The Memoirs of Josephine Mutzenbacher (vintage erotica) (11 page)

“What do you mean, 'penance'?” he asked. I knelt before him, took out his shaft and began licking it and sucking so hard that he trembled like a kettle of boiling water. I pushed his holy “wand” away back into my throat. He stopped, lifted me up and said: “Come!”

I turned around. Raising my dress, I reached back and pushed his “holy stem” into me from behind. I worked so hard and fast that he could not hold back, but “went off” in a few minutes. But I did not rest. Immediately I began to play with him again, sucking and using all the known arts. I soon had him going the second time.

We parted the best of friends. My sins were all “forgiven.” I had only to promise to have nothing more to do with father sexually-which I readily promised, knowing that I could easily get his forgiveness every time that I broke the promise. After our first great passions bad been satisfied, father made it a rule to poke me only on Sunday mornings before getting up. This was the custom among all the working classes, for the men were tired during the week, but, on Sunday morning, after a good night's rest they were raring to go. So now I very seldom got a “piece” during the week or at night unless I begged for it. Father seemed to be in the best of humor in the morning while he was dressing and I was preparing his breakfast. I wore no clothes except a chemise or possibly a short skirt. He always played with me a little while before leaving the house. One morning-I think it was a Thursday-we had not done anything since the Sunday morning before. Every time father came near me he felt my breasts. This aroused my passions. Finally, after he had finished washing himself, I was about to air the bedclothes when I passed him and he started to play with my nipples until they got hard. I now was crazy for a good poke. As he stood in front of me in his underclothes, I took hold of his shaft, which promptly shot out straight. After playing with each other a short time, father not thinking, threw me down on the bed, where I was ready to pick up the clothes to take them out for an airing, and we began to indulge in a “little morning exercise.” Father had just raised my skirt and got on top of me when Rudolph opened the door. “Oh, pardon me!” he said, jumping back. We jumped up. Father went out at once. He chuckled: “You have to drag that girl out of bed, or she will not get up.” Rudolph laughed wickedly. Father then came back to quiet me, saying: “He did not see anything.” I did not argue, but I was convinced otherwise. Father had barely left the house when Rudolph stalked in. “Well!” he snapped, “perhaps your father just wanted you to wash yourself better again, today?” I still was clothed only in my chemise and short skirt. I held a towel before my naked breasts.

Tearing it away, he said: “Stop your nonsense. I have no respect for a bitch who puts out for her own father!” “We were not poking,” I replied, denying the truth. “Shut up!” he yelled, “You mean to deny what I saw myself?” “You saw nothing!”

“So-wasn't he lying on top of you when I came in? And, didn't you have your chemise up to your neck?” “No!” I said, but uncertainly. “So? So?” he continued as he came nearer. “I will tell you what I saw: I was outside and saw him put his hand in your chemise. And do you know what else I saw-?” I looked scared.

“I saw,” he went on, “how you took his shaft out of his pants and how he then threw you down on the bed.” I was dumbfounded.

“Well-?” he laughed as he lifted my chin. “Isn't that the truth?”

I looked down and did not answer. “And, now,” he said in decisive and threatening tones, “because Miss Pepi was so saucy and mean to me, I am going straight to the police and report the whole story.” I was not prepared for this. I was seized with a terrible fear. He was pleased at my reaction and tantalized me further, saying: “You will both be locked up-you and your dear papa!” “No!” I called out. “No?” he repeated. “No, well, we shall see! I can swear to what I saw.” And, with that, he walked towards the door, saying: “I will go at once!” I jumped between him and the door. “Please-” I stammered. “There is no use to beg.” he replied.

He reached for the door. I held his arm. “Please-” I begged again. “Please, what?” he said mockingly. “I-won't you forgive me, Mr. Rudolph, for being rude to you?” “Aha!” he mocked, “Now all at once-well- well!” “Don't go to the police, Mr. Rudolph, please.” I burst out crying: “Please don't go, Mr. Rudolph. I could not help it!” “What couldn't you help?”

“What my father does to me.” “So-” he said, stepping up close to me, “on that account you pushed me from you when I wanted to feel your titties?” “I won't do it again!” I cried. “So, now you will let me play with your titties-yes?” “Yes, Mr. Rudolph.”

He took hold of my chemise, tore it open, took out my nipple and began to drum on it with his forefinger. “I may do this now, may I?” he said mockingly. “Yes! Yes!” I said, permitting him to rub against my middle with his stomach. “I suppose now that I may also do this-?” “Yes, Mr. Rudolph!” I was helpless. “And, now,” he grinned, “you would let me poke you-?” It seemed my only hope. “Yes, Mr. Rudolph!” “But I don't care to poke you!” he laughed suddenly. “I just want to go to the police.” I cried and sobbed loudly. Then he went on: “Unless you beg me to poke you-ha?”

“I beg you, please-Mr. Rudolph!” “What's that?” he chuckled, playing harder with my titties. “Please, Mr. Rudolph!” I repeated. “Say it!” he shouted pushing me against the wall.

“Please, Mr. Rudolph-poke me!” I said obediently. “Well, then, come-” He went to the bed, and I followed. “Lie down!”

I obeyed. “Raise your clothes!” Again I obeyed. He looked at me as I lay there, then commanded: “Unbutton my pants!”

I obeyed this order. As I did, his shaft popped out. It was long and white and curved upward. He got on top of me, saying: “And now, you must put it in yourself.” I did as he ordered. I felt a pleasant shock. Also I had lost my fear of the police. I breathed easier. Now he had his weapon almost all in. Still he remained perfectly quiet. He aid, “Now, you must say, 'Please, Mr. Rudolph, push!'“ “Please, Mr. Rudolph-push!” I gladly repeated. My breasts were bare and he played with them a while as he slowly worked his tool inside me. Then he slowly withdrew it mostly all the way. Oh, how I hated him! Yet, I was made passionate from his slow, regular movements. After about ten of these insertions I began to work. I was now enjoying it despite my hate for him, and wondering why I had dreaded him for so long a time. “Oh! Oh!” he said, “now I shall poke Pepi often!” And I answered: “Yes, but harder! Harder! I am coming-oh, yes-poke me often-as often as you please!” “That is right,” he responded. “Now we understand each other, and we will get along fine.” “Oh!” I whispered, “I am 'coming'-please, 'come' too, Mr. Rudolph!” “Take it easy!” he replied. “I have plenty of time.” Keeping up the same slow movement, he then asked: “Do you often get poked by your father?” I lied: “No, this was the first time that he tried it.” Pushing his shaft way in again, he said: “Don't lie!” “Oh, I am 'coming'-I am 'coming' again-” I called.

“Tell me the truth!” he commanded. “Yes! Yes!” I answered.

“So; you and your father poke very often?” “Yes-often-I am 'coming! Again-faster-faster!” “When mostly?” “Mostly at night!” “Since when?” “About six months ago.” “Every night?” “No!” “Does he poke well?” “Yes!” “Better than I?” “No, oh no,” I assured him. “Oh-I am 'coming' again!”

“Do you also take it in your mouth,” he inquired further.

“Yes!” “And you will take mine?” “Yes,” I promised him.

“And does he 'suck' you off?” “Yes!” “Do you want me to do it to you, too?” He kept this up for about half an hour. I fairly swam in my own bliss and juices. At last he stammered: “I am 'coming' now!-Now!-Now!” He filled me with such a discharge that you could hear it gurgle as it ran out of my grotto. “I knew at once,” he said afterwards, “that I was going to poke you!”

“How?” “Because I know at once what was going on when I heard the story about the teacher and then I saw that you slept with your father.” “I can't help it,” I replied, defending myself. “Father said so.” “I believe that,” he laughed. “You won't tell anybody?” I wanted to know. “Of course not, if you will always let me poke you.” “Yes, I will always let you,” I answered. “And, besides-I have known it for some time,” he smiled. “What do you mean?” “Well, your 'doings' with your father.” “How so?” “Because I have watched you several times.” Shocked once more, I said: “When? Where and when did you see it?” “Several times on Sunday morning.” “So?”

“Shall I prove it? Last Sunday you were on top the first time, then you took it in your mouth and then you finished the second underneath-isn't that right?” “Yes,” I said. He got up, saying: “Well, from today on, you are my sweetheart; now I have two.”

“Two?” “Yes.” “And who is the other one?” “You will see her soon enough.” At that he left. After that he came in every morning after father had gone, inquiring: “Well, anything doing last night?” I had to tell him whether I had been poked or not. He also wanted to know whether I was being poked by any other men. I denied this and wisely told him nothing about the priest. He did not stay with me every day. Often he would just play around for a while, telling me: “Nothing doing today. Yesterday I poked my sweetheart. I did not like him except when he was doing it to me. I did not hate him anymore, however. I thought him unusually clever and looked up to him. I went to see the priest about every two weeks. By now my visits were not confession, repentance, doing penance or cleansing. One day as soon as I came into the room, he undressed me, then poked me and sucked me off. I did the same to him. We talked frankly, nothing but smut; since then I treated him as other men, even calling him by his given name. Rudolph treated me well, as also did my father. I wanted nothing more. When father played with my titties while dressing or I played with his shaft, I had nothing to fear for I knew that Rudolph was not watching. Several times I jokingly remarked: “This morning you could have caught me and my father.” And he replied: “Did you go all the way?” “No, but he played with me again.” “Well, let him play-I will not watch anymore. Several times while playing with me father remarked: “Psst! Rudolph might come in!” It was I who quieted him. “Never mind, he is asleep.” One morning, having opened my chemise, Father was kissing and sucking my nipples-an act which, to the present day arouses my passions at once. He was clad only in his nightshirt. I reached for his shaft and, when I stroked it, it at once stood erect. Putting his hand under my chemise, he pushed me towards the bed. I happened to think of Rudolph, and resisted, saying: “No! No! He might hear!” “Nonsense, he is sleeping,” father said, “and I will 'come' quickly!” “Well, come this way!” I did not dare lie down.

“But you will have no pleasure this way,” he remarked. “I don't need any,” I said, anxious not to have Rudolph catch us.

But he would not have it. “No, no, no, come on!” he urged.

Since I was also getting anxious for “it,” I let him throw me on the bed, and, not to waste time, I put it in myself. “Now, father, please push!” He began pushing. “Oh, faster-faster!” I pleaded. “Oh-today it is so good!” he whispered. “I am 'coming" already-now!” I said: “Just one more push-there-there-I am 'coming” too!” I felt him “going,” but just then the door opened. Rudolph appeared and directly inquired: “What are you doing there, neighbor?” Father was non-plussed, but he pushed several times more in his eagerness to finish. Rudolph remarked with sarcasm: “Don't let me disturb you.” Father now jumped up. Pale and panting hard, he stood before Rudolph. Rudolph eyed him sharply. I remained on the bed, not knowing what to do. “Let us cover the girl first,” said Rudolph, pulling down my chemise. Seeing my naked titties, he threw a pillow over them; “Allow me-seeing naked breasts always disturbs me.” Father could not utter a word. Rudolph turned to him and said: “Well, neighbor, what have you been doing to your daughter?” “Mr. Rudolph, you surely do not want to ruin me?”

Rudolph laughed: “Why should I? It is nobody's business if you choose to poke your own daughter. You made her, didn't you?” “Mr. Rudolph!” stuttered father. “I am a widower. I have no more. I can't sweat it out of my hide!”]Well, well, that is all right!”

“Mr. Rudolph, do you give me your holy oath that you will not betray me?” “I could not think of it!” he called, “I will not swear to anything. But I think that we can work something out. I am leaving for a little stroll now. But, when I return, we'll talk it over.” Father whispered to me: “If he reports me, the scoundrel-I'll kill him!” I felt the same way about this matter.

We fell asleep; woke up; fell asleep again, woke up again, anxiously waiting for Rudolph to come home, hoping that father could talk to him. I About three o'clock we heard the door open. “Now he has come,” father said, thinking that I must be awake-which I was.

Rudolph undressed; we heard him fussing about. “Shall I go to him?” asked father. “Yes, try it,” I suggested. Before Father could get out of bed, Rudolph came in. It was dark and we could not see him, but we heard him inquire: “Are you asleep, neighbors?”

“No, no,” father anxiously replied. “I am awake, Mr. Rudolph.”

Without further talk, Rudolph called: “Let Pepi come out to me!” “What do you want?” father asked, sitting up in bed.

Rudolph slowly repeated: “Let Pepi come out to me.” Then, in a threatening tone he added: “Of course you have no objections-”

Father understood and did not answer. Rudolph waited at the door. Finally father whispered: “Well-go, Pepi. We can do nothing else,” he said, down-hearted. I sprang out of bed and ran to the door. “Come to bed,” Rudolph said. We both got in. “So- he whispered, hugging me tight “Now you remain here for half an hour, then go back and tell him that I poked you!” “But aren't you going to poke me?” “No,” he answered. “I just poked my sweetheart twice; I can't do it anymore.” “Nevertheless,” I said, taking hold of his limber shaft, “I am sure that it will go.” “Do you want to?” he said, taking one of my breasts. “I would like to,” I replied.

“I am afraid that I can't, but will try it. Wait-I will show you a way that you will enjoy also.” He had me get on top of him, my head so positioned so that I could take his shaft in my mouth. At the same time he played in my grotto with his tongue. This was something new for me, and I found it exceedingly pleasant. While I played with his shaft in my mouth, he sucked me off, so, I went “off” every few minutes. I was glad to hold his device in my mouth. It hindered my crying out, which I could not help from doing-the feeling was so heavenly! I was glad for father's sake that I could keep quiet. When he finally “went off,” he lifted me so high that I almost fell out of the bed. When it was all over, he said: “Now, go back.” I was afraid. I told Rudolph so. “I am afraid.” “Nonsense!” he said, “if he wants anything, let him come to me. Just tell him that he had sent you himself.” I crept back to our room. Father did not snore. As I got into bed, he asked: “Well, what was it?”