The Notorious Lord (10 page)

Yet still she wondered.

Chapter Five

‘N
o,’ Cory said. ‘I won’t do it, Rachel. I will not be an exhibit in Lady Sally’s book of watercolours. The idea is absurd.’ His set his jaw in a stubborn line. His silver gaze was hard. He shovelled another heap of earth out on to the pile to his right with unnecessary vigour.

He heard Rachel sigh. She was sitting on an upturned bucket at the side of the trench where Cory was digging. She had only been persuaded to sit down after the bucket had been thoroughly dusted—and after he had assured her that he was unlikely to dig up any bones, at least while she was there.

It was the day after the meeting of the reading group at Saltires and Cory acknowledged wryly to himself that he should have realised that Rachel would come back from it fired with Lady Sally’s charitable zeal. In fact, he was a little surprised that she had not broached the subject immediately the previous night. Rachel was usually extremely direct with him; once she had an idea in her head, she could not be dissuaded.

Cory had already heard about Lady Sally’s book of watercolour drawings from his host, the Duke of Kestrel, who had been petitioned to take part when he had met Lady Sally at the Langs’ card party the previous night. Justin Kestrel
had laughed at the idea, but had not been opposed to it. Cory was less enthusiastic.

Rachel tilted her parasol to shield her face from the sun. She looked composed and unruffled and it made Cory smile that she was the only person he knew who could sit in the middle of an excavation and look as though she was at a duchess’s garden party.

Cory shoved his spade into the sand and rubbed the back of his hand across his forehead. Digging was a dirty business. He probably smelled of sweat already. No doubt Rachel would tell him if he needed to take a bath. She had been indelicate enough to speak of such things plenty of times in the past since they were friends and there was no artifice between them.

‘Why did you not ask me about this when you came back from the reading group yesterday?’ he asked. ‘Why put it off?’

He thought that Rachel looked a little evasive.

‘I knew that you would refuse,’ she said morosely.

Cory laughed. ‘Then why did you ask me at all?’

‘I did not wish to make assumptions,’ Rachel said, ‘but I thought I knew you well enough to guess your answer.’

‘You know me well enough to predict my reactions to most things,’ Cory observed.

He saw a tiny frown dip between Rachel’s brows as she pondered this. She looked a little uncomfortable with the thought but did not reply, and after a minute Cory returned to his digging. If Rachel knew him well, then he also knew her. She was stubborn. He had not heard the last of the watercolour book yet. In fact, he would lay money that she would return to the topic within the next five minutes. He dug out a few more feet of trench—and waited. It took two minutes, not five.

‘Why will you not agree to pose for the book, Cory?’ Rachel asked. ‘It is one of Lady Sally’s charitable ventures and all in a good cause.’

Cory looked up and adjusted the rim of his disgusting hat to shade his eyes from the sun. Rachel’s brown gaze was steady and curious on him. Clearly she saw nothing wrong in a parade of eligible men being flaunted in order to sell Lady Sally’s book. Cory set about disabusing her.

‘Rachel, I dislike the idea of being exhibited like a piece of meat, to titillate the female appetite!’ He stuck his spade into the earth in an impatient gesture. ‘I can see the description now: Cory, Lord Newlyn, six foot one inch tall, possessed of an income of forty thousand a year and estates in Northamptonshire and Cornwall…’ he made a noise of disgust ‘…and various other assets that an enterprising young lady might like to discover for herself!’

Rachel gave a peal of laughter. ‘I had no notion that you were such a stuffed shirt, Cory. You have always been willing for the ladies to examine your assets up until now! Look at you down by the river!’

Cory did not reply. He felt irritable. He disliked the idea that he was a killjoy who was not prepared to help Lady Sally in her charitable venture. Damn it, he was always prepared to contribute to a good cause. What he was not prepared to do was to pose for the book. He was well aware that it was just an excuse for what was essentially a husband-hunter’s handbook and he preferred to do the hunting himself rather than be a target for desperate females. He also preferred the whole business to be rather more subtle. This so-called book seemed to him to be a blatant excuse to parade a few eligible men before the young ladies of the
ton.

‘Why do you think that I
should
take part?’ he asked abruptly.

Rachel had been idly watching her father, who was sifting a sieve full of soil on to the spoil heap further down the field. Now she looked up and focussed on him again. There was a faint smile still lingering about her mouth and the same hint of curiosity in her eyes. Cory knew that she was
surprised by his reticence and that she did not really understand his reasons for refusing. She knew that he was neither naïve nor coy. After all, she had seen the proof of it herself.

‘Why, because it is for charity—’ she began.

Cory put up a hand. He held her gaze. ‘Yes, I accept that. But why me?’

He saw puzzlement come into her eyes. Rachel had very beautiful eyes, speckled brown, gold and green. Taken all together, her features were pleasing, although Cory knew that she did not think so herself. But then, why should she, with no one to tell her? Lady Odell would be more likely to praise the attractive qualities of a Grecian urn than to extol her daughter’s virtues. As for him, he had given up attempting to pay Rachel compliments for he was unhappily aware that she did not take them seriously. She gave his admiration the same weight that she attached to his casual affection for a pet kitten.

‘Why you?’ Rachel repeated. Her brow wrinkled slightly. ‘I suppose…because you are an attractive man.’

Cory raised his brows. ‘Do
you
think me attractive?’

Rachel looked slightly confused. ‘Well, I…I mean that you would generally be considered attractive. By other ladies.’

Cory grinned. ‘A fine distinction. You yourself do not believe it, then?’

Rachel’s chin tilted up haughtily. ‘I have never really thought about it.’

Cory found that this rankled. He kept his gaze on Rachel’s face. A tinge of colour had come into her cheeks and though she held his eyes for a few seconds, she was the first to look away. Cory felt a rush of arrogant, masculine pleasure. So
that
was a lie. Rachel had looked at him and thought him attractive and the knowledge pleased him far more than it ought to have done. He sighed inwardly. Last night he had known that there was something between them when he had looked at her in the firelight and seen an echo
of his own passion in her gaze. He had known then that he should not take matters further and he knew it now. There was a wariness between them at the moment and he suspected that it was largely down to the unease he had stirred in Rachel through his behaviour. He was slightly surprised that she had come to see him today. Cory looked around. There were plenty of other people on the excavation site and no doubt she felt quite safe. And at the moment he need not worry that he was arousing anything other than annoyance in her. She was looking at him with something approaching dislike.

‘I always said that you were odiously conceited, Cory,’ she said, crossly. ‘Why do I have to join the list of females swooning at your feet? Can you not accept that there is at least one woman who isn’t tempted?’

Cory laughed. Rachel always gave as good as she got and he enjoyed that. ‘Oh, I can accept it, Rae,’ he said easily. ‘My self-respect is not damaged if you fail to acknowledge my attractions! I should like to know, however, what sort of man you do find irresistible.’

‘I do not wish to find any man irresistible,’ Rachel said. ‘To my mind that argues a lack of self-control.’

Cory raised his brows. This was interesting. ‘You mean that you would not wish to lose your head over a gentleman?’

‘Certainly not.’ Rachel picked up a shard of pottery apparently at random and turned it over between her fingers. Her head was bent and her cheeks a little flushed.

‘You cannot envisage yourself being swept away by passion?’ Cory pursued. He liked the fact that he could discompose her like this. It made the awareness between them much sharper.

Rachel was looking horrified. ‘Good gracious, no! Swept away by passion? That would be very…’

‘Untidy?’

Rachel flashed him a reproachful look. ‘I know that you mean to make fun of me, Cory—’

‘On my honour, no.’ Cory smiled ruefully. He had to confess that he enjoyed teasing her and shaking her self-possession, but he found that he really did want to know the answer to his question. Both his questions. He was intrigued to know the sort of man who would appeal to Rachel. He was even more interested in finding out her attitude to passion.

Rachel spoke in a sudden rush. ‘I do not seek romantic love as a basis for marriage. In fact—’ she looked up suddenly and met Cory’s eyes ‘—I have decided that I should start to look for a husband. A prudent man whom I can esteem would be my idea of a perfect match.’

Cory had not been expecting this. He felt as though someone had jabbed him hard in the ribs, temporarily depriving him of breath. Rachel was looking to
marry?
The thought made him feel physically sick. And yet, what could be more natural than that she should seek to wed? She had already told him that she was tired of the constant uprooting that came with her parents’ mode of life. No doubt the idea of a worthy man and a settled home held immense appeal. The fact that the thought made him feel like doing some kind of injury to the as-yet-unidentified bridegroom was a problem that he would have to deal with himself.

‘I am surprised that you have not had offers before now,’ he said slowly. ‘There was a fellow pursuing you during your London season, was there not?’

‘Lord Sommersby.’ Rachel nodded. ‘He seemed quite ardent, but then Papa insisted on leaving London early in order to travel to Greece and I was not permitted to stay…’

‘A good thing too,’ Cory said with feeling. ‘Sommersby is a dreadful loose fish, Rachel. He is in no way a prudent gentleman.’

Rachel gave him a small smile. ‘Since I have been in
Midwinter I have been driving with Mr Caspar Lang. He seems quite pleasant—’

‘Pleasant, yes. Prudent, no,’ Cory said, laughing. ‘The Langs do not have a feather to fly, Rachel, and Caspar gambles away what money he does have.’

Rachel frowned. ‘But he is a vicar’s son!’

Cory looked up. ‘Which proves…what?’

Rachel’s frown deepened. ‘Are you implying that Mr Lang is only interested in my money?’ she asked.

‘Not at all,’ Cory said. He eyed her angry pink face. ‘Mr Lang would be a fool if that was all that interested him about you,’ he said. ‘However, I
am
implying that if he got his hands on your fortune he would run through it in one sitting at White’s.’

Rachel scuffed the earth irritably. ‘There is no need for you to sound so pious, Cory. I recall you telling me that you had spent a goodly portion of
your
inheritance on drink and gambling and women!’

‘That was money well spent,’ Cory said, grinning. ‘The rest of my fortune I wasted.’

Rachel glared at him. ‘Very witty, Cory. So do you have any other animadversions to cast on your fellow fortune-hunters before I throw myself away on an unworthy man?’

Cory reached for the flask of water and took a thoughtful swig. ‘Of course.’

‘On the principle that it takes a scoundrel to recognise a man cut from the same cloth?’

Cory winced. He was accustomed to sparring with Rachel but, because he cared for her, her barbs could draw blood. ‘You are harsh, Rae,’ he said. ‘I could give you some advice if you wish.’

‘Please do.’

‘Then avoid Mr Lang since he is a wastrel. Sir John Norton is a rogue who would invite you out for a sail in his yacht and then seduce you, and all the Kestrel brothers…’
Cory shook his head. ‘What can I say? They are excessively dangerous.’

‘And Mr James Kestrel, their cousin?’

‘Ah.’ Cory laughed. ‘Yes, the white sheep in a family of reprobates. The only danger you would be in from him, Rae, was of being bored to death!’

Rachel sighed sharply. ‘I am beginning to think that I am unlikely to meet an eligible man in the Midwinter villages this summer. Either they are all gamblers or they are like your friends the Kestrels!’

Cory felt strangely relieved. ‘Indeed, you are right. Give up the plan! Almost all the gentlemen here are rogues and scoundrels of the most unreliable sort.’

Rachel’s eyes lit with laughter. ‘Are you including yourself in that description, Cory?’

‘If you like. But we have already established that I would not make the ideal husband, have we not, Rae?’

Rachel looked troubled and Cory felt a rather sweet tenderness for her swell inside him. It was the most damnable thing being Rachel’s friend. It made him dreadfully vulnerable to her—in so many ways.

‘I am sure that you would be ideal for someone,’ she said.

Cory laughed. ‘Now you are just being kind. And you have no need to soothe my ruffled feelings, I assure you.’ He smiled at her. ‘Besides, we were speaking of you, Rae, not of me. I assume from what you say that you do not look to marry for love at all.’

Rachel’s troubled expression did not lighten. ‘I would hope to have an affection for my husband.’

Cory’s silver grey eyes sought hers. ‘I am speaking of passion, Rae, of strong feelings. Are you sure that you have no wish to experience that within marriage?’

Rachel’s eyelashes fluttered and she stole a look at him. ‘No, I do not look for that. I fear I am not moved to strong passions.’

Cory was shocked at the sudden wave of desire that
slammed through him, echoed by a disturbing compassion. There was a shy, unawakened look in Rachel’s eyes as she spoke of matters of which she had no knowledge. Cory knew it would be the most appalling waste for Rachel to commit herself to a loveless marriage. He knew her to be thoughtful and kind-hearted and loving. And he was willing to bet any money that beneath her composure was a passion strong enough to destroy all a man’s defences and burn him down. But he would not be the man to find out if that was true.