The Palliser Novels (543 page)

“How can I help it after what I saw yesterday?”

“I will not talk any more about it. We had better go down or we shall get no lunch.” Lady Mabel, as she followed him, tried to make herself believe that all her sorrow came from regret that so fine a scion of the British nobility should throw himself away upon an American adventuress.

The guests were still at lunch when they entered the dining-room, and Isabel was seated close to Mrs. Jones. Silverbridge at once went up to her, — and place was made for him as though he had almost a right to be next to her. Miss Boncassen herself bore her honours well, seeming to regard the little change at table as though it was of no moment. “I became so eager about that game,” she said, “that I went on too long.”

“I hope you are now none the worse.”

“At six o’clock this morning I thought I should never use my legs again.”

“Were you awake at six?” said Silverbridge, with pitying voice.

“That was it. I could not sleep. Now I begin to hope that sooner or later I shall unstiffen.”

During every moment, at every word that he uttered, he was thinking of the declaration of love which he had made to her. But it seemed to him as though the matter had not dwelt on her mind. When they drew their chairs away from the table he thought that not a moment was to be lost before some further explanation of their feelings for each other should be made. Was not the matter which had been so far discussed of vital importance for both of them? And, glorious as she was above all other women, the offer which he had made must have some weight with her. He did not think that he proposed to give more than she deserved, but still, that which he was so willing to give was not a little. Or was it possible that she had not understood his meaning? If so, he would not willingly lose a moment before he made it plain to her. But she seemed content to hang about with the other women, and when she sauntered about the grounds seated herself on a garden-chair with Lady Mabel, and discussed with great eloquence the general beauty of Scottish scenery. An hour went on in this way. Could it be that she knew that he had offered to make her his wife? During this time he went and returned more than once, but still she was there, on the same garden-seat, talking to those who came in her way.

Then on a sudden she got up and put her hand on his arm. “Come and take a turn with me,” she said. “Lord Silverbridge, do you remember anything of last night?”

“Remember!”

“I thought for a while this morning that I would let it pass as though it had been mere trifling.”

“It would have wanted two to let it pass in that way,” he said, almost indignantly.

On hearing this she looked up at him, and there came over her face that brilliant smile, which to him was perhaps the most potent of her spells. “What do you mean by — wanting two?”

“I must have a voice in that as well as you.”

“And what is your voice?”

“My voice is this. I told you last night that I loved you. This morning I ask you to be my wife.”

“It is a very clear voice,” she said, — almost in a whisper; but in a tone so serious that it startled him.

“It ought to be clear,” he said doggedly.

“Do you think I don’t know that? Do you think that if I liked you well last night I don’t like you better now?”

“But do you — like me?”

“That is just the thing I am going to say nothing about.”

“Isabel!”

“Just the one thing I will not allude to. Now you must listen to me.”

“Certainly.”

“I know a great deal about you. We Americans are an inquiring people, and I have found out pretty much everything.” His mind misgave him as he felt she had ascertained his former purpose respecting Mabel. “You,” she said, “among young men in England are about the foremost, and therefore, — as I think, — about the foremost in the world. And you have all personal gifts; — youth and spirits — Well, I will not go on and name the others. You are, no doubt, supposed to be entitled to the best and sweetest of God’s feminine creatures.”

“You are she.”

“Whether you be entitled to me or not I cannot yet say. Now I will tell you something of myself. My father’s father came to New York as a labourer from Holland, and worked upon the quays in that city. Then he built houses, and became rich, and was almost a miser; — with the good sense, however, to educate his only son. What my father is you see. To me he is sterling gold, but he is not like your people. My dear mother is not at all like your ladies. She is not a lady in your sense, — though with her unselfish devotion to others she is something infinitely better. For myself I am, — well, meaning to speak honestly, I will call myself pretty and smart. I think I know how to be true.”

“I am sure you do.”

“But what right have you to suppose I shall know how to be a Duchess?”

“I am sure you will.”

“Now listen to me. Go to your friends and ask them. Ask that Lady Mabel; — ask your father; — ask that Lady Cantrip. And above all, ask yourself. And allow me to require you to take three months to do this. Do not come to see me for three months.”

“And then?”

“What may happen then I cannot tell, for I want three months also to think of it myself. Till then, good-bye.” She gave him her hand and left it in his for a few seconds. He tried to draw her to him; but she resisted him, still smiling. Then she left him.

It was a custom with Mrs. Finn almost every autumn to go off to Vienna, where she possessed considerable property, and there to inspect the circumstances of her estate. Sometimes her husband would accompany her, and he did so in this year of which we are now speaking. One morning in September they were together at an hotel at Ischl, whither they had come from Vienna, when as they went through the hall into the courtyard, they came, in the very doorway, upon the Duke of Omnium and his daughter. The Duke and Lady Mary had just arrived, having passed through the mountains from the salt-mine district, and were about to take up their residence in the hotel for a few days. They had travelled very slowly, for Lady Mary had been ill, and the Duke had expressed his determination to see a doctor at Ischl.

There is no greater mistake than in supposing that only the young blush. But the blushes of middle life are luckily not seen through the tan which has come from the sun and the gas and the work and the wiles of the world. Both the Duke and Phineas blushed; and though their blushes were hidden, that peculiar glance of the eye which always accompanies a blush was visible enough from one to the other. The elder lady kept her countenance admirably, and the younger one had no occasion for blushing. She at once ran forward and kissed her friend. The Duke stood with his hat off waiting to give his hand to the lady, and then took that of his late colleague. “How odd that we should meet here,” he said, turning to Mrs. Finn.

“Odd enough to us that your Grace should be here,” she said, “because we had heard nothing of your intended coming.”

“It is so nice to find you,” said Lady Mary. “We are this moment come. Don’t say that you are this moment going.”

“At this moment we are only going as far as Halstadt.”

“And are coming back to dinner? Of course they will dine with us. Will they not, papa?” The Duke said that he hoped they would. To declare that you are engaged at an hotel, unless there be some real engagement, is almost an impossibility. There was no escape, and before they were allowed to get into their carriage they had promised they would dine with the Duke and his daughter.

“I don’t know that it is especially a bore,” Mrs. Finn said to her husband in the carriage. “You may be quite sure that of whatever trouble there may be in it, he has much more than his share.”

“His share should be the whole,” said her husband. “No one else has done anything wrong.”

When the Duke’s apology had reached her, so that there was no longer any ground for absolute hostility, then she had told the whole story to her husband. He at first was very indignant. What right had the Duke to expect that any ordinary friend should act duenna over his daughter in accordance with his caprices? This was said and much more of the kind. But any humour towards quarrelling which Phineas Finn might have felt for a day or two was quieted by his wife’s prudence. “A man,” she said, “can do no more than apologise. After that there is no room for reproach.”

At dinner the conversation turned at first on British politics, in which Mrs. Finn was quite able to take her part. Phineas was decidedly of opinion that Sir Timothy Beeswax and Lord Drummond could not live another Session. And on this subject a good deal was said. Later in the evening the Duke found himself sitting with Mrs. Finn in the broad verandah over the hotel garden, while Lady Mary was playing to Phineas within. “How do you think she is looking?” asked the father.

“Of course I see that she has been ill. She tells me that she was far from well at Salzburg.”

“Yes; — indeed for three or four days she frightened me much. She suffered terribly from headaches.”

“Nervous headaches?”

“So they said there. I feel quite angry with myself because I did not bring a doctor with us. The trouble and ceremony of such an accompaniment is no doubt disagreeable.”

“And I suppose seemed when you started to be unnecessary?”

“Quite unnecessary.”

“Does she complain again now?”

“She did to-day — a little.”

The next day Lady Mary could not leave her bed; and the Duke in his sorrow was obliged to apply to Mrs. Finn. After what had passed on the previous day Mrs. Finn of course called, and was shown at once up to her young friend’s room. There she found the girl in great pain, lying with her two thin hands up to her head, and hardly able to utter more than a word. Shortly after that Mrs. Finn was alone with the Duke, and then there took place a conversation between them which the lady thought to be very remarkable.

“Had I better send for a doctor from England?” he asked. In answer to this Mrs. Finn expressed her opinion that such a measure was hardly necessary, that the gentleman from the town who had been called in seemed to know what he was about, and that the illness, lamentable as it was, did not seem to be in any way dangerous. “One cannot tell what it comes from,” said the Duke dubiously.

“Young people, I fancy, are often subject to such maladies.”

“It must come from something wrong.”

“That may be said of all sickness.”

“And therefore one tries to find out the cause. She says that she is unhappy.” These last words he spoke slowly and in a low voice. To this Mrs. Finn could make no reply. She did not doubt but that the girl was unhappy, and she knew well why; but the source of Lady Mary’s misery was one to which she could not very well allude. “You know all the misery about that young man.”

“That is a trouble that requires time to cure it,” she said, — not meaning to imply that time would cure it by enabling the girl to forget her lover; but because in truth she had not known what else to say.

“If time will cure it.”

“Time, they say, cures all sorrows.”

“But what should I do to help time? There is no sacrifice I would not make, — no sacrifice! Of myself I mean. I would devote myself to her, — leave everything else on one side. We purpose being back in England in October; but I would remain here if I thought it better for her comfort.”

“I cannot tell, Duke.”

“Neither can I. But you are a woman and might know better than I do. It is so hard that a man should be left with a charge of which from its very nature he cannot understand the duties.” Then he paused, but she could find no words which would suit at the moment. It was almost incredible to her that after what had passed he should speak to her at all as to the condition of his daughter. “I cannot, you know,” he said very seriously, “encourage a hope that she should be allowed to marry that man.”

“I do not know.”

“You yourself, Mrs. Finn, felt that when she told you about it at Matching.”

“I felt that you would disapprove of it.”

“Disapprove of it! How could it be otherwise? Of course you felt that. There are ranks in life in which the first comer that suits a maiden’s eye may be accepted as a fitting lover. I will not say but that they who are born to such a life may be the happier. They are, I am sure, free from troubles to which they are incident whom fate has called to a different sphere. But duty is — duty; — and whatever pang it may cost, duty should be performed.”

“Certainly.”

“Certainly; — certainly; certainly,” he said, re-echoing her word.

“But then, Duke, one has to be so sure what duty requires. In many matters this is easy enough, and the only difficulty comes from temptation. There are cases in which it is so hard to know.”

“Is this one of them?”

“I think so.”

“Then the maiden should — in any class of life — be allowed to take the man — that just suits her eye?” As he said this his mind was intent on his Glencora and on Burgo Fitzgerald.

“I have not said so. A man may be bad, vicious, a spendthrift, — eaten up by bad habits.” Then he frowned, thinking that she also had her mind intent on his Glencora and on that Burgo Fitzgerald, and being most unwilling to have the difference between Burgo and Frank Tregear pointed out to him. “Nor have I said,” she continued, “that even were none of these faults apparent in the character of a suitor, the lady should in all cases be advised to accept a young man because he has made himself agreeable to her. There may be discrepancies.”

“There are,” said he, still with a low voice, but with infinite energy, — “insurmountable discrepancies.”

“I only said that this was a case in which it might be difficult for you to see your duty plainly.”

“Why should it be?”

“You would not have her — break her heart?” Then he was silent for awhile, turning over in his mind the proposition which now seemed to have been made to him. If the question came to that, — should she be allowed to break her heart and die, or should he save her from that fate by sanctioning her marriage with Tregear? If the choice could be put to him plainly by some supernal power, what then would he choose? If duty required him to prevent this marriage, his duty could not be altered by the fact that his girl would avenge herself upon him by dying! If such a marriage were in itself wrong, that wrong could not be made right by the fear of such a catastrophe. Was it not often the case that duty required that someone should die? And yet as he thought of it, — thought that the someone whom his mind had suggested was the one female creature now left belonging to him, — he put his hand up to his brow and trembled with agony. If he knew, if in truth he believed that such would be the result of firmness on his part, — then he would be infirm, then he must yield. Sooner than that, he must welcome this Tregear to his house. But why should he think that she would die? This woman had now asked him whether he would be willing to break his girl’s heart. It was a frightful question; but he could see that it had come naturally in the sequence of the conversation which he had forced upon her. Did girls break their hearts in such emergencies? Was it not all romance? “Men have died and worms have eaten them, — but not for love.” He remembered it all and carried on the argument in his mind, though the pause was but for a minute. There might be suffering, no doubt. The higher the duties the keener the pangs! But would it become him to be deterred from doing right because she for a time might find that she had made the world bitter to herself? And were there not feminine wiles, — tricks by which women learn to have their way in opposition to the judgment of their lords and masters? He did not think that his Mary was wilfully guilty of any scheme. The suffering he knew was true suffering. But not the less did it become him to be on his guard against attacks of this nature.