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Authors: Elizabeth Thornton
Rosamund was looking around for her gloves. Finding none, she went to one of the boxes, knelt down beside it, and undid the lock. “Your friends sound like sensible people to me,” she said. “Friends
should
call on friends when they’re in trouble.”
“And this one’s from my father.” There was a silence, then he went on, “He wants to know why I haven’t
written to him in over a month. Obviously he hasn’t got my letter where I tell him about my trial and that not only has everything worked out for the best, but I’m also a married—” He broke off when he saw what Rosamund had taken out of the box.
“How on earth did this get in here?” she asked.
She was holding a lady’s shoe, in pink kid, studded with decorative glass beads, except for the several ugly gaps where a sprinkling of beads had fallen out. The heel was broken and the leather was blotched with water stains.
“The last time I saw this shoe,” she said, turning it over in her hand, “was in the cottage in Chelsea, when you gave me Harper’s clothes to wear.”
She glanced at Richard. He was staring at the shoe as though he loathed it. Suddenly bounding up, he pounced on her and wrestled it from her hand.
“There is no pleasing women,” he said, “until they have wormed all a man’s secrets out of him.” He dropped the shoe in the box and shut the lid. “This is my box,” he said, “not yours.”
She was bewildered. “Richard,” she said, “the shoe is a wreck. It can’t be repaired, and even if it could, I’ve lost its mate. Don’t you remember, I lost it in the riots? Give it to me, and I’ll dispose of it.”
“Oh, no, you won’t!”
Her hand dropped away. “But why? It’s worthless. You don’t imagine those are real gems? They’re made of glass. Now, give it to me.”
“I will not!”
Enlightenment slowly began to dawn. “Richard, you’re not keeping that broken-down shoe out of sentiment, are you?”
He folded his arms across his chest. “What if I am?”
She thought for a moment, then shook her head. “But that means you’ve kept it since the day you abducted me.
You despised me then. You made fun of me. You terrorized me.”
He made a small sound of derision. “There’s more than one kind of terror.”
She stood up. “We’re not going to leave it there,” she said. “I want to know why you kept that shoe.”
He glowered at her. “If you laugh, I’ll beat you.”
“I promise I won’t laugh.” She pressed her lips together, but her eyes were dancing.
He let out a breath. “How do you think I felt when just a few hours after I abducted you, I was lusting after your beautiful body like any callow youth? I was disgusted with myself! And before the day was out, I admired you more than I’ve ever admired any woman. It went from bad to worse. I was falling in love with you, though of course I didn’t recognize the symptoms. How could I? I’d never been in love before. All I knew was that you were the source of all my irritation. ‘The Perfect Princess’—that’s what the papers were calling you. I knew that you would go to someone like Prince Michael, and that I could never have you. And my feelings for you petrified me.”
She took a step toward him, then another, and suddenly she was in his arms. Her face was radiant with happiness. “Richard, are you saying you love me?”
“Don’t you know? Isn’t it obvious? The whole world knows it—your father, your brothers, Harper, the servants.”
“Of course I know it! But I thought
you
didn’t know it.”
He made a sound, half laugh, half groan, and gave her a shake. “I love you,” he said. “Why else would I have kept your shoe? If you only knew how many times I tried to throw it away. I couldn’t do it. It was the symbol of something beautiful and brave that came into my life with you.”
“But Richard, the shoe isn’t beautiful. It’s a wreck.
Couldn’t you have saved one of my handkerchiefs or something else?”
“I didn’t want something perfect. I wanted that shoe for what it symbolized. Are you perfect? Am I?”
“No,” she said softly. “We’re not perfect. We’re just perfect for each other.”
Best-selling award-winning author Elizabeth Thornton was born and educated in Scotland, and has lived in Canada with her husband for over thirty years. In her time, she has been a teacher, a lay minister in the Presbyterian Church, and is now a full-time writer, a part-time babysitter to her five grandchildren, and dog walker to her two spaniels.
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ALMOST A PRINCESS
December 1816
I
t was moving day for the members of the Ladies’ Library in Soho Square. Their lease had run out, and one of their staunchest supporters, Lady Mary Gerrard, had offered her mansion in the Strand. The house was buzzing as an army of ladies and their helpers set to work to transform their new quarters, room by room, from a palatial residence to a library with lecture rooms, reading rooms, and a bright and airy tearoom.
Lord Caspar Devere stood just inside the marble entrance hall, taking it all in. He was a harshly handsome man, thirtyish, well above average height, with dark hair and gray, gray eyes that, for the moment, were distinctly amused.
He left his hat and gloves on a hall table and wandered into the main salon. Some of the men who were helping the ladies were known to him, and that brought a smile to his lips. Not many gentlemen wanted it known that their wives or sisters were members here.
As the Viscount Latham passed close by, carrying a chair, Caspar called out, “Freddie, where can I find Lady Octavia?”
On seeing Caspar, the viscount registered surprise, quickly followed by amusement. In a stage whisper, he replied, “I won’t tell anyone I saw you here if you don’t tell anyone about me.” Then in a normal voice, “Try next door. That’s where she has set up her headquarters.”
Caspar wandered into another salon, and there she was, the library’s founder and driving force, Lady Octavia Burrel. Dressed all in white in something that closely resembled a toga with a matching turban, she directed her small army as they came to her for their orders. Though there was much coming and going, there was very little confusion.
Caspar was not there to help but to gather information, and when the crush around Lady Octavia thinned, he quickly crossed to her. He was sure of his welcome because he’d known her for as long as he could remember. She and his aunt were close friends.
When she saw him, her chubby face lit up with pleasure. “Lord Caspar,” she said. “This is a surprise! I had no idea you were interested in our cause.”
As Caspar well knew, there was a lot more to the Ladies’ Library than its innocent name implied. The cause to which Lady Octavia referred was improving the lot of women by changing the antiquated marriage and property laws of England. The Library was also involved, so rumor went, in helping runaway wives evade their husbands. In some circles, Lady Octavia and her volunteers were seen as subversives. In the clubs he attended, they were frequently the butt of masculine laughter. But there were others who supported the aims of Lady Octavia and her League of Ladies. His aunt was one of them. He had never given the matter much thought.
“I suppose,” said Lady Octavia, “I have your aunt to thank for sending you to help us?”
He avoided a direct answer. “I left her in Soho Square, directing things there. I’m looking for Miss Mayberry. My aunt told me she might be here.”
“She’s in the pantry. Turn left and go past the green baize door at the end of the hall.”
As Caspar walked away, Lady Octavia’s gaze trailed him. He was easy to look upon, she reflected, this young man who appeared to have everything. His aunt, Lady Sophy Devere, had kept her informed from the day he was born. As heir to his father, the Duke of Romsey, wealth, privilege, and position were already his, and it showed, not in arrogance exactly, but in something close to it. But it wasn’t unattractive—-just the opposite, especially to women.
There wasn’t a woman born, his aunt said, who could resist Caspar, more’s the pity. It would do him a world of good to taste rejection. Lady Octavia wondered how Lord Caspar had come to meet Jane Mayberry. Jane didn’t go into society.
She frowned when another thought occurred to her: Lord Caspar and his volatile mistress, La Contessa, had recently parted company.
She dithered, debating with herself whether she should go after him, just to make sure that he did not have designs on Jane, when Mrs. Bradley came up and said that she was wanted in the old earl’s library.
This request cleared Lady Octavia’s brain. She was letting her imagination run away with her. The poor man was just trying to help.
He found her in the first room past the green baize door. She hadn’t heard him enter, so he took a moment to study her. She was perched on a chair, on tiptoe, fiddling
with crockery on the top shelf of the cupboard. The first thing he noticed was a pair of nicely turned ankles. Unfortunately, they were encased in blue woolen stockings. He should have guessed. He’d made a few enquiries about Jane Mayberry and had learned, among other things, that she was a very clever young woman. Clever women, Lady Octavia and his Aunt Sophy among them, wore blue stockings as a badge of honor, a kind of declaration that their minds were set on higher things. “Bluestocking” was a derogatory term that had been coined to describe such women, and they wore that like a badge of honor, too.
With Caspar, it was silk stockings or he wasn’t interested.
Her fine woolen gown was a muddy green, “olive” his mistress would have called it, but it was not a color he particularly liked. All the same, it suited the honey-gold hair streaked blond by the sun. The gown was well cut and revealed a slender waist and the long, graceful line of her throat.
He coughed to warn her of his presence, then shifted his gaze when a tawny, bristling mass rose from the floor and positioned itself in front of him with bared fangs.
As she turned from the cupboard, Caspar said softly, “Call off your dog or I shall be forced to shoot it.”
“If you do,” she said coolly, “it will be the last thing you do.” Then to the dog, “Lance, down.”
The dog, of indeterminate pedigree with perhaps a touch of wolf thrown in—and that didn’t seem right to Caspar because there hadn’t been wolves in England for three hundred years—sank to the floor and rested its jowls on its immense paws. Its gaze never wavered from Caspar.
“He doesn’t like men,” said Miss Mayberry, stepping down from her chair. “Lady Octavia should have warned you. I’m Jane Mayberry, by the way.”
It sounded as if Jane Mayberry didn’t like men either
—a pity, because he found her direct manner and unfaltering stare oddly appealing. She wasn’t beautiful, yet she was anything but plain. She had a strong face with straight dark brows and large, intelligent brown eyes.
“I’m Caspar Devere,” he said. He would have bowed, except that Miss Mayberry turned away without bothering to curtsy.
“You’re tall, that’s what matters,” she said. “At least you won’t have to teeter on the chair.”
She had the kind of voice a man could listen to day in, day out, and long into the night. But he’d ruffled her feathers by threatening her dog. If he wanted information, he’d have to tread carefully now.
He took the stack of plates she offered him and set them on the top shelf. When he turned back to her, she had another stack waiting for him. He gave her the smile that never failed to make a lady’s heart beat just a little faster. He spoke to put her at her ease, but he was interested in how she would answer all the same.
“How did you come to be involved with Lady Octavia’s library? I mean, you’re not married. You can’t have any interest in changing the marriage and property laws of England.”
Not a flicker of a smile, not a blush. His charm, he saw, was wasted on this woman.
“Your aunt isn’t married either,” she said. “Why don’t you ask her?”
“So you know my aunt?”
“Everyone at the library knows Lady Sophy. She’s a dear. Would you mind?” She shoved the stack of plates into his arms. “You can talk and work at the same time.”
Caspar took the plates and turned away to hide a smile. This was a new experience for him—being ordered about by a young, unmarried woman. He knew, without conceit, that he was a matrimonial prize. Young women usually tried to flirt with him or fawned over him.
He could be charming, but he could be cruel when he wanted to be, as any overambitious young woman who had marriage on her mind could testify.
Obviously, this wasn’t going to be a problem with Miss Mayberry.
He said, “Lady Octavia is my aunt’s closest friend. That’s how she became converted to the cause. And you?”
She could avoid questions as well as he. “Last stack,” she said, “then we can start polishing the silver.”
He was taken aback. “I can’t believe the silver in Lady Mary’s house is tarnished. She wouldn’t allow it.”
“Then it won’t take us long, will it?”
Now
she
was smiling, and it was
his
heart that was beating just a little faster. When she opened a drawer and began to assemble her materials, he decided it was time to come to the point.
“Miss Mayberry,” he said, “I didn’t come here to help you move into your new quarters. There’s something I want to ask you.”
The change in her was almost imperceptible. He might have dismissed it as a quirk of his imagination if her dog had not lifted its head and whined low in its throat, as though uneasy with some implied threat to its mistress.
She said, “Lady Octavia didn’t send you to help me?”
He smiled. “That was a misunderstanding. I don’t mind stacking dishes, but I’m hopeless with silver.”
When the dog made a movement to rise, she pointed to the floor, and it sank back again.
She’s afraid
, thought Caspar, amazed.
What on earth have I said to frighten her?
Not that he could tell by looking at her that anything was wrong. It was the dog that was on edge.
She pushed back a stray tendril of hair. “This is the wrong time to ask me questions, Lord Caspar. As you see, some of us are busy. Why don’t you come back later?
Thank you for stacking the dishes. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have a silver paste to make.”
He didn’t know whether to be amused or annoyed. He wasn’t in the habit of being dismissed like this. “One question, Miss Mayberry, then I’ll leave you to your . . . ah . . . labors. Where can I find Letitia Gray?”
Her back was to him and he could see the tension across her shoulder blades gradually relax. “Letty?” she said, turning to face him. “You came here to ask me about Letty?”
He nodded. “I was told that you and she were friends.”
“Who told you?”
“Does it matter? All I want from you is Mrs. Gray’s location.”
“I’m sorry. I can’t help you.”
“You can’t help me or you won’t?”
“I won’t help you.”
Now his patience was beginning to wear thin. “Do you mind telling me why?”
“Because it’s against the library’s rules. What I
can
do is ask Mrs. Gray if she wants to see you, or you can write a letter and I’ll see that she gets it.”
“That could take days! If it’s character references you want, ask Lady Octavia or my aunt. They’ll vouch for me.”
“They’d give you the same answer as I. It’s against the library’s policy to tell strangers where members live.”
“I’m not a stranger!”
“You are to my friend.”
“How do you know?”
Her brows rose fractionally. “Because she would have told me, of course. Your name has been in all the newspapers. Your brother-in-law is the head of Special Branch, isn’t he? You and he brought a murderer to justice. The papers called you a hero.”
“An exaggeration!” he declared.
Her lashes lowered, veiling her expression. “I don’t doubt it, but I’m sure my friend would have told me if she’d met the hero of the Maitland affair.”
He didn’t know how to take her. Was she poking fun at him or was she serious? Both, he decided, and grinned.
“You’re right. I don’t know Mrs. Gray, but I know her brother, Gideon Piers.”
“You
know
him? That’s odd. Gideon has been dead these three years.”
“I mean I
knew
him. We served together in Spain.” He realized that his voice had developed an edge, and he made considerable effort to soften it. “This really is urgent, Miss Mayberry, or I wouldn’t be badgering you like this.”
She seemed to soften a little as well. At any rate, in spite of the rising temperature of their conversation, her dog seemed satisfied that nothing was wrong. Its head was resting on its paws again, and its alert eyes were shifting from Miss Mayberry to him, as if it were a spectator at some play in Drury Lane.
“And I don’t mean to be difficult, Lord Caspar,” she said, “but you must understand that the information you want is confidential. Our members expect us to abide by the policy. I’ll tell you what I
will
do, though. If you write a letter right now, I’ll see that it’s hand-delivered and that I have a reply, oh, shall we say by four o’clock? That’s only a few hours away. Surely you can wait that long?”
Stubborn was too mild a word to describe Miss Jane Mayberry, but at least she was gracious with it. She’d learn soon enough that he could be just as stubborn.
“Thank you,” he said. “I can’t ask for more that that. Now, where can I find pen and paper?”
“Ask Lady Octavia. She knows where everything is.” He was almost through the door when she stopped him by saying his name.
“You didn’t answer my question,” she said. “Who told you that I was Mrs. Gray’s friend?”