The New Black Lace Book of Women's Sexual Fantasies (13 page)

Some of my fantasies revolve around memories, but go
further than the actual happenings. My favourite fantasy takes
place in the bathtub. Master is bathing me and he uses the
massage head on my clit, making me orgasm over and over.

Here's a little story I wrote to my dom about my favourite
fantasy. I call it
An Email to My Lover
:

Hello Darlin' . . .

I am missing You so bad. I wrote this today after my shower.
I so wanted You there with me. You know how much I hate
playing alone. I hate that You had to work today. Imagine the
insensitivity of a company that thinks You need to actually
work for the money they pay You! LOL.

As I slipped into the warm water I could feel You there with
me . . . smell the soft lilac scent of the bath salts I used . . . feel
the touch of Your hands . . . hear Your soft voice whispering to
me . . .

Your hands touching and teasing as You washed my
hair . . . commenting on the coconut shampoo and conditioner
. . . making jokes about piña-colada hair.

I could feel Your hands washing my body . . . the soap on the
cloth making it feel so incredibly good . . . soft . . . slippery . . . yet
abrasive and relaxing . . .

Your hands teasing and touching as You washed me.
Washing every inch of my shaking body . . .

You told me to lie back in the water and feel You as You
explored my body. Hands found my breasts and pulled . . .
rubbed . . . teased . . . pinched . . . and flicked a thumbnail over
the sensitive tips of the nipples . . . my pussy throbbed and
ached . . .

Fingers slid into the lips of my pussy . . . teasing and
tormenting the clit . . . pinching it . . . rolling it . . . pulling on
it . . . making it throb . . . swell . . . ache for You . . .

My body was so turned on . . . as I imagined You stroking
and touching me . . . I heard You tell me to turn over . . . You
used my small vibe and inserted it anally . . . turned it on high
and then told me to sit up on it so it vibrated hard into
me . . . Then You used the power shower head . . . running it all
over my body . . . all over my breasts . . . especially on the
nipples . . . then lower till it hit my clit . . .

I was moaning so loud and the feelings were so intense!

I could hear You telling me to open wider, to hold my pussy
lips as You ran the water jet over my clit . . . The muscles of my
pussy contracting hard . . .

The vibe in my ass was turned on high and it didn't take
long before the two together made me come . . . it was fast and
hard . . . the orgasm rolling over me in wave after wave. My
body shook so hard . . . the intensity making me scream Your
name . . . I came twice before I felt relieved and worn out
enough to rest.

I could hear Your voice telling me to relax . . . to feel You . . . You
told me You were holding me tight . . . it was incredible . . .

I finished up my bath and lay there a bit . . . just relaxing
and thinking of You . . .

My hands running along my body . . . slowly touching . . .
caressing . . . feeling the sensations . . .

I could hear Your soft voice whispering in my ear . . . calling
me little one . . . telling me how pleased You are with me . . . that
I was a good girl and made You so very happy . . .

My hands (Your hands) soon found my clit and began
massaging it . . . pulling on it . . . teasing it . . . as the muscles
contracted . . . I found my other vibe . . . my favourite dark
blue with the ridges . . . and inserted it . . . I could feel You
entering me . . . Feel You as You drove hard and deep into
me . . . Your fingers found my nipples and squeezed and
pulled them . . .

Turning the vibe on high . . . You used the shower head again
on a lower setting . . . I could hear You moaning and feel You
driving into me . . . My legs up on the sides of the tub . . . You
drove me wild . . . As I came . . . I screamed Your name . . . over
and over . . . as the intensity of one orgasm lightened . . . another
would start building . . .

Your girl came five more times for You . . .

I lost all thought . . . all memory . . . there was nothing . . . just
the feelings enveloping me hard and deep . . .

Then . . . Your soft kisses . . . Your hands on my nipples . . . the
release as I came back down . . . slowly . . . the water surrounding
my body . . . warming me . . .

The cold water waking me about half an hour later . . . I
shivered as I got out of the tub and wrapped up in a huge
warm towel . . . I lay on the couch about twenty minutes under
a quilt getting warm . . . thinking of You . . . wishing so badly to
hear Your voice . . .

I noticed the time and got up to get dressed . . .

I miss You, my Darlin' Sir . . .

Show and Tell

Abi, age 30
Heterosexual
Celibate
Master's degree
Writer
Northwest Cheshire, UK

I've had plenty of sexual experiences and I've had very adventurous
boyfriends, so I was allowed to try out whatever took
my fancy. I'm now celibate by choice, but I secretly delight in
the knowledge of the things I know I can do.

In my fantasy I'm walking through an open garden and I
meet my man. He's someone I know, but he's not very familiar.
He's a big man physically. I smile and he slips his hands under
my flowing blouse and grabs my nipples and starts rubbing
and tugging at them. We don't kiss. I slip my hand into his
trousers and grab his ass and pinch. There is a little bush with
soft grass; it's big enough to hide us but people could still see
if they looked. We stand behind it and I move my hand forwards
and feel his cock; it's hard, thick and long. He bends his head
and starts to suckle my breasts. I'm wearing a skirt and I push
him down on the grass and unbuckle his pants just enough to
release his cock. I'm very wet and I push my panties aside and
mount his cock until it's deep inside and I start to ride him.
His hands are clutching my ass but he's still suckling. He gets
almost to the point where he climaxes, then I grab his balls
and gently pull. He pushes me back on the grass with his cock
still inside me, puts my hands together and holds them above
my head with one hand while he continues to fondle my
breasts with the other and sucks at them, pounding into me,
fast then slow, then agonisingly slow and fast again. Just when
we're about to climax, I get my hands free and grab his ass
and hold him down into me till he empties his passion. We lie
there for a while, then we stand up and kiss and he does up
his trousers and I pull down my skirt, and we go our separate
ways.

C E, age 36
Heterosexual
Single, occasionally sexually active
No children
Postgraduate degree
Writer/Photographer
New England, USA

A recurring theme in my fantasies is that of having my breasts
– or the breasts of the fantasy character that can look quite
di-erent from me – manipulated in some way, sometimes
roughly, usually while being penetrated. Another theme is
being 'serviced' by multiple lovers at the same time. My current
favourite fantasy emerged from a dream shared by an email
pal. He dreamed that we met in Boston, in winter. I wore a
long grey wool coat with nothing on underneath. Somehow
we'd find ourselves in a secluded alley. And there, he'd push
me against a wall and ravish me. The top button of the coat
would come undone so that one breast would be exposed to
the elements and to his fingers. As he fucked me, he would
pinch that one nipple, until I came.

Marcie, age 34
Heterosexual
Live-in relationship/marriage
No children
College
Sales
Washington, USA

As I grow older, the more I want my fantasies to come true, to
be forced out of my comfort zone – a little. My sex life would
improve if my husband wasn't a prude. He is
very
plain in his
tastes. He likes sex in one position, one way, and on Friday
nights. It is pretty boring and old. It wasn't like this when we
were dating, but it got this way after we were married. I tend
to fantasise about having sex with someone I cannot see and
don't know, someplace public with people who are watching.
However, I don't know that they are watching until it's all over,
and I'm left alone.

Lucy, age 21
Heterosexual
Steady relationship, not live-in
No children
Bachelor's degree
PR and Marketing Executive
Derbyshire, UK

I find the idea of being watched very erotic. I often fantasise
about masturbating on a webcam with people paying to watch
me use my vibrator. I also fantasise regularly about having a
threesome with two men, and anal sex. My favourite current
fantasy is having sex with a man when somebody is watching,
but they don't know I know. Then they suddenly come and
join in with us, and we all three have sex, with one man penetrating
my vagina, and the other my anus.

Ginger, age 27
Heterosexual
Single, very sexually active
Degree
Journalist
London, UK

My boyfriend doing delicious things to my naked body
normally does the trick for me. Occasionally I fantasise
about public sex, and sometimes I fantasise about women,
although not that often, as I'm a huge fan of the boys. I like
confident, masculine men with big strong arms who make
me feel like a rag doll. I've always had a strong sexual imagination,
and I have an extremely high sex drive, but I'm also
quite vanilla. I'm a hopeless romantic, so all my fantasies
revolve around romance, sensuality, kisses and cuddles and,
of course, one big fat gorgeous naked man! I read a lot of
erotica for work, and I get turned on easily by most things,
but ultimately thinking about my boyfriend if I haven't seen
him for a while is enough to make me weak at the knees.
Oh, except for Brad Pitt in
Thelma and Louise.
That gorgeous
cowboy started off some amazing fantasies for me aged
fourteen.

I have definitely become more confident as I've grown older,
and hence have also developed more of a sexual imagination,
but, as a hopeless romantic, my fantasies have always revolved
around a loving and caring relationship. I watch more porn
and read more erotica as part of my job, which I absolutely
love, though ultimately my biggest turn-on is and has always
been my imagination. I tend to use memory, so I usually think
back to a really hot sexual experience I've already had with
my boyfriend. Sometimes I just daydream about various sexual
encounters we've had, or things I'd like to do with him. Usually
it's quite straightforward, but occasionally I daydream that
we're doing what we normally do, but there's lots of people
watching. I like doggy-style, with him cupping my breasts and
kissing my neck.

Name withheld, age 44
Heterosexual
Live-in relationship/marriage
Children
Teaching Assistant Certificate
Teaching Assistant
County Durham, UK

I didn't become aware of my sexuality until I was 38 years old
when I met my second husband. I didn't enjoy sex at all and now
I can't get enough. When I first met my second husband he was
my son's maths teacher and married; I was divorced. We met for
a drink one night and ended up having sex in the back of his
car. It was the most mind-blowing experience I had ever had. I'd
never had multi-orgasms before and they came one after another.
He'd never had that e-ect on a woman before so it blew his mind
too. I also gushed for the first time. Here is my fantasy.

I go into a bar to wait for someone that doesn't come. I order
a drink. I see two men seated at a secluded booth. I catch them
looking at me and I turn away. I look again and they are obviously
talking about me. One man comes over to the bar and
begins to make conversation. He asks me if I would like a drink
and if I am waiting for anyone. I tell him that my friend has
not turned up and he asks me if I'd like to join him and his
friend at their booth. I decide to go for it and follow him over.
They both introduce themselves and I do the same. The first
man allows me to slide along the seat towards the other man
so that I end up sitting between them. We make small talk for
a while as the first man slowly slides his hand under the table
and strokes my leg. I jump a little at the touch but really enjoy
it. The other man sees my reaction and knows his friend has
done something to me. Seeing that I have not reacted badly to
it, he too places his hand under the table. They are both stroking
my outer legs slowly up and down beneath the table where
no one can see.

The feeling of two men touching me in a public place makes
my heart beat faster and I want more. I begin to open my legs
a little, which is easy as I'm wearing a short denim skirt. My
legs push against each of the men's legs and they know what
I'm doing. Instantly they move their hands and fingers towards
my inner thighs and begin to stroke my soft skin. I can feel myself
getting wet and rub myself very slowly and gently on the edge
of the seat. The first man's fingers move towards my pussy which
is throbbing, wanting attention from these two men. He slowly
probes my pussy through my thong and eventually works his
fingers into the side and, as an electric shock hits me, the other
man steadies me with his other hand. They both smile at me
and I allow myself to move slightly forwards, pushing against
the first man's fingers, pressing them against my clit. The sensation
is incredible and I want more, rocking back and forth. I can
feel myself building towards a climax and so does the man. He
pushes his fingers deep inside me, making me reach my orgasm,
my throbbing wet pussy soaking his fingers. The other man
steadies me again, holding me so no one will know what's
happening, and he kisses me gently on the cheek. 'My turn,' he
says, as they move their hands into opposite positions. I build
again very slowly, but this time I take out both of the men's cocks
and wank them slowly under the table as I reach another orgasm
and another, the two men's hands working in unison, bringing
me to climax after climax. I keep working on their throbbing
cocks until I bring both of them to climax, their hot salty seed
shooting all over my hands and the floor.