The Pegasus's Lament (12 page)

“
That's just it, Tia,” he said, turning to face her. “I don't want to follow. I want to be standing beside you. That's what that ring I offered you meant. I want us to stand together.”

Tiadaria sighed. She didn't want to fight with Wynn again. Things had just started feeling almost normal between them. If they had another argument now, there was no telling how it would end. She didn't want to lose him, but at the same time, how was she supposed to make him understand that this was something she had to do alone? The Captain had told her it would be a solitary life and she'd accepted that. She just didn't know how to make Wynn see that he was asking more than she could offer. Maybe they could come to some sort of compromise.

“Well,” she said slowly. “When all of this is done, maybe we can take some time to figure out how to make that happen. For now, though, this is the way things have to be. I'm sorry. I really am. We both have things to do and I can't do mine if I'm worried that you hate me.”

The last part came out in a rush, but it was true. Tia knew she was asking a lot of Wynn, but the thought of losing him altogether was enough to break her heart. She didn't want that. Wynn's eye widened a little.

“I don't hate you, silly girl. I love you. That's what all this has been about. Me loving you.” He spread his arms and she went to him, rubbing her face against his chest.

“
I know,” she said, slightly muffled by his body. “There are just some things that I have to do alone, Wynn. It's my duty.”

“
Alright,” he finally acquiesced. “But we'll talk about things after this?”

“
Yes. I promise.”

“
Alright.”

Wynn smiled at her. The first genuine smile he'd given her in days, and it felt as if a dreary, overcast day had been split by beautiful summer. Maybe things weren't going so horribly wrong after all. Maybe they'd be able to figure out the mystery and still be able to enjoy a party, even if it wasn't a bridal party, with their friends before they headed back out to the frontier of the Imperium.

#

Tionne was sprawled on the common room floor. Faxon stood over her, his hand extended and his face a mask of sadistic pleasure. He was drawing the soul out of her, shredding it. The emptiness she felt daily was nothing compared to this. Everything was being drained from her, leaving her a withered, desiccated husk, just as she'd left Lemmy.

She could feel her mind going. It was hard to think, hard to breathe, hard to do anything except feel the incessant pull of his magic and her soul ripping itself apart in answer to those primordial forces. She tried to scream, but no sound came out. Just a low hiss. She collapsed to the floor, unable to move. She saw herself from above, as if she was floating above herself, then everything went black.

The young quintessentialist sat up, gasping for breath. It was quiet and dark and save for the pale flickering light of a lantern under the bedroom door, she might have thought she was still in the dream. She brushed
sweat damp hair back from her forehead. There was a light knock on the door and she jumped. If Faxon were coming for her, it wasn't likely that he'd knock.

“
Come in,” Tionne called, her voice low.

Nerillia entered, her eyes glowing like embers in the darkness. She closed the door and glided across the room, her
grey skin ghostly in the dim light. She seated herself on the edge of Tionne's bed and searched the girl's face.

“
Are you alright?”

Tionne struggled between two extremes. On one hand, she was happy that Nerillia had come to check on her. She always felt safer in the presence of the Lamiad. Nerillia was the only one who understood her, or cared what she thought. The Xarundi, Zarfensis, only seemed to be interested in the end result of their plans. Either he was working out strategy, or he was questioning Nerillia about details. He rarely spoke to her directly and when he did, it was in a curt tone that didn't allow for conversation. On the other hand, she was worried that Nerillia might think she was too young to do what they had to do. Tionne knew she could accomplish her tasks if they gave her the chance.

“I'm fine,” Tionne said, embarrassed. It was just as well that Nerillia couldn't see her burning cheeks in the dark. “Just a nightmare.”

“
Tell me about it?”

The last thing Tionne wanted was to make herself look foolish, but when Nerillia used that particular tone, Tionne found it incredibly hard not to obey.

“It was nothing, really. I just dreamed that Faxon was ripping out my soul.”

“
Oh yes,” Nerillia agreed. “Someone ripping out your soul. Nothing to be scared about whatsoever. Happens every day.”

Tionne's embarrassment grew immeasurably at Nerillia's taunt and she ducked her head. The Lamiad reached out and, with a cool palm, turned Tionne's head to face her.

“Don't be embarrassed, Tionne. Our dreams are very important. They can contain warnings about things that might happen, portents of things to come.  One who discounts their dreams has no right to complain when the nightmares become real.”

Tionne didn't answer. She turned her face into Nerillia's palm, inhaling deeply. There was something both sensual and soothing about the peculiar musk that was Nerillia's natural fragrance. The smell of freshly turned earth wasn't exactly pleasant, but it soothed Tionne in a way that nothing else did.

Nerillia allowed her to rest that way for a few minutes, then gently pushed her back down onto the bed. She pulled the light blanket up over Tionne and smoothed it down around her. Tionne had a vague recollection of her mother doing something similar, but it was so long ago that she couldn't really be sure. She knew that she liked the care Nerillia showed her, and that was all that mattered.

“
You need to get some sleep, precious girl. We have a long day ahead of us tomorrow.”

“
Oh?” Tionne tried to sit up again, but when Nerillia pushed her back down, she settled for turning her head toward the Lamiad. “What happens today?”

“
A technician is coming to repair the damage to Zarfensis's leg. Once that happens, we'll be more free to move around the city and we won't have to rely on the safe house quite so much.”

“
I still don't understand why he is so important,” Tionne complained. “Aren't there thousands of Xarundi? Why does it have to be him?”

“
There are only a couple hundred of Xarundi left. They were thinned out by the battle here in Dragonfell, then again by a brutal civil war that started after Stryne was released from his prison. Zarfensis, for all his gruff nature, is one of the only priests they have left.

And he's not just any priest, he's the High Priest and the Runekeeper for the Dyr. Do you know what that means?
”

Tionne nodded.

“He protects one of the stones of the Ancients. The stone of death. We learned about the runes in the Academy.”

Nerillia smiled, her teeth glittering in the semi-dark.

“Then you know how important he is to our cause. He controls the power of the Ancient Dyr. It is that power that will allow us to fulfill our purpose and finally drive the humans from Dragonfell.”

Tionne had a sudden sense of misgiving. It wasn't the first time that Nerillia or Zarfensis had talked about driving the humans from the city and killing as many of them as possible. She knew she was different, but she was still human. Would she die by Nerillia's hand? Would Zarfensis descend on her and tear her limb from limb as he'd done to her parents and baby Raynold? She shuddered, and Nerillia leaned over her, putting a hand on each of her shoulders. The Lamiad gave her a little shake.

“Don't be ridiculous, Tionne. You're special. Even Zarfensis said so. Even Stryne, one of the oldest creatures on Solendrea, recognizes your power. Nothing will happen to you. I promise.”

“
Can you hear everything I think?” Tionne asked, somewhat abashed.

“
No.” Nerillia smiled at her. “Just the things you think that are particularly loud or unexpected. I hear most of your worries. Sometimes I hear what you think about me.”

The blood that had subsided from her cheeks suddenly raced back to renew the flush and Tionne turned her face away. She was all too aware of the thoughts Nerillia had heard and the discomfort was almost too much to bear.

“Shhhhh,” Nerillia whispered, caressing the side of Tionne's neck with one hand. “There's nothing to be embarrassed about. I like you too. We have time. Maybe when you're a little older--”

“
I'm old enough,” Tionne said, her voice sharper than she'd intended.

“
Yes, you are. However, we have a mission to complete. Our duty has to come before all else. Do you understand?”

“
Yes, Nerillia.”

“
That's my good girl.” The Lamiad stood and stretched, her spine popping loudly in the quiet room. “Get some rest. You'll need it. I need some too. I'll see you in the morning.”

“
Okay.”

Tionne thought her voice sounded very small and very far away, but Nerillia didn't seem to notice. She disappeared through the bedroom door and Tionne listened until her footsteps retreated to her own room.

Get some rest, she'd said. Tionne wasn't sure that was going to happen. It was probably only a few hours until dawn and she was still wound up over what Nerillia had said. More importantly, what she'd heard. Tionne would have to be more careful about shielding her thoughts from the Lamiad.

She wished she'd paid more attention to her classes at the School of Academics. She had a vague understanding of how such hidden thoughts were supposed to be managed, but the details eluded her. It was something she'd have to try and figure out through trial and error.

Even so, for as embarrassed as she felt, her thoughts kept turning back to the gentle touches Nerillia had given her. She'd said she liked Tionne too. What did that mean? Was it the same type of longing need that Tionne felt for her?

Tionne rolled over and these questions chased themselves around her thoughts under she finally fell into a fitful sleep. Morning, when it came, was entirely too early.

#

“
Where is the damned technician?” Zarfensis snarled.

Nerillia looked up from the table where she sat with a mug of spiced wine between her hands. Tionne saw her shake her head at the Xarundi’s impatience. A trait which seemed to define Zarfensis more and more with each passing day.

“He will be here, Your Holiness. Patience.”

“
Do not counsel me to patience when you can easily move about of your own accord,” the massive lupine creature snapped. “I will be patient when I am whole again. Not before.”

Tionne remained quiet. She'd seen Nerillia and Zarfensis get into an argument before and it wasn't something she wanted to witness again so soon. Or ever. They were both fearsome fighters in their way. Even though the clash hadn't come to blows, it was easy for Tionne to see how dangerous they were. It was one of the only times that she'd had serious second thoughts about abandoning her training with the Order and forsaking Faxon as her Master.

As if summoned by the conflict, there was a scratching at the door. Nerillia leapt to her feet and pressed her eye to the peep hole. Then she knelt down and peered through a lower peephole. She nodded to herself and unlatched the heavy locks.

“
He's here.”

Nerillia opened the door and Greneks, the gnome technician, waddled into the common room of the
safe house. Greneks was no more than about two feet tall, with coal black skin and enormous black eyes and seemed to drink in any light they encountered. A wide semicircle of a mouth surrounded the lower half of his face and large flaps of skin, like a bat's wings, sprouted from the sides of his head. These ears swiveled to and fro, catching whatever sounds happened to be nearby. He had long fingers tapered to small points.

He was dressed in simple breeches and a waistcoat, with a pack slung over one shoulder and a pipe sticking out from between his wide lips. This he puffed constantly, a haze of noxious smelling smoke belching from the tiny creature.

There were very few things that brought Tionne any real joy. Joy that would temporarily replace the aching emptiness within her. Gazing down at Greneks, she knew that gnomes were one of those things. Nerillia had told her that they were poisonous and could be incredibly dangerous when threatened, but Tionne didn't care. She was delighted with the tiny man and his miniature implements. As soon as Greneks entered the building, she slipped off the bench she'd been seated on and sat, cross-legged, on the floor.

Greneks promptly ignored both Nerillia and Zarfensis and came
to stand in front of the girl. He bowed deeply from the waist, nearly toppling his pointed blue hat from where it was precariously perched behind his ears.

“
Greneks, I am, little miss,” he said, thumping his chest with one hand. “Is pleased to meet you, yes! What call you, do they?”