Authors: K.A. Applegate
We stopped. We turned to face the mardrut.
WHUMP, WHUMP, WHUMP.
The red and purple behemoth rushed at us. I shook with terror. But I was too tired to swim away.
Help me!
I cried one last time. But I knew there was no one to help.
And then I let it all go …
… and said good-bye.
I
’ve made up my mind what to do with you, Visser Three said.
He rushed at us.
We rushed at him.
Something dark came hurtling up from the ocean floor.
Something dark and long and bigger even than the mardrut.
FWOOOMP!
Visser Three shuddered and stopped dead in the water.
A second dark shape, as fast as the first.
FWOOOMP!
I whispered.
There were five of them in the water.
The two big males who had struck first had heads like sledgehammers. Sperm whales. Sixty feet long. Forty-five tons. The weight of twenty cars.
They had dived deep and come tearing up at awesome velocity to slam into the creature from another world’s ocean.
The mardrut was big. The mardrut was strong. But nothing living can survive for long, being slammed by creatures weighing a hundred and thirty thousand pounds.
Then, the whale—my whale, because that’s how I thought of him — began to lash the mardrut with his tail. Hammer blows. Hits that could have knocked walls down. Again and again, as two smaller females joined in and the two sperm whales circled back for another attack.
Marco yelled.
The whales chased him for a while, but they let him go in the end.
Whales are not very good at killing. They don’t really have much of a talent for hating and destroying.
My whale, the big humpback, returned in a few minutes and rested in the water beside me.
I wanted to thank him, but, as I said, whales don’t think in human words or human thoughts. Still, I tried, anyway.
Thanks, big guy.
People who argue about how smart whales are, or whether they are as smart as humans, kind of miss the point. Whales will never read books or build rockets or do algebra. In all those areas, humans are smarter. Humans are the great brains of planet Earth.
But it isn’t necessary to believe whales are as smart as humans to believe that they are great. They don’t have to know words to sing songs. They don’t have to be anything but what they are to be magnificent. And even though I don’t really know what a soul is, I know this—if humans have them, then so do whales.
I wanted to thank him for responding to my call for help. But I had a strange feeling, as he opened his great heart to the dolphin mind that was in my own, that he hadn’t just come in response to me.
I had the feeling — and that’s all it was, a feeling—that in some way the sea itself had called him to respond to the presence of an abomination.
Of course I never told that to Jake or any of the others. They would have laughed. At least, Marco would have.
I said.
So we morphed back to our human bodies, and Ax morphed to his Andalite body, and we crawled up on the whale’s huge back.
I fell asleep. I know that sounds pretty incredible, but I did. I was exhausted. Physically. Emotionally. In every way you can be tired, I was tired.
When I woke up, it was sunset. We were near shore. I could see the beach, and just a little farther down the shore, the mouth of the river.
We were wet, of course, covered with splashing water and the spray from the whale’s blowhole. It was a little cold, especially now that the sun was going down.
But then again, I wasn’t Visser Three’s lunch, so I wasn’t going to complain.
Jake was sitting cross-legged on the whale’s back, smiling at me.
“Some day, huh?” he said.
I smiled. “Yeah.”
“We did it. We saved the Andalite. And we got out alive.”
“Barely,” I said.
“You know something? You were right. You trusted your feelings and we followed you and we’re all safe.”
I nodded. “Yes, I guess so. Only … as Marco would say, let’s not do this again any time soon, okay?”
Jake smiled his slow smile. “It’s fun being a dolphin, though, isn’t it? I know you were worried about it. You know, thinking maybe it wasn’t right and all.”
I shook my head slowly. “I’m still not sure it’s right. But I guess we don’t have much of a choice. The Yeerks started this fight, not us. And after what Ax said … I guess it’s not just about one species, human beings. It’s about all the animals. It’s about all of Earth.”
Jake nodded. “I think if you could ask the dolphins, they would say it’s all right to use them. Since what you’re trying to do is save them.”
“Nah, they would just think it was all a big game. They would never understand.”
We both laughed. Even if they could talk, the dolphins would never really understand what we were so upset about. We knew that better than anyone.
“I guess that’s true,” Jake said. “But we do understand.” He met my gaze. “We do understand what’s at stake. And we’ll do whatever we have to do to win.”
I knew what he was trying to tell me. We’d used the dolphins to save them. We’d used other animals to save them, too. And that made it okay.
W
e morphed once more into our dolphin bodies and swam down the river to the place where we had entered the water. We beached ourselves in shallow water and returned to our human bodies.
“It feels good to be human again,” Jake said.
Marco said, “Oh, Jake, you were never exactly human to begin with.”
I guess it was funny, but we were all too tired to laugh.
We dug our clothes and shoes out of their hiding place. I pulled jeans and a sweatshirt on over my wet
morphing suit. I shoved muddy feet into my boots.
“It’s clothing,” Rachel explained.
“Yes. That, plus the fact that people get very upset if you walk around naked,” Marco answered.
There was a fluttering overhead. One of the shadowed branches dipped with a sudden weight.
“Is that you, Tobias?” I asked.
“Yes. Tobias, meet Ax. That’s his nickname, anyway. Ax, meet Tobias. Tobias is one of us.”
The Andalite was shocked.
Ax turned his eyes on me, then looked from each one of us to the next. He seemed very solemn.
“This is all fine,” Jake interrupted, “but we have
to get out of here. And we have to decide what to do with Ax. He can’t exactly just go walking through town with us.”
“I think he should come to my farm,” I said. “It’s not so different from the Dome ship. Fields, meadows, woods, all the way into the national forest land. He’d have to be careful, but it’s the only place we have to hide him.”
“That still doesn’t deal with how we’re going to get him there,” Marco pointed out. “It’s a long walk. People are gonna notice a big blue deer with extra eyes and a scorpion tail.”
Ax said.
“Yeah, but into what?” Rachel wondered.
Then, to my surprise, Ax walked over to me. He placed one delicate, many-fingered hand on my face.
I felt myself getting spacey. Not sleepy, exactly, but sort of like I was in a trance.
I realized what he was doing. He was “acquiring” me. He was absorbing my DNA.
“Um … excuse me, but you’re going to morph Cassie?” Marco asked. “Can you do that?”
Ax went to Marco and touched his face. One by one, Ax acquired each of us.
And then he began to morph.
I’ve seen a lot of strange morphings. But nothing was ever like this. Ax wasn’t becoming an animal. He was becoming a human being.
But a human being we all knew, in some ways. A melding of the four human Animorphs.
His front legs began to shrivel away. His back legs thickened and strengthened. Suddenly a mouth appeared in his Andalite face.
The scorpion tail shrank and disappeared.
He reared up and stood erect.
“Um, you know, I think we better give Ax some privacy,” I suggested.
“Is he going to be a boy or a girl?” Marco wondered.
“Either way, let’s turn our heads,” I said.
We did. Probably just in time.
“Hey, Ax? In the pile of clothes there is an extra pair of boxers and a T-shirt,” Jake said. “Put them on, okay?”
A few minutes later we turned around. We all stared.
Ax had the T-shirt pulled up like a baggy pair of shorts. The boxers were on his head.
“O-o-o-o-kay,” Jake said. “A few small adjustments needed. Ax, are you male or female?”
“I chose to be-be-be-be-be male.” He stopped
suddenly, eyes wide. He was surprised by his mouth. It was not something Andalites understood.
“I chose male because I am male. Word. Male. Is that a good choice? Ch-oy-ce? Chuh chuh choy-yuss?” He twisted his lips around and stuck out his tongue. “Strange,” he said.
“Male is fine,” Jake said. “Rachel? Cassie? Turn around. Marco and I will help Ax adjust his clothing.”
When I looked again, Ax was dressed normally.
But he did not
look
normal. He was of medium height, a perfect balance between Rachel and Marco. He was of medium build, somewhere between Jake and Marco. His hair was brown, with just a little of Rachel’s gold and a little of my curl. His skin was the color of light brown sugar, a blending of my brown and Marco’s olive, and Jake’s and Rachel’s pale white.
He was human and yet, somehow, strange.
He jerked his head this way and that. “How do you look? Lookuh. LooKUH. KUH. How do you look around? Ound. Ow, ow, ownd behind?”
I grinned. It was exactly like every time I first morphed a new animal. He was getting used to his new body. Or at least trying to. As I watched him play with his lips and try out new sounds, he suddenly tumbled forward.
Jake grabbed him and held him.
“You only have two legs now, Ax,” he said. “Yes. Two. Oo. Very shaky.” “Yeah, we’re a shaky species,” Marco said. “Well, let’s get out of here,” Jake said. “Ax?” I said. “Don’t talk to any strangers on the way home, okay?”
I
t was a couple of days later. After we had recovered. After I had made sure that Ax was safe in the far fields of our farm, away from curious eyes.
I waited till dark, and changed again into the seagull morph.
I flew out of my barn and through the night to The Gardens.
It was closed and empty, aside from a few scattered security guards. They would have stopped me if I had tried to enter normally. But no one was looking out for seagulls.
I landed near the dolphin tank and became human again. There were no lights on and just a sliver of moon, but I could hear the dolphins swimming. One came over to me, curious about why a human would be hanging around at night.
“Hi,” I said. “Sorry, I don’t have any food for you.”
Then I climbed up on the side of the tank. I let myself go, slipping into the cool water.
Three of the dolphins came over to take a look. This was definitely something unusual. Some strange human was getting in the pool with them. This was a new game.
I began to morph.
This definitely got their attention. All six dolphins swam around, looking up at me, sideways at me, back at me as they passed.
And slowly I became one of them.
It was a dumb thing to do, really. I knew it was dumb. But it felt like something I had to do.
I wanted to show them what I had done. I wanted their permission to become one of them. I wanted to find some way to tell them … everything.
But you know, once I was in that dolphin body again, it was hard to remember all my solemn worries. It was hard to remember why I had come.
Hard to remember fear and worry and guilt.
One of them came over, gave me a nudge, then shot toward the surface. She exploded into the air and fell back, as silent and smooth as an arrow. They were asking me to play. They were asking me to dance with them. And so I did.
Don’t missI
guess I kind of zoned out for a while. I didn’t know for how long, until I became suddenly alert and heard Ax’s drowsy voice in my head saying,That jolted me. I was not about to spend the rest of my life trapped as a lobster.
out
of this morph, I don’t care who sees,> I yelled.
Jake said.
I said. I tried to look around, but my antennae felt nothing in the air. And my eyes only saw meaningless, blurry gray forms. I focused on demorphing. I wondered if I could close my human eyes when Jake started to reappear. I really did not want to watch Jake and Ax demorph. Once had been enough. I would already have nightmares for a month.
I said. I began the change. But just then I again felt the sensation of pressure on my shell. My pincers came free. Someone, or something, had removed the rubber bands. And suddenly I felt a warmth billowing up around me.
Steam.