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Authors: Katharine McMahon

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We couldn’t understand it. Our circle of friends, our governesses, the church ladies, and servants had been knitting furiously until our hands ached from turning out mittens, stockings, hats, and vests; I had donated my trousseau allowance to
The Times
fund; Mrs. Hardcastle’s nephew at Oxford had sent three waistcoats and an overcoat; and still soldiers were dying in their hundreds in the trenches above Sebastopol, because they were starving and their toes were dropping off.
“Surely,”
said Mrs. Hardcastle, whose European trip had now been postponed until late spring, “what with steamships and railways and telegraph and factories, it is not beyond the wit of man to get a few pairs of socks to Russia and then have them distributed through the proper channels. I’ve heard that the French soldiers have huts while all our British troops have to sleep in tents and most of those were torn to shreds or blown away in the hurricane.
Surely
anybody would know that you can’t go camping in December.”
Father went to numerous meetings in Westminster to get things put right. He said our factories were churning out hospital beds, nails for huts, frames for stretchers, tracks for the railway, and more and more shells and bullets (courtesy of Horatio Stukeley’s lead, presumably) at a rate unprecedented in history, so it was outrageous that our men hadn’t yet knocked the Russians into the sea.
But although our troops had thus far been singularly unsuccessful above Sebastopol, they had achieved one astonishing victory at home in that Aunt Isabella continued to make a miraculous recovery. She was dressed by nine thirty each morning in one of her boundless black silks and thereafter installed herself by the fire with the sewing circle, or set herself apart to write letters. It transpired that she had other acquaintances in London beside ourselves, connections of the grand Derbyshire families she had known through her round of dinners and afternoon teas, and she now roused herself to pick up every thread, however tenuous.
Before another week was over, calling cards began to arrive and Ruth was sent flouncing into the drawing room to announce an assortment of lady visitors. Within a fortnight Isabella was borrowing the carriage to return their calls, by the end of three weeks she had achieved a dinner invitation to a house in Fitzroy Square, and a couple of days after that we learnt that a gentleman had called to see Lady Stukeley.
Five
December 17, 1854 Constantinople
 
Dearest Mariella,
I’m writing this from onboard the good ship
Egyptus,
where I’m sorry to report we have been stranded for days. On the very choppy Bosphorus. Within sight of the Barrack Hospital wherein dwells Miss Nightingale, her clutch of nurses, and a thousand or more wounded soldiers who surely could do with a little attention from us. Every day a new ship arrives from the Crimea that we know contains mortally sick soldiers but we can’t get near them. We wait, with varying degrees of patience and our sleeves metaphorically rolled up, but it seems there is a problem.
The problem is simple.
We are not welcome. We traveled out here under the delusion that we were to be part of Miss Nightingale’s team but it transpires that she did not ask for us, in fact had said specifically that she wanted no more nurses and so now we are arrived she will have nothing to do with us. Miss Stanley gets us into huddles and tells us she cannot understand what is the matter with Miss Nightingale, her dearest friend, and that the misunderstanding will be resolved any moment. But Miss Stanley’s hair, I notice, is less trimly dressed than before and her smile has become very fixed. In fact I rarely see her when she is not smiling and this bothers me.
Some of us are indignant and blame Miss S. and Sidney Herbert for not letting Miss N. know we were coming. Others blame Miss N. for being ungrateful. Others (please don’t tell Mrs. Hardcastle there is a large contingent of Roman Catholic nuns aboard) retreat to a dry part of the ship and rattle their beads. Sometimes we are indignant, sometimes we weep, sometimes we crack jokes, some of us drink, others go on sightseeing tours. I don’t, because I have a dread of not being here at the very minute I am needed.
Miss Nightingale doesn’t want us and in my opinion this cannot bode well. I am remembering much more vividly my encounters with Miss N. at Lea Hurst tea-parties. The other women ask me: “What was she like?

I say: “Very charming. Very rich. Very self-controlled.” I do not add: “But there was no reaching her.” I remember trying to get her to take an interest in my little endeavors among the cottagers but it was impossible to engage her in a cause that wasn’t her own.
I am horrified by a rumor currently circulating that she may send us a consignment of shirts to mend. Nobody asked me if I could sew when I applied to come here.
Also our money is gone. Where?
Does this letter sound desperate? I am nearly desperate. Not quite.
This is what I do, my own love. I imagine you at home in Clapham. I can see you quite clearly at the turn of the stair, holding a lamp that makes your shadow very long and sheds light on your chin and forehead. You carry the lamp to your room and set it down on the dressing table. Then you unpin your hair so that it falls dead straight, in a way you hate, but which to me is a miracle, and you take up your brush and begin your hundred strokes. Soon we are both in a trance. You are in a stupor of familiarity, because this is what you have done each night of your life, but I am enthralled by the beauty of your hand, and the way the light ripples through your hair, how one or two strands separate themselves and cling to the brush. This image of you makes me nearly happy, because I know that were you in my shoes you would find yourself a quiet spot, take out your needle, and produce some exquisite, useful item, and the thought of your tranquil acceptance makes me calmer.
Incidentally, unless it’s already too late, can I beg you please please not to tell Dr. Thewell that I joined Miss Stanley’s party, or where I am now. He might feel duty-bound to seek me out and the thought of his discovering that I am trapped in this stinking ship on the Bosphorus makes me squirm. He will disapprove of our venture, start to finish, and I cannot stand any more disapprobation, from anyone.
But write soon to me, Ella, anything at all.
Happy Christmas, darling girl.
Your coz,
Rosa
Six
LONDON, 1855
 
 
 
T
he Governesses’ Home was finally
to be opened at the end of January by Lady Furlong, a friend of Mrs. Hardcastle. Our cook made a celebratory layered sponge cake and Mother asked me to ice the top with a pattern of rosettes and to inscribe some suitable words of congratulation.
On the day before the opening I duly went down to the kitchen where the cook had left the rounds of cake on cooling trays while she took her afternoon nap. The trouble was that all I cared about was when next I would hear from Henry or Rosa. Every minute I yearned to know what they were doing and whether they were safe, and this life of speculation was much more vivid to me than anything in Fosse House. Normally I could rely on my hands to perform deftly any small domestic task but now icing sugar flew from the sieve and made me sneeze, and after I’d added glycerin and lemon juice I slopped in far too much beaten egg white, so that the icing was a puddle. The more sugar I poured in, the more it dissolved. In a mood of reckless despair I spooned the white syrup onto the cake and watched it slide across the top and down the sides. When I tried to scrape it back with a spatula I only succeeded in breaking the surface and mixing crumbs into the icing.
The cook woke up and found me weeping into the wet mixture. “Well, I’m not making another cake,” she said, “and there’s no serving that. End of story.”
The next afternoon at the Governesses’ Home, Lady Furlong cut a length of pink ribbon and shouted into the frail ears of the grateful inmates over tea and scones in the crowded parlor. There was no cake.
That same day
The Times
reported that Parliament had voted for a select committee to investigate the conduct of the war in the Crimea. The prime minister duly resigned and by early February Lord Palmerston had been invited to form a new government though he was the queen’s third choice and Mrs. Hardcastle didn’t approve: “What with the dear governesses, and poor one-armed Lord Raglan in the Crimea, and now Lord Palmerston as prime minister, I feel as if I never want to see another septuagenarian. I do wonder how these dear old people can go on so long, especially in such a bad winter . . .”
Father also had mixed views about Lord Palmerston, whom he called opportunistic (“Takes one to know one,” he added), but it was generally agreed that at least Palmerston would bang heads together. And in any case the newspapers reported that the newly opened railway line between Balaklava Harbor and the British camps above Sebastopol would mean efficient transportation of food, warm clothes, and fuel. Sheepskin coats had arrived, admittedly so late that the men sweated inside them, but night duty in the trenches surely must be much more bearable. And the weather was apparently so much better that the troops were being treated to sudden displays of wildflowers, including crocuses and hyacinths, just like in English cottage gardens, and it was said that the men were better fed than if they’d been at home and were growing fat and lazy.
Father’s business was now doing so well that we were able to employ a footman who took over Ruth’s more formal duties. His name was James Featherbridge. (“Probably christened plain Jim Bridges,” said Aunt Isabella. “I know that trick.”) Poor Ruth was in a sulk because she was no longer allowed to answer the door. We also had a proper vegetable gardener, who promised Mother we’d soon be eating strawberries and asparagus by the sackful, and the cook employed an additional kitchen maid to help with the dinners, which were now held regularly for Father’s important colleagues. He was rarely in the house except for these events and spent much of his time in the carriage hurtling from committee to building site. Henry’s colleague, Dr. Snow, had given evidence to Parliament that cholera was spread by dirty drinking water rather than by unsavory smells in the air, and if this idea caught on, said Father, it would have serious consequences for the building trade, because new regulations about waste pipes and water pumps would have to be rushed through. Although everyone wished to live in a more sanitary city, it was best to get on with the latest projects before any such costly laws came into force.
We received regular letters from Henry but only one more from Rosa, a scribbled note from Koulali Hospital, near Skutari, dated February 2:
 
Thanks to you, Mariella, I have achieved my heart’s desire, and I am in a hospital nursing soldiers. You would think I should be happy but I spend most of my time rigid with panic. Imagine a building the size of one of your new London railway stations, just as empty but a hundred times dirtier and older, the only provisions a handful of bedsteads, a few sacks, and a dozen bottles of port. Imagine that a couple of steamers come puffing and snorting up to the ramshackle jetty outside and discharge three hundred wounded men, each in need of warmth and sustenance and skilled nursing. Imagine that what they find instead are half a dozen Rosas and a clutch of nuns, all more or less empty-handed and in a state of shock. That’s the hospital at Koulali.
My only hope is that I won’t be here long. A party of nurses is to be sent to the Crimea at the special request of Lord Raglan himself and I shall apply to be one of them. It seems to me that I must get to the heart of this war, wherever and whatever that is or I shall never be satisfied.
Miss Stanley is in charge of this hospital and she has a notebook and a ruffled brow and cries a lot but that’s about it. The nuns are much more useful and have taught me how to dress wounds and feed a sick man through a gap in his bandages.
Miss N. up at the Barrack Hospital is better organized but she is prepared neither to share her nurses with us nor help us manage things more efficiently, although Miss N. incidentally is as much a transition point between the battlefields and the graveyards as are we. Very few emerge from either of the hospitals alive.
Miss Stanley, quite frankly, ain’t up to the job. Miss Stanley, when under pressure, just smiles more and puts out her hands, like a preacher trying to quell a rebellious congregation, and says: “This is not why I came. I had no idea of being in charge of a hospital. I thought I could do good, but if
she
won’t cooperate . . .”
Please write again soon to this address, in the hope that your letter might reach me before I leave. Tell me what color your newest ribbon is, which hymns you sang in church last Sunday, or whether Ruth has a young man yet, and I will read it all with an insatiable appetite to know every minute detail about you.
My bed here is hard and dirty and full of fleas (please don’t tell Mama). I ration myself, five minutes a night only, when I am allowed to think of you at Fosse House. I ache so much to see you, to touch you, for the scent of you, the sound of your voice, your slow, deep smile that I curl into a ball and bite my lousy pillow.
Are you thinking of me?
Your Rosa

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