The Marriage List (12 page)

“Be reasonable—” Uncle Sires began only to clamp his mouth closed when Winnie shot him a sour look. She struggled without the aid of a cane or May’s arm to gracefully leave the room with an air of hauteur lingering in her wake. The effort must have been great. Aunt Winnie was as gray as a ghost by the time she reached the stairs outside the door.

May charged after her, thinking to lend a hand, when Uncle Sires stepped in her path and blocked the door.

“My sister’s emotional outbreak has nothing to do with you, child.” He spoke down to her with broad, round tones that could still frighten May all the way to the tips of her toes. His cold, brown eyes remained fixed on her as he gathered up his cloak, hat, and gloves. “Walk with me.”

May lowered her head and batted down a flaring desire to disobey him. “Yes, my lord,” she said suitably cowed.

Sires smiled, his lips thinning with the joyless expression. “Mr. Tumblestone is a fine gentleman, do you not agree?” he asked as they walked side by side down the narrow stairs. May was pressed up against the wall.

“I do not know him well enough to judge, my lord.” She had no great desire to learn more about Mr. Tumblestone, either. And now, with her aunt less than pleased with the match, May found her interests in Mr. Tumblestone fading fast. “He is old.”

“His age is of no great consequence, child. What with the rigors of the childbed, husbands naturally live much longer than their wives.”

That thought sobered May. “Has he buried many wives then?” she asked once they reached the front door.

“No, none. He has never been married, you see.”

“Never?” May found that hard to believe. He appeared to be a man of consequence, though meager when compared to her uncle’s standards, and he owned property. Such a man should have married to secure his future long before reaching an advanced age. “Why?”

“The reason is not important. He is willing to marry now. He is willing to marry you.”

The thought that a man, a consummate bachelor at that, should agree to marry a woman he had never met made May wary. “He was willing to take me as his wife before he met me. Why?”

“Why? To gain entrance into our family, of course.” He answered as if bucks and beaus should be banging down the door to offer their hand in marriage just to align their families with hers. Gracious, that was so far from the truth that May had to swallow a bubbling giggle that threatened to burst from her mouth.

“Do you have any more questions about him?” he asked. “I want you to feel comfortable when you accept his proposal next week.”

Accept his proposal next week?
Sires must be mad
.

“I-I don’t know him yet!” May shouted. “I can’t do it!”

His grim smile did not waver. “I will arrange for you to spend more time with him then. There is no need for all this womanly emotion. I am giving you a full week to become accustomed to the idea for Heaven’s sake.”

“You are giving me?” May sputtered, her anger now fully unleashed. “You-you are a pompous ass, my lord. You have no say in my life. None at all. I am only bowing to you and considering your wishes in deference to Aunt Winnie. If I choose to marry, it will be to the man of my picking . . . a man I can dearly love with all my heart. Something you surely know nothing about!”

Sires caught her chin in his thick hand and pinched it between his fingers. “You, child, will school your temper or else I will take a whip to you.” His voice was a harsh whisper. “I am still the head of this family and like it or not, you are part of my responsibility by my younger sister’s blood. Do you understand me?”

“Yes, my lord.” The answer came automatically.

His hand tightened on her chin. “You need to be beaten, child. This willfulness of yours is a bane to our entire family. Before you make any further rash decisions, consider your aunt’s health. Consider what your willful disobedience will do to her.”

He released her sore chin and looked as if he were contemplating abusing her right then and there. For several tense minutes the only sound in the hall came from a ticking grandfather clock. May held her ground and maintained eye contact with him the entire time.

“Consider your aunt,” he said as if May needed to be reminded. “I will bring Mr. Tumblestone by tomorrow morning.” Then he stormed from the house.

She would meet with Mr. Tumblestone in the morning, all right. Such a meeting would be most welcome for she planned to tell him exactly what she thought about her uncle’s heavy-handed attempt to marry her off to the first man he could find who would have her.

* * * * *

After returning from their regular visit to the Pump Room the next morning, May donned a shortsleeved spotted muslin walking dress. Aunt Winnie had purchased the gown as a gift at the beginning of summer. May wasn’t particularly fond of the material. The rosy spots made her too noticeable. She much preferred the dull, faded colors filling her wardrobe. The gowns were worn and comfortable. Above all they allowed her to disappear into any social background, which pleased nearly everyone concerned.

However, since May had no plans to go visiting, she had chosen the dress to please her aunt. She didn’t mind sticking out in her own home. Let Mr. Tumblestone, who was due to arrive with her uncle within the hour, take notice of her. She wanted his complete attention when spurning his marriage offer.

Mr. Tumblestone was a kind man. She supposed he must be a good man. But, with Aunt Winnie’s blessing, May was determined not to become any man’s wife. If Uncle Sires persisted in holding her parents’ money ransom, she would simply seek employment as a lady’s companion.

With the details settled—at least in her mind—May waited anxiously for the men’s arrival. She looked forward to shocking her uncle while gently refusing the kindly old Tumblestone’s proposal.

The morning was bright and warm. Birds chirped pretty songs from high in the trees. Aunt Winnie was smiling again. Everything felt right.

The clock was striking the hour when Uncle Sires’ carriage rambled to a stop in front of the cottage. Portia put the kettle on the fire while May offered Winnie her arm and helped her settle into her favorite chair in the parlor.

“Be brave,” Winnie whispered a moment before the housekeeper led Sires and Tumblestone into the room. “As long as you are following your heart, you are doing the right thing.”

As the men crowded into the room, Winnie remained seated. She harrumphed a less than polite greeting. May, on the other hand, curtsied and murmured her welcomes. “The tea will be here presently,” she then told the men.

Mr. Tumblestone, his gray hair poking out from beneath his polished hat, smiled broadly at May. He took her hand and pressed his lips to her knuckles.

“I have been told that you and your uncle came to an agreement yesterday. Our future is forged. I am very happy.”

“So am I,” May said. She pried her hand from his bony grasp. “But you must allow me to speak, Mr. Tumblestone. No one can be certain of the future, do you not agree?”

“What nonsense are you spouting, child?” Uncle Sires approached, his round belly bounced with agitation. “I will permit no puzzling speech today. The banns have already been prepared. They are to be published this weekend. You will not confound us because your weak mind is suffering from a case of nerves.”

May tilted her head to one side and hazarded a glance toward her aunt. She sat serenely with her fingers steepled in front of her pursed lips. No one was going to come to her defense, May knew. She would have to do this on her own.

Her aunt’s presence in the room was support enough, she supposed. She didn’t want anyone fighting this battle for her. As a woman prepared to forge a new path in the world, she had to continue to think and act alone.

“I will strive to make my meaning as plain as possible, Uncle.” She smiled then and took the time to enjoy the tense calm. The silence would be short-lived. “Mr. Tumblestone, you have treated me with the greatest courtesy these past few days. For that, I am grateful.”

“You have a gentle manner, Miss Sheffers,” Tumblestone said. He produced a small box from an interior pocket of his coat. “We will rub together well. You will see.”

The lid of the box had been removed. A dazzling blue sapphire ring lay in a nest of pink silk.

The sight of the polished gold and glittering stone flustered May. She didn’t want his proposal. He wasn’t giving her time to explain.

“Please,” she took a step away from him. He was a very tall man and she had to crane her neck to peer into his eyes. “Please, put that away, sir.”

He took the ring from the box and followed her retreat. “I would rather slip it on your finger, Miss Sheffers.”

This was not going the way May had planned. They were supposed to listen to her well-scripted speech—not interrupt. Panic welled inside her. No matter how far they pushed her into a corner, she would not give into her fiery gypsy passions and shout her rejection.

Last night she’d lost her temper with Uncle Sires. She would not do it now.

So instead of shouting how uncomfortable Mr. Tumblestone was making her feel, she lifted her chin just an inch and tightened her jaw. “Sir, I thank you for your interests.” Her tone was so devoid of emotion it sounded utterly flat. “But to be brutally honest, I am feeling trapped. I do not know you at all well enough to accept your proposal. To quote my uncle, I am well on the shelf and have grown comfortable with the freedom such a position provides.”

“You stupid, stupid child. You have no freedoms!” Uncle Sires shouted. Perhaps he had a few drops of hot gypsy blood pumping in his own veins. “You have no money, no prospects, no choices. What do you plan to do, beggar yourself to your relatives?”

“I would never dream of it, my lord.” May dearly wished Iona could witness her grand performance. Such theatrics were wasted on so small an audience. “I plan to seek employment and pay my own way in this world.”

“Winnie—” Sires whirled around, the floorboards creaking. “—you schooled her to stage this rebellion?”

Winnie glared at him over her steepled fingers. “I support her decision.”

“And what of your health? Will you continue to refuse my offer to let me care for you?” Uncle Sires shouted loudly enough to make the porcelain figurines on the mantel rattle.

“I have no desire to live with an old despot,” Winnie declared. “I will make do on my own.”

What in blazes was her aunt saying? May couldn’t trust her hearing. Surely Winnie wasn’t refusing what promised to be a brighter future. Sires could provide for Winnie. He had more money and connections to the best medical practitioners.

“What is this?” May asked, feeling shocked . . . truly shocked. “What will you do, Aunt?”

“I will manage.” She continued to glare at her brother. “As I have often managed, alone.”

No. This could not be. They didn’t have the funds to afford their home, their food, or her aunt’s medical care. Winnie had to accept Sires’ help. There was no other way.

Before May could launch a protest, Mr. Tumblestone raised his hands and stepped forward. Thankfully, he had tucked the ring back into his coat pocket. “Miss Sheffers, will you stroll in the garden with me?”

“I do not believe this is the best time.” Even if it were, she had no desire to lead him on a merry chase. No matter what, she would not consider his suit.

Unfortunately, he wasn’t easily dissuaded. He captured her hand and gave her a little tug. “Please—I believe we should discuss our future.”

After May failed to twist her hand from the trap of his grasp, she relented. “Very well, sir. I shall stroll with you for but a moment.”

There was a bench out back under a spindly oak. Tumblestone led her there and pulled out a handkerchief. Always thoughtful, he laid the linen on the bench’s seat and invited May to sit upon it. He crossed his arms and waited for her to get settled.

“I do not know you,” he said bluntly. “I do not know your nature, and your background, quite frankly, worries me. After seeing what I have in regard to your temperament, I worry about our future.”

May opened her mouth to explain there would be no future for them, but he shot her such a sharp look she closed her mouth again.

“Let me tell you what has brought me here to make what most would consider an outrageous decision.” He paused until May gave a little nod. “You don’t know your uncle well. I suppose it is no surprise, though. You have spent very little time with him. Despite what you think, he is a good man.”

May scoffed at the thought. Her uncle was a bounder of the worst kind. He was a bully and a tyrant who took enjoyment from tormenting her to the point of tears.

“Five years ago I would have lost my lands. The reason is no longer important. What is important, though, is how your uncle supported me until the debts were cleared. I owe him everything I have.

“When he came to me in need of help, I gloried at the opportunity. Your aunt is ill. Dying, possibly.”

“I know only too well my aunt’s condition.” May turned her gaze down to the neatly scythed grass growing under her feet.

“Though the earl has a difficult time expressing it, he too is deeply concerned. He also knows that your aunt will not come to live with him willingly. They are cut from the same stone, those two. He had hoped that if your aunt saw you married and settled nearby, she would naturally follow.”

A lump settled in May’s throat. “Winnie’s welfare is very important to me. I would never do anything to hurt her.”

“Then agree to marry me.” He sounded so reasonable. “If your aunt doesn’t wish to live with her brother, she can live with us.”

The temptation to accept was great. With one simple word, May could vanquish her troubles.

But marriage? The lump in her throat threatened to straggle her. Her dreams, her silly womanly dreams of love, marriage, and happily-ever-after had somehow become hopelessly entwined with that handsome rake, that devil who had already set his cap for another. The pain ripped at her heart.

“Please, Mr. Tumblestone, do not rush me.” May needed time alone to think. “Give me a few more days before asking me to make such a decision.”

How had it happened? She never wanted it. It felt like the worst thing in the world, in fact. But the truth was wedged between her and Mr. Tumblestone like a very sharp sword, keeping the only rational option at bay. No matter how hard she tried, she could not deny what had become only too real.

She was hopelessly in love with Radford.