The Night Sister
Authors: Jennifer McMahon
C
MAHON
The Winter People
The One I Left Behind
Don't Breathe a Word
Dismantled
Island of Lost Girls
Promise Not to Tell
Copyright © 2015 by Jennifer McMahon
All rights reserved. Published in the United States by Doubleday, a division of Penguin Random House LLC, New York, and in Canada by Random House of Canada, a division of Penguin Random House Ltd., Toronto.
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Cover design by John Fontana
Cover illustration by Shasti O'Leary-Soudant
Front-of-cover photographs: girl © Stephen Carroll/Arcangel Images; road © Sharon Day/Shutterstock; tree © Tooykrub/Shutterstock; hair © Yuliya Yafimik/Shutterstock; clouds © Mona Makela/Shutterstock; castle © t mulraney/Moment/Getty Images
LIBRARY OF CONGRESS CATALOGING-IN-PUBLICATION DATA
McMahon, Jennifer.
The night sister : a novel / Jennifer McMahon. â First edition.
pages ; cm
I. Title.
PS
3613.
C
584
N
54 2015
813'.6âdc23 2015012149
ISBN 9780385538510
(hardcover)
ISBN 9780385538527
(eBook)
v4.1
ep
A long time ago, I tried to convince my younger brother that on some nights, while he was sleeping, I turned into a monster. This is for you, Tom.
Amy's heart hammers, and her skin is slick with sweat.
Focus,
she tells herself.
Don't think about the thing in the tower.
Amy knows that if she thinks too hard about it she won't be able to do what needs to be done.
She looks down at the photo, the old black-and-white print she's kept all these years, hidden away in the drawer of her bedside table. It's been handled so much that it's cracked and faded, one of the corners torn.
In it, her mother, Rose, and her aunt Sylvie are young girls, wearing crisp summer dresses as they stand in front of a sign that says
World Famous London Chicken Circus.
Each girl clutches a worried-looking hen, but that's where the similarities end. Amy's mother is wearing a scowl beneath tired eyes, her hair dark and unkempt; Sylvie is radiant, the one who was going to grow up and go to Hollywood. Her blond hair is movie-star perfect; her eyes are shining.
Someone had scrawled a date on the back: June 1955. If only Amy could travel back in time, talk to those two girls, warn them what was coming. Warn them that one day it would all lead to this moment: Amy alone and out of options, on the verge of doing something terrible.
She bites her lip and wonders what people will say about her once she's gone.
That she was broken inside, a woman with a screw loose. (Aren't all women like that, really? Little time bombs waiting? Especially women like herâsurviving on monthly boxes from the food pantry, dressing her children in ragged, secondhand clothes that never quite fit.)
What went wrong?
they will whisper to each other while fondling artichokes and avocados in the produce aisle of the grocery store.
What kind of monster was she?
they might ask after a few glasses of wine, as they sit in tidy living rooms, gathered for book club.
But these people know nothing of true monsters. They will never have to make the choices Amy has made.
The fluorescent lights in the kitchen buzz and flicker. Amy takes a deep breath, looks out the kitchen window. Beyond the gravel driveway, past the two ruined motel buildings with their sagging, swaybacked roofs, the tower leans precariously. Made of cement and stone, it was built by her grandfather all those years ago as a gift for her grandmother Charlotte. Her own Tower of London.
Amy thinks, as she often does, of that long-ago summer when she was twelve. Of Piper and Margot and the day they found the suitcase; of how, after that, nothing was ever the same.
Where was Piper now? Out in California somewhere, surrounded by palm trees and glamorous people, living a life Amy couldn't even imagine. Amy suddenly longs to talk to her, to confide in her and ask for forgiveness, to say, “Don't you see this is what I have to do?”
She thinks that Piper and Margot might understand if she could tell them the whole story, starting with the suitcase and working forward.
But mostly what she wishes is that she could find a way to warn them.
She glances at the old photo in her hand, takes a black marker from a kitchen drawer, and hastily writes a message along the bottom, over the chickens and patterned summer dresses. Then she tucks the photograph into her back pocket and goes to the window.
The clock on the stove says 12:15Â a.m.
Down at the tower, a shadow lurches from the open doorway.
She's out of time.
Moving into the hallway, she latches the deadbolt on the front door (silly, reallyâa locked door will do no good), then stops at the closet and grabs her grandfather's old Winchester. Rifle in hand, she climbs the stairs, the same stairs she's climbed her whole life. She thinks she can hear young Piper and Margot following behind her, whispering, warning her, telling herâas they did all those years agoâto forget all about it, that there is no twenty-ninth room.
Amy takes each step slowly, willing herself not to run, to stay calm and not wake her family. What would Mark think if he woke up and found his wife creeping up the steps with a gun? Poor, sweet, clueless Markâperhaps she should have told him the motel's secrets? But no. It was better to protect him from it all as best she could.
The scarred wood beneath her feet creaks, and she thinks of the rhyme her grandmother taught her:
When Death comes knocking on your door,
you'll think you've seen his face before.
When he comes creeping up your stairs,
you'll know him from your dark nightmares.
If you hold up a mirror, you shall see
that he is you and you are he.
