For a couple of minutes, there wasn't much beside some sighing and sounds that were somewhere between a groan and a cough. There was a good bit of external noise, which made the voices difficult to understand, and some more gasps and comments. Finally, a woman said,
“What are you doing?” and then there was some giggling. Sylvia politely cleared her throat. “I'm going to fast-forward a little.”
I thought it might be a good idea, but didn't say anything.
A woman's voice speaking accented English: “Where are the cigarettes?”
“You smoke too much.” I recognized Brinkman's voice.
“So I have a weakness.”
“That's not your only weakness.”
“How about you? Don't you have any weaknesses?”
“No. I'm perfect.”
“Ha. That's a laugh.” When I glanced at Sylvia, I saw she was listening intently.
“Name a weakness I have.”
“You're addicted to sex,” the woman said. “Stop that.”
“Sex ain't a weakness.” They both began to laugh. “Should I stop?”
“No,” the woman said.
When I raised my hand and flashed Sylvia a questioning look, she said, “I'll fast-forward again.” Her face was beet red. I couldn't tell if she was embarrassed or angry.
“âand we had three Delta operators with us.” It was the man's voice.
“How many were you altogether?” Woman's voice.
“With the Delta people and the Air Force guy and the intel guy and me, we were six people.”
“And just what were you trying to do?”
“We were trying to break up this supply line the Taliban had. They were getting regular fuel shipments. One time we found these two drivers on the side of the road, fast asleep.”
“When was this?”
“Oh, like the second week in December. Like I say, we snuck up on these two drivers. I jammed my M4 up againstâ”
“M4?”
“My sidearm, an automatic pistol. I jammed it up against his head, told him to start talking or else. He did, but it was hard to figure out
what he was saying. One of our guys knew some Pashto. They gave us some song and dance about selling the gas to farmers.”
“Maybe it was true.” Woman's voice.
The man laughed. “Maybe. But whether it was or wasn't, we called in a couple of choppers and they sent a bunch of rockets flying into the trucks. That was some fireball, believe me.”
“How were you people traveling?” the woman asked.
“We were just a couple of pickup trucksâno headlights. I was driving, using my NVGs.”
“Who was commanding this operation?”
“We were part of Task Force Dagger. But altogether we weren't more than twelve A-Teams. That's why we needed the Northern Alliance.”
Woman's voice. “But I'm more interested in the other battleâ”
“I told you. I wasn't up there.”
Sylvia fast-forwarded again.
“They were burning up the telephone lines,” the man said. He laughed again. “They didn't realize we were intercepting all their calls off the satellite, so we knew that they were heading back into the mountains, toward Pakistan.”
Sylvia turned off the tape player. “Do you recognize the voice?” When I said the male voice was Brinkman's, she nodded. “What else do you think?”
“He was talking about Tora Bora. The heavy bombing started right around the end of November. Part of the problem was, we didn't have that many people in-country at that time. We had to depend on the Afghans. There was a lot of heavy fighting. We know that things didn't work out exactly as we wanted them to.”
“Anything else?”
“You're right about Ursula. I think she was pumping him without him knowing it. Right after speaking with him, she'd write down what he said.”
“And sometimes she'd use a tape recorder. That was pillow talk. What else does this tell you?”
“That the female of the species isn't to be trusted. But that's not exactly news.”
“You are the most obnoxious male chauvinist I've ever encountered.”
“Do I have any redeeming features?”
“None at all.” Sylvia paused, a thoughtful look on her face. “Ursula Vogt made a number of trips into Afghanistan. She always went into the east, into the mountains. She got to know her way around out there. There was an attack on a company of Taliban, most of them holed up in some caves. They all died. She went there, saw what happened.”
“The Taliban also killed some of our people. Quite a number, mostly special ops.” I recalled that I had at one time been a member of Special Forces. I can't help wondering from time to time how my life would have turned out if I'd remained a Green Beret.
I said, “What may have happened: Brinkman discovered that he was the source for a lot of the stuff in her stories, realized he'd been used, followed her here to Munichâand then killed her.”
I figured Sylvia would shoot down that surmise, and she quickly did. “Alex, I said Brinkman did not kill Ursula Vogt. I know what I'm talking about. Would you kindly get that through your thick skull?”
“Yes, ma'am.”
“My name is Sylvia.”
I said, “We have another lead we should be working on.”
It was just over two hours later, somewhere after seven. I'd banged together a meal of soup and sandwiches, and at the moment I was munching on an apple. I was observing Sylvia, who was sitting across from me in the dinette, as she worked on her laptop and drank the last of a cup of tea.
She looked up and said, “Does it have to do with Doug?”
Sylvia had changed into a light-blue blouse that was not quite transparent, and I was doing my best not to stare at her tits. Living at close range with an attractive woman tends to dilute your ability to stay focused, at least if you're a male. I wondered if we'd end up in bed together.
Is that what she wanted? Is that what I wanted? Unfortunately, I had an idea that I was in a situation where what I wanted wasn't important.
“Doug?”
“Doug Brinkman. Does it have to do with him?”
“It has to do with something that Brinkman mentioned.”
When Sylvia asked what it was, I told her about Ursula Vogt's handyman, Quemal. Then I explained that one of the two soldiers in Nadaj's crew had been named Quemal. “Maybe it's only a coincidence, but we have two people with the same name.”
She said, “Is Quemal a common name in Albania?”
“I don't know.”
“Why don't you know? The government gave you a course in Albanian. I remember reading that in your file.”
“The government gave me a ten-day course in Serbo-Croatian and Albanian, and that was in 2000. Then they sent me into Bosnia. I spent time on Eagle Base. During the run-up to us extracting Slobodan Milosevic, I was on the ground in Belgrade, learning the streets, attending demonstrations, formulating a Plan B in the event we needed a Plan B. Fortunately, we didn't.”
“So you're saying there's a possibility that Quemal, the handyman, might be the same individual you encountered in Kosovoâand that he actually murdered the Vogt woman.”
Recalling my conversation with Thiemann, Ursula Vogt's neighbor, I said, “He certainly had the opportunity.”
“Keep going.”
“Nadaj knew Ursula. The picture showed them together. Maybe Nadaj got mad at Ursula for some reason and sent Quemal to Munich to kill her.”
Sylvia didn't say anything for a long moment, and I had an idea she was considering the possibility of what I'd just told her. Finally, she said, “You and I could drop by this club. Check the place out.”
“I don't think so. I spoke to Max about the place. He says something like that wouldn't be advisable.”
“What do you suggest?”
I said, “Let me think about it for a day.”
“All right, you have twenty-four hours.” Sylvia crossed the room, and took a VCR tape out of a box of stuff she had placed next to a lamp. She said, “I want you to see this.”
After she'd jammed the tape into the TV set, we both moved over to the sofa.
“What are we going to do? Watch
Wheel of Fortune
?”
She shook her head, and when I put my arm around her shoulder, she said, “We're not at a drive-in. Please remove your arm.”
I said, “I spent the happiest days of my life going to drive-ins.”
“You may be older than I thought.” She hit the switch and the TV screen lit up. There was some music, then in bold letters:
“Das Erste Programm Sendet: Politiker Antworten.”
Sylvia said, “The name of the show is âPoliticians Answer.' This was broadcast last week. One good thing about television over hereâno commercials. I was given the tape just before I left.”
When I said something about the commercials being the best part of most programs, Sylvia, naturally, ignored the remark.
The TV program was a political interviewâa guest being questioned by an interviewer doing her best to pry out a juicy political quote or two. In other words, it was the kind of show that at home I would do my best to avoid.
Then we saw a desk. On one side was the interviewer, a serious-looking blonde woman wearing a gray suit, with not one strand of hair out of place. Opposite her was the guest.
The guest had medium gray hair, a high forehead, a prominent beak, and a square jaw. He didn't look handsome, exactly, but he appeared distinguished, and was probably in his early or middle fifties.
Sylvia nudged me. “That's Kurt Mehling.”
“He looks okay.”
“Don't be fooled by his suit and tie.”
“I'm a sucker for custom-made clothing.”
“What else are you a sucker for?”
“A good-looking woman.”
After a brief introduction and some softball questions, the interviewer
asked Mehling why he was so against the United States. This brought forth a lengthy answer.
“I was an exchange student back in the late seventies. At Yale. At first, I liked living in America. After I graduated, I got myself a green card and a visa. But after a while I became disenchanted.”
I said, “His voice is very cultivated.”
Before the interviewer could ask another question, Mehling was talking again.
“It was the emphasis on money that disturbed me. All that's important to Americans is the size of their bank accounts.” I recalled what Nadaj had said to me in Kosovoâthat all Americans care about is listening to pop music and wearing jeans. At times, talking to people from other countries about one's own land can be instructive. I remember a Russian general once asking me whether Americans ever ate anything but fast foodâand then not believing me when I said yes.
It was quickly apparent that Mehling liked to talk.
“America doesn't have the influence in Germany it once had. That's because we no longer need America to protect us from the big, bad Russian bear.”
“What stories are you working on now? There's a rumor
WeltBericht
will be running a series critical of America.”
“I can't give you details.” He smiled again.
I asked, “What's this critical story he's going to publish?”
“Ursula Vogt's story, of course,” Sylvia said, turning her head to look at me.
“You're on record,” the interviewer said, “as saying your magazines have been pressured by the American government. Is that true, Herr Mehling?”
Mehling said, “The American government admits it has spent millionsâhundreds of millions, probablyâin its propaganda efforts. Our magazine presents a different point of view.”
I didn't say anything. It wasn't exactly news that our government threw its weight around in a variety of ways. But who can blame us for that? While Buck and I were in Munich, one of our covers was that we
were journalists, working for Radio Free Europe. In Berlin, I'd been involved for a time with employees of RIAS, short for Radio in the American Sector, agents who doubled as broadcastersâor was it vice versa? I'm not sure anyone knew. I certainly didn't.
I do know that during the years of the Cold War lots of East Germans tuned into RIAS to learn about the outside world, for the kind of news and information they couldn't get anywhere else.
When the interviewer asked about Ursula Vogt, Mehling said, “Miss Vogt was a truly fine reporter. Her death was a tragedy. We know who murdered her.”
The interviewer seemed surprised. “I hope you're not saying that Miss Vogt was murdered by this Green Beret? There hasn't been a trialâ”
“Of course, I'm saying that!” He waved his arm dramatically. “What's his name? Brinkman? Everyone knows he was acting on orders from CIA or other intelligence people. As far as I'm concerned, they can find him guilty and throw the key away.”
Talking to the tube, I said, “He hasn't been convicted yet.”
“No,” Sylvia said as she turned off the TV, “but I'm afraid he will be.”
“What got Mehling so excited?”
“What makes you think I know?”
Sylvia went into the kitchen, removed a bottle of Riesling from the refrigerator and handed it to me to open.
“Well? What did you learn from Mr. Mehling?” Her voice had softened, and now sounded almost sultry.
After she'd rinsed a couple of glasses, I poured out the wine.
“Not much that I didn't know already. Cheers.”
As she took a sip of wine, Sylvia gazed at me over the top of her glass. We were standing next to one another at the kitchen counter, her lips perhaps ten inches from mine. I wondered what she would do if I tried to kiss her. When I placed my hand over hers, she didn't remove her hand, at least not right away. I wondered what I might be getting myself into, if anything. Sylvia was wearing eye shadow that made her
eyes appear mysterious and full of promise. Except that I didn't know what they might be promising.
Do other people find themselves in situations like this? Or is it only me?