away from me. I’ll gamble on that.”

He took Linnet by the hand, without noticing the Magician in the garden below, and turned her to face the east and the confidently rising sun.

Time!” said Heriot. “It doesn’t give up, does it? Hard to think of myself as being twenty-five years old.”

“One moment little, the next big,” said Cayley in his husky, damaged voice. “Me, that is, not you. You’ve always been big.”

“Neither of us has ever been as big as we are now,” Heriot said. “Are you off to fight somewhere? Fight! Fight! Fight! That’s all you think of.”

“I’m working out with Voicey Landis,” Cayley said. “I’m his favorite, and it’s not just being big and strong. I’m—what’s that word? I’m agile. That means
quick
,” he added, proud of a new word. “The ones that are even stronger than me, they dive in to strike me. Down comes the sword, but—hey— I’m already over there, and spinning in from the side.” He mimed a graceful movement. “I’m strong enough, but quickness, that’s my skill. And I work at it more than most.”

“I know,” said Heriot. “When I ask you to tidy our shed, you always say you’ve got to practice.”

“Oh, that!” said Cayley. “Well,
you
don’t tidy. You just
crouch by the King, telling him who means well and who doesn’t.”

“That’s my work,” Heriot said. “That, and spreading a bit of fantasy around when the King has noble guests.” But as he spoke, his expression became remote. Over and over again, with every new day, the old questions still worked through him. The world around him seemed to thrill with intention, but he somehow knew he wasn’t being what he was intended to be.

“Do you tell him about Betony Hoad?” asked Cayley.

“I don’t have to,” Heriot said. “Anyone can read the Prince. The King can. Lord Glass can. Betony Hoad wants to be marvelous beyond anyone else—even when he’s King it won’t be enough for him. He’d like to be a Magician, too, but being a Magician is something you’re born to, like me.” He sighed. “Be noble! Be strong! Whatever! Being a Magician isn’t something you can win.”

“Then off you go, and get on with the work you were born to, and I’ll get to mine,” said Cayley. “If I don’t see you tomorrow, I’ll see you the next day.”

Heriot walked through the orchard, across one echoing courtyard, then another, then up a short flight of stairs, choosing to enter the castle through the kitchens, where the cooks and butlers, the butchers, cleaners, and other people who lavished care and attention on the halls and chambers of the castle greeted him with a certain caution, but with friendship, too. He was the Magician of Hoad, but he understood their work. There had even been occasions when he had joined them, scrubbing platters and benches, listening to the castle gossip and gossiping in return.
Moments like this gave him a homely feeling. But today he simply grinned and waved and walked on, climbed other, grander stairs, and came into a lobby whose stone walls were softened by tapestries. Suddenly he found himself confronted by Dysart.

“You’re late,” said Dysart. “The Lords of the Islands are here already.”

“They’re early,” said Heriot. “And I hope they don’t talk too much. I’m tired of their conversation.”

“It’s all useful to me,” Dysart said. “Linnet and I get together to exchange notes.”

“You two!” Heriot said. “Why don’t you just marry and settle down?”

“It’s her father,” Dysart said. “He wants her to marry Luce, because he thinks Betony and his wife won’t have children, and one day there might be the chance for Linnet to be Queen of Hoad. But Luce won’t agree to marry because…” His voice faded. He looked around almost as if he thought the walls might turn treacherous.

“Because Luce thinks that he will challenge Carlyon and become Hero,” said Heriot. “And though the Hero mustn’t marry, he can probably have any woman he chooses.”

Dysart looked up and down the hall through which they were now striding. When he spoke it was almost in a whisper. “Things like that are meant to be muttered out in your orchard, not shouted between these walls. Someone might listen to the echoes. So let’s talk about these Lords from the Islands. My father doesn’t trust them. The Islands are restless, though what they would do if they broke away from Hoad I don’t know. Go back to fishing, I suppose.”

For the rest of the morning Heriot sat at the King’s elbow, listening to requests for money and attention registered by the Lords who made up the Council of Ten. The King lay back in his throne, which held him in an embrace of gold and crimson, becoming not simply a place for him to sit, but a frame for him. On his right hand Betony yawned, worrying his thumbnail in between yawns. On his left sat Luce, staring at Carlyon. When at last the Island Lords retreated, bowing and smiling, the King turned, not toward his son, but toward Heriot. Heriot recognized the summons in the King’s glance. He took a deep breath and stepped forward.

“Well, Magician! Were they speaking the truth?”

Heriot moved restlessly, hating this question, which was one he had to answer over and over again.

“Mostly they spoke the truth, Your Majesty. I’m not perfect in the way I read minds, but—”

“You tell us that every day,” the King said. “Forget your shortcomings. Use your skills to give what impressions you can.”

“There was a lot they didn’t tell,” said Heriot. He hesitated. “They’ve had a noble from the Dannorad staying on Cresca with Lord Summel, and they talked about their old relationship, I think, but I can’t be sure. And the image of Lord Summel was moving in all their minds, like a spirit swimming in wave after wave.”

Heriot heard a curious murmur of fulfilled suspicion scuttling around the room as he spoke. Lord Summel was a hero in the Islands but a declared enemy of Hoad.

“They protected themselves as well as they could,”
he added. “These days they try to train the men who sit in front of Your Majesty to present blank minds to your Magician.”

“Do you think the Lords of the Islands are plotting to change their loyalty?” the King asked.

Once again Heriot hesitated. Then he sighed. “It’s dancing in their minds.”

“Ah!” said the King. “We will think about this.” He turned away from Heriot, looking to Carlyon and murmuring to him inaudibly, while Heriot moved back to stand beside Dysart again. The King looked out into the room.

“The day’s business is concluded,” he announced. The Lords of his Council began to stand, but suddenly a clear voice cut into the air of the throne room.

“Your Majesty! Your Magnificence, Lord Carlyon, Hero of Hoad.”

Every head in the room turned. Luce had not only risen from his chair but had stepped forward to stand in front of Carlyon. Carlyon, at once alert, looked up at him with a smile that suggested he already knew just what Luce was about to say.

The King looked at Luce and inclined his head gravely. “Speak on!” he said with curious cool formality, Heriot thought, for though it was indeed a formal occasion, the King was speaking to his son.

“The time has come,” Luce announced with a formality of his own. “I put forward a challenge to Lord Carlyon. I challenge him to an encounter on Cassio’s Island. I challenge him—”